First, fuck you, HP.

Second, fuck you inkjet printers.


Why the rant? Cause inkjets are a scam if you don't print often (they are scam in general, but I got a specific gripe here). See, I rarely print. Like, maybe a few times a year. Because I don't print much, the ink dries up. That's another $25+ down the shitter every time I had to replace the ink. I did only a little research, but it seems a good portion of ink cartridges use sponges to keep the ink in. I dunno the full reason behind their use, but I think prolonged non use makes it dry out and then you're fucked if you need to print something. I could have gotten a printer that lets you fill the ink yourself, but those tend to be far more expensive and a potential mess. Anyways, on top of the ink shenanigans, my printer would bitch that there's no paper in the tray, despite clearly having several pages worth of paper in there. THE FUCK!?!


So I said "fuck this shit" and ordered myself a Brother laser printer that only uses black color. It uses toner instead of ink and the laser printer heats the dry powder that is toner when it prints, so I don't need to worry about needing to print every so often to keep it "fresh". I should have gone with a laser printer years ago. They just last so much longer!


Also before I forget. Fuck inkjet printers and fuck you HP.

I noticed recently how a lot of fat furs are, well, fat in everything, but their face has no ounce of fat in it. Like, no puffier cheeks, no double chin. This is especially more evident in females where they can have massive tits, big belly and ass, but a normal looking face. I get it's an artistic choice at times, but it just seems kinda weird to me to have someone who can be fat in their whole body but have a normal looking head.

It's an Acer brand. 27" screen, 2560x1440 resolution, 144Hz refresh rate. Going for $150 but I can negotiate.

I swear, it feels like so many furries are deathly allergic to having someone fuck them in the ass. Switch it up! XD

For April that is. The other day, my manager pulled me aside to say that I made the 51% for April (my job's version of employee of the month). I legit asked "Really? What did I do?" She told me that I been helping out a lot at the expo station and was going above and beyond in general. I was a bit surprised cause I do help out my coworkers when I can and stick to my duties without causing drama or the like.


I'm legit proud of myself.

Stop blue balling me with your big cock and pre and just cum already! Thanks.

When you find a furry art kink ya like, but it also contains stuff you hate. So tired of seeing fat and hyper art that's also part vore or scat ><

Got no sleep and I'm at work now.

*Dies*

Two fat assed dinosaur plant things. Well hung. One mounting the other.




My weird shit I say before going to work.

I noticed quite a few people love to make Bandit, the dad, all huge and fat and all the usual smut, but I almost never seen any of the same on his wife. Random thought!

Can't believe it will be three years since  RockyTheProcy passed. I still miss him to this day. I wouldn't have gotten into tanukis if it weren't for him. I wish more people could be upbeat and fun like he was. Too much hate and toxicity in the world today...

I'm on my way home from grocery shopping and I saw this guy nearby just completely plank onto his back, like something you'd see in a comedy skit. I went over and helped him up, asking if he was ok. He said he had a bad leg. I offered to call for an ambulance but he politely declined and thanked me for helping him. I then get to my block and went to cross the street when my cart got caught on the curb, causing me trip and fall forwards over the cart (bending it completely), and the fall also somehow cause one of my shoes to come off! >< A lady driving nearby got out to help me and I thanked her for it. I only have a minor scrape on my arm, so I washed and bandaged it.


WAAAAHH!!!!

Explain them like I'm a dumbass 5 year old.

I been brainstorming for a new OC down the road, fat of course. I also want him to have a bloated look to him when he retains too much fluid, but not be a full blown inflation look. Like, ya know how in real life someone's legs and feet can look really swollen and bloated from fluid retention? Or how certain body parts can look really puffy if they got elephantids? That's what I want my OC to be; puffed and bloated in every body part, but not just a big a round orb.


....know what I mean? If ya don't, fuck it, I'm going to bed!

Send help pls

Ok now that I have a cooler head, here's what happened. My friend removed me from his Discord server because he and his friends wanted it to be a place where people can share and upload their own artworks. Because I don't really draw anymore, he felt the revamped server may not be for me, hence the expulsion. However, I had just woken up and was not all there when I read the message, so I took it the wrong way and you know what I had said about it already. He called me out for slandering him and explained his side of the story. I talked to him in private and we both admitted that we were wrong (me for jumping the gun and he for not being tactful in how he explained himself for me being booted).


We're gonna need some time but I think things will work out. I admit that I assume the worst when I think something bad is happening and I need to do better in controlling my emotions. It's not easy.

We talked it out and made up. We have a better understanding on what we both want and such and we both admitted we could have handled the situation better. I jumped the gun reading his message while I was half asleep and blew things up.

Nintendo had always stuck by cartridges since their first foray into video games. The NES, SNES, and N64 used cartridges before Nintendo switched over to discs and then going back to cartridges with the Switch. But wait, you say. If Nintendo stopped using cartridges after the N64, how were they still using them?


The answer? Their handhelds.


Nintendo always used cartridges for every handheld line: The Game Boy, The Game Boy Advance, and the DS lines. By the time the Gamecube was launched, Nintendo used mini-DVD for it. Meanwhile, the GBA, which was launched around the same time as the Gamecube, used cartridges and Nintendo's handheld consoles had never deviated from this. Whether by console or handhelds, Nintendo never ditched their cartridges for their games. Time will tell if Nintendo will break the trend, but it is interesting to know that the cartridge format never died with them

https://www.youtube.com/live/bXdQVeyzmE4?si=JOLxrHAJdeGrGjG6&t=2486

Was playing some Deep Rock Galactic with friends and one them had a sentry that was just spinning really really fast. It's not supposed to do that!

Kudos to the new voice actor for Mario and Luigi. Most casual fans wouldn't notice, but older fans like myself can tell there is a difference. It does sound kind of off, but the guy is doing a good job and I think he'll get better over time. I assume the voice for Wario is a different person based on the trailer for the new Wario game and that one sounds really weird.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbNlMtqrYS0

Can never get enough of this song!

It's no surprise to me that there are men and women out there who like being big and want to be even bigger, even to the point of immobility. I am not here to judge, that's not what this journal is about. What I am going to go over are the complications behind a gainer lifestyle or at least those who want to get as fat as possible. It's a "no fucking shit" moment when I say being huge comes with a lot of baggage and I think some people blur the lines between the fantasy of big fatties and the reality they bring. Health concerns aside, there's a lot of obstacles one would face when being massive:

* Clothing is gonna be a pain to find. There are stores and online shops that sell clothes for the extra plus sized person, but when you're reaching 400 lbs or more, it's gonna be something basic and probably expensive. Doubly so if one were to have their bigger clothes custom made.

* Stuff like walking, going up and down the stairs, and mobility in general will be tons harder. You're carrying all that weight, thus it will be much harder just to get around.

* Forget about fitting into a seat or even going through some doors.

* Bathing is going to be a much bigger chore cause not only you got more of you to clean up, all the folds and whatnot is gonna be extra sweaty all the time. On top of that, you're at risk for dank body odor cause the bacteria that make such things love dark and wet places and a huge person is gonna have a lot of those places.

* Food is gonna be super expensive. No one is a gainer without a ton of food and food is not free!

* Using the toilet will be much harder. Fat pads are hot for a lot of people, but it's probably not fun trying to pee through your fat pad or struggling to get your dick out and having to clean the area since you would likely splash your nethers. Wiping your ass after taking a shit will also be quite the challenge just trying to reach behind yourself.

* Sex is gonna be a one sided affair. Sure, one can play with one's fat pad or fupa and probably use a toy or whatever for the ass, but good luck to the skinnier person trying to plow through the folds.

* Lastly, and this is the big one: You'll need someone who will love you no matter your size and not abandon you. I heard at least one story of a person who got really fat and their feeder decided they were bored of playing with the fat guy, so they left them and now the big guy is all alone and gained all that weight for nothing.


I don't know why I thought of this ramble, I think of weird shit a lot. Anyways, I know I love my fatties and even found myself attracted to some pics and videos of big RL people, but at the end of the day, it's just a fantasy that I say we can all indulge in. After all, the fantasy has no limits. People who are gainers in RL? More power to them. They know what they want and what they are doing and they have the support of someone who will take care of them. I rather have someone that wants to gain weight to be happy and be happy with someone than to do it alone and risk not being able to go any further due to complications. I just think sometimes we need to step back from the fantasy for a moment and see what the reality is.



Once again, no idea why I did this. This is not a dig to anyone who is big in RL or is trying to get bigger. Maybe I just wanted to pull apart the fantasy thread for my own bored mind before I hit the hay. Bleh.

Nothing really new to bring up. Job has been going well and tip money hasn't been too bad ($10 last night!). I think this is the first time in my life I don't actually dread going into work. I was even more surprised to see how the managers would ask me if I been alright 2 months after I started. I never had that before. Usually managers would ask you if all is well like a week after you start and then they're like "cool, you're on your own now, bai."


After F-Zero 99 came out, it reminded me on how I had an AU version of my Nu Mou OC where he's in the F-Zero universe years back. Hence why you saw him pop up again in my recent commissions. My OC being slimmer and more cocky is a great fit for this AU version and I hope to use him more often.


In the world of computers, I been debating on whether to upgrade my parts and which parts specifically. I have an RTX 3070 Ti so I don't really need a newer graphics card yet. I was thinking about upgrading my Ryzen 7 5800x to the 5800x3D version, but I wanna wait until Black Friday or Cyber Monday to see if it will drop in price. Was also debating about upgrading my motherboard to something more current, but if I do that, then I have to upgrade the CPU, and the RAM, and get a new heatsink for the CPU, so all that would add up and probably is too much of a hassle.