So, it's official, I'm a 1-man show again. At least this one didn't end in a dumpster fire. No, we talked, and even though it's over, we're still gonna try being friends. Unlike prior, I have the closure needed to move on sooner/dwell on things less. Still stings tho, but that's to be expected.

On a somewhat related but not though note, this relationship helped me discover more about myself that I was unsure about and questioning. After experiences and self reflection, I'm finding I'm asexual and bi-romantic. Looking back, I thought I was bisexual because "I'm drawing all this porn/lewd art, I must drawing it because of sexual attraction!" but now I realize I draw it because it's fun? It's interesting? It presents a close bond in most cases, or just evokes special emotions. I don't get anything sexual from it other than "these characters are having sex/being lewd." If people have a problem with this, then those people can leave.

I dunno what life has next for me, but I feel okay taking my time until my next search for love.