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Posted 4 years agoWill be booting up my art stream after this smoke. I know no one is going to see this but hey, might as well post everywhere till something clicks
https://picarto.tv/ABloodThirstyPikachu
https://picarto.tv/ABloodThirstyPikachu
My YouTube Channel
Posted 4 years agoJust going to drop my YouTube channel here in the off chance someone stumbles on this journal
https://youtu.be/-KniHZ3mBuc
https://youtu.be/-KniHZ3mBuc
Streaming now like a loser
Posted 5 years agoStreaming Now
Posted 5 years agoFirst time using my new Pen and touchpad from 2013!
Don't expect much I'm high as fuck.
https://picarto.tv/ABloodThirstyPikachu
Don't expect much I'm high as fuck.
https://picarto.tv/ABloodThirstyPikachu
Fur-eh
Posted 9 years agoIs anyone going to Fur-eh?
I'm a shy Pikachu who is going with my bestfriend. It would be cool to meet people,
New and old!
Like I said we are shy so it might be awkward at first but thats how all hangouts start!
The only time I am not shy is when I am tipsy so if you come in the evening and have a drink to share that would great too!
See you at the con!
I'm a shy Pikachu who is going with my bestfriend. It would be cool to meet people,
New and old!
Like I said we are shy so it might be awkward at first but thats how all hangouts start!
The only time I am not shy is when I am tipsy so if you come in the evening and have a drink to share that would great too!
See you at the con!
My birthday
Posted 9 years agoMy birthday is almost over, I had no money for commissions so I guess no birthday art this year lol.
GG life
GG life
FREE RP FOR EVERYONE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS
Posted 9 years agoPLEASE CLCIK THIS LINK ITS NOT FAKE IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER MY FRIEND GOT HIS RP AND ITS LIMITED TIME
http://riotpoints.easter-event.com/?id=174yFHS8
http://riotpoints.easter-event.com/?id=174yFHS8
Discrimination
Posted 10 years agoDiscrimination is treatment or consideration of, or making a distinction in favor of or against, a person or thing based on the group, class, or category to which that person or thing is perceived to belong to rather than on individual merit.
I have been discriminated against on a lot of sites for being a pokemon fur.
Apparently I don't count as a furry in the eyes of other websites.
All my posts containing art of my pikachu get removed because they are "Not furry"
This has happened countless times and it is starting to piss me off.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18393648/
May I also add that the link on the bottom below me DIDN'T get banned because it was considered "furry"
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18369208/
I have been discriminated against on a lot of sites for being a pokemon fur.
Apparently I don't count as a furry in the eyes of other websites.
All my posts containing art of my pikachu get removed because they are "Not furry"
This has happened countless times and it is starting to piss me off.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18393648/
May I also add that the link on the bottom below me DIDN'T get banned because it was considered "furry"
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18369208/
Streaming Live now
Posted 10 years agoARTISTS ALERT! PLEASE READ
Posted 10 years agoI am on the search for someone to collaborate with me.
Basically all you'd need to do is outline some of my work and I'd colour.
It's a win-win for both parties. I finally get some digital art on my page, and you get recognition with me.
Please contact me by note if your interested! :3
Or send this journal to a friend if you wish
Basically all you'd need to do is outline some of my work and I'd colour.
It's a win-win for both parties. I finally get some digital art on my page, and you get recognition with me.
Please contact me by note if your interested! :3
Or send this journal to a friend if you wish
Scary as hell
Posted 10 years agoHey does anyone pl....
Posted 10 years agoDoes anyone play
THE ELDER SCROLLS ONLINE?
On PC? If you do let me know~ Would love to have friends online more often~!
THE ELDER SCROLLS ONLINE?
On PC? If you do let me know~ Would love to have friends online more often~!
REVIEW OF...
Posted 10 years agoMY NAIVE SELF :O
This is a relationship meme I found while cleaning out journals and I think it would be funny to review how stupid I was XD
1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
(DELETED TO PROTECT THE IDENTITY OF THE PERSON)
LETS JUST CALL HIM BOB
2. How did you two meet?
He was in my class in school for a month or so, I waited and waited ..and waited.. then I asked for his Skype, we chatted for hours and then I asked him and he said yes
^^^ THIS
You DO NOT ASK SOMEONE OUT ONLINE
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
Hmm...Is it bad I can't remember this? I'm not good with numbers
^^^ THIS
HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP BECAME OFFICIAL ?!
4. Did you meet online?
No and Yes~ We knew each other in real life but it was an online ask out
^^^THIS
Again same mistake
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
His cute hair cut x3
His smooth caramel eyes
His clothing style
His personality~
Must I say more?
^^^ THIS
I was so in love I lied about 90% of these things XD
6. Is he/she what you expected?
I expected to be alone for the rest of my life
this is a change for the better
^^^ THIS
DIPSHIT, YOU ARE HOT AS FUCK. YOU HAVE A BETTER GUY NOW AND YOU WILL ALWAYS
HAVE GUYS SWOONING YOU
7. Did you have sex on your first date?
haha... I gave him a blowjob the next day
I saw him at school XD
^^^THIS
YOU DON'T JUST DO THAT
8. Are you two freaks in bed?
Hmmm..he's gentle, I roughen him up X3
^^^THIS
BITCH PLEASE. HE WAS THE WORST AT SEX. YOU WILL HAVE BETTER, TRUST ME I AM FUTURE YOU
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet, in about 2 years
^^^THIS
Awww.. I actually feel bad for my past self for being so Naive.
Don't put all your eggs in one basket buddy.
10. Are they snugglers?
Yup~ Sometimes I gotta pry him off with a crowbar
^^^THIS
BULLSHIT. You had to beg him to even look at you while he played video games and married
his pc
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
That I'm beautiful without makeup ;u;
^^^ THIS
Bullshit, he googled sappy comments.
12. How long have you been dating?
Since Spring break started
^^^THIS'
alright
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Yes, why would you ask such a stupid question
^^^THIS
NO! DON'T DO IT! YOU WILL LITERALLY SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TRYING TO IMPRESS
A SELFISH LYING PERSON!
RUNNNN BITCH! RURUUUUUUUUNNN!
14. When will you see them next?
Every chance I get
^^^THIS
If only you knew that in the future you would be doing the opposite
15. What interests do you share?
Video games, food, books, music, being furry, ect.
^^ BITCH ONLY THING YOU SHARE INTEREST IN IS BEING A FURRY.
16. Is there something you regret?
No Never
^^^ THIS
Yes.I shoulda ran when I had the chance.
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
A new earring, and a necklace, 4 Pikachu life size stuffies,
and a Pikachu cosplay outfit
^^^THIS
Earring was bullshit, he found it in his moms room.
The necklace was a shitty necklace that you never wore.
BITCH HE ONLY GAVE YOU ONE PIKACHU STUFFY.
And that ''Cosplay'' WAS A FUCKING ONESI XD
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A real diamond earring that they totally did not lose in 5 seconds
^^^ THIS
Bullshit, you gave him a diamond earring that you bought for only 25 $.
He was not worth the 25~
RUN BITCH! RUUUUUUNN!
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yup...
^^^THIS
NOPE.
20. Have they given you a ring?
Not yet, cant wait ;u;
^^^THIS
guess what past me?
A really hot sexy attractive kitty boy will give you a ring in the future.
Run
This is a relationship meme I found while cleaning out journals and I think it would be funny to review how stupid I was XD
1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
(DELETED TO PROTECT THE IDENTITY OF THE PERSON)
LETS JUST CALL HIM BOB
2. How did you two meet?
He was in my class in school for a month or so, I waited and waited ..and waited.. then I asked for his Skype, we chatted for hours and then I asked him and he said yes
^^^ THIS
You DO NOT ASK SOMEONE OUT ONLINE
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
Hmm...Is it bad I can't remember this? I'm not good with numbers
^^^ THIS
HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW WHEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP BECAME OFFICIAL ?!
4. Did you meet online?
No and Yes~ We knew each other in real life but it was an online ask out
^^^THIS
Again same mistake
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
His cute hair cut x3
His smooth caramel eyes
His clothing style
His personality~
Must I say more?
^^^ THIS
I was so in love I lied about 90% of these things XD
6. Is he/she what you expected?
I expected to be alone for the rest of my life
this is a change for the better
^^^ THIS
DIPSHIT, YOU ARE HOT AS FUCK. YOU HAVE A BETTER GUY NOW AND YOU WILL ALWAYS
HAVE GUYS SWOONING YOU
7. Did you have sex on your first date?
haha... I gave him a blowjob the next day
I saw him at school XD
^^^THIS
YOU DON'T JUST DO THAT
8. Are you two freaks in bed?
Hmmm..he's gentle, I roughen him up X3
^^^THIS
BITCH PLEASE. HE WAS THE WORST AT SEX. YOU WILL HAVE BETTER, TRUST ME I AM FUTURE YOU
9. Do you live with them?
Not yet, in about 2 years
^^^THIS
Awww.. I actually feel bad for my past self for being so Naive.
Don't put all your eggs in one basket buddy.
10. Are they snugglers?
Yup~ Sometimes I gotta pry him off with a crowbar
^^^THIS
BULLSHIT. You had to beg him to even look at you while he played video games and married
his pc
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
That I'm beautiful without makeup ;u;
^^^ THIS
Bullshit, he googled sappy comments.
12. How long have you been dating?
Since Spring break started
^^^THIS'
alright
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Yes, why would you ask such a stupid question
^^^THIS
NO! DON'T DO IT! YOU WILL LITERALLY SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE TRYING TO IMPRESS
A SELFISH LYING PERSON!
RUNNNN BITCH! RURUUUUUUUUNNN!
14. When will you see them next?
Every chance I get
^^^THIS
If only you knew that in the future you would be doing the opposite
15. What interests do you share?
Video games, food, books, music, being furry, ect.
^^ BITCH ONLY THING YOU SHARE INTEREST IN IS BEING A FURRY.
16. Is there something you regret?
No Never
^^^ THIS
Yes.I shoulda ran when I had the chance.
17. What was the last thing he/she gave you?
A new earring, and a necklace, 4 Pikachu life size stuffies,
and a Pikachu cosplay outfit
^^^THIS
Earring was bullshit, he found it in his moms room.
The necklace was a shitty necklace that you never wore.
BITCH HE ONLY GAVE YOU ONE PIKACHU STUFFY.
And that ''Cosplay'' WAS A FUCKING ONESI XD
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A real diamond earring that they totally did not lose in 5 seconds
^^^ THIS
Bullshit, you gave him a diamond earring that you bought for only 25 $.
He was not worth the 25~
RUN BITCH! RUUUUUUNN!
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yup...
^^^THIS
NOPE.
20. Have they given you a ring?
Not yet, cant wait ;u;
^^^THIS
guess what past me?
A really hot sexy attractive kitty boy will give you a ring in the future.
Run
The best thing you will ever read
Posted 10 years agoThat moment when...
Posted 10 years ago...
PEOPLE WRITE SUCH DAMN VAGUE FACEBOOK STATUSES.
it's like ''I'm going to be sad about my problems and beg for sympathy but I won't
bother telling you what the problem actually is''
If you're going to involve people, FULLY INVOLVE THEM.
Don't just half involve them.
I cannot tell you how many vague Facebook posts I read a day
PEOPLE WRITE SUCH DAMN VAGUE FACEBOOK STATUSES.
it's like ''I'm going to be sad about my problems and beg for sympathy but I won't
bother telling you what the problem actually is''
If you're going to involve people, FULLY INVOLVE THEM.
Don't just half involve them.
I cannot tell you how many vague Facebook posts I read a day
fake furries
Posted 10 years agoI have seen them now.. on the deepest corners of the internet.
I had a conversation with one that told me feetpaws wasn't a real term
One of them said e621 didn't exist
Another told me pokemon weren't a "available furry race in the community"
One identified as a neko kitty with a horrible back story of the war
Sergals apparently don't count in the furry community
They didn't even know what fa or yiff meant.
I am so scared of the Internet now, this is worse than the deep web....*shutters*
I had a conversation with one that told me feetpaws wasn't a real term
One of them said e621 didn't exist
Another told me pokemon weren't a "available furry race in the community"
One identified as a neko kitty with a horrible back story of the war
Sergals apparently don't count in the furry community
They didn't even know what fa or yiff meant.
I am so scared of the Internet now, this is worse than the deep web....*shutters*
All about me
Posted 10 years agoAlways, always, we were together at all times.
Always, always, I was thinking of you.
Your company, your time, my feelings are
Divided into two.
Right now, at a time like this, I would like to
Show you your pain.
You told me I am the depth of your being.
I am your hatred and sadness. What you created,
was it not a lie?
Are you sure you didnt make an idol out of me?
My heart changed at your convenience.
False memories, narrow mind changed at will.
Slowly telling me a life lesson from the fruit of
Your indecisive mind.
Extreme dissatisfaction your real life was,
Covered in distress.
A direct blow dividing my days into two.
Return, love me.
We've come this far.
If only I could erase it all.
I will fall into the deepest depths, falling into
The unconscious.
I keep telling myself a diversion
I remember your scent
I am miles away, since that day, at that moment,
When I dreamed of a flower. I could not stop thinking.
Please remember, please remind yourself I was more sad
than I thought. Waiting
Something Is overflowing
He was a good guy
He was good
He was a good guy
Was
Again though it was close
How nice
What will you do with your life?
What will you do for a living?
No matter how you live you will always be a loser.
Fear stops, builds and accumulates inside you.
Your memories overlap one after another.
He was a good guy, envy seems so fun.
I tried my best
What are you going to do with yourself?
I want you to realize your life is just pieces of a broken mirror
I was waiting, I loved you
Look to the sky, I'm gone but not going anywhere in your mind.
Always, always, I was thinking of you.
Your company, your time, my feelings are
Divided into two.
Right now, at a time like this, I would like to
Show you your pain.
You told me I am the depth of your being.
I am your hatred and sadness. What you created,
was it not a lie?
Are you sure you didnt make an idol out of me?
My heart changed at your convenience.
False memories, narrow mind changed at will.
Slowly telling me a life lesson from the fruit of
Your indecisive mind.
Extreme dissatisfaction your real life was,
Covered in distress.
A direct blow dividing my days into two.
Return, love me.
We've come this far.
If only I could erase it all.
I will fall into the deepest depths, falling into
The unconscious.
I keep telling myself a diversion
I remember your scent
I am miles away, since that day, at that moment,
When I dreamed of a flower. I could not stop thinking.
Please remember, please remind yourself I was more sad
than I thought. Waiting
Something Is overflowing
He was a good guy
He was good
He was a good guy
Was
Again though it was close
How nice
What will you do with your life?
What will you do for a living?
No matter how you live you will always be a loser.
Fear stops, builds and accumulates inside you.
Your memories overlap one after another.
He was a good guy, envy seems so fun.
I tried my best
What are you going to do with yourself?
I want you to realize your life is just pieces of a broken mirror
I was waiting, I loved you
Look to the sky, I'm gone but not going anywhere in your mind.
Cuba
Posted 10 years agoI have learned many things in Cuba.
Deep down inside I will always be apart of Cuba and it will be apart of me.
Deep down inside I will always be apart of Cuba and it will be apart of me.
I need advice pls
Posted 10 years agoSo I was about to buy a new Cosplay until I remembered..
There's a really big hole in my wall that my parents haven't found out about (put a poster over it) so how do I fix it myself in the cheapest way possible? X3
Any advice is good advice so advise me please
Please please please please please please please please
Wishing won't make the problem go away x3
Oh yeah I should mention... We will be moving in the next year or so...
So I gotta think fast x3
There's a really big hole in my wall that my parents haven't found out about (put a poster over it) so how do I fix it myself in the cheapest way possible? X3
Any advice is good advice so advise me please
Please please please please please please please please
Wishing won't make the problem go away x3
Oh yeah I should mention... We will be moving in the next year or so...
So I gotta think fast x3
Memories
Posted 11 years agoI remember when there was a time I really felt bad about some of the stuff I did.
I would get upset over little things like saying a lie or getting upset
I remember this one time where I ignored someone for so long it brought them to tears, and I felt like the biggest asshole in existence,
But now what's happened to me?
I mean some would call it maturing, but I feel like I've become not someone else, but something else.
I started becoming halfhearted to the feelings of people around me, mostly due to my newfound experiences with humans. I've started losing my temper quicker and easier, often speaking my mind without a care of what comes out of my mouth. I've started turning a blind eye to people emotions when they are poured out to me, and when someone cries something that I've heard before like "please don't be mad at me" I just give them a cold stare and leave.
I've become something other than myself, yet I still contain my personality I had.
I've grown less childish, but more hotheaded in return.
I've started to notice I'm becoming stupider and smarter in different areas that arise.
Hell I even hurt the people that I'm closest with, I've started living an otaku life style.
What have I become? No..
What am I becoming?..
I would get upset over little things like saying a lie or getting upset
I remember this one time where I ignored someone for so long it brought them to tears, and I felt like the biggest asshole in existence,
But now what's happened to me?
I mean some would call it maturing, but I feel like I've become not someone else, but something else.
I started becoming halfhearted to the feelings of people around me, mostly due to my newfound experiences with humans. I've started losing my temper quicker and easier, often speaking my mind without a care of what comes out of my mouth. I've started turning a blind eye to people emotions when they are poured out to me, and when someone cries something that I've heard before like "please don't be mad at me" I just give them a cold stare and leave.
I've become something other than myself, yet I still contain my personality I had.
I've grown less childish, but more hotheaded in return.
I've started to notice I'm becoming stupider and smarter in different areas that arise.
Hell I even hurt the people that I'm closest with, I've started living an otaku life style.
What have I become? No..
What am I becoming?..
Thinking of the past recently
Posted 11 years agoRecently I've been thinking of the past a ton.
I pass by old places and something kindles inside me, half the time it's easy to ignore but sometimes I find myself day dreaming.
I worry about 4 very important people I cut contact with because let's face it, they are still friends in my eyes. I cut contact with them for a good reason so I'm not guilty about that, but now I worry occasionally if something horrible happened.
Life's going pretty good, I got a mate that's into what I like and I got a film editing job working for a production called Mtset . I feel like film editing and acting is my passion, i just didnt know it. Im trying to get a job at a place caled party city part timr as well but everytime I go in with mu resume they shoot me down for looking like a cross dresser. Ive made many new friends because I'll be honest, I've been a very lonely pikachu. still making more friends in hopes not to be alone. I still have crazy vivid nightmares everytime I close my eyes but I'll get outta them. anyways yeah...I know nobody actually reads notes so I figured I'd take advantage of them like some sort of diary instead of being a benighted fool and wasting paper.
I pass by old places and something kindles inside me, half the time it's easy to ignore but sometimes I find myself day dreaming.
I worry about 4 very important people I cut contact with because let's face it, they are still friends in my eyes. I cut contact with them for a good reason so I'm not guilty about that, but now I worry occasionally if something horrible happened.
Life's going pretty good, I got a mate that's into what I like and I got a film editing job working for a production called Mtset . I feel like film editing and acting is my passion, i just didnt know it. Im trying to get a job at a place caled party city part timr as well but everytime I go in with mu resume they shoot me down for looking like a cross dresser. Ive made many new friends because I'll be honest, I've been a very lonely pikachu. still making more friends in hopes not to be alone. I still have crazy vivid nightmares everytime I close my eyes but I'll get outta them. anyways yeah...I know nobody actually reads notes so I figured I'd take advantage of them like some sort of diary instead of being a benighted fool and wasting paper.
Yum
Posted 11 years agoI could just lick your soul
Can't think
Posted 11 years ago(Please note everything here is figuratively) My minds been so fucking congested lately.
I wish I could just take a razor blade and cut my brain to free all the thoughts and blood out the roof of my head and skull.
I wanna take a knife and drive it deep under my finger nails so I can free up that uneccassary space. Maybe take a few days off to lay on a couch and sink in it until I'm just a piece of furniture.
I wanna pull the sides of my face so far apart I'll have a permanent look of joy to overlap the sick I feel. Pull my teeth out so they don't eat away at my pride.
Start by breaking my legs and putting myself in a wheel chair so I can't run away from
Problems and anxiety. Dig my fingers into my pupils and just pull out, then grab my ears tightly and rip em off so they are just stumps, all because I can't see or hear the people who are the ones that really care, I only see and hear the ones that I want to take me away.
Lets just wrap my body in chains and pull until the pieces all break apart
I wish I could just take a razor blade and cut my brain to free all the thoughts and blood out the roof of my head and skull.
I wanna take a knife and drive it deep under my finger nails so I can free up that uneccassary space. Maybe take a few days off to lay on a couch and sink in it until I'm just a piece of furniture.
I wanna pull the sides of my face so far apart I'll have a permanent look of joy to overlap the sick I feel. Pull my teeth out so they don't eat away at my pride.
Start by breaking my legs and putting myself in a wheel chair so I can't run away from
Problems and anxiety. Dig my fingers into my pupils and just pull out, then grab my ears tightly and rip em off so they are just stumps, all because I can't see or hear the people who are the ones that really care, I only see and hear the ones that I want to take me away.
Lets just wrap my body in chains and pull until the pieces all break apart
