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General | Posted 15 years ago. a sad .
General | Posted 15 years agoin a bit of self reflection, i realize how much i've changed over the past couple of years. failed relationships, suck jobs, deaths, and other various inconveniences - they're all a part of life. i've been able to deal and adapt thus far.
but right now i look at myself and i dont know how i came to be who i am. no. scratch that. what life events did what to me and how they molded me, i know exactly how it came to be. but i just dont know if i like what i see when i look in the mirror.
i really wish i could go back, but i dont even know if thats possible. my old self was far too naïve but sweet, and i currently am just disgusted with who i've become. and the knowledge i've accumulated would just NOT work with the previous version of myself. its just not compatible. i've learned shortcuts for cutting down on the pains i didnt know how to handle, but it also cuts down on the quality of what was once my life.
i have yet to become comfortable w/ such displeasures, but i dont know if i can help but to just become accustom to them. there has to be a medium that i dont have to sacrifice (anymore of) my soul for.
HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SHOVE SOMEONE INTO A WALL FUCKING HARD, BARRING YOUR ARM AGAINST THEIR NECK TIL THEY HAD TROUBLE BREATHING - JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE SO DISGUSTED WITH THEM?
..yeah, neither have i.
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but right now i look at myself and i dont know how i came to be who i am. no. scratch that. what life events did what to me and how they molded me, i know exactly how it came to be. but i just dont know if i like what i see when i look in the mirror.
i really wish i could go back, but i dont even know if thats possible. my old self was far too naïve but sweet, and i currently am just disgusted with who i've become. and the knowledge i've accumulated would just NOT work with the previous version of myself. its just not compatible. i've learned shortcuts for cutting down on the pains i didnt know how to handle, but it also cuts down on the quality of what was once my life.
i have yet to become comfortable w/ such displeasures, but i dont know if i can help but to just become accustom to them. there has to be a medium that i dont have to sacrifice (anymore of) my soul for.
HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO SHOVE SOMEONE INTO A WALL FUCKING HARD, BARRING YOUR ARM AGAINST THEIR NECK TIL THEY HAD TROUBLE BREATHING - JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE SO DISGUSTED WITH THEM?
..yeah, neither have i.
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. posters .
General | Posted 15 years agosonic the hedgehog.
dark crystal.
ninja turtles x battletoads.
muppet labs.
peewee(?)
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dark crystal.
ninja turtles x battletoads.
muppet labs.
peewee(?)
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. distracted .
General | Posted 15 years agoi hate having so many awesome/hilarious ideas for pictures when i need to be responsible and finish whats already on my plate.
ps. i am amused at my own icon. it fits so well.
you get +5 if you know what its from, +10 if you have it.
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ps. i am amused at my own icon. it fits so well.
you get +5 if you know what its from, +10 if you have it.
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. movies with my dad .
General | Posted 15 years agodidnt go see "Iron Man 2" yet with my dad.
he was too excited when he saw that "Prince of Persia" had a movie.
that HAD to be one of the first games me and him played when i was little. and no, i'm 26, so im not talking playstation. I'm talking 1989 MS-DOS PoP.
i told him there were sequels, but he never really wanted to see/play them (mostly since he didnt have the system). but i was pleased all in all to see how mch he enjoyed the new movie.
i really liked it too.
like.
ALOT.
it was really cool.
one the other hand, as you can see, i come from a family of nerds.
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he was too excited when he saw that "Prince of Persia" had a movie.
that HAD to be one of the first games me and him played when i was little. and no, i'm 26, so im not talking playstation. I'm talking 1989 MS-DOS PoP.
i told him there were sequels, but he never really wanted to see/play them (mostly since he didnt have the system). but i was pleased all in all to see how mch he enjoyed the new movie.
i really liked it too.
like.
ALOT.
it was really cool.
one the other hand, as you can see, i come from a family of nerds.
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. i play with dollies .
General | Posted 15 years agohttps://youtu.be/6HFw8TNexyU
THE.END. rip dennis hopper .
General | Posted 15 years agogoodnight, sweet prince.
no matter how bad people may have thought that movie was,
you will always be king of the koopas in my heart.
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no matter how bad people may have thought that movie was,
you will always be king of the koopas in my heart.
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. AC progress .
General | Posted 15 years ago - merch (mostly) ready to print
- new badge templates ready
- plane ticket purchased
- room booked
- registration done
gahhhh.
so close.
[4OH]
- new badge templates ready
- plane ticket purchased
- room booked
- registration done
gahhhh.
so close.
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. unexpected .
General | Posted 15 years agofurries outside a bar as i'm walking home from the grocer...with no con in sight.
i'm sure someone knowing what they were was equally unexpected to them.
i'm sure someone knowing what they were was equally unexpected to them.
. anthrocon meme .
General | Posted 15 years ago• Where are you staying?
in a shack behind the bay.
• What day are you getting there?
thursday morning, so i can check in.
• Who will you be with?
kami, burt, scappos, and (if she gets this job) fenrir lokison and her bf.
• Do you do free art?
not really. maybe if i'm bored, but its a con - i doubt i'll be that bored.
• Do you do trades?
sure, but only in-between commissions
• Do you do commissions?
YARP!
• What is your gender?
girlie-girl.
• How old are you?
26
• Can I talk to you?
fuck yeah. just, you know. be polite and have some decency about yourself.
• Can I touch you?
kuu, kuu, kuu kuu...hugs only, plox.
• Can I hang out with you?
sure. why not? but it is a con, so i will be like...in 24 places at once. (or one place - behind a table, like a GOOD artist should be)
• How can I find you?
i'm the black chick that INST kamicheetah. do you REALIZE how many times that we've been mistaken for each other?! - AND WE LOOK NOTHING ALIKE. (actually if you really wanna find me, i'll be in artist ally. look for any tag saying 404. it'll usually have a bat, dodo, or elephant on it)
• Can I buy you drinks?
sure. if i see who's making it. if we're just doing beers, then fuck yeah.
(you dont know how many people i've known to get doped at cons...granted 3 of them were boys and dumb enough to think that "boys dont get roofie'd".)
in a shack behind the bay.
• What day are you getting there?
thursday morning, so i can check in.
• Who will you be with?
kami, burt, scappos, and (if she gets this job) fenrir lokison and her bf.
• Do you do free art?
not really. maybe if i'm bored, but its a con - i doubt i'll be that bored.
• Do you do trades?
sure, but only in-between commissions
• Do you do commissions?
YARP!
• What is your gender?
girlie-girl.
• How old are you?
26
• Can I talk to you?
fuck yeah. just, you know. be polite and have some decency about yourself.
• Can I touch you?
kuu, kuu, kuu kuu...hugs only, plox.
• Can I hang out with you?
sure. why not? but it is a con, so i will be like...in 24 places at once. (or one place - behind a table, like a GOOD artist should be)
• How can I find you?
i'm the black chick that INST kamicheetah. do you REALIZE how many times that we've been mistaken for each other?! - AND WE LOOK NOTHING ALIKE. (actually if you really wanna find me, i'll be in artist ally. look for any tag saying 404. it'll usually have a bat, dodo, or elephant on it)
• Can I buy you drinks?
sure. if i see who's making it. if we're just doing beers, then fuck yeah.
(you dont know how many people i've known to get doped at cons...granted 3 of them were boys and dumb enough to think that "boys dont get roofie'd".)
. oh sweet lord, almost done .
General | Posted 15 years agopreview for new porfolio (debuting at AC) coming next week!!!!!
(as well as new badge examples and other goodies)
i'm so not used to this pace yet. i swear i'm gonna get carpel tunnels at this rate.
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(as well as new badge examples and other goodies)
i'm so not used to this pace yet. i swear i'm gonna get carpel tunnels at this rate.
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. draw muhammad day.
General | Posted 15 years agosooo...
i'm confused.
is this passive-aggressive mockery, enlightenment, or a pale attempt at togetherness and understanding others?
i'm confizz
i'm confused.
is this passive-aggressive mockery, enlightenment, or a pale attempt at togetherness and understanding others?
i'm confizz
. a poem by a buddy of mine .
General | Posted 15 years ago"Hipster.
Hey, hipster.
Get away from me.
No, seriously.
Damn it, hipster.
Get away.
No.
Hipster, don't bring your fucking friends to this bar.
Motherfucker, what did I just say?
This bar is ours.
Hipster, you better listen to me.
Oh, you can't.
It's probably the pencils I just jammed into your ears.
God you're a douche."
- "Hipster"
- benjamin sTone, 2008
. DBZ toshinden (for girls) .
General | Posted 15 years agoor "magical battle arena" -
i ONLY care because of these two.
FFFFuuuuck. japan only.
i love slayers.
*foams at mouth*
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i ONLY care because of these two.
https://youtu.be/RW92uVsCNXsFFFFuuuuck. japan only.
i love slayers.
*foams at mouth*
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. vocaloids .
General | Posted 15 years agoi'm gonna create one.
i have to get this program.
i'm really wondering who would win in a fight between T-Pain and Miku.
i need a chip implanted in my throat.
but the first step is to start taking my classes again.
vocal training starts after AC.
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ps. SHARRON APPLE WAS FIRST.
i have to get this program.
i'm really wondering who would win in a fight between T-Pain and Miku.
i need a chip implanted in my throat.
but the first step is to start taking my classes again.
vocal training starts after AC.
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ps. SHARRON APPLE WAS FIRST.
. sleep is for the weak .
General | Posted 15 years agoderz a burt and a kami in mi houze.
. ruining your childhood .
General | Posted 15 years agoin a totally different sense.
JESUS, no wonder i never remembered any of this.
its so fucking depressing.
>> CRACKED's 7 most soul-crushing series finales <<
the "Dinosaurs" one killed me! i mean, we all know how it ends in reality, but GEEZ!
and i am STILL crying because of the St. Elsewhere MTM logo - THATS JUST FUCKED UP!!!!!
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JESUS, no wonder i never remembered any of this.
its so fucking depressing.
>> CRACKED's 7 most soul-crushing series finales <<
the "Dinosaurs" one killed me! i mean, we all know how it ends in reality, but GEEZ!
and i am STILL crying because of the St. Elsewhere MTM logo - THATS JUST FUCKED UP!!!!!
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. cleaning and drawing .
General | Posted 15 years agocleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing.
choking on a triscuit...
cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing.
new badges coming soon.
finishing up portfolio.
trying to be productive.
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choking on a triscuit...
cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing. cleaning and drawing.
new badges coming soon.
finishing up portfolio.
trying to be productive.
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. HO SHIT!!! .
General | Posted 15 years agothe internet has leaked out into real life again.
dont ask questions, just watch the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLEkhzSS0DE
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dont ask questions, just watch the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLEkhzSS0DE
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. Anthrocon Roommate .
General | Posted 15 years agospace for AC.
anyone going need an extra split?
i'm gonna bring all my art stuff, but otherwise, i dont take up that much room. i can sleep on the floor.
i'm not particularly noisy, but i do tend to come and go at odd hours (which shouldnt be a surprise since its a con). i do drink, but if this is a problem, i'll be sure i wont bring my drunk ass back to the room until i've sobered up. i'm prolly gonna be there from thursday to monday morn (i think i may be taking greyhound). i'm not sure though. im just trying to figure out my options here.
- - - - -
i'm REALLY trying to go cause i'm finishing up my FIRST PORTFOLIO and i really think people are gonna like it. it comes with prizes and junk (and i'll make sure to put a preview for it coming soon).
i really need this work vacation and am wanting to do whatever i can to make this happen. if anyones got any leads, gimme a heads up. <3
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anyone going need an extra split?
i'm gonna bring all my art stuff, but otherwise, i dont take up that much room. i can sleep on the floor.
i'm not particularly noisy, but i do tend to come and go at odd hours (which shouldnt be a surprise since its a con). i do drink, but if this is a problem, i'll be sure i wont bring my drunk ass back to the room until i've sobered up. i'm prolly gonna be there from thursday to monday morn (i think i may be taking greyhound). i'm not sure though. im just trying to figure out my options here.
- - - - -
i'm REALLY trying to go cause i'm finishing up my FIRST PORTFOLIO and i really think people are gonna like it. it comes with prizes and junk (and i'll make sure to put a preview for it coming soon).
i really need this work vacation and am wanting to do whatever i can to make this happen. if anyones got any leads, gimme a heads up. <3
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. the new mnt. dews .
General | Posted 15 years ago - white out : "smooth citrus" dew; it actually is white and scares me because of such.
- distortion: "lime blasted" dew; looks like watered-down regular dew.
- typhoon: "punch of tropical" dew; melon-pink. kinda hoping this one tastes good.
TESTING...
AFTER TESTING :
- white out : like someone took an orange soda and mixed it with a fresca, with some lemon zest for flavor. still something i cant decipher in there.. (B)
- distortion: not feeling it. tastes like someone added carbonation to 'countrytime' powdered lemonade. (C-)
- typhoon: delicious. its got a damn good syntho-pinapple, i can tell ya that. i cant say where, but i know i've tasted this before. oh well. *drinks* (A-)
VERDICT - nothing to throw me for a loop, but at least they werent all groddy.
BONUS FACT - Doritos' "The Quest" mystery-flavoured chip, put out in 2008 were actually flavoured like mountain dew. which is really weird, but now that i know, its like "OMG HOW DID I NOT REALISE!!". i normally dont like mnt dew, but those chips were kinda kick ass.
anyways. enough out of me for right now. maybe i'll find some freaky-ass jones sodas to try out next.
laylas
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- distortion: "lime blasted" dew; looks like watered-down regular dew.
- typhoon: "punch of tropical" dew; melon-pink. kinda hoping this one tastes good.
TESTING...
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -AFTER TESTING :
- white out : like someone took an orange soda and mixed it with a fresca, with some lemon zest for flavor. still something i cant decipher in there.. (B)
- distortion: not feeling it. tastes like someone added carbonation to 'countrytime' powdered lemonade. (C-)
- typhoon: delicious. its got a damn good syntho-pinapple, i can tell ya that. i cant say where, but i know i've tasted this before. oh well. *drinks* (A-)
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -VERDICT - nothing to throw me for a loop, but at least they werent all groddy.
BONUS FACT - Doritos' "The Quest" mystery-flavoured chip, put out in 2008 were actually flavoured like mountain dew. which is really weird, but now that i know, its like "OMG HOW DID I NOT REALISE!!". i normally dont like mnt dew, but those chips were kinda kick ass.
anyways. enough out of me for right now. maybe i'll find some freaky-ass jones sodas to try out next.
laylas
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. picnic tomorrow .
General | Posted 15 years agoOR - "404 KNOWS NOTING OF FASHION" DAY:
so i'm going to the ATL EGL tea party picnic tomorrow (elegant gothic lolita).
only problem being is that i'm not a loli. when vanon was alive, he'd eat any signs of lace, so i kinda shied away from it (not to mention, i think loli is rather silly).
soooo.....
i'm going a bit 50s-ish instead.
rockabilly picnic for me.
is it wrong of me to think that if these two "styles of fashion" ever were personified, they'd be fighting, like all the time?
or maybe thats just my underlying urge to punch my old roommate in the face. oh well; either way.
loading up my phone-pod with some Buddy Holly, REV horton heat, nekromantix (<3), horrorpops, young werewolves, and (somewhat regrettably) brian setzer.
loading up the picnic basket with a potroast salad, some brews, some smokes, and some twinkies. thats about as 50s as i could think of. if i had the time and planning, i would have made one of those grotesque jello molds with the chunks of shit in `em.
. . .
its really bad for me to wanna get in a fight in a dress, isnt it? XD just for the story, of course.
of course.
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so i'm going to the ATL EGL tea party picnic tomorrow (elegant gothic lolita).
only problem being is that i'm not a loli. when vanon was alive, he'd eat any signs of lace, so i kinda shied away from it (not to mention, i think loli is rather silly).
soooo.....
i'm going a bit 50s-ish instead.
rockabilly picnic for me.
is it wrong of me to think that if these two "styles of fashion" ever were personified, they'd be fighting, like all the time?
or maybe thats just my underlying urge to punch my old roommate in the face. oh well; either way.
loading up my phone-pod with some Buddy Holly, REV horton heat, nekromantix (<3), horrorpops, young werewolves, and (somewhat regrettably) brian setzer.
loading up the picnic basket with a potroast salad, some brews, some smokes, and some twinkies. thats about as 50s as i could think of. if i had the time and planning, i would have made one of those grotesque jello molds with the chunks of shit in `em.
. . .
its really bad for me to wanna get in a fight in a dress, isnt it? XD just for the story, of course.
of course.
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. kickass was .
General | Posted 15 years ago^
> merch for AC <
General | Posted 15 years agohey guys.
i'm working on my first themed collection for AC -
but i dont even know if people still buy folios anymore.
so, for consumers and artist alike:
- what format is most convenient for you (dvd/cd, paper, small print books)?
- full colour or b/w?
- what kinda low-priced (under $5) knicknaks would you like?
- do prints still sell? if they do, would you like to be able to buy the portfolio pics separately?
- any advice about portfolios is most welcome.
still trying to solidify my plans for ride/room as well, so if anyone hears anything, lemme know.
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i'm working on my first themed collection for AC -
but i dont even know if people still buy folios anymore.
so, for consumers and artist alike:
- what format is most convenient for you (dvd/cd, paper, small print books)?
- full colour or b/w?
- what kinda low-priced (under $5) knicknaks would you like?
- do prints still sell? if they do, would you like to be able to buy the portfolio pics separately?
- any advice about portfolios is most welcome.
still trying to solidify my plans for ride/room as well, so if anyone hears anything, lemme know.
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. 360 .
General | Posted 15 years ago$130 for xbox 360 w/ 60GB HDD, 5 games, and 3 controllers.
i think this was a better deal, even though i had to pay for the online shits.
sweet.
gamertag : escrte
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i think this was a better deal, even though i had to pay for the online shits.
sweet.
gamertag : escrte
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