Explaining some stuff(vent? Kinda not really)
4 years ago
Ok first off im going back and trying to slow down on art things i think what i did was take to much on my plate and my brain kinda just exploded and couldn’t handle it very well which led to me canceling various commissions just out of fear that i well couldn’t do it? (More of a self confidence thing) But after another hiatus I decided ima be kinda chilling out with the coms after i post a steenee commission i put off for so long…. Admittedly thats one me just that my lethargic brain was making it hard to draw at all.. so after i finish some stuff ima be posting a bit more regularly just to get back into the groove of things and just i guess post random stuff i want and maybe after a while ill take commissions again but at a smaller scale since i think it was a bad idea taking so many on at once so i think my best step its to well slow down breath and pace my art to prevent Burnout. Of course arts not the only thing that happened theres some personal and well almost getting canceled that kinda made it even more difficult along with starting work and finals it all just kinda snowballed i to the perfect stress storm. So i think ima just relax and slow down a bit and maybe that way ill draw more consistently simce i like to think ive gotten better as an artist as well
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The fear of not meeting your clients standards, as well as overwhelming yourself with a big list of commissioners just ...kinda stops you in your tracks, and it's freakin' intimidating (and burnout is a bitch too, yeah...).
But yeah; take some time to care for yourself and find a pace that your comfortable with, Warhead.