Still making drawings inspired by a video game franchise for kids that I'm not happy with lately?

Maybe I should quit. Maybe I should forget it. I'm already an adult. Doing this does not generate any monetary value for me and all that is in my mind are memories of a time that will never come back.

Why go on then?

Because I'm too stubborn to stop doing something I like despite the fact that my life has become a constant stress, full of bitterness, sadness and disappointment. And no, I'm not talking about video games.

I'm not going to bore you with my personal problems. You're not here to pat me on the back and I'm not here to pity you. This is the stage and I'm the master of ceremonies. The show must go on.

This is what I chose. I will take everything that I love, be it from the past or the present, and use it to shape what I desire the most. Whatever is not to my liking, I will just ignore it.

I have understood that, even if the room is almost empty, it's worth continuing with the performance, because I prefer to have a small audience that values who I'm and what I do, to have a lot of noisy people pressuring me to do and say what they want.

So some people may not like what I do or how I think. To them I gently say "the exit is over there."