Growing up?
18 years ago
General
I don´t know, but lately i really feel at peace with myself.
Like i am settling finally in a shape i can accept.
For a long time i was not really sure about who i am, what i should be, what is should do, you know the drill.
I din´t really like myself, kinda. Not like self loathing or emoism, i just idk as if there were diferences between my body and mind development and my place in life.
Like i couldn´t or didn´t want to be what other would expect of someone like me.
But lately i grow into all of this.
Not that i would have changed in my thinking or stuff, i just begin to accept the world around me somehow.
Its hard to describe. Its like you know who you be, the world might still tell you otherwise, but you simply know it.
Before that you were usure and when they told you that you were not fiting you somehow believed them.
Like the world would be right and you were wrong.
Now i can just enjoy and love life.
Does this make any sense to you?
Like i am settling finally in a shape i can accept.
For a long time i was not really sure about who i am, what i should be, what is should do, you know the drill.
I din´t really like myself, kinda. Not like self loathing or emoism, i just idk as if there were diferences between my body and mind development and my place in life.
Like i couldn´t or didn´t want to be what other would expect of someone like me.
But lately i grow into all of this.
Not that i would have changed in my thinking or stuff, i just begin to accept the world around me somehow.
Its hard to describe. Its like you know who you be, the world might still tell you otherwise, but you simply know it.
Before that you were usure and when they told you that you were not fiting you somehow believed them.
Like the world would be right and you were wrong.
Now i can just enjoy and love life.
Does this make any sense to you?
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Bin froh, dass es dir besser geht :3