So depressed right now from no job and lack of direction. Gods it's hard to find a job that would hire me with my limitations right now. Get passed up so much thanks to that darned neck injury. Money is so tight so often that I toy with the idea of selling all the characters I have (including my Sona Azraell <Both versions>) just so I had some cash so I could get my family off my back. I feel like such a disappointment so often...... I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree yet cannot find a job of any kind....much less a job I could stay at for any length of time.

Part of this has pushed me towards even stopping what RPs I do have going (only a couple atm). As well as just leaving or hiding away for a while.....just to gather my thoughts and stuff.

I really wish I knew what to do.....so tempted to sell off my characters.....

Even started selling off my magic collection and debating on quitting playing with friends (partially as the delta variant is bad news and I have a feeling none of my friends have gotten the shot or are willing to wear masks....I am at a med/high risk of bad news if I catch any form of the disease). I'm so torn.....and then on top of my neck now my ankles are giving me problems (can't stand in one place for more than ten to twenty minutes without being in severe pain).

Don't worry about me just figured I'd say something....since I tend to be a bit spacey lately and distant. Just kind of out of it lately.....with all that is going on....

HUGS yall <3