four months ago I posted a journal labeled "Late Birthday, remembering" and I did not expect that it would lead me down the path it did. I am back, but I will not promise an immediate rush to get back to posting TTTK, or anything like that. I have a backlog of art I need to get posted and submitted that I did not ever get around to in the four months+ I have been gone, and I want to get around to actually doing so. After I posted that journal, life decided that I didn't deserve to be happy, life decided it was time to take me and throw me around for a bit. I left my job, I had family in and out of the hospital, I fell into what can only be described as a very depressed rut. I lost a lot, my mental state wasn't the best, I lost my will to really push, and all in all I just wasn't in the right place, and I have been trying to get better even longer than the hiatus where I disappeared. I Wasn't fully gone though, I spent a lot of time to myself, spent time on Discord with my boyfriend, my best friends and just those close to me, just sat in a private discord server, we had fun, we played smash, mario kart, and just pushed to help me feel better. I cannot ask for a better group of people.  chump125,  sunbroskarin,  Shadowpaws1773,  mardozer725  Balistical just to name a few of the people in my server that helped me.

With that in mind however, I do want to be back, I have written TTTK chapter 2, I have started chapter 3, I have slowly gotten my drive back. But I also want to be serious and take on a task I have wanted to for a long time now, one that won't be immediate but we are planning it. I am going to focus primarily on TTTK obviously, but I want to branch out, this group of people I have been with are some of the best, funniest and kindest people I have ever had the honor of knowing and I want to expand my work and work with them more. Here is how:

We will be doing a TTTK voice series, where for those who can't sit and read the story will get the chance to hear us read it, either as our characters, as side characters, the narrator, or just anything like that, we will be working to make TTTK accessible for everyone, this story is a project full of love, and passion, and one I am determined to finish and I will make it something for these people to feel happy about, proud of for what they helped create. I Will have more info on that when the time comes.

I plan to start making videos, streaming and such more, and getting back into that. I do not have accounts made to reboot this idea, but I will soon, and I plan to let everyone I have befriended in on it and help me make content, because I want to make the world better, if even through a stupid video of us being silly for half an hour, or something like that. I have some ideas lined up like custom smash stages, or just us playing in general, and I plan to start streaming soon a game that I have a weird history with, but I will not say what it is just yet, that will be a surprise.

Another thing I myself am planning that will get its own journal after this one is I will be opening commissions, for real this time. I finished a very special request for two friends that had really pushed me to get my groove back, I will be posting that last to show when the motivation returned, before I post chapter 2 of TTTK.

With all that said, I am back, I am happy to be back, my mind is still struggling to keep itself together at times and depression is a real bitch, but I am fighting it every day, it hurts a lot some days, but I have people who care, and I Want to finally do what I love and not let it win.