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In a bad mood
4 years ago
Just a simple artistic squirrel nerd who loves cartoons and stuff
So, yesterday pretty much sucked and left me feeling miserable.
I tried to watch a 3d model instruction video, but my attention span lead me to see it as a big snooze fest making me feel like I insulted the one who showed it to me in the first place...
Then I attempted a gaming stream using my capture card, but it barely got any attention, and to top it all off, I had OBS disconnect on me several times...
And as if this weren't enough, I keep considering my own artwork to be nothing more than cringey junk...
All in all, I feel like nothing more than dead empty air.
I tried to watch a 3d model instruction video, but my attention span lead me to see it as a big snooze fest making me feel like I insulted the one who showed it to me in the first place...
Then I attempted a gaming stream using my capture card, but it barely got any attention, and to top it all off, I had OBS disconnect on me several times...
And as if this weren't enough, I keep considering my own artwork to be nothing more than cringey junk...
All in all, I feel like nothing more than dead empty air.
And no, your art isn't junk!
As for your stream not getting attention or your art not being that good, I'm gonna give you advice I was given several years ago. Don't do the streams or art because you expect others to like it. Do it because YOU like it. The point of doing things like that is for YOU to be proud of what you do. If you put your heart into something, and you enjoy doing it, then keep doing it. Eventually, people will notice. I discovered that myself. Sometimes, it just takes time.
As for myself though, while I can't watch streams due to my bad net here, I LOVE the art you do. I find it enjoyable to look at. And I definitely appreciate what you've done for me.