so as it comes to pass, i am in the process of moving to Toronto, in less then a week i shall be a GTA fur, with my brother Diesel and a close friend of ours, as the day gets closer and closer the more nervous and anxious I get, however I luckily have work to keep me occupied and not all cluster fucked in my own head.

now all that being said i am so so so excited to finally go to a place that i consider home, not even an hours drive away from chosen family, the streets don't roll up at 5pm ( like in sudbury ) and most of all I'am so excited to meet the insanely large babyfur community of toronto and i just cant wait to see whats in store for us when we get there.

all in all i think we will be okay in Toronto, plenty of friends, plenty of fun times to be had, and most of all im getting the fuck out of this god forsaken town, and leaving all the bullshit drama behind.

anyways 3clipse signing off for now :3

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!



Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- Y
Been arrested? --- Y
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- Y
Slept in until 5 PM? --- Y
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Y
Ran a red light? --- Y
Been suspended from school? --- Y
Experienced love at first sight? --- Y
Totalled your car in an accident? ---Y
Been fired from a job? --- Y
Fired somebody? --- Y
Sang karaoke? --- Y
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Y
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Y
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Y
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Y
Kissed in the rain? --- Y
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Y
Seen someone die? --- Y
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Y
Sang in the shower? --- Y
Smoked a cigar? --- Y
Sat on a rooftop? --- Y
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- N
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Y
Skipped school? --- Y
Eaten a bug? --- Y
Sleepwalked? --- Y
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Y
Ridden a motorcycle? --- Y
Dumped someone? --- Y
Forgotten your anniversary? --- Y
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- Y
Ridden on a helicopter? --- N
Shaved your head? --- Y
Blacked out from drinking? --- Y
Played a prank on someone? --- Y
Hit a home run? --- N
Felt like killing someone? --- Y
Cross-dressed? --- N
Been falling-down drunk? --- Y
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Y
Eaten snake? --- N
Marched/Protested? --- Y
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- Y
Puked on an amusement ride? --- N
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- Y
Been in a band? --- Y
Knitted? --- Y
Been on TV? --- N
Shot a gun? --- Y
Skinny-dipped? --- Y
Caused someone to need stitches? --- Y
Ridden a surfboard? --- N
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Y
Had surgery? --- Y
Streaked? --- N
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- Y
Passed out when not drinking? --- Y
Peed on a bush? --- Y
Donated Blood? --- N
Grabbed electric fence? --- Y
Eaten alligator meat? --- N
Eaten cheesecake? --- Y
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Y
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- Y
Peed your pants in public? --- N
Written graffiti? --- Y
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- Y
Think about the future? --- Y
Been in handcuffs? --- Y
Believe in love? --- Y
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Y

so as of well yesterday now ive been on quite the drawing spree and I`am still drawing alot but to my dismay i only really have a few pencils and alot of pens no colors or shaders or anything so new plans for 2morrow go and by stuffs for the arting yay

also a bit of an update:

been an interesting few months but all is well and im feeling alot better then i have in previous times anywho back to my wolfy :3

Fill it out with honesty and I shall do the same.
WOULD YOU....
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[x] kiss my cheek?
[x] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[x] dance with me?
[x] let me make you breakfast?
[x] tap me on the a**?
[x] help me with homework?
[x] tickle me to death?
[x] let me fondle you?
[x] stick up for me if I was being put down?
[x] caress my body?
[_] play strip Bingo with me? - Lawlz Dafuq?????
[X] say yes if I asked you to give me a massage?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[X] get wasted with me?
[x] instant message me?
[x] greet me in public?
[x] hang out with me?
[x] bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[x] think I'm cute?
[x] think I'm hot?
[x] want to kiss me?
[x] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to fool around with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
I dont know yet...

DO YOU THINK I AM...
[x] smart?
[x] cute?
[x] funny?
[x] cool?
[x] lovable?
[x] sexy?
[x] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[x] great to be with?
[_] too quiet?
[_] mean?
[x] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[x] thought about me?
[_] thought about me while with another?
[x] thought about hookin' up with me?
[x] found yourself wanting a touch from me?
[x] wished I were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[x] had a crush on me?
[_] wished I was in an open relationship?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[x] been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[x] happy you know me?
[_] confused by me?
[x] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that I can return the favor?

Another new song, Ive been writing a lot as of late, I`am finding it to be very good for me :3 and I`am slowly but surely remembering why I use to write so much in the past




Admit It:::::
OHH!!
Let me see, see your dreams
And just let me touch your heart again
On the street where my beliefs
Never caused you no pain

People hurt
They always leave in just a minute
For all those woken in my shirt
(YOU SHOULD ADMIT!) that I just did it
That I just did it

Feels so hard to find the reason of love
Can't take any longer
You're so much stronger
Since I've been dreaming of a sign from above
Don't get any better
Nothing does matter
My eyes are open wide to see what's coming next
The trace I walk is so empty
I'll give my life to make you never forget
Who the hell you wanted to make me
I'm better than you could be

Always so sure
That you can climb the sky
Settle down your mind
And never ever die
Come and kiss me
Oh darling, make me believe
That I could ever give it back,
Just turn my back and leave

Never knew if my words
Would make sense again
When you extend your name
With titles and awards
If there is a time for words
To make sense again?
If there is a planet of hopes
Where you and me remain?

You mesh my head
And that's the worst thing you could do
I never knew if my words would make sense again

Feels so hard to find the reason of love
Can't take any longer
You're so much stronger
Since I've been dreaming of a sign from above
Don't get any better
Nothing does matter
My eyes are open wide to see what's coming next
The trace I walk is so empty
I'll give my life to make you never forget
Who the hell you wanted to make me
I'm better than you could be

A tiny border between love and hate

Yeah babe, I was laughing
But now it's true
So make up your mind
And look for your heartbeat
I would connect my life
With every single part

Yeah babe, I was lying
But now it's true
So make up your mind
And look for your heartbeat
I would connect my life
With every single part

People hurt - they always leave in just a minute
For all those woken in my shirt - admit that I just did it

People hurt - they always leave in just a minute
For all those woken in my shirt...

Admit that I just did it bitch.

OHH!

I'm watching you leave
There is more to know and less to forgive
Holding you close, catching your taste
I'm feeling you around this place
I'm watching you go
And I won't forgive for all that I know
Holding your hand for the last time
My heart is covered in rime

You've burned me down again
Now you can be alone
And I swear to God
That I will never come home
Girl, I know there's day I'll meet you
Again and you will ask me,
You'll beg me to stay
But all of your hope are your wishes and prays
They won't guide your way
They won't guide your way, whoa
Give up your ambitions
Nothing's gonna be the same
Go play your selfish game

And now I'm feeling your cold
Even after all that I have told
I'm hearing your breath
But so much time has passed
And you're not the same girl
Now you're full of poison (of poison)
My lungs are feeling lack of ozone


Girl if there's a place
Where all that I know shines right through my face
That would be world so vicious
That was never enough to meet your ambitions
Call me with a thunder wave -
My heart for you I saved
I don't wanna be the one
Standing on your grave
Call me with a thunder wave -
My heart for you I saved
I don't wanna be the one
Standing on your grave

Just stay forever
The world after all
(The world after all)
Comes never here I crawl
Stars never hear us fall

Just stay forever
Comes never here I crawl
(Comes never here I crawl)
The world after all
Stars never hear us fall
(Stars never hear us fall)

so as some of you know my job search has quite literally been up and down job offers look awesome then they take them away and well now i have two jobs that i really want

1 - Go and work at one of the oldest and most upscale hotels in the city as a night shift clerk, bartender, and occasional bouncer. So well I`m okay with this and it does sound like and feels like it would be a great job, so umm I`m very okay with this.

or option

2 - Go work at one of the local Ford Dealerships, as the shop foreman so basically i sit behind a desk, tell the other mechanics what to do and what jobs there are to do, and hire and or fire apprentices and mechanics. I`m not exactly okay with the whole proposition of being the mechanics desk jockey, but the unfortunate thing is after so many years as a mechanic i can barely keep up anymore i don`t have the grip anymore and well some health problems.

so my dilemma is which should i choose anybody have any ideas it would be appreciated

forever will things be destructive in there own ways the human race has been on a crash course for years, no one will care though except for the ones closest to you everything will burn but no one will lift a finger the idiocy is astounding truly astounding life is a game to some while to others its a way of self realization but really how many times will you hear that on Oprah? For now we have our false idols selling us cereals and cars on fucken tv when did it get to the point were cool wasnt you work your ass off all year buy a little beater with personality rather then the 80 thousand dollar sports car with the race package for city driving and ohh did I mention it's stored in the winter? so as said before the destruction is only a few millenia off the generations will fall and that will be left will be the furthest thing from what we'ed consider a generally well accepted humanoid existance, but who am I to judge why not sit have a few an enjoy the views just a couple more to go then hey wont even need to get out of bed just roll and sit all day dont need to move just stay still and let our brains do the mental muscle work, all forgotten of a time were walking was not only an accepted practice but a regular ritual but once again who am I to judge Im one of the gen pop but really who is one of the general population in every form of the sense to be completely ummm shall i say normal in the eyes of the adoring public which is what ud percieve as the hollywood looks and adonice figures but once again under all that is the same as you or me with a few minor alterations over the years to keep everything fresh for the fans of tv land, soon enough it wont just be the one out every ten people saying they feel socially ackward soon enough it'll upwards of 50 or more percent with the new inventions designed to make the life easier now by no means am I sayin that inventions are perfect off the factory floor but really couldnt the inventors, doctors, scientist, or backyard handy man joe blows spent just a little more time on the inventions because there killing us in one way or another thus returning us to my original point about the eminant destruction of possibly our world whether it be technilogically or biologically the human race is in arms race with each other and all fingers are on the triggers now to figure out how has the set to be the voice of reason before the self implosion of political and national ego consumes us all.

so my job search is over, the old man asked me if i wanted to go and work with him and i was like fawk ya, so this is my new schedule starting Tuesday, Mon-Fri 7 - 7 from sudbury to the sault and back everyday gettin .85 cents and kilometre so roughly $500 a day im very okay with this my old man might be an asshole but he knows how to help a brother out wootles

so it has been a while since my last update, ummm lets see what has happened i got a new job so yay for that one but i walked off the job about a week ago now because of unsafe work then got fired because of that so back to the old drawing board yet again man why is it so hard to find a place of work in this city that i enjoy but that i dont have to deal with the fucken Mouth breathers that reside here, ohhh how i wish i could just stay at home and get my ODSP check every month and be happy but i cant im hardwired to the point that i go stir crazy after not working for like a week and a half mind you ODSP is nice to have when looking for a job yay for extreme social anxiety :D. anyways things are looking really awesome for me tho aside from the job, i met a local fur who im head over heels for and i have my very best friends and drunken wigger hunting at night is a total bonus on that one :) anyways im out for the day also con blue update im fucken goin no matter what i dont care its gonna be so much fucken fun gahhhhhhh i cant wait yeeeah bitchs. but yeaaah.... Peace

- 3clipse//Wreckz

well my luck has officially run out not feeling the greatets job search is really starting to suck and yeah just all around been a shitty week but tonight was different just gave me that little boost of awesome that i needed i guess so 2morrow is a new day and i shall not fail this is my promise to myself i will not allow myself to falter in my search i shall not be denied what i want

so, more then likely got the job for the shop i apparently did amazing on my interview so super pumped about that :3. went to my previous employer earlier and got my final check and did not realize i accumulated that much vacation pay but apparently so. Also another high note im getting my hair cut and dyed 2morrow morning then having dinner with the most amazing girl i have ever been with in my entire life, then to cap off my freaking awesome weekend im drinking with Diesel Chipp Artie and his BF Dev and a whole lotta other good people i love hangin with aha this is turning out to be an amazing week but for now it is off to bed. so good night all my furry friends.

Stolen from  KyleFoxx KyleFoxx



1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No.
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? - Yes
Been arrested? - yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? - No
Slept in until 5 PM? - yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? - Yes
Ran a red light? - Yes
Been suspended from school? - yes
Experienced love at first sight? - Yes
Totaled your car in an accident? - No
Been fired from a job? - yes
Fired somebody? - yes
Sang karaoke? - No
Pointed a gun at someone? - yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? - Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? - yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? - yes
Kissed in the rain? - yes
Had a close brush with death (your own)? - yes
Seen someone die? - No
Played spin-the-bottle? - yes
Sang in the shower? - Yes
Smoked a cigar? - yes
Sat on a rooftop? - yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? - no
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? - yes
Skipped school? - Yes
Eaten a bug? - Yes
Sleepwalked? - Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? - yes
Ridden a motorcycle? - Yes
Dumped someone? - No
Forgotten your anniversary? - yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? - yes
Ridden on a helicopter? - No
Shaved your head? - yes
Blacked out from drinking? - yes
Played a prank on someone? - Yes
Hit a home run? - No
Felt like killing someone? - Yes
Cross-dressed? - No
Been falling-down drunk? - Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? - Yes
Eaten snake? - No
Marched/Protested? - yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? - yes
Puked on an amusement ride? - yes
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? - No
Been in a band? - yes
Knitted? - yes
Been on TV? - No
Shot a gun? - yes
Skinny-dipped? - No
Caused someone to need stitches? - yes
Ridden a surfboard? - No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? - Yes
Had surgery? - Yes
Streaked? - No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? - yes
Passed out when not drinking? - ye
Peed on a bush? - Yes
Donated Blood? - No
Grabbed electric fence? - Yes
Eaten alligator meat? - No
Eaten cheesecake? - yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? - Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? - Yes
Peed your pants in public? - No
Written graffiti? - yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? - Yes
Think about the future? - Yes
Been in handcuffs? - Yes
Believe in love? - Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? - Yes

So a local company is looking for a mechanic, i didnt even hand in a resume or anything i got a call this morning that they want me to come in and do a road test and just a general knowledge test to make sure i know my shit and if i do good then the jobs mine $20.50 an hour 40 hours a week plus full benefits so here is to good luck and wish me luck for that little added boost, on a side note i havent driven a tractor in over 2 years so lets hope the rust doesnt show to much (Y)

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
gahhh to many names, okay ill go down the list... Artsyn, 3clipse, Lunchbox, randy, RJ, Randall, Wrecks, Rampage, Junior, Reaper, and ghost

2. How tall are you?
like 5`7 or 5`8

3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark Brown

3. What about eye color?
Dark Blue

4. What orientation are you?
Bisexual * or in lamens terms i can stick my hand down someones pants and not care what i find*

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
seeing someone at the moment

6. What do you do in your spare time?
work on cars and go driving with friends

7. What's your job?
iam an automotive and truck and coach mechanic

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
derp tastic most days but when i have to im quite articulate

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
that i damn near stroke out or freak out if i see a volvo or chevy

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
im really quite when u first meet me but however when i know its hard to shut me up

Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
NONE

12. Do you drink?
FUCK YES... did i mention fuck yes

13. Do you smoke?
cigarettes and cigars

14. What are your fears?
Hieghts and birds that cant fly

15. What are your dreams/goals?
to own my auto mechnics shop

16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
ohhh yeah but just no

Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D

17. Who's your best bud?
Sorry can't pick favorites with friends :P

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
beef jerky bud

19. Favorite drink?
Dr. Pepper and monster

20. Favorite color?
Silver

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
flight, really unoriginal i know but hey it would be fun

22. Favorite movie?
Payback

23. Least favorite food?
oysters

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
pizza pockets

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I have a 69 mustang fastback with a 454 big block twin charged, built from the ground up by me, unfortunately im terrified of it considering it has over 1200 hp

Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.

26. Most disliked bug?
moths

27. Most hated pet peeves?
know it alls, that have to be right all the time and if not the like freak out and have a stroke

28. Dislike in life?
read above answer

29. Most annoying?
read answer for 27

30. Most disliked TV show?
ill seriously sit down and watch just about anything once

so, i have been thinking for quite some time now that yes 3clips3 is truly me but it however does not reflect a full portion of my personality, this however is a sad realization considering 3clipse has been my main staple in the furry Fandom most of my friends do refer to me as 3clips3, but now i realize i can no longer allow this complete other part of me to be caged up and locked away and i must allow him to be free to roam, my other half, the side of me i thought long dead and gone, however in the past month or so a lot of old tendencies began reappearing and now it seems he wants to be set free and i will not deny this satisfaction to feel as if i am whole once more.

A little background history on this side of me, he was the side of me free of all forms of law or justice, a free spirit bent of doing what ever he felt fit to do, this side of me is what got me into a whole hell of a lot of trouble in my younger years and all lot of those things done still haunt me today, however he is still a large portion of what makes me, well me.

In summation, i guess this is me finally realizing that you can never be whole or yourself for that matter hiding a large portion of your personality away from people when you can easily look into the eyes of a man and see the life lived whether it be good or in my case horrid. from now on out it will not just be 3clips3-Artsyn, it will however be both 3clips3, and Wrecks Rampage

Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[x] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to [association] football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total = 16


Your Girl Side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories (minus the make-up)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.

Total: 13

~ 3clipse

well, i have now moved out of a place i thought i could call my home for a long while but after a lot of thought and visions of hurting certain individuals i decided my best bet was to move out and be done with everything, however to my dismay i have come to learn that while i was away from that place my roommate would come into my room and proceed to tamper with my computer all because he did not want me to download a t.v serious and from what I`ve come to understand that he did not like me at all. so now anytime i click my msn, vlc player, bit torrent, firefox, my computer restarts itself which means he messed with my registry and not to mention he deleted my entire first season on Sons of Anarchy which i hadnt finished finished watching mind you, all in all i am quite angry about this whole scenario but I`m in disbelief than anything as this person claimed to be a friend and was helpful in ways to me in the past but just comes to show it isnt always the commissioner pulling the strings but the self glorified couch warmer that resides there and plays video games all day while the others are out making a living, hmmmm wow gotta love welfare

well its official, im clumsy at work went the hospital because i knocked myself out pretty good and apparently I have a concussion atleast thats what the papers say, i cant really remember much from that day but hopoefully this event will teach me to be more careful i hope, i really dont feel a need to go to the hospital again for something that happened at work again.... but all is well in the kingdom as of now i actually got to sleep last night and to top it all off it was on the awesome couch i fell in love with when i had my 2 weeks of pure drinking with Diesel wootles now its time to get more ink and go work hehe

well, I believe i have destroyed my liver, no thanks to a certain someone otherwise known as diesel mind you its not like i was forced to drink however work however has been better and better asidefrom from a few minor mishaps such as destroying a kia oops! -_-, and leting a car leave without an oil filter my gawd im a lisenced mechanic in yet i still cant get a simple oil change done without having a derp moment hehe, but c`est la vie :P hehe now im sitting here watching diesel cook hamburger helper while sitting down and im thinking its gonna be a good night. total plans for tomorrow however is to get at stripping down that fucken VW engine and bitch at it more hehe anywho Im outskiis - 3clipse