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Oi, CITS, IT'S BEEN 2 MONTHS!!!
4 years ago
Wait.....
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Why yes, yes it has! Am I dead? Outside? Nah! Inside, oh Hell yeah! (Wow, he's self-deprecating, he's so original! :D)
Anyway, if anyone cares and reads this, I'm still not in the best place....still don't have a job, don't know what would even be a decent fit for me even for a few years just to get myself back into that schedule of going to work and having a lunch break, etc. I'm so comfortable with how life has been going this past, nearly 2 years of being unemployed; sleeping whenever, staying up whenever, eating whenever, playing video games, not having to worry about anything really since I live with my parents still.... That's been my life pretty much each day for nearly the past 2 years and I'm a mess, I've been a mess. Every job I see doesn't seem like a great fit because there always seems to be a skill or knowledge of things I don't have or I have to pick up heavy stuff that I don't believe I can pick up on my own because I'm a 259 pound loser that hasn't worked out in YEARS! Some jobs I've seen don't seem to have the best record for being a decent place to work. (example: Gamestop). There's so,many things that I need to fix and I don't even know where to start because one needs to be fixed before the other but that other needs to be done now but not before another is fixed and so on...I'll be 25 this coming October and next year I can't share insurance with my dad, so I'll have no insurance when I'm 26 unless I have a job with benefits and stuff....it seems like leaving the bad job I had where I was getting underpaid for the time I was there and doing things that weren't in my job description was a bad idea since at least I would have a job still and have money....
.....
Why yes, yes it has! Am I dead? Outside? Nah! Inside, oh Hell yeah! (Wow, he's self-deprecating, he's so original! :D)
Anyway, if anyone cares and reads this, I'm still not in the best place....still don't have a job, don't know what would even be a decent fit for me even for a few years just to get myself back into that schedule of going to work and having a lunch break, etc. I'm so comfortable with how life has been going this past, nearly 2 years of being unemployed; sleeping whenever, staying up whenever, eating whenever, playing video games, not having to worry about anything really since I live with my parents still.... That's been my life pretty much each day for nearly the past 2 years and I'm a mess, I've been a mess. Every job I see doesn't seem like a great fit because there always seems to be a skill or knowledge of things I don't have or I have to pick up heavy stuff that I don't believe I can pick up on my own because I'm a 259 pound loser that hasn't worked out in YEARS! Some jobs I've seen don't seem to have the best record for being a decent place to work. (example: Gamestop). There's so,many things that I need to fix and I don't even know where to start because one needs to be fixed before the other but that other needs to be done now but not before another is fixed and so on...I'll be 25 this coming October and next year I can't share insurance with my dad, so I'll have no insurance when I'm 26 unless I have a job with benefits and stuff....it seems like leaving the bad job I had where I was getting underpaid for the time I was there and doing things that weren't in my job description was a bad idea since at least I would have a job still and have money....
