Apologies for Hiatus
4 years ago
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>Commission Prices< >Commission Status<I just wanted to apologize for not being active on social media and private messaging. I've not been feeling very mentally well. I don't really know how to describe it but whatever I've been feeling shouldn't be an excuse for the lack of work I've been doing. I owe a lot of art and I still need to work on commissions. Not to mention I have not been looking at my messages or my social media in general.
I've been feeling extremely unmotivated and procrastinating. I don't know how I got into this slump but I've been in it for maybe 2 months now and I need to get out of it. Everything I do seems to me leading into not doing anything productive. I haven't even been putting that much effort into my cooking. I've been staying up for multiple nights so I could do extra work but It still hasn't made me do much. I don't know, every time I begin doing something (work, art, games) I lose interest an hour or couple hours later and just distract myself with YouTube or house chores. I feel terrible for doing so but me feeling bad only adds into me not doing anything. I keep saying that I'll get to it or I'll do work but again I lose track of time procrastinating. I have literally never done this before or at least if I have I don't remember so I don't know how I'm going to get out of this slump. I am beginning to realize how bad it is and am ACTUALLY doing some work (I just finished some sketches and a couple commissions) but it is a slow process.
So again, I apologize for not updating you guys sooner. I'll message everyone who I have updates for on commissions and show what process I have so far on them. I apologize to Patrons because they haven't been getting their monthly art and if any of you want to unsubscribe, you are always free to do so or even get a refund personally from me if you came to my Patreon specifically for it's content. My only goal at the moment is to get at least some process done on at least one commission a day or make some sort of sketch. I am open to any criticisms or advice people might have for me.
I also forgot to close commissions during this time so they are closed now. Uh on a more positive note, I love the Pokemon presentation that was uploaded today and SUPER hyped for the PKMN Diamond/Pearl remakes!! Also the Arceus games looks dope af asdfghjk. Fukin Breath of the Wild treatment over hear x_x
Thank you for reading or skimping though if ya did.
I've been feeling extremely unmotivated and procrastinating. I don't know how I got into this slump but I've been in it for maybe 2 months now and I need to get out of it. Everything I do seems to me leading into not doing anything productive. I haven't even been putting that much effort into my cooking. I've been staying up for multiple nights so I could do extra work but It still hasn't made me do much. I don't know, every time I begin doing something (work, art, games) I lose interest an hour or couple hours later and just distract myself with YouTube or house chores. I feel terrible for doing so but me feeling bad only adds into me not doing anything. I keep saying that I'll get to it or I'll do work but again I lose track of time procrastinating. I have literally never done this before or at least if I have I don't remember so I don't know how I'm going to get out of this slump. I am beginning to realize how bad it is and am ACTUALLY doing some work (I just finished some sketches and a couple commissions) but it is a slow process.
So again, I apologize for not updating you guys sooner. I'll message everyone who I have updates for on commissions and show what process I have so far on them. I apologize to Patrons because they haven't been getting their monthly art and if any of you want to unsubscribe, you are always free to do so or even get a refund personally from me if you came to my Patreon specifically for it's content. My only goal at the moment is to get at least some process done on at least one commission a day or make some sort of sketch. I am open to any criticisms or advice people might have for me.
I also forgot to close commissions during this time so they are closed now. Uh on a more positive note, I love the Pokemon presentation that was uploaded today and SUPER hyped for the PKMN Diamond/Pearl remakes!! Also the Arceus games looks dope af asdfghjk. Fukin Breath of the Wild treatment over hear x_x
Thank you for reading or skimping though if ya did.
Quirkhopper
~mopinofloof
Thank you for being honest. I don't know about anyone else, but I was worried something light have happened. Loss of motivation can really bring things to a crawl, and it's hard once your so deep in it to get out. It becomes a habit at that point. I'd say take all the time you need, but if I'm being honest that would only make things take longer. I know how easy it is to make a designs between drawing art with half your attention and not making art at all, and you wanna choose the latter. But at some point, you gotta get back on the horse, and once you start, it'll only get better from there. Then again I could be a total idiot and be spewing nonsense, so what do I know. I want you to take care of yourself of course, but knowing you want to get back to work makes it a lot easier for me to scream GET BACK TO WORK. I'm sure you'll get back into the swing of it
ConfusedEWE
~confusedewe
OP
And thank YOU for your honestly, I really appreciate it ^^ I've never been in a slump this deep so I keep yelling at myself to get back to work. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't but I can't lose track of my main goal and that's just to get back onto a regular schedule of drawing art and communicating with people. I'm gonna take things slow and appreciate the art that I can make in the moment bc that's better than not doing anything at all. Funny enough I actually have an update on your commission so I'll send you an email about that later xD
Quirkhopper
~mopinofloof
Oh please, I'd be more concerned over you drawing at all. Like if rescinding my comission would help you continue art, then I'd happily give it up. Of course that's not what you meant. I'm just saying that I can wait is all. Like get on that stuff, but don't feel like there's a due date
ConfusedEWE
~confusedewe
OP
Oh I actually finished it!! So I don't think I can start over xD. But thank you so much for the offer.
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