after a soul-crushingly bad month, and weeks of wresting with the constant back and forth of "i'm okay/i'm not okay" i'm making a serious effort to get back to my version of normal once more!

forcing myself outta the house to play some airsoft, putting money aside for commissions once more, my work is at least leveling out in it's craziness lately, and basically moving forward in my life instead of running in place.

hopefully, i can take that much-needed vacation i've been thinking of this autumn... still got no solid plans. but i need some time to myself to just cut loose in some way. hoping i can find an airsoft event to plan some time off around before the seasons shift to cold. either that, or just camping somewhere with no-one to bother me would be nice. i've been craving some true solitude a lot lately, and i really miss living alone in an apartment.

anyways, update on my life and stuff.

i want to thank everyone once again for the support, well-wishes, and sympathy you've all given me in this crappy time in my life, you all are the best! and it makes me proud to be a part of this community! ^w^ thank you all!