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About some reasons why my mental breakdown
4 years ago
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My younger brother committed suicide in this January.
My deep sadness and strong anger I lost him has not disappeared yet.
I want to forget it but I can't do it. Because of that, my mother attend the mental hospital.
My dad won't be able to work long anymore because my father's body is weak.
I and my mother work, but I have a small income. I and my mother still rely on his income.
Our future is only despair.
The daily Covid's news and tedious information made my mind crazy.
I don't want to do hear anything.
I endure headaches and chest pains every day but I didn't ask anyone for help. I didn't want to bother you and I know nobody can help me.
I know you don't want to hear negative news like this. I'm sorry.
If I were still alive, maybe I would come back. Thank you.
My deep sadness and strong anger I lost him has not disappeared yet.
I want to forget it but I can't do it. Because of that, my mother attend the mental hospital.
My dad won't be able to work long anymore because my father's body is weak.
I and my mother work, but I have a small income. I and my mother still rely on his income.
Our future is only despair.
The daily Covid's news and tedious information made my mind crazy.
I don't want to do hear anything.
I endure headaches and chest pains every day but I didn't ask anyone for help. I didn't want to bother you and I know nobody can help me.
I know you don't want to hear negative news like this. I'm sorry.
If I were still alive, maybe I would come back. Thank you.
You deserve all the help you can get, and the pain of losing someone so close to you doesn't go away in a year. It'll take a long time and a lot of processing.. Please do go to the hospital, you deserve all the help you can get.
Don't feel bad for being unable to bear it, it's only natural.
I just hope things get better.