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Posted 10 years agoThat noise you make when getting a good blowjob
flibber flabber two more weeks
Posted 10 years agoAnd I'll be a quarter of a century! Blah another year of this age of mine will soon come to an end and a new one begins April 22nd so let's see what it shall bring
Happy Turkey Day
Posted 11 years agoAll hail St. Turkey! Feeder of all who are worthy this day!
I bet you're all wondering why I've gathered you here >=3
Posted 12 years agoOk so hello everyone again it has been too long since I've made any notification on how I've been but definitely more often than I normally do so let's get to it. And no I won't do anything to you I promise...for now Mwah haw haw.
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Alright cutting the corny evil talk now.
Last month was interesting as many of you already know. I fell down the 13th and injured myself and then the 16th I lost my 3DS. Then the 17th I found out my foot was broken so yeah November wasn't the best of months but oh well it's over and I am having some things start getting better.
I did get a new 3DS and after talking to Nintendo over and over again and reminding them that it was the police that started my case with them and that I filed a police report and everything I finally got my digital purchases and ownership rights transferred. That doesn't include any progress or anything which I already knew of but it happens so alright. But whoever is reading this that I had as a friend or whoever wants to be added let me know because all of my friends on my old 3DS couldn't be transferred so I have to readd you all Friend Code is 4957-3757-0708 and my miiverse ID is synge042290).
I have learned afew days ago that my foot that I thought to have a clean break through a bone turned out to be wrong. I actually broke two bones and each one was an end to the bone creating a large chip off of the main bone it was apart of. Both breaks are on the right side of my right foot. Both breaks aren't very appealing to me either since the one break near the center of my right side may never heal because a tendon runs right along it that tears at the chip and moves it around and the other chip seems to be starting to heal but if it is disturbed then there is a chance it can slip into the joint for my toe and I would need surgery to remove it so hopefully they both heal correctly because they are annoying atm having to wear this medical boot and they still cause pain in both spots.
Which leads me to my next topic. I am slowly gaining feeling and muscular control back in different areas of my body that I lost in my latest flare up of my MS. This is both good and bad at the same time. Good because I am regaining the feeling and motion back that is helping me with my walking so I've been walking around the house without my crutches to try and help improve my balance more so I can start walking as close to normal as I can as soon as possible. The bad news is that at first the breaks didn't hurt that much but since I'm regaining feeling in the foot and I'm feeling each section of my foot that is broken and the pain is increasing with every passing day. Pretty much a good thing happening at the worst possible time but I'll take what I can get right?
But yeah that has been going on that is truly new as of late. Hopefully the breaks heal and again to those who had me added/want to ass me to the 3DS/miiverse my friend code is 4957-3757-0708 and my miiverse ID is synge042290. Just let me know when you are adding me through a comment/note so I can readd you back. Thank you all for reading and I hope you all have a wonderful time.
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Alright cutting the corny evil talk now.
Last month was interesting as many of you already know. I fell down the 13th and injured myself and then the 16th I lost my 3DS. Then the 17th I found out my foot was broken so yeah November wasn't the best of months but oh well it's over and I am having some things start getting better.
I did get a new 3DS and after talking to Nintendo over and over again and reminding them that it was the police that started my case with them and that I filed a police report and everything I finally got my digital purchases and ownership rights transferred. That doesn't include any progress or anything which I already knew of but it happens so alright. But whoever is reading this that I had as a friend or whoever wants to be added let me know because all of my friends on my old 3DS couldn't be transferred so I have to readd you all Friend Code is 4957-3757-0708 and my miiverse ID is synge042290).
I have learned afew days ago that my foot that I thought to have a clean break through a bone turned out to be wrong. I actually broke two bones and each one was an end to the bone creating a large chip off of the main bone it was apart of. Both breaks are on the right side of my right foot. Both breaks aren't very appealing to me either since the one break near the center of my right side may never heal because a tendon runs right along it that tears at the chip and moves it around and the other chip seems to be starting to heal but if it is disturbed then there is a chance it can slip into the joint for my toe and I would need surgery to remove it so hopefully they both heal correctly because they are annoying atm having to wear this medical boot and they still cause pain in both spots.
Which leads me to my next topic. I am slowly gaining feeling and muscular control back in different areas of my body that I lost in my latest flare up of my MS. This is both good and bad at the same time. Good because I am regaining the feeling and motion back that is helping me with my walking so I've been walking around the house without my crutches to try and help improve my balance more so I can start walking as close to normal as I can as soon as possible. The bad news is that at first the breaks didn't hurt that much but since I'm regaining feeling in the foot and I'm feeling each section of my foot that is broken and the pain is increasing with every passing day. Pretty much a good thing happening at the worst possible time but I'll take what I can get right?
But yeah that has been going on that is truly new as of late. Hopefully the breaks heal and again to those who had me added/want to ass me to the 3DS/miiverse my friend code is 4957-3757-0708 and my miiverse ID is synge042290. Just let me know when you are adding me through a comment/note so I can readd you back. Thank you all for reading and I hope you all have a wonderful time.
Hello
Posted 12 years agoAlright it has been awhile since I made a journal.
Well as my last update journal said I have been using forearm crutches to walk around. That really hasn't changed yet I am walking around without them in safe areas so it I start falling I can catch myself. Mainly I need to do this because I need to relearn my balance so that is a fun task.
But yeah I don't really have much on my plate atm so I have been trying to find ways to occupy my free time like play games and chat and whatnot. Speaking of games I have a new avatar that I made based on the game Electronic Super Joy which I am really enjoying as I keep playing it on and off.
Other than that nothing truly new has been going on with me. Yes I know I'm a boring dwaggie yeah yeah but I'm just mainly making this journal to let everyone know my status and just to show my avatar off cause I think it's cool and I'm very proud of myself
Love you all ^.=.^
Well as my last update journal said I have been using forearm crutches to walk around. That really hasn't changed yet I am walking around without them in safe areas so it I start falling I can catch myself. Mainly I need to do this because I need to relearn my balance so that is a fun task.
But yeah I don't really have much on my plate atm so I have been trying to find ways to occupy my free time like play games and chat and whatnot. Speaking of games I have a new avatar that I made based on the game Electronic Super Joy which I am really enjoying as I keep playing it on and off.
Other than that nothing truly new has been going on with me. Yes I know I'm a boring dwaggie yeah yeah but I'm just mainly making this journal to let everyone know my status and just to show my avatar off cause I think it's cool and I'm very proud of myself
Love you all ^.=.^
alright update
Posted 12 years agoOk so after 18 days I finally got to come back home Monday and I have been getting things straightened out and saying hi to everyone at home. Taking some getting use to after being away for so long but ot is coming to me.
And I gone from not even being able to use a walker while I was at the hospital to using forearm crutches for the past few days. Maybe not a total recovery but a hell of an improvement. Having a visiting nurse, physical therapist, and occupational therapist come to the house every so often to help me recover more so hopefully it goes well but I am at least home and able to get around without having someone following to make sure I don't fall.
It is great to be out and see everyone and hopefully I can say hi to many of my other friends during AC and meet new faces as well. Thank you all for being there for me and I wish you all good health and happy days.
And I gone from not even being able to use a walker while I was at the hospital to using forearm crutches for the past few days. Maybe not a total recovery but a hell of an improvement. Having a visiting nurse, physical therapist, and occupational therapist come to the house every so often to help me recover more so hopefully it goes well but I am at least home and able to get around without having someone following to make sure I don't fall.
It is great to be out and see everyone and hopefully I can say hi to many of my other friends during AC and meet new faces as well. Thank you all for being there for me and I wish you all good health and happy days.
Therapy
Posted 12 years agoAlright so I am doing better. Able to move around abit but not without difficulty. I really remember why I hated it when I couldn't walk for the first/last time and had to do this. I am so use to doing things to the best of my ability that when I loose everything it hurts but I understand I need to recover. For me the most troubling part is the recovery period because idk how long this will affect me and idk if what I am doing makes a difference at all. I do my best and I can kinda move my legs but without fine control or feeling I can't tell if I'm going to fall or not which is one of the major things that kills me. I hate having to relearn how to judge what my balance is because everything changes when I loose any sort of feeling so I have to learn right from the beginning again and start over. I just got done with Occupational Therapy and will be going to Physical Therapy soon so hopefully I can recover some of what I have lost. Wish me luck and the sanity to not go nuts with how long this may take...I can't wait to be home again so I can hold Seddie tight and never let go
Edit: I can already see an improvement just not feel it. It is hard to describe what I mean but I am showing and progress that I can tell I just can't feel it in my legs themselves. Hopefully feeling returns and then I'll be running around again soon if all goes well
Edit: I can already see an improvement just not feel it. It is hard to describe what I mean but I am showing and progress that I can tell I just can't feel it in my legs themselves. Hopefully feeling returns and then I'll be running around again soon if all goes well
Update on my current condition
Posted 12 years agoSo I cannot walk without putting myself in jeopardy even when using a walker...and I still have afew more days in the hospital and I want to be active but I am stuck in this bed and I am going crazy with the steroids they are pumping into me and causing me to be extremely emotional especially when seddie has to leave the hospital I just want to cry every time and I am so...*sighs* I hate being admitted in hospitals and if this keeps getting worse I may be here for afew weeks and I can't do that...I need help
Well %*^&
Posted 12 years agoOk a follow up journal. I worked at CVS for afew more weeks till the 23rd which is when I was terminated because my neurologist never turned in the paperwork. I guess it was a good thing it happened because my MS is kicking in again with a vengance. I cannot walk without crutches now because my cane isn't cutting it anymore and even then it is hard...hard enough I went to the hospital and they want me to stay here for 5 days while they pump me full of steroids to help quicken my recovery so yay to mood swings and my body hating me for awhile. I always have bad side effects to these things.
If you are unsure what MS is this video should help you understand http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Naecv3h868c
Seddie left the hospital abit ago and I really feel alone and want to cry...this is the worst time to be in the hospital for the amount that is suppose to be going on with me and this ruins it all...but yeah going to be here awhile doing nothing but wishing I was home and that my MS wasn't so mean...
If you are unsure what MS is this video should help you understand http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Naecv3h868c
Seddie left the hospital abit ago and I really feel alone and want to cry...this is the worst time to be in the hospital for the amount that is suppose to be going on with me and this ruins it all...but yeah going to be here awhile doing nothing but wishing I was home and that my MS wasn't so mean...
well crap it has been far too long
Posted 12 years agoSo yes I'm still here. Been soo long since I posted a journal totally forgot how long it has been xp.
So where to start where to start. Well I guess I can start with the beginning of this year. Me and seddie went to visit my family way back in January, staying in this nice little motel my parents paid for thankfully. It was wonderful seeing everyone again after an entire year. And they weren't too traumatizing to seddie imo so it all went good. Also seen CJ and Bandit while we were down there too. It was great to see you two again and thank you for seeing us when my parents weren't planning anything it really meant alot to me.
After we got back though my health took abit of a turn for the worse. As many of you know I have MS which has been known to act up from time to time. Well on January 30th, exactly one year since I started working for CVS, my MS caused me to fall three times in an hour while I was workimg. I had to leave and was on a cane for such a long time and money was just enough to get by. Thank you everyone who have been there for moral support through these times because it helps tremendously.
That leads us to March when me and seddie went to his parents' place. They are moving so seddie had to grab his stuff from there because they have the house sold and are going to be leaving there this month. It was good going there and happy to have his parents practically treat me as family. Seen Jason again and his gf and god it was fun. Hope that we see them again sometime soon cause it was a blast. The last few days there I really got better and actually stopped having to rely on my cane to walk so win all over that trip. Also Myke helped me out abit because I am working saturdays with him which helps so much with money for me.
Which pretty much leads to today. I am doing much better and actually just got off of my first day back at CVS. Abit tired but to be expected since I'm still recovering. It feels good to be back working again but it will probably change after abit (normally does X3). But other than that I did get a story up and I'm thinking of doing more with those two...shall wait and see if I get the urge to do so sometime soon.
Other than that nothing much has been happening really. Have my 23rd hatchday coming up on the 22nd of the month yay xp. But overall everything is going well and I can't wait to get my checks coming in from CVS again. Hopefully this time I won't neglect FA as much. Talk to you all later and hope you have a good time.
So where to start where to start. Well I guess I can start with the beginning of this year. Me and seddie went to visit my family way back in January, staying in this nice little motel my parents paid for thankfully. It was wonderful seeing everyone again after an entire year. And they weren't too traumatizing to seddie imo so it all went good. Also seen CJ and Bandit while we were down there too. It was great to see you two again and thank you for seeing us when my parents weren't planning anything it really meant alot to me.
After we got back though my health took abit of a turn for the worse. As many of you know I have MS which has been known to act up from time to time. Well on January 30th, exactly one year since I started working for CVS, my MS caused me to fall three times in an hour while I was workimg. I had to leave and was on a cane for such a long time and money was just enough to get by. Thank you everyone who have been there for moral support through these times because it helps tremendously.
That leads us to March when me and seddie went to his parents' place. They are moving so seddie had to grab his stuff from there because they have the house sold and are going to be leaving there this month. It was good going there and happy to have his parents practically treat me as family. Seen Jason again and his gf and god it was fun. Hope that we see them again sometime soon cause it was a blast. The last few days there I really got better and actually stopped having to rely on my cane to walk so win all over that trip. Also Myke helped me out abit because I am working saturdays with him which helps so much with money for me.
Which pretty much leads to today. I am doing much better and actually just got off of my first day back at CVS. Abit tired but to be expected since I'm still recovering. It feels good to be back working again but it will probably change after abit (normally does X3). But other than that I did get a story up and I'm thinking of doing more with those two...shall wait and see if I get the urge to do so sometime soon.
Other than that nothing much has been happening really. Have my 23rd hatchday coming up on the 22nd of the month yay xp. But overall everything is going well and I can't wait to get my checks coming in from CVS again. Hopefully this time I won't neglect FA as much. Talk to you all later and hope you have a good time.
well
Posted 13 years agobeen awhile I know
First off went to AC and met many incredible others that I'm glad to have met and I had a blast there but my glasses broke the first day. I did a temp fix but it didn't work well for long term so after AC used super glue inside of the rubber arm protection on the bridge and surrounding it with electrical tape. Well that fell apart so now there is ducktape on the bridge. But I went around and had so much fun at AC and I can't wait to go next year
I went to my primary doctor afew days ago and found out from my blood tests that I have slight anemia and a very low vitamin d level so I need to wait. Also with my neurologist appointment they did some tests and didn't really give me any help except for the fact I'm going to have MRIs the 5th to see if I have any new lesions in my central nervous system.
Finally just today I found out that my msn account was blocked due to suspicious activities... It was bad enough when ths happened with my aol account almost a year ago (which was my original account for my email and everything) but now my msn account seems to be gone now. I just changed everything but it leaves me to question what is going on and if it is my laptop. And yes I have anti-virus and all of the good stuff so I'm looking
First off went to AC and met many incredible others that I'm glad to have met and I had a blast there but my glasses broke the first day. I did a temp fix but it didn't work well for long term so after AC used super glue inside of the rubber arm protection on the bridge and surrounding it with electrical tape. Well that fell apart so now there is ducktape on the bridge. But I went around and had so much fun at AC and I can't wait to go next year
I went to my primary doctor afew days ago and found out from my blood tests that I have slight anemia and a very low vitamin d level so I need to wait. Also with my neurologist appointment they did some tests and didn't really give me any help except for the fact I'm going to have MRIs the 5th to see if I have any new lesions in my central nervous system.
Finally just today I found out that my msn account was blocked due to suspicious activities... It was bad enough when ths happened with my aol account almost a year ago (which was my original account for my email and everything) but now my msn account seems to be gone now. I just changed everything but it leaves me to question what is going on and if it is my laptop. And yes I have anti-virus and all of the good stuff so I'm looking
I haz a song
Posted 13 years agoI am thinking about chicken,
But I don't know if I should get it.
Cause I am kinda hungry,
But I'm also very lazy.
<3
But I don't know if I should get it.
Cause I am kinda hungry,
But I'm also very lazy.
<3
I no haz organ anymore
Posted 13 years agoWell May 15 was mine and seddie's two year anniversary. But one problem. The night before after I ate my stomach/abdomen area was in slight discomfort which was easily ignored. Well on the 15th I was in a decent amount of pain and it just kept increasing to the point I had durations of time where I was writhing on the ground and near/to the point of tears. Thing is I have had this pain multiple times before but they never found out what it was. I called off of work and went to the hospital and they did a few tests. Blood, urine, CT scan, etc... Well after everything and the scan came in they told me the diagnosis. I had an early stage of appendicitis. So later that night I had surgery and my appendix was taken out. So I'm home now recovering now and am alright it will just take a few days. Also I have a question from anyone who has had any surgery in the abdomen area before. How is the best way to deal with it and get comfortable because anytime I do anything requiring use of my abdominal muscles I get really sore.
updating
Posted 13 years agoSo yeah I really haven't done anything on here in so long it feels so foriegn to me to do this. Well I better start telling what's been happening.
So I have been living in MA for almost a year now which I jusy noticed I never mentioned yet. Moved June 5th of last year but many who talk to me already knew that. It has been pretty eventful up here with looking for a job and moving around and etc...etc...
I have been going to a neurologist about my MS and since my last medication wasn't working (Copaxone) they decided to put me on an infustion called Tysabri which I need to go get done every 28 days. It should help tremendously but idk that's what Copaxone was suppose to do so I'm not holding my hopes up.
I did get a job late January working for CVS doing the exact same things I did in RiteAid. Everything is happening the exact same too I kid you not. I start out with many hours purely in the pharmacy but then loose then and get switched up front. Well this time I'm actually on top of things and learning photo since one of out lab people who worked for it was fired which leaves only 2 left. So I should get hours again yay. And I just got a cut on my thumb today from aluminum that sealed a snack jar x.=.X. Why everything else switched to paper and plastic seals.
Other than that nothing much...
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Ok fine I'm turning 22 in a week on the 22nd. I really don't think my hatchday is that special but I remember last year getting shit for not letting some know so if this isn't enough warning let me know and I'll make a big notice next time and send it to you over msn or something. But yeah it isn't important to me so please don't make a big deal of it just wish me a happy hatchday that's all you really need to do if anything ok?
And idk if I'm going to be more active now or not. I did do a quick story awhile back which I'm just to see how I would do and I'm refining it. May put it up or not I'm unsure but I should get going.
Ttyl everyone miss you all
Synge
So I have been living in MA for almost a year now which I jusy noticed I never mentioned yet. Moved June 5th of last year but many who talk to me already knew that. It has been pretty eventful up here with looking for a job and moving around and etc...etc...
I have been going to a neurologist about my MS and since my last medication wasn't working (Copaxone) they decided to put me on an infustion called Tysabri which I need to go get done every 28 days. It should help tremendously but idk that's what Copaxone was suppose to do so I'm not holding my hopes up.
I did get a job late January working for CVS doing the exact same things I did in RiteAid. Everything is happening the exact same too I kid you not. I start out with many hours purely in the pharmacy but then loose then and get switched up front. Well this time I'm actually on top of things and learning photo since one of out lab people who worked for it was fired which leaves only 2 left. So I should get hours again yay. And I just got a cut on my thumb today from aluminum that sealed a snack jar x.=.X. Why everything else switched to paper and plastic seals.
Other than that nothing much...
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Ok fine I'm turning 22 in a week on the 22nd. I really don't think my hatchday is that special but I remember last year getting shit for not letting some know so if this isn't enough warning let me know and I'll make a big notice next time and send it to you over msn or something. But yeah it isn't important to me so please don't make a big deal of it just wish me a happy hatchday that's all you really need to do if anything ok?
And idk if I'm going to be more active now or not. I did do a quick story awhile back which I'm just to see how I would do and I'm refining it. May put it up or not I'm unsure but I should get going.
Ttyl everyone miss you all
Synge
Being gone
Posted 14 years agoSorry all for the extended absence and for it to continue. My phone bill has been past over due for a few months and I am living in a place without WI-FI and since my cell is offline I will not be on messengers or able to check anything on FA for awhile. I hope to get things straightened out soon so I can come back and keep up with news
*hugs all* TTYL everyone
Synge
*hugs all* TTYL everyone
Synge
Updates and Hatchday
Posted 14 years agoToraCon was fun. The best part of it was seeing my mate again of course. And I learned that your feet really hurt if you go the entire day not wearing them.
Yes my hatchday is friday april 22nd and it is my 21st one to top it off. It will be fun but atm I am trying to get my license renewed and since I have MS I need my doctor to fill out some medical forms by friday x.=.x;;;
And if you are wondering why I seem loopy it is because I woke up at 6am sick so yeah I'm in class atm sounding and feeling like shit. Hoping I'll be better asap. Ok well...see ya later class started
Yes my hatchday is friday april 22nd and it is my 21st one to top it off. It will be fun but atm I am trying to get my license renewed and since I have MS I need my doctor to fill out some medical forms by friday x.=.x;;;
And if you are wondering why I seem loopy it is because I woke up at 6am sick so yeah I'm in class atm sounding and feeling like shit. Hoping I'll be better asap. Ok well...see ya later class started
oooops. forgot to put a title the first time. just some info
Posted 14 years agoWell news news news...
I am definitely going to ToraCon on the 16-17 with seddie of course of course. It will be sooooo much fun and it is where I first met him. Omg it will be so lovely and this time we will go both days so twice the fun. Get to have the one I love there to hold onto and snuggle <3
Also the week after friday. This time good friday falls on earth day. Isn't that interesting? Especially since earth day aka april 22 is obviously my hatchday *points to my username* and this isn't just any hatchday. This is going to be my 21st one so I will more than likely have a drink or two with my parents. Not going to get wasted like many 21 year olders do. I don't wanna get the hangover or go all drunk with my parents. Rather do that when I can stay in one place and not worry about anything for afew days.
The end of this college semester is my last at GCC. Yes I'm graduating and after that I have to move from my great aunt's place. Still unsure where I am going to go but more than likely I'm going to move home unless something happens.
My MS seems to be stable. No new lesions so that is good. But yeah that is pretty much it. Idk what else to talk about so yeah I'm gunna go.
Ttyl
Synge
I am definitely going to ToraCon on the 16-17 with seddie of course of course. It will be sooooo much fun and it is where I first met him. Omg it will be so lovely and this time we will go both days so twice the fun. Get to have the one I love there to hold onto and snuggle <3
Also the week after friday. This time good friday falls on earth day. Isn't that interesting? Especially since earth day aka april 22 is obviously my hatchday *points to my username* and this isn't just any hatchday. This is going to be my 21st one so I will more than likely have a drink or two with my parents. Not going to get wasted like many 21 year olders do. I don't wanna get the hangover or go all drunk with my parents. Rather do that when I can stay in one place and not worry about anything for afew days.
The end of this college semester is my last at GCC. Yes I'm graduating and after that I have to move from my great aunt's place. Still unsure where I am going to go but more than likely I'm going to move home unless something happens.
My MS seems to be stable. No new lesions so that is good. But yeah that is pretty much it. Idk what else to talk about so yeah I'm gunna go.
Ttyl
Synge
been awhile since I updated or did anything
Posted 14 years ago"Updates! I love updates!"...
Yeah now that I got that out of the way bye
Ok I'm done with the silliness.
Some of you already know that I was fired awhile back due to RiteAid being a prick so atm I'm unemployed and I'm applying fo UI. I actually have to go to a meeting today for it so we shall see how that goes.
Hopefully I can pre-register me and my mate for Tora Con especially since that is where we met. I LOVE YOU SEDDIE <3 <3 <3!
I was at my seddie's area for a good amount of time recently which helped me out a lot. Spent 1 and a half weeks with him at his sister's and her man's place thank you 2 so much.
Tomorrow I go get MRI's taken and then on the 14th I go to Jacob's Neurological institute for a check-up on how they are so hopefully I'm good.
After that I have that week off from college so I get to search for jobs and idk what else I will do since my tax returns which I got the bank account # wrong are being mailed to me. Thankfully my grandmother lent me enough money so I could pay my cellphone bill and have the only form of web I can. So I owe her and then my mother for insurance (which I'll probably pay for 2 months) then this months phone bill. Hopefully my college loan refunds come in soon so I can see my seddie again.
I did get pokemon White and have been checking that out. I do have to say that the difference is pretty neat especially for the way people connect games together. I mainly have only used the Entralink and that is really really really neat how they did that. Definitely good so far.
Also I have been on Kongregate a lot lately when I have free time between or after classes at college. Atm I'm playing Elona Shooter which I am so addicted to. I love this site of free games it is so good <3
Uuuuuh I feel as if I wanted to say something else but is I remember it I will edit this journal or (probably on the 14th) post a new one. So I'll say goodnight and try to sleep abit more before my 11 o'clock for UI.
Night
Synge
Yeah now that I got that out of the way bye
Ok I'm done with the silliness.
Some of you already know that I was fired awhile back due to RiteAid being a prick so atm I'm unemployed and I'm applying fo UI. I actually have to go to a meeting today for it so we shall see how that goes.
Hopefully I can pre-register me and my mate for Tora Con especially since that is where we met. I LOVE YOU SEDDIE <3 <3 <3!
I was at my seddie's area for a good amount of time recently which helped me out a lot. Spent 1 and a half weeks with him at his sister's and her man's place thank you 2 so much.
Tomorrow I go get MRI's taken and then on the 14th I go to Jacob's Neurological institute for a check-up on how they are so hopefully I'm good.
After that I have that week off from college so I get to search for jobs and idk what else I will do since my tax returns which I got the bank account # wrong are being mailed to me. Thankfully my grandmother lent me enough money so I could pay my cellphone bill and have the only form of web I can. So I owe her and then my mother for insurance (which I'll probably pay for 2 months) then this months phone bill. Hopefully my college loan refunds come in soon so I can see my seddie again.
I did get pokemon White and have been checking that out. I do have to say that the difference is pretty neat especially for the way people connect games together. I mainly have only used the Entralink and that is really really really neat how they did that. Definitely good so far.
Also I have been on Kongregate a lot lately when I have free time between or after classes at college. Atm I'm playing Elona Shooter which I am so addicted to. I love this site of free games it is so good <3
Uuuuuh I feel as if I wanted to say something else but is I remember it I will edit this journal or (probably on the 14th) post a new one. So I'll say goodnight and try to sleep abit more before my 11 o'clock for UI.
Night
Synge
one year ago...
Posted 15 years ago...when I woke up the morning that is coming my leg was weak. Little did I know back then that it was Multiple Sclerosis. One year ago...doesn't seem like that long ago that I was presented with this problem. But that may be because so much has happened too. Ok well signing off now night.
Also happy appreciate a dragon day =3
Also happy appreciate a dragon day =3
can anyone guess...
Posted 15 years ago...in 4 days what one year anniversary it will be for me?
update
Posted 15 years agoSo last friday I went to jacob's to get the results of my MRIs and they seem positive. I didn't get any new lesions and multiple ones that I have had for awhile are shrinking. Other than that I'm doing decently considering what is going on. Hooray for a purely positive journal for once =D
happy thanksgiving
Posted 15 years agoNow it's time to go umf the turkey =D
Razer giveaway
Posted 15 years agoI'm not one for giveaways but this one seemed too good to pass up
http://l33t.razerzone.com/index.php.....487d78dd792a64
It looks like something that my fellow gamers I'm sure you would be so proud to show off as you experience the game unlike ever before. I wish everyone who enters luck cause this is definitely a part of the gamer's paradise
http://l33t.razerzone.com/index.php.....487d78dd792a64
It looks like something that my fellow gamers I'm sure you would be so proud to show off as you experience the game unlike ever before. I wish everyone who enters luck cause this is definitely a part of the gamer's paradise
This is getting to be too much
Posted 15 years agoAlright updates and why I am making this journal. Last friday I worked at the RiteAid in Arcade for the last time due to the fact I was moving. It was definitely a different thing to go through and I miss everyone from there now. Saturday I moved into a relative's place which is much closer to my college and definitely a plus. Sunday was my first day working at my new RiteAid which is in Batavia. It is built differently and the pharmacy area is definitely better than the one in Arcade. I started college this monday and I am loving it. Met many old friends and made some new ones.
Now for the bad news. Last semester when I started my leg lost everything. I couldn't move or feel it. Well this is my third day into college and I am scared. Why you may ask? Well at the moment the right side of my face tingles whenever touched including inside my mouth. the day before I had a severe migrane which lasted throughout an entire class and hurt me untill I went to the nurse and slept for 10 minutes after taking some Tylenol. The scary thing is I think I may have a new leison in my brain even though I'm taking daily shots and that it is in apart of my brain that affects my face. I don't want to have to drop out of college again, I don't want to move back home, and my biggest fear is not being well for Sedrin...I'm suppose to get an appartment so he can move in with me and everything was suppose to be perfect for me and now...if I lose something I don't know what that may do for us...I don't want to be a cripple mate especially since I have finally found something/someone to live for. I don't want this Multiple Sclerosis cause me to loose all my hopes and dreams that I have just had now that he entered my life. I don't want anything to upset anything now that I finally after 20 years have a damn goal in my life. If I have to drop college again or delay my appartment finding...I don't know what I will do. I thought the meds would fix this but...apparently I'm not so lucky...I don't know what to do anymore other than hope for the best
Now for the bad news. Last semester when I started my leg lost everything. I couldn't move or feel it. Well this is my third day into college and I am scared. Why you may ask? Well at the moment the right side of my face tingles whenever touched including inside my mouth. the day before I had a severe migrane which lasted throughout an entire class and hurt me untill I went to the nurse and slept for 10 minutes after taking some Tylenol. The scary thing is I think I may have a new leison in my brain even though I'm taking daily shots and that it is in apart of my brain that affects my face. I don't want to have to drop out of college again, I don't want to move back home, and my biggest fear is not being well for Sedrin...I'm suppose to get an appartment so he can move in with me and everything was suppose to be perfect for me and now...if I lose something I don't know what that may do for us...I don't want to be a cripple mate especially since I have finally found something/someone to live for. I don't want this Multiple Sclerosis cause me to loose all my hopes and dreams that I have just had now that he entered my life. I don't want anything to upset anything now that I finally after 20 years have a damn goal in my life. If I have to drop college again or delay my appartment finding...I don't know what I will do. I thought the meds would fix this but...apparently I'm not so lucky...I don't know what to do anymore other than hope for the best
update for the past bit of time
Posted 15 years agoWell it was fun. The most amazing mate 
SedrinTheStar came over and we both stayed with 
wakewolf at his place the 2nd and 3rd. Thank you so much Wake for letting us stay *mega hugs*
The 3rd me and seddie went to my grandparents' for a wedding reception that was for my aunt and uncle. We hung out together and had fun while we were there (still wanted to go swimming with my sexy dwaggie but oh well next time >=3). After the wedding reception we went back to Wake's and passed out. The 4th we stayed at with Wake till around 4 and then headed to seddies place which was about 2-2.5 hours away.
It was fun spending time at his place again. Got to snuggle and spend good quality time with him.
TheForsakenDreamer showed us a nice little Mexican food place. Great food and wonderful service. we gone to Replay and grabbed some new games *giggles* so much fun. We went to his aunt's and uncle's place and went swimming one of the days as well. Just so much fun in so few days. I left at around 9-9:30pm and got home at 12:42am. And I swear to god my garage is haunted because ever since I started sleeping in my car I have heard multiple noises coming from it.
Today I went to the Jacobs Neurological Institute at buffalo hospital for a check-up on the MRIs I had on the 25th of June. Well I have multiple new lesions in my brain and one on my spine. Apparently since my first MRIs I have gained about 5 new lesions in the brain and 1 new one in the spine. I'm going to start Copaxsone? (Idk the spelling) in afew weeks. A daily injection that they have to teach me how and where to inject myself. Hopefully it will stop any new lesions from appearing but for now all I can do is wait...
Well I'm heading home now and just trying to rest and think about my life atm...talk to everyone later *hughughugs*
Edit: sorry about not puting a title just was kinda meh at the time. And my cell hates me trying to edit journals
SedrinTheStar came over and we both stayed with 
wakewolf at his place the 2nd and 3rd. Thank you so much Wake for letting us stay *mega hugs* The 3rd me and seddie went to my grandparents' for a wedding reception that was for my aunt and uncle. We hung out together and had fun while we were there (still wanted to go swimming with my sexy dwaggie but oh well next time >=3). After the wedding reception we went back to Wake's and passed out. The 4th we stayed at with Wake till around 4 and then headed to seddies place which was about 2-2.5 hours away.
It was fun spending time at his place again. Got to snuggle and spend good quality time with him.
TheForsakenDreamer showed us a nice little Mexican food place. Great food and wonderful service. we gone to Replay and grabbed some new games *giggles* so much fun. We went to his aunt's and uncle's place and went swimming one of the days as well. Just so much fun in so few days. I left at around 9-9:30pm and got home at 12:42am. And I swear to god my garage is haunted because ever since I started sleeping in my car I have heard multiple noises coming from it.Today I went to the Jacobs Neurological Institute at buffalo hospital for a check-up on the MRIs I had on the 25th of June. Well I have multiple new lesions in my brain and one on my spine. Apparently since my first MRIs I have gained about 5 new lesions in the brain and 1 new one in the spine. I'm going to start Copaxsone? (Idk the spelling) in afew weeks. A daily injection that they have to teach me how and where to inject myself. Hopefully it will stop any new lesions from appearing but for now all I can do is wait...
Well I'm heading home now and just trying to rest and think about my life atm...talk to everyone later *hughughugs*
Edit: sorry about not puting a title just was kinda meh at the time. And my cell hates me trying to edit journals
