I have had it guys. I'm kinda really tired of it all. I realize in my life I am being watched like a hawk. A damn cyber terrorist at times. But I'm just a writer. A poet. And a stoic. I'm like Socrates. I dissent hard. And I'm dissenting right now to the highest degree. I detest this president. I realize Trump is trying to change but it's too late. He's done enough damage. He causes division. We are split 50/50 as a nation rn. And it's terrifying to witness. 50/50 is a scary precedent to set. It can mean so many dark and scary things to be split 50/50.

So please understand what a dotard is. Understand why I don't like the man. And understand what power you are constantly delivering to my front door and I'm just walking inside with and utilizing. You give me literal martyrdom. I don't want it at times I'll be honest. Somedays I feel like I'm Julias Ceasar constantly rejecting the crown. And then putting it on sometimes and letting people realize I like the status. But I really don't want history to repeat like that. My entire brain is referential humor and memes. And some of the memes that pop into my head can be funny but they can also be absolutely horrifying.

Someone needs to seriously tell me this nuclear bomb scenario I see coming from a mile away is untrue or unjust or mere paranoia. But I don't know about your dreams at all but I have had similar dreams. It scares me.

More moral busybodies. More surveillance state. More innocents arrested. More internet exploitation. More dissenters. More violence. More death. More suicide. More hopelessness. More school shootings. More genocide. More censorship.

Thanks American voting public.

I'm tired of foresight and having it. We are gonna scorch the earth and there is nothing I can do to prevent it.

For christ sakes tf is wrong with all you imbeciles. Why do you vote in the people who make this goal impossible.

Bro. The buttons gonna get pressed. It's so getting pressed.

I don't want to hear any bitching from your side about any policy decisions you disagree with when this all turns to hell again if you voted him in. Enjoy your project 2025 bs trumplets. And may God have mercy on your souls. Have fun with your moral porn busibodies. And a literal couch fucker as vp.

I seriously walk on eggshells around some furs because the minute I say one thing it can invoke an explosive reaction that results to them name calling and cursing at me when I am being kind and civil to them.

Now it's my turn to throw a potshot, some of you during this time of year act like grown toddlers and it's not just the babyfurs. Babies the whole lot of you. I've been in psych wards my whole life for the past 10 years and some of you push candidates that would have me locked away in isolation for years with no hope of seeing my friends and family again all on the basis of who I am as a person.

I'm not gonna make you vote in any sort of way ok. I'm not trying to influence you here. But I do want to say that I'm hurt by all this all the time and the comment that we need more mental hospitals. No bro. Sit down. There are way too many, and the human rights abuses there are atrocious. I should know. I have been 40 times.

Forced bandage, benadryl and adivan injections, just you have no idea the horrors I have seen and been subjected to in those places... and literally both candidates are bad. They both suck. This election is a joke. This state and city that I live in is nazi Berlin.

People build fences still to not look at their neighbors. People spit in my face, and I have had my own family turn on me because of politics. Friends too.


I want you all to know that this life has become a terrible tragedy. And all I can do lately now is laugh. Laugh away the pain.

I sad.

*pokes you back*

So let me tell you. It use to be Chase now it's Caleb.

Chase is an old part of me. Caleb is the new me.

I don't know what else to say. Other than I have found happiness.

I'm sorry...

You're worth it. You are valued, and you are loved.

I'm so disappointed in humanity right now.

I had a cat in the crib when I was a baby... that did a lot of things seriously.

Investigate this hospital for raping patients please. The human and absolute war crimes going on in that place and the fact they are getting away with it is a giant evil that needs to be stopped, AND LOOKED AT.

I need to start working in the community again... I know my job now but i dont think the world is ready yet.

I know you are listening now... and I'm getting better I hope you are too... ❣️

U liek to kiss boys. And you like catgirls but I'm a real life cat boy. Meow. We already exist. Am I hot?

Fender.
Is Fender.
He's friender.
He's bender.
He's slender.
Not nut november.
But round september.

Can you send them back to me on telegram just mine tho.

But I may one day have to leave this account behind... I'm getting popular... I need to be safe and I'll still be here ok but I need to move.

I don't think I would even know if it was... People have been trying to kill me forever and I don't know if you've stopped... I am still out here in the trenches poking my head out. Fighting for my life... is it safe to come outside? I don't even know anymore.

Revision is necessary... thank you. FA I mean it. If you want to keep me around and help you filter through this stuff and tell you what to keep and what not to keep.

I can help out ok.


Not all of it needs to be wiped away.

Some of it can stay up. Some of it is completely innocent and I am a good judge at this sometimes.

If you ever need help. Just drop me a note. I'm always available for them. I hope we are starting to open up a diolgoue again.

I know I'm not suppose to name names but if I get banned I get banned... I'm just. I'm sorry about what happened between us... I wish you realize how much your block hurts... I just want to send you love in this time and comment a heart emoji. So I'll just do it here and if you see it you see it. Care about you all ok. 💚