Still not sure what I'm doing with that.

Might just double them up instead of going 5s.

Like. Man I just have massively horrid anxiety and it's literally driving me crazy and I'm overthinking shit when I don't need to.

I still need something to live off of tho.

Again, if you're cool and don't mind sending donations, that's cool too.
https://ko-fi.com/Tanookicatoon

I'm also starting up weekend streams again,
since, well
My mental health seems to be picking up.

As I mentioned. Anxiety. Horrid habits picked up from PTS.

I'm starting to recognize when I'm having problems and I'm taking care of them as I should.
Of course I live alone, and when you have mental issues like this, you're mind tends to just lie to you and it's pretty hard doing it on my own.
But, as I said,
Recognizing the issues, triggers and such,
I've been getting grasp at reality again.
Like, I'm seeing things that have normally sent me over the edge, like zero to ONE HUNDRED in a second,
and then having no reaction to them.

And honestly, that feels good.

But I still have occasional anxiety attacks. Yadda yadda.
I'm running circles around myself,

anyway.

Things are feeling better. But I still need help.
I still don't feel comfortable taking money for commissions before anything is done.
So like,
If peeps who care (and want cheap sketches) can check out my streams, that would be pretty cool.

I'd just love for things to finally start getting easier.
And like, I can get all the mental health in the world, but it aint gonna do anything about me still having to pay for rent and utilities.

man, I honestly fucking hate money.