After recent events of what happened in Discord, and How I lost some friends and a wonderful server I was once in, I have come to the decision to no longer request, ask, or even think about certain arts ever again. It ruined my relationships with so many users and most found the stuff I talked about very uncomfortable. With that said, I now have only 3 options for getting art of something that I liked.

Option A: Get some Commissions from Artists of exactly what I want. -Can't do that because of various reasons

Option B: Try doing the art of stuff I like on my own. -Probably would suck and take too much time. Looks different from my mindset.

Option C: Give up the things that I really like and focus more on other things that would not make other uncomfortable.

These are what I am left with as of now. I may try to ask others about certain things again when time passes, but that is highly unlikely. I needed to express my concerns and thoughts through this journal entry for those that do not have Twitter or Discord. I feel bad and will probably never be the same after the last few weeks and months. I just hope things will get better. Thanks for viewing this update.