..yes im tomorrow 26th day of September turning to 19.. and everything has come to an end, so did my friendships and relationships on these passed years.. my mother hates me, my friends don't contact me, my gf left today.. i'm done with this crap.. i've always helped everyone and tried my best but i see that's not enough, so i rather be left alone in my own world.. and Electric music is what I hear, the black scene to which I belong. Obscene, directly and honestly, that's what I like, not for the faint-hearted welcome in my world. So it was, as it is, so it will always be, I'm not changing the way you think you are.

If you ACTUALLY CARE about me even a little and don't speak German, you'll translate this and will understand my actions.

''Eine letzte Träne bricht sich am Messer in meiner Hand.
Getrieben von einen Schmerz den ich vorher noch nicht gekannt.
Meine Hand umfast das Messer noch fester, verlässt mich der Mut.
Schließ ich die Augen, rede ich mir ein, es währe gut.
Ein letzter Gedanke an den Schmerz meines bisherigen Lebens.
Ein stechen durchfährt meinen Körper, mir stockt der Atem.
Es tut so weh und nimmt kein Ende, ist es die Antwort auf alle Fragen.
Vorbei die ewige Qual und der Wunsch nach den eigenen Tod. Ich Bin Frei!''

Art raffle by Kanex ;) check it out:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5002279/

..im sad mood at the moment because some friends in real life and their stuff... i talk it about more in the comments if you people want..... also i'd like to know you people better..

''..in flu, nothing to do, request a drawing, for you?''
i'm out of inspiration.. and i'm ill in flu, also i wish i'd get more requests what to draw, i know my skills sucks a**, but i'm still trying to learn :3 also i try to finish my drawings as fast as i can but with passion :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVmlcVQ00VE go here

please watch her stream, she is very good drawer
http://www.livestream.com/bagelcollector

*sigh of happiness*
so just to make clear, ALL ART TRADES, COMMISSIONS and REQUESTS ARE FREE by Me! :) Yes, i DON'T want payment from them. Thank you!
Please check my gallery first, so you wont get disappointed if my art isn't exactly like you want, thank you.

P.s. I'll try my best on every picture i draw and put lot of passion for it.
BUT i have my rules i follow on drawing, example like things, that i don't draw.
Ask me about it, if not sure do i draw it.

NOTE: check my TO DO-List on my profile info if there is available slots for art since i make only art for three ppl at the same time!