I've made my mistakes.

I've done bad things, misread situations, fucked things up for myself, tried to cope with the problems my body has, and improve myself by any means.

I'm trying to be better, trying to move on and not obsess or stress over past wrongs I failed to make right.

I just want to be nice, make art, and fit in this community.

Please just let me try to be my best me I can be.

I'm in an extremely horny state of being! I wanna breed and be bred and it hurts so bad! I wish I had someone to help me with this sex urge, it feels like my dick is a hot plastic rod and my ass is itching to be fucked!

I need to disappear for a while, if you care about me then you won't try to stop me. I need to vanish.

The person I thought was my girlfriend wanted to rape me. He wanted me and my family and our information and my body. I don't feel safe anymore, I don't feel safe in this world. I wanna be unborn, I wanna feel safe again, but I can't.

I need money, so I'm opening for commissions.
My family is in hard times so, I'm making art until we're financially stable.

-Character sketch $10
-Line art $15
-Colored $25
-Add a character +$10

I only use cashapp because my venmo doesn't work and I don't have PayPal

I'm going to explain some things in this journal so if you think I left anything out just comment.

Okay first off I have high function autism and ADHD as my mental disabilities and hypertonia as my physical disability, my brain gets overwhelmed by loud and high pitched sounds and by bright lights. Making things and doing certain tasks is difficult for me because of my ADHD. Hypertonia is a muscle deformity and it makes certain muscles permanently weak and painful to use, I have it in both of my ankles and wrists.

I know a lot of you have seen it looks like I have a pregnancy fetish, but I actually don't have any fetishes at all, I like pregnancy because I think it's the single greatest thing that can happen to a couple, I myself however can never have kids because of an old childhood injury involving a cup of instant ramen that made me sterile and it also hurts to touch my dick and balls because of it so I can't have sex either.

I love unbirth art because I think I'll be able to fix my damaged genetics by being unbirthed, my body could be healed by the womb I would be in, my body is also unfortunately prone to most cancers from my dad's bad genetics and my mom's too, plus I have nocturnal incontinence from the ramen injury so I need to wear diapers at night for bed wetting incidents I often have. I faved a lot of abdl art to try and start enjoying my life a little more by trying to understand why they like being in diapers and using them.

I found vore appealing because of my autism, the only way for me to calm down when overstimulated is to have deep pressure all over my body, I normally do this by having several weighted blankets covering me at once like I'm inside of someone's belly.

My body itself is in almost constant pain from my disabilities and what ends up happening to me every single day.

You may be able to understand me better now or not, if you don't believe me that's your
decision to deny the truths I've told.