I don't want to be misunderstood. So I write this.

I'm not angry or stressed about commissions, well yeah, but no.

I'm not going to talk about my personal life. I will just say that I'm going through a very difficult period and I don't know how long it will last.

I was angry and just wanted to vent a little.

I make commissions when I need money, but I don't like to beg or explain. I'm just saying, hey, do you want a drawing? This is the price. A free and voluntary exchange.

So, it's not pleasant for me to have this debt. I feel like I'm betraying people's trust and that's not good.

Whatever happens, I'll keep my end of the bargain.