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I can and will do better
4 years ago
No I refuse to sulk, I refuse to abandon myself, I refuse to cower and hide between sad icons or emotions. I will wear the smile and memories proudly upon my soul.
Even if they no longer walk beside me. I'm going to walk with my head held high. Whatever happened between us lately... I do believe from the bottom of my heart that Furrknight
, 
and many more including myself would want me to do this. To be the best bat I can be. I don't honestly know if I'll ever get to show them what I'll end up being. But I can't let myself be manipulated or held down anymore.
I found out a great many deceits and lies yesterday and they hurt and cut me deeply... but I wont let those define me. I won't let others actions. Or my own chaotic emotions win and conquer my life or use that as an excuse for my own actions lately. I have a strong will and I know it. I will find my way and be the beautiful soul I want to be. And to all those that are trying to hold me back and tell me otherwise or use and manipulate my feelings. Fuck you.
I do believe that one day I will be in a better place. That I'll reconnect and talk with those I cherished so very much that also cherish me, those that had to step away as I figured myself out. So to those that read this. To those that use to find importance in me. Send me your prayers, your faith, your well wishes as I make this journey. Regardless of how you feel about me now. Please send your vibes my way. I know the journey will be rough and jagged but I'm confident in myself that I can pull away this terrible darkness and shadow that has been my life the past month and shine better than I ever have.
I choose to grow from my pain. I choose to grow from my mistakes. I don't want to keep this cycle going. I want to beat it.
Acknowledging all of this has already started to push me into a better state of mind and I feel... a bit more at peace.
I cherish you all and will need all the support I can get.
If you need support as well... please find it and lean on those that you can. We are all in a rough journey through life. Love you all,
-Sincerely, Femukki "kiki" Fledermaus
Even if they no longer walk beside me. I'm going to walk with my head held high. Whatever happened between us lately... I do believe from the bottom of my heart that Furrknight
, 
and many more including myself would want me to do this. To be the best bat I can be. I don't honestly know if I'll ever get to show them what I'll end up being. But I can't let myself be manipulated or held down anymore. I found out a great many deceits and lies yesterday and they hurt and cut me deeply... but I wont let those define me. I won't let others actions. Or my own chaotic emotions win and conquer my life or use that as an excuse for my own actions lately. I have a strong will and I know it. I will find my way and be the beautiful soul I want to be. And to all those that are trying to hold me back and tell me otherwise or use and manipulate my feelings. Fuck you.
I do believe that one day I will be in a better place. That I'll reconnect and talk with those I cherished so very much that also cherish me, those that had to step away as I figured myself out. So to those that read this. To those that use to find importance in me. Send me your prayers, your faith, your well wishes as I make this journey. Regardless of how you feel about me now. Please send your vibes my way. I know the journey will be rough and jagged but I'm confident in myself that I can pull away this terrible darkness and shadow that has been my life the past month and shine better than I ever have.
I choose to grow from my pain. I choose to grow from my mistakes. I don't want to keep this cycle going. I want to beat it.
Acknowledging all of this has already started to push me into a better state of mind and I feel... a bit more at peace.
I cherish you all and will need all the support I can get.
If you need support as well... please find it and lean on those that you can. We are all in a rough journey through life. Love you all,
-Sincerely, Femukki "kiki" Fledermaus
Good for you, hon.
I try to care about as many furries as I can.
And since I'm literally one of the largest "voices of reason" around here, people like to come to me.