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So yes it is my birthday today woohoo 4th of july..... anyways hope yall have a great 4th of july if you celebrate it or not.

So i am just struggling with life in general lately, my mom and dad are not financially stable and stuck with not having much for food. I been stuck giving my money what i do got for me, my mom and dad and my dogs too. I have no job and finding a job seems to be like finding a needle in a haystack. I don't post journals much but i needed to say this all...

My niece this morning told one of my sisters she wants her to come pick her up and she was gonna run away from the house up there which i am not on best terms with my oldest sister and my youngest sister doesn't know what to do... i was asked by my parents to move to the basement and all so she could live here at the house but yet how can i afford her plus the others i feed... I don't know what to do right now and it's stressing me out so much it's like i wanna just scream, cry, rage, whatever my emotions are out of wack......

Please i need the prayers my family does too idk what else to do.

I have been gone for about 2 years due to life issues that i wont discuss here but just know i am back and staying here as well.

I missed you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i have not been on much and with covid etc going around i went a whole year and half before i got the virus. i been stuck at home this whole week and been running a temperature so i may be slow responding to others etc. please be aware of the slow responses.

So I have been dealing with alot from my childhood all the way to this day. I been bullied, hurt, hated on, name called, treated like a ghost sometimes and just flat out disrespected. I have been to the point of wanting to just leave the face of the earth too. I Don't know what else to do anymore and I don't know if I will stay here or anywhere. I wanna just find a hole and bury myself in it. I keep struggling so much no friends to even lean against to even talk to or anything. I cry every night and hurt deep inside to the point that I cannot fix it anymore.

I am just nothing anymore it seems and all i ever will be is nothing.

So i am stuck in georgia where i live dealing with bullshit people and the panic which i am having to still work through and chance to get myself sick faster then others staying at home. I have been broke since last paycheck and bank account is in negative and thinking of selling my characters off just to make money but idk who'd even buy anyways.

Keep me and my parents in prayers because they are out of work and i am having to spend what money i got so we can survive.

So i am sorry to say but i may not be on here much..... I am dealing with my neice in a psychiatric ward that is worse then a prison, my brother in law cheating on my sister and ruining my neice's and nephews life. and the fact my parents filing bankruptcy and i am living with them still trying to save for a new home.

Sorry but i need friends right now.

So i was late putting this out there but july 4th was my birthday terrible one though had to work and not a single person even told me happy birthday......

so i got a job been working for them for about 3 weeks now will be 4 come sunday but it's with papa johns distribution center and i have been loving it so sorry if i don't get on here much been trying to get the hours i need so i can have good income.

So for now i quit my job at wendy's as a crew trainer put in my two weeks i am gonna be doing yard work cutting grass and all but for now guess i am stuck at home doing nothing not getting paid or anything. i try so hard to apply places only to be rejected and turned down and i am tired of the drama, hate, racism, and favoritism at wendy's.

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I am aaron a dragon wolf but just a human irl that has no friends. i know i treated people badly which i never was grateful for it. i am not worth having friends that is why i stay alone and why i never have a loved one either. i am nothing more then crap to people and others i literally am nothing. I try everyday to be more then what i am and try to be a better guy. I'm sorry but i am only me and nothing more then that and never can be what you might want me to be. All i ever was is trash and so just giving yall a chance to message me here about it too. Sorry for everything and sorry for even living here so yall have to see me.

So i came back home this morning from work and before i left my dog was moving around and was barking well he didn't eat all his food and water and when i got back home it was still in his cage but i called him he wouldn't move, i tapped the cage after i opened it still wouldn't move, i moved him and he wouldn't move......... my dog was dead and idk what happened he was fine when i left to work and then come back he didn't eat and he was gone and idk what to do anymore.....

i feel like i failed like i did something wrong i don't know what i did i feel like my heart was just stabbed. i am still crying while i am writing this and my hands shaking so bad right now. my parents liked the dog and it was just a puppy it was there dog but i called him mine because he always came to me and cuddle with me and just was there for me. now i feel my parents are gonna hate me but in truth i was feeding him and everything....... now i feel like i don't wanna be here anymore like it was a part of me that said i wanna just die right now.

So i want to buy more art of my sona and even buy a custom skin for second life of my avi if anybody is able to or willing to draw i will pay just let me know and if can please spread the word. not many has followed the new account so i need help please.

Ok so i found out that my grandmother is gonna have to have a pacemaker and they was gonna do it the first part of next week so probably monday i just hope she is gonna be ok though....

please forgive me if i don't answer back or reply to yall or if i get mad i just have alot on my mind right now.

So i moved from to here hope to make more active friends then having million inactive