I know it's very weird for a NSFW artist to mention but.. to be honest, I wish being lewd with others wasn't normalized to a degree, I do really hate it when I can't even form a conversation with some people because they immediately try to get into my pants. It's very creepy/awkward.

I am fine with casually talking about lewd stuff but it creeps/weirds me out if a person tries to get into my pants, if that makes sense. I dunno if it sounds like I am contradicting myself or something but sorry for my poor wording, not really sure how to say it.

Basically, I enjoy drawing lewd stuff of my sona, and I don't mind talking about lewd stuff as long as it's not like.. directly flirting or something, but I am not okay with people trying to ERP with me out of nowhere and those people only wanting to ERP with me and nothing else. I hate that because I DO want to make friends but I can't be friends with someone who won't even talk to me for like.. 5-10 minutes and won't even bother to ask if it's fine to ERP.

My mate's been trying to help me break out of the worry of disappointing/upsetting people for turning them down on things and I still struggle with it sometimes