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Posted 13 years ago
josepawThe F*CK this???
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&a.....ture=endscreen
No wonder the guy stopped eating O.o Creepy doggy-larvae thingy....
No wonder the guy stopped eating O.o Creepy doggy-larvae thingy....
Hug Raffle
Posted 13 years ago
Jack_the_OtterAnd an other Raffle WOOF WOOF
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3811676/
By:
lil-maj
Dont forget this one as well:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3812316/
By:
lil-majDont forget this one as well:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3812316/
RAffle Raffle Raffle
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3811377/
Please gaia, dont disapoint me this time ;-;
sugarcat holds raffle woof woof, it be good, wish me luck
Please gaia, dont disapoint me this time ;-;
sugarcat holds raffle woof woof, it be good, wish me luckPhimosis Surgery completed
Posted 13 years agoYep, I got a little phimosis surgery to ensure I can have sex in real life, but before I can start it, maybe at least a month should pass.
Just telling my embarassing secret.
Just telling my embarassing secret.
Goodie Raffle
Posted 13 years ago
kemostarA withered lily, a lost friend
Posted 13 years agoAll of my friends are one kind of flower... Thats why kosing them hurts. And this time, I could swear I did nothing for it.
This friend of mine was a lily. Beautyful, with a big flower thaylt was white ... With light bkue, maybe light grey markings on it... That im afraid just got withered. Fearsome it was grim reaper, or just the rotten tomatoes hunting in FA, I cry over the loss, that im,afraid ill never be able to take care of this lily anymore. I.. I owe this lily a drawing I wasnt able to draw due to school. Maybe ill draw the feeling of loss.
This friend of mine was a lily. Beautyful, with a big flower thaylt was white ... With light bkue, maybe light grey markings on it... That im afraid just got withered. Fearsome it was grim reaper, or just the rotten tomatoes hunting in FA, I cry over the loss, that im,afraid ill never be able to take care of this lily anymore. I.. I owe this lily a drawing I wasnt able to draw due to school. Maybe ill draw the feeling of loss.
Free animation chance
Posted 13 years agoRaffy Riffy Raffle
Posted 13 years ago
Sarah_FurryA specific shower action
Posted 13 years agoSo I look for furry pics where a girl points a showerhead on her clitoris, masturbating with its Water Ray. Know some?
I'll
Posted 13 years agoWell I think I'm going to sleep. I'm hot.
Anyone with Twitter?
Posted 13 years agohttps://twitter.com/#!/Vukninetyone
Go and follow me. I command you!
Go and follow me. I command you!
Nice ART RAffle man
Posted 13 years agoHow my so called storywriting goes
Posted 14 years agoI want to tell you what you can thank for my presence in this fandom. Dogcity, a cartoon started it all, and my first anthro character was a female dog, madonna, wich idea came from both Dogcity and Goldfrapp's Number one. Before I had full access to internet, I didnt know what furry is. I seriously tough I invented the regular drawing of dogmen and horsemen (Dary Cool was my first Anthro Horse) even in porn form. Then it happened: I found the furry fandom. I was thinking on joining for a long time, until then, I considered myself just a furry artist with a furry alter-ego. ANd then, inspired by skailla, I began to call myself a furry.
AS you can see, 80 % of my OC-s are female. and a lot of them are employed by Le Flea Bite Club, all with more talent than you could expect from a girl.
Some might find the image sexist for first, and himsovinist, because the girls belong to a harem wich boys, like Dary Cool, Rasputyin, Lambada, and even my Alterego, Vuk'91 is involved in as they please. The label is absolutely incorrect. AS I said, the girls have talent, and you wouldnt expect me, but I give them jobs like "Builder" "Engineer" "Master Chef"(And not a regular housewoman) "Commando", "Racer", and would a sexist image show unisex closets that way I do? Heheheh, yes, the story's universe will not contain male and female toilets and etc., except the elitist places, like the school.
Both Males and Females share the same toilet, wich is according to Jangofett on Furaffinity, will be more regularly seen, because Herms need rights to feel good. Yes, I support the idea.
But the story isnt about sex at all. THose will be sidestories telling what did the characters do in certain scenes where they go in a room or something, (I dont say "When they dress down because unlike reality, here will be times when wearing clothes will be shame, tho not always, but sometimes, it will be naked around my alterego. Get ready to say people mocking dresses when they arent supposed to be worn)
The story rather wants to focus on the question of opposition found on the school, the big hole that stands between poor and rich- tho poor people can always drain money with mining- and also focuses on different car cultures, like Import Tuners, scenic Drives, Exotics, and also, looking for the smallest happiness when they are not revolting, like fishing, mountain climbing, parties, picnics..... Almost everything.
But actually writing a story is different than writing it in a way of imagining scenes and stuff. Imagining scenes is how I wrote most of my stories under some stuff. Well, with help, I can make a furry counterpart of south park or family guy, or make something more serious tale for adults. And also some stories that everyone can see, but thats just an idea.
THe story might play in different environment, but the questions I'm looking for should be stuff we also ask nowadays. Like "WTF is the fuss about Twilight saga? -wixh I ansver :realist rudeness not evil: as a girl's choice between necrophilia and zoophilia-". or "Why is the BIG FAT RICH WOMAN is so egoistic, stupid, but still dominant over her much smarter slave" But I'd also get inspiration from the hungarian status too, other than the schemes I already listed above. I mean I want to make stories with same questions like most teenager-movies, containing people who are successful rich and over makeupped and people who suffer their terroristic rule. Like most cartoons playing in a school, romantic comedies like Sidney White, A Cinderella Story, or almost anything where school conflicts, or similar happens.
I think Zack and Kodi's hotel had a little girl who would also apporiate for the out-of-school (OOS) stories too. I dont want this story to be 100% about school life, but also see how they would act in job, fun, anywhere.
Oh and most importantly, fighting and street racing are central elements of the story's conflicts. These are fed by technology, like a compact computer, wich is used to do some stuff, but the most important will be that community program everyone has to use in the earth of that age. Well, its a replacement of nowadays commuity portals, being the only , official at least, and by law, required portal. No one may deny to join that, because its the replacement of telephone, registrar, ID card, and stuff. So, if you dont have myspace or facebook (dunno if they should exist still), then you cant deny the existence of this portal. Why I mentioned this? Because I have a plan in wich racers will declare the races online, and inform each other in their online-gang.
Well I would say more, but I will as long as I manage to find words. GOing to see demotivation. Rude and funny pictures of FUCKING realism(tho the site has motivational stupidity too :( )
I already have some concepts for the rl-based characters, like Heather (I credit: Heather Visage from Second Life, I miss Her) in the garage and Ono(Credit goes to Ono Darkfire for the Vixen named Ono).
I also plan to ask the remaining friends if I can push some role for a story-counterpart for them.
AS you can see, 80 % of my OC-s are female. and a lot of them are employed by Le Flea Bite Club, all with more talent than you could expect from a girl.
Some might find the image sexist for first, and himsovinist, because the girls belong to a harem wich boys, like Dary Cool, Rasputyin, Lambada, and even my Alterego, Vuk'91 is involved in as they please. The label is absolutely incorrect. AS I said, the girls have talent, and you wouldnt expect me, but I give them jobs like "Builder" "Engineer" "Master Chef"(And not a regular housewoman) "Commando", "Racer", and would a sexist image show unisex closets that way I do? Heheheh, yes, the story's universe will not contain male and female toilets and etc., except the elitist places, like the school.
Both Males and Females share the same toilet, wich is according to Jangofett on Furaffinity, will be more regularly seen, because Herms need rights to feel good. Yes, I support the idea.
But the story isnt about sex at all. THose will be sidestories telling what did the characters do in certain scenes where they go in a room or something, (I dont say "When they dress down because unlike reality, here will be times when wearing clothes will be shame, tho not always, but sometimes, it will be naked around my alterego. Get ready to say people mocking dresses when they arent supposed to be worn)
The story rather wants to focus on the question of opposition found on the school, the big hole that stands between poor and rich- tho poor people can always drain money with mining- and also focuses on different car cultures, like Import Tuners, scenic Drives, Exotics, and also, looking for the smallest happiness when they are not revolting, like fishing, mountain climbing, parties, picnics..... Almost everything.
But actually writing a story is different than writing it in a way of imagining scenes and stuff. Imagining scenes is how I wrote most of my stories under some stuff. Well, with help, I can make a furry counterpart of south park or family guy, or make something more serious tale for adults. And also some stories that everyone can see, but thats just an idea.
THe story might play in different environment, but the questions I'm looking for should be stuff we also ask nowadays. Like "WTF is the fuss about Twilight saga? -wixh I ansver :realist rudeness not evil: as a girl's choice between necrophilia and zoophilia-". or "Why is the BIG FAT RICH WOMAN is so egoistic, stupid, but still dominant over her much smarter slave" But I'd also get inspiration from the hungarian status too, other than the schemes I already listed above. I mean I want to make stories with same questions like most teenager-movies, containing people who are successful rich and over makeupped and people who suffer their terroristic rule. Like most cartoons playing in a school, romantic comedies like Sidney White, A Cinderella Story, or almost anything where school conflicts, or similar happens.
I think Zack and Kodi's hotel had a little girl who would also apporiate for the out-of-school (OOS) stories too. I dont want this story to be 100% about school life, but also see how they would act in job, fun, anywhere.
Oh and most importantly, fighting and street racing are central elements of the story's conflicts. These are fed by technology, like a compact computer, wich is used to do some stuff, but the most important will be that community program everyone has to use in the earth of that age. Well, its a replacement of nowadays commuity portals, being the only , official at least, and by law, required portal. No one may deny to join that, because its the replacement of telephone, registrar, ID card, and stuff. So, if you dont have myspace or facebook (dunno if they should exist still), then you cant deny the existence of this portal. Why I mentioned this? Because I have a plan in wich racers will declare the races online, and inform each other in their online-gang.
Well I would say more, but I will as long as I manage to find words. GOing to see demotivation. Rude and funny pictures of FUCKING realism(tho the site has motivational stupidity too :( )
I already have some concepts for the rl-based characters, like Heather (I credit: Heather Visage from Second Life, I miss Her) in the garage and Ono(Credit goes to Ono Darkfire for the Vixen named Ono).
I also plan to ask the remaining friends if I can push some role for a story-counterpart for them.
Anyway
Posted 14 years agoIn Hungary, February means:
- second new years parites
- Farsang (counterpart to Pancake day)
- Valentine's day
- And BUSÓÓÓÓÓ (Once they said Buso-s scared turk soldiers off Hungary when Hungary was a big-big land.)
- second new years parites
- Farsang (counterpart to Pancake day)
- Valentine's day
- And BUSÓÓÓÓÓ (Once they said Buso-s scared turk soldiers off Hungary when Hungary was a big-big land.)
Ough
Posted 14 years agoWell, looks like tis possible too. SOmeone believeing they are in relationship with someone, then telling her she lied to him, and then, when someone told them what was really going on, they bite.
Why are there some idiots in our dear fandom?
Why are there some idiots in our dear fandom?
This Journal has been edited due to being too offensive
Posted 14 years agoI decided to change this,I saved the original thought.
So, my problem is that polyamory isnt popular, and judged negatively if someone knows a small protion of it. All I hear is: "IF someone really loves someone, doesnt need anybody else..." and: "ITs obliviously CHEATING..."
I never saw any character that lived happily with a harem around him/her, or if I saw, was a villain. Except Turk Emperors, who can take both good and bad sides, All polyamorous people I saw in television was been evil.
This world as we know it is pretty much non-believer to nature true laws.
For ones who read this, Let the world love you, because true love knows no limits, and releases. Love doesnt have exceptations. I myself have this as one of my goals, to change the negative image on those who let the world love them.
So, my problem is that polyamory isnt popular, and judged negatively if someone knows a small protion of it. All I hear is: "IF someone really loves someone, doesnt need anybody else..." and: "ITs obliviously CHEATING..."
I never saw any character that lived happily with a harem around him/her, or if I saw, was a villain. Except Turk Emperors, who can take both good and bad sides, All polyamorous people I saw in television was been evil.
This world as we know it is pretty much non-believer to nature true laws.
For ones who read this, Let the world love you, because true love knows no limits, and releases. Love doesnt have exceptations. I myself have this as one of my goals, to change the negative image on those who let the world love them.
Rest in peace Friend of Deviant
Posted 14 years agoYesterday night, a girl hung herself on a tree seeing no purpose in life. The case in deviantart:
http://xanioz.deviantart.com/journa.....3-12-281198960
Very sad story, and death cases like this always make me think about that sayin' about love that everyone will find their right one.... Next time you tell me this, I will never believe you again...
This is just one of the young death cases that came to my attention. In my old school, my own classmate died, and I have a second life friend whose girlfriend died in a car crash too, not talking about artists and furries. Its creepy that people get to die this young.... I mean... its mental damage dor me, what I cant stand but cannot do anything against... ITs easy to say not to read it...
So people, please be careful about yourselves, and survive this cruel life. Life isnt that hard at all. But dangerous.
And for anyone whose interest is suicide: Why do you act coward to beat life back? You have so much time in life that you could fill with stuff, be creative, not suicidal, pleeez.
http://xanioz.deviantart.com/journa.....3-12-281198960
Very sad story, and death cases like this always make me think about that sayin' about love that everyone will find their right one.... Next time you tell me this, I will never believe you again...
This is just one of the young death cases that came to my attention. In my old school, my own classmate died, and I have a second life friend whose girlfriend died in a car crash too, not talking about artists and furries. Its creepy that people get to die this young.... I mean... its mental damage dor me, what I cant stand but cannot do anything against... ITs easy to say not to read it...
So people, please be careful about yourselves, and survive this cruel life. Life isnt that hard at all. But dangerous.
And for anyone whose interest is suicide: Why do you act coward to beat life back? You have so much time in life that you could fill with stuff, be creative, not suicidal, pleeez.
Fetish Meme Stolen From Luckless. CALL 911 for theft.
Posted 14 years agoAnal on Males
- Why is this the first one? Anyway, if I ho bi-curious, then I dont skip it, I use the one remaining hole.
Anal on Females
- Depends on the girl.
Breasts
- Real or fake, flat or big, boobies are my favorite nerve on a girl. Its good for boobsex, boobsuck, and groping.
Breast Expansion
- Me and Wolfjedi love to expand, if we must.
Weight Gain
- Limited, but okay, I LOVE CHUBBY girls
Bondage
- Its okay I guess
Clothing
- I prefer nude, but if you want to know the clothing, check my characters. I also like licking earings on girls.
Leather
-Sounds good.
Stockings
Doesnt sound bad.
Shoe/Boots
Bring it on my loves!
Suit and Tie
- Depends
Muscle, Male
- I rarely go bi-curious so I dunno
Muscle, Female
- Ohh yes, A girl who can lift me up.
Herm
- I love Herms too.
Cub
- I dont fuck anything that didnt reach puberty.
Baby/Diaper
- ONly clean diaper fetish on a hot boob girl like I saw Dio. Ewww, I hate babies >:(
Transformation
- Shapeshifters are intersting, I got some friends I fucked in different forms.
Macro/Micro
- Size does not matter baby!
Impregnation
- IF the child is not mine. XD I also wanna invent a machine that simulates pregnancy.
Pregnancy
-And again, if the child is not mine.
Lactation
- Murr, milk. Please girls, lactate for me!
Vore
- Nananaaa, I barely wanna eat or be eaten. Are you cannibal?
Paw/Foot
- Oh feet, I love you!
Incest
- My family is not the type I would risk incest with, but I'm okay with it.
Yuri
- Lesbians turn me on.
Yaoi
- Once held a waar with it, but I found myself stupid.
Hetero
- Always.
Bi
- Always too.
Girly Boys
- They are cute, YEp, tho they have to wait for my bi-curious side.
Butch Girls
- Butch? YOu man Tomboys? I love Tomboys.
Mind Control
- I dont take NO for ansver, I'll make every single FEMALE MINE!!! I dont care mates or orientations. F-... everyone!
Rape
- Yes, because there are too much idiots in this world.
Uniform
- Depends.
Orgy
- I invite you all in a GREAT GREAT SEX PARTY. ORgies are the best thing in the world. Who hates them MUST BURN IN HELL FOR ******************
Subbing/Domming
- I'm cool with it now.
Biting
- Ouch X_X
Cheesecake
- HMm sounds tasty.
Solo Masturbation
- If I cant masturbate along with a sexy girl, then I masturbate alone baby.
Scat
- Scat is a risk, I wont try it. But I stay tolerant, unless you dont force it to me.
Inflation
Baddie badddie
Fat/Pudge
- Limited
Tech
- Sex Machines can do too.
Watersports
- Drinking the yellow is not my thing. Its not healthy.
Glasses
- Wut? Oh, eyeglasses? They turn me on.
Tentacles
- I love tentacles.
Oviposition
- I love to see girls laying eggs. I love it. poorly it cant be done in real.
Masochism
- I dont like pain.
Sadism
- But if I hate someone, I will make them PAIN!
Multiple body parts
- Multiple boobs are cool. Multi pussy? Never saw one.
Partial Nudity
- Just PArtial? Anyway, I like it.
Gore/guro
- I'm not nasty enough.
Snuff
- Snuff? Whats Snuff?
Hyper
- I make them my idol baby.
Zoophilia
- Hey, you! YEs you! Are you the human who turned into a dog?
Electricity/e-stim
- It hurts :( But whats E-stim?
She-males
- Yea, they got tits. And I'm enough with Anal and frottage.
Cross-dressing
- If a gurl takes my dresses, its cool, a girly boy is cool, but I wont dress like a girl.
Skunk spray
- No Way!
Oral
- FOREVER!
Asphyxiation
- I like Air, I dont wanna risk it.
Unbirthing
- I'd dearly climb inside a womb.
Cum
- Pussy Jiuce is yummy. I also tasted my own cum, and it tastes strange.
Cumflation
- Hmmm, girls filled with cum... I can smell someone in this ^^
Cuckolding
- This is a new world to me.
Drugs
- Noooo, nevaaar! I only know one drug I like, and its Called FRIED POTATOES.
Anonymous
- Nope, I wanna know your name.
Double Penetration, or more
- Hey Dary, help me, I wanna do a double penetration on her.
Tail Fucking
- I wanna try having sex with my tail.
Fisting
- IF you wanna fisting, tell me. I love doing it.
I also like licking women earrings and fingering anywhere, rubs, and I dunno atm.
- Why is this the first one? Anyway, if I ho bi-curious, then I dont skip it, I use the one remaining hole.
Anal on Females
- Depends on the girl.
Breasts
- Real or fake, flat or big, boobies are my favorite nerve on a girl. Its good for boobsex, boobsuck, and groping.
Breast Expansion
- Me and Wolfjedi love to expand, if we must.
Weight Gain
- Limited, but okay, I LOVE CHUBBY girls
Bondage
- Its okay I guess
Clothing
- I prefer nude, but if you want to know the clothing, check my characters. I also like licking earings on girls.
Leather
-Sounds good.
Stockings
Doesnt sound bad.
Shoe/Boots
Bring it on my loves!
Suit and Tie
- Depends
Muscle, Male
- I rarely go bi-curious so I dunno
Muscle, Female
- Ohh yes, A girl who can lift me up.
Herm
- I love Herms too.
Cub
- I dont fuck anything that didnt reach puberty.
Baby/Diaper
- ONly clean diaper fetish on a hot boob girl like I saw Dio. Ewww, I hate babies >:(
Transformation
- Shapeshifters are intersting, I got some friends I fucked in different forms.
Macro/Micro
- Size does not matter baby!
Impregnation
- IF the child is not mine. XD I also wanna invent a machine that simulates pregnancy.
Pregnancy
-And again, if the child is not mine.
Lactation
- Murr, milk. Please girls, lactate for me!
Vore
- Nananaaa, I barely wanna eat or be eaten. Are you cannibal?
Paw/Foot
- Oh feet, I love you!
Incest
- My family is not the type I would risk incest with, but I'm okay with it.
Yuri
- Lesbians turn me on.
Yaoi
- Once held a waar with it, but I found myself stupid.
Hetero
- Always.
Bi
- Always too.
Girly Boys
- They are cute, YEp, tho they have to wait for my bi-curious side.
Butch Girls
- Butch? YOu man Tomboys? I love Tomboys.
Mind Control
- I dont take NO for ansver, I'll make every single FEMALE MINE!!! I dont care mates or orientations. F-... everyone!
Rape
- Yes, because there are too much idiots in this world.
Uniform
- Depends.
Orgy
- I invite you all in a GREAT GREAT SEX PARTY. ORgies are the best thing in the world. Who hates them MUST BURN IN HELL FOR ******************
Subbing/Domming
- I'm cool with it now.
Biting
- Ouch X_X
Cheesecake
- HMm sounds tasty.
Solo Masturbation
- If I cant masturbate along with a sexy girl, then I masturbate alone baby.
Scat
- Scat is a risk, I wont try it. But I stay tolerant, unless you dont force it to me.
Inflation
Baddie badddie
Fat/Pudge
- Limited
Tech
- Sex Machines can do too.
Watersports
- Drinking the yellow is not my thing. Its not healthy.
Glasses
- Wut? Oh, eyeglasses? They turn me on.
Tentacles
- I love tentacles.
Oviposition
- I love to see girls laying eggs. I love it. poorly it cant be done in real.
Masochism
- I dont like pain.
Sadism
- But if I hate someone, I will make them PAIN!
Multiple body parts
- Multiple boobs are cool. Multi pussy? Never saw one.
Partial Nudity
- Just PArtial? Anyway, I like it.
Gore/guro
- I'm not nasty enough.
Snuff
- Snuff? Whats Snuff?
Hyper
- I make them my idol baby.
Zoophilia
- Hey, you! YEs you! Are you the human who turned into a dog?
Electricity/e-stim
- It hurts :( But whats E-stim?
She-males
- Yea, they got tits. And I'm enough with Anal and frottage.
Cross-dressing
- If a gurl takes my dresses, its cool, a girly boy is cool, but I wont dress like a girl.
Skunk spray
- No Way!
Oral
- FOREVER!
Asphyxiation
- I like Air, I dont wanna risk it.
Unbirthing
- I'd dearly climb inside a womb.
Cum
- Pussy Jiuce is yummy. I also tasted my own cum, and it tastes strange.
Cumflation
- Hmmm, girls filled with cum... I can smell someone in this ^^
Cuckolding
- This is a new world to me.
Drugs
- Noooo, nevaaar! I only know one drug I like, and its Called FRIED POTATOES.
Anonymous
- Nope, I wanna know your name.
Double Penetration, or more
- Hey Dary, help me, I wanna do a double penetration on her.
Tail Fucking
- I wanna try having sex with my tail.
Fisting
- IF you wanna fisting, tell me. I love doing it.
I also like licking women earrings and fingering anywhere, rubs, and I dunno atm.
Lesbian Orgy
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3000824/
1...2...3.. Lets go!
1...2...3.. Lets go!
Putting a nicer look here.
Posted 14 years agoI tough the rant looks ugly in my frontpage, so why not doing a short replacement?
If you are still interested in why did I rant, here you are:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2618939/
If you are still interested in why did I rant, here you are:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2618939/
Random Journal Rant
Posted 14 years agoWell how is everyone, furries? I always knew that staying on a single Journal. But I wont waste time with the intro, the problem is the following.
You know that I am interested in few stuff: Cars, racing, trains, planes, military stuff and sci fi, animals, furry, girls, and naughty stuff. People I usually have the chance to talk to know me as a nice person. But to tell the truth, I have lots of secretstowards my mother, and one of them, that I do watch porn, is revealed. so what she said is so pathetic:
- Porn is cursed, and we are poor because I bring sin to the house
- The satan is crushing our family because I watch porn
- Question: "You want to be succubus like your father?"
- If She happens to figure it out again, She'll disconnect the net
AND WHERE THE WHORE-GOD SHE THINKS SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHAT CAN I DO OR WATCH? Is she better than me? Nooo... I heard lots of complaint from my sister about her, and I start to feel how wrong she is. iomagine, she is a homophobe. Actually I am the only person of the family who learned tolerance towards homosexuals, transsexual or crossdressing, while they still talk about these like "Demonic effects".
And the actual problem is that mother put me onder wardship when I was 18 (About a year ago) and she plans her life with me, but I want to live my own life like everyone else. I'm an asperger-autist for the gods-fucking-sake! Asperger, it means I can take care of myself if I'm not lazy, and you know what? I'M BORED OF BEING LAZY!
The problem is that she underestimates me and doesnt think I could take care of myself, or if my sister was right, She only wants this wardship because of the money. Actually, I get 30.000 Ft every month, and I may spend 5000 from it while the other money goes to taxes and bills- apparently.
IT seems like I may have a life beside her... but I'M NOT FUCKING FREE!
I already talked some people, and most of them told me that I'll get free from this bullshit. One of them recommended a psychologer who may probably help me to freedom.
There is one thing: If not forever, I will not want to be mated until I live with mother. Its just... impossible. Would a girl like it if she would have a boy WHO LIVES WITH HIS MOTHER? Or if yes, then my mom may leave her most of the housework, probably when my sisters all left, the problem is all set.
I dont want to live with mom and a mate too... I want my own life... I want to learn to pay the bills and to cook, and I want to prove that I can take care of my fucking self. I'm not a kid, nor a heavy autist. Yea, I'm autist, but an Asperger one... Does anyone ever notice that I'm Autist? If I dont tell them, no, and if I tell them, then they always point that I'm communicating and its good to talk with me... So how autist I am? Maybe just 1% of me is autist... but all the other are ME!!!
Okey, Rant is over.
You know that I am interested in few stuff: Cars, racing, trains, planes, military stuff and sci fi, animals, furry, girls, and naughty stuff. People I usually have the chance to talk to know me as a nice person. But to tell the truth, I have lots of secretstowards my mother, and one of them, that I do watch porn, is revealed. so what she said is so pathetic:
- Porn is cursed, and we are poor because I bring sin to the house
- The satan is crushing our family because I watch porn
- Question: "You want to be succubus like your father?"
- If She happens to figure it out again, She'll disconnect the net
AND WHERE THE WHORE-GOD SHE THINKS SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO DECIDE WHAT CAN I DO OR WATCH? Is she better than me? Nooo... I heard lots of complaint from my sister about her, and I start to feel how wrong she is. iomagine, she is a homophobe. Actually I am the only person of the family who learned tolerance towards homosexuals, transsexual or crossdressing, while they still talk about these like "Demonic effects".
And the actual problem is that mother put me onder wardship when I was 18 (About a year ago) and she plans her life with me, but I want to live my own life like everyone else. I'm an asperger-autist for the gods-fucking-sake! Asperger, it means I can take care of myself if I'm not lazy, and you know what? I'M BORED OF BEING LAZY!
The problem is that she underestimates me and doesnt think I could take care of myself, or if my sister was right, She only wants this wardship because of the money. Actually, I get 30.000 Ft every month, and I may spend 5000 from it while the other money goes to taxes and bills- apparently.
IT seems like I may have a life beside her... but I'M NOT FUCKING FREE!
I already talked some people, and most of them told me that I'll get free from this bullshit. One of them recommended a psychologer who may probably help me to freedom.
There is one thing: If not forever, I will not want to be mated until I live with mother. Its just... impossible. Would a girl like it if she would have a boy WHO LIVES WITH HIS MOTHER? Or if yes, then my mom may leave her most of the housework, probably when my sisters all left, the problem is all set.
I dont want to live with mom and a mate too... I want my own life... I want to learn to pay the bills and to cook, and I want to prove that I can take care of my fucking self. I'm not a kid, nor a heavy autist. Yea, I'm autist, but an Asperger one... Does anyone ever notice that I'm Autist? If I dont tell them, no, and if I tell them, then they always point that I'm communicating and its good to talk with me... So how autist I am? Maybe just 1% of me is autist... but all the other are ME!!!
Okey, Rant is over.
Being better, but still Rebel
Posted 14 years agoWell these people got better, I just cant believe how Den looks nowadays. I think I'll take some time away from there, except when I have to dj.
I dunno what happened with these guys (Artomis Ono and Pony) in truth, but I dont think I want to figure it out this fast.
Well, Rebellion awaits.
I dunno what happened with these guys (Artomis Ono and Pony) in truth, but I dont think I want to figure it out this fast.
Well, Rebellion awaits.
Restoring the rebel me
Posted 14 years agoOhh yea people, for a while, I wasnt rebellous because I had a little problem on second life. There is two people I visited a second life Furry Club named Den and I wanted to put efforts staying friends with them. They were the owners of the club and had tons of "pets" so it was hard as hell and now, I'm ultra disapointed at them. One of them has a new job and disappears forever, the other was one I was in love with, and I told her that I love her. I dont finish this point.
The last disapointment was enough to rethink how I managed my life. From ME, I became someone Different, someone who wasnt me. I stopped my rebel behavior, my sexual life aborted, and most of the time, I was in their club wich is not theirs now.
I decided to turn myself back to the one I was before this whole thing. That was me. This isnt.
I know you didnt see a thing about me being something else, but look at the Ono images. A few will come as well, but one remark those who I trusted.
I wasted my whole spring. And a lots of time I could communicate Skailla on.
SInce one of them nearly did something stupid(She gave herself as a slave while the other wanted to buy her. She was off course breaking the rules, and in the end she didnt get the money she wanted. I'd try working in the factory instead, if I wanted money) they started to turn into something I dont want to name because its godfuckingly crazy.
I decided to keep a shit about it and return, claiming a place in the gallery of rebels.
The last disapointment was enough to rethink how I managed my life. From ME, I became someone Different, someone who wasnt me. I stopped my rebel behavior, my sexual life aborted, and most of the time, I was in their club wich is not theirs now.
I decided to turn myself back to the one I was before this whole thing. That was me. This isnt.
I know you didnt see a thing about me being something else, but look at the Ono images. A few will come as well, but one remark those who I trusted.
I wasted my whole spring. And a lots of time I could communicate Skailla on.
SInce one of them nearly did something stupid(She gave herself as a slave while the other wanted to buy her. She was off course breaking the rules, and in the end she didnt get the money she wanted. I'd try working in the factory instead, if I wanted money) they started to turn into something I dont want to name because its godfuckingly crazy.
I decided to keep a shit about it and return, claiming a place in the gallery of rebels.
