Y'all, I'm just really ill right now
4 years ago
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β¨Always check my journals for Commission openings!~Hey y'all
If you're waiting on art from me you are likely running out if patience and I know its been radio silence here for a bit.
I am going through something I have never experienced before and finding help is a long journey.
I am pretty severely mentally ill right now, along with chronic physical illnesses. I believe I have ADHD, ASD, PTSD, or similar. I have just signed up for CBT but it is such a slow process. Right now, my thinking is so disordered that my main focus at all times is not having a panic attack.
On this Tuesday past, I had a 7 hour panic attack, and anyone who has experienced a full, true panic attack knows that the physical and mental repercussions last longer than you'd expect.
I'm not asking for pity or whatever, just wanted to let y'all know that I never stop thinking about owed art and it is my EVERY intention to finish it all, just might be more waiting (which I'm sure some of y'all are used to with me).
I'm trying my hardest to be ok right now, so everything else has taken a backseat.
Thanks y'all π
If you're waiting on art from me you are likely running out if patience and I know its been radio silence here for a bit.
I am going through something I have never experienced before and finding help is a long journey.
I am pretty severely mentally ill right now, along with chronic physical illnesses. I believe I have ADHD, ASD, PTSD, or similar. I have just signed up for CBT but it is such a slow process. Right now, my thinking is so disordered that my main focus at all times is not having a panic attack.
On this Tuesday past, I had a 7 hour panic attack, and anyone who has experienced a full, true panic attack knows that the physical and mental repercussions last longer than you'd expect.
I'm not asking for pity or whatever, just wanted to let y'all know that I never stop thinking about owed art and it is my EVERY intention to finish it all, just might be more waiting (which I'm sure some of y'all are used to with me).
I'm trying my hardest to be ok right now, so everything else has taken a backseat.
Thanks y'all π
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We'll send good vibes and hugs your way!
You take the time YOU need.
We'll be here for you!
Take care.
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Fingers crossed that CBT helps once you're able to start! It definitely gave me the tools I needed to get through a really, really dark time in my life so hopefully you're able to get use out of it as well.