I have been on for a short time and then leaving and not being active for days and repeat this a lot...
I have been having a lot of issues with my liviing lately. money is a huge part in this. lmao im broke af most the time and still rely on art for my liviing... sadly...

I also had lost my two mice this year and it's been such a battle to get through these months. I am... struggling mentally so much lol
I have no therapist. ive been off hormones for a few months as well... same with meds... because my doctors suck and wont listen to me no matter how much i beg
so no t for me :) (please kill me)

I'm completely out of it.. I'm just.. not having a cash money experience in life rn
;'')

I also have got some nice unhealthy habits that are wreckin this ass of mine. I also got another habit of not giving people their art until everyone's is done? :'') and I cant budge out of that one...

my stimmis were taken from debt collectors lmao
so i mean.. one plus is... i dont have debt anymore
aAaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy shoot me

im gonnnnaaaa try and be more active again becauseeee yes. I am loser and wanna still do art and wanna make more frands
uwu

My roomate blessed me with not letting me not pay rent on my birth month (let's see how long that lasts before she changes her mind) so i can do some more personal art and such? aaaaa?
but also ffxiv is my only happyness still so... reeeeeeeee i wanna spend time with frans playing good gam

I also wanna make a discord server again? but like... how many can i keep deleting and shit before yall get tired of me
lmao I JUST WANT IT TO BE EASIER TO TALK TO PPL
yikes

im not inviting the bird man~