We’ll I have very bad news…I will NOT be attending the college I wanted to take due to Mac PC requirements.

I was looking forward to attending First Institute since January of 2020, but I didn’t have the correct computer, so I got one thanks to my big brother.

Now that it was all set up I was ready to go when I got settled in my new place…but then I was told that I NEEDED a Mac computer to take the classes that I wanted. That was where I gave up because I don’t have the money for even a MacBook!

I know people will say, “But Shiron, you can do monthly payments!” I can but here’s the thing, I don’t have the money for even a monthly payment! I’m poor as heck and I am at my last wits with all of the hoop-jumping.

I felt like all of my dreams of video editing were just snatched away from me and then stomped on nonstop until there’s nothing left of it. I have officially hit my lowest point and I want all of my bad luck just to stop ruining everything.

I don’t know what the fate of my videos will be now that won’t attend school. Independence University is closed down and it will never come back, First Institute will only allow Macs into their schools, and I’m at a dead end.

I am so sorry I let you all down the people who supported me via YouTube and other things, my family, my friends, my boyfriend. I let you all down…I’m so sorry.