I finally got blocked by  libra-11, though  lurdanjo is still willing to open a dialogue with me, and I don't even remember what I said to get them so offended, but because I can't, I am going to publicly apologize.
I do love transformation, and latex, and rubber, and suiting, and even mind-control, but sometimes, my mind starts to overthink, and wonder how certain aspects of the idea work, or, as seems to be more frequent, get appalled at some of the themes present in a work and question about the morals and ethics or parts of the underlying scenarios.
But you all are right. It is just a fictional medium. These are fictional characters. I really should stop giving a damn.
So for the past week or so, both here and on other sites, I have tried to discuss more about the universe and mechanics of the pieces that have intrigued me that have popped up in my feeds. I feel that doing so has, for the most part, helped with the feedback I have been getting, and I am trying not to come off as too blunt and forceful in my approach, but more curious and speculative.
I will try this approach and see how it works, instead of presenting strawman arguments based on my own opinions.
I humbly beseech those that I have offended and upset, and wish for forgiveness, and the ability to somehow right the wrongs I have done to you all. I have a feeling that what I ask may seem hollow instead of sincere, but if you want me to leave you alone, I will.
But I highly respect Libra and Lurdanjo, and their work, and I feel truly ashamed of what I have done.
My previous journal is here for further context as to the circumstances that prompted this public apology:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6914167/
Thank you for letting me attempt to reach out to you all.

Recently,  redflare500 blocked me on the grounds that my comments were being irritating, which led me to look back through and try to understand where I went wrong. I do realize that I have been very critical and negative towards artists that I actually do respect the works of, but just do not really get the themes of.
So I would like to make this an open forum of sorts. I want to figure out what exactly I can improve on and how I can ask questions without coming off as a jerk.

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Brown - $10.00
[x] Blonde - $7.50
[ ] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

$ 7.50

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $5.00
[ ] Green - $10.00
[x] Blue - $15.00
[ ] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

$22.50

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[x] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50

$37.50

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[x] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[ ] 0 to 18 - $10.00

$42.50

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[x] First Born - $32.00
[ ] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

$74.50

Drink?
[ ] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[x] No - $60.00

$134.50

Vision?
[x] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[ ] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

$164.50

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[x] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[ ] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[ ] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00

$189.50


Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[x] Red - $60.00
[ ] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[x] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

$272.00

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[ ] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[x] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.0

$302.00

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[x] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[ ] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

$313.00

First letter of the person you last talked to

[x] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[ ] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[ ] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

$323.00

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00

Total: $423.00

Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"

To all 15 of my watchers.
Alastrine is doing requests.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9060198/

If so, sign up for this:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journals/nightwolf1513/

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 0

[ ] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 2

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink (If it was strawberry or vanilla milk.. >w>)
Total: 2

[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit (one day~)
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 0

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[ ] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 2

[ ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep (left side! <3)
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand (Nah, I just kill them)
[ ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 0

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to yourself as an animal
[ ]your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2

[ ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[ ] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 2

Grand Total: 10
Multiplied by 2...
Final total: 20%

I am finally writing a story for fA.
 kiala_tiagra asked for someone to write a Mass Effect soft vore story involving her Turian OC, so I happily obliged.
Expect my first story next week.

Stay classy, FurAffinity!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2015787/
Go. Now.

From Chiron Beta Prime
Where we're working in a mine
For our robot overlords.
Did I say overlords?
I meant protectors!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3DyxaCYlfg

Free art!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1942284/

This meme will determine how far I lean to either side. I consider myself in the middle.

My man side:

[x] You love hoodies. (I guess bad fashion sense is traditionally male)
[x] You love jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team. (In grade school gym?)
[] Shopping is torture.
[x] Sad movies suck. (Bad movies suck and make me sad)
[] You own an X-Box.
[] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. (What about astronaut, or paleontologist?)
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (Uh, at what age? Transformers maybe.)
[] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[] Baggy pants are cool to wear. (Again, bad taste means you're a dude I guess)
[] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Lying is also a male trait? Coz anyone who claims the latter is lying.)
[] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth
[x] Wear boxers.

11 points.

Your woman side:

[] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories. (Actually if you leave out the make-up bits, pretty close...)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[] You wear girl underwear.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

8 Points

Hmm...I guess I am a bit more masculine...

Good aftARRRnoon, me harties! Sure is lovely weather for settin' a course fARRR a good place to loot and pillage, isn't it?
What? Ya don't remembARRR what today is? Why, it's the best day to grab yARRR cutlass, cock yARRR flintlocks, and lose a body pARRRt! It's IntARRRnational Talk Like A Pirate Day!

By the way, I plundered this text from me good friend, YRPOtaku169 on devaintARRRT! Check him out!
http://yrpotaku169.deviantart.com/

I'm doing two of these.

1.)What's your name?
Satoshi/Satoko "Ace" Daimon

2.)Do you know why you were named that?
Ace is a corruption of Ash, as in Ash Ketchum, because my male name is the same as the main character's Japanese name in Pokemon.

3.) Are you single or taken?
Single. Very, very single.

4).Have any abilities or powers?
I'm a crafty shapeshifting kitsune, though I either prefer a male human form, a female human form, or a hermaphroditic kitsune form. I also have a few magical powers, but I'm relatively young for a kitsune, just starting into my 7th century, so I don't have too many supernatural abilities , though I have shapeshifting thoroughly under my belt.

5.) Stop being a mary-sue >>
I INVENTED the concept of Mary-Sue, thank you very much!

6.) Uh...if you were to get in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think you'd win?
Most likely not me. I'm not exactly the strongest kitsune, but I am cunning. I could try, but they would easily have me beat. Plus, I don't want them to hurt my beautiful tails!

7.) Riiiight... Have any family members?
A few back in Japan, but I haven't seen them in decades.

8.) Oh? How about pets?
Not really (though I might have a pet bunny sissy!)

9.) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
Getting caught. I'll leave what I am getting caught at up to you.

10.) Something that you do like?
Messing with puny, walnut-brained humans.

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Tai chi, meditation, screwing around with my friends, you know, the usual.

12.)Have you ever hurt anyone in anyway before?
Several times.

13.)Ever...killed anyone before?
No comment.

14.)What kind of animal are you? >>.
I'm a kitsune based off of the Hokkaido fox, as opposed to our southern brothers, the Japanese red fox kitsunes.

15.)Name your worst habits.
I take pride in my tails. My beautiful, fluffy, prehensile tails.

16.)Do you look up to anyone at all?
I am respectful towards those that have more experience in a field I am trying to learn.

17.)Gay, straight, or bi?
I'm a hermaphrodite! What do you think?!?

18.)Do you go to school?
Of course. In fact, I've been to many schools, many tunes, to learn everything there is to know. It's an arduous task, but I have plenty of time.

19.) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Maybe in a few centuries...

20.)Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
Currently  raelbny and  murphykims

21.)What are you most afraid of? I promise I won't laugh.
Being caught in the act of being a kitsune.

22.)*snicker* Ok, ok. What colour is your hair?
Reddish-orange, like the rest of my fur. It's really more of a mane, per se.

23.) Eyes?
Golden and cat-like.

24.) What do you usually wear? Nothing perverted >>
Well, in my natural hermaphroditic form, nothing. My pelt is luscious enough to cover my body, and if I do need to cover myself for decency's sake, I alway have my tails. But in my human forms, usually a business suit or a school uniform, depending on what I'm learning and from where.

25.)Ok. What's your religion?
Shinto, obviously.

26.)Do you wish this quiz is over?
Not really.

27.) Well, it's still not over. xD
Alright.

28.) Anyway, where do you live?
I have several properties under various personas, though I prefer this nice little two-story in Shinjuku. Otherwise, I'm here in a cottage on the side of Laurel Ridge, overlooking the town of Waynesville, North Carolina.

29.) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)
High, but not too high.

30.) How many friends do you have?
Many acquaintances and a few close friends.

31.) Wow. If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
Isn't this question a bit redundant considering my expertise?

32.) If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it? And I don't want no cheap answer, ya hear?
They say money is no object, but it really is. I have plenty of money sitting in banks across the globe, so the million would most likely go straight into those accounts.

33.) What is your thoughts on pie?
What kind of pie?

34.) Alright. What's your favourite food?
Curry. Preferably mutton curry.

35.) Favourite drink?
Sweet tea, with sake as a very close second.

36.) What is your favourite place?
Where I am right now. Waynesville truly is Americana incarnate. This lovely little small town makes me proud to be an American, at least in name.

37.) Least favourite?
Any testament to the destruction humanity has wrought upon our world. Strip mines are as good of a place to start.

38.) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
No. In fact, I wish it could continue a bit longer.

39.)Yeah. Well, it's over. D:
You have no tact at all, do you?

40.) Now, tag 3 people!
Who wants to be tagged?

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?

Why would I be doing this survey if I wasn't?

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

No.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?

For.

[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?

No.

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

No.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

Yes.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

For.

[08] Do you believe in God?

Does Shinto count?

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?

Yes.

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

No.

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

If she wants to.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

No.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

Isn't that already in the process?

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

No.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

No.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

A million can go a long way.

[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?

Since Obama won the election...

[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

Why would they?

Going on vacation for 10 days.
Bye!

Well, this has been a very interesting 15 minutes.
I received a journal from a user here on FA,  matthewbrandon, being incredibly racist, and linking to a journal that was similarly racist.
Interestingly, both journals did not have the same literary fingerprint as their respective writers, though the  huskylikesit321 journal was closer to the actual writer than MB's journal.
A few minutes ago, the very hot journal "MB" posted was deleted by her subsequent banning.
MB was an artist that wasn't afraid to get dirty. Very, VERY dirty. And I respect that. I even had plans to ask her if I could write my flagship fanfic on this site based on one of her works.
We will dearly miss MatthewBrandon, and her unique contributions to FurAffinity.net.

1. () Have you ever howled at the moon?
2. () Have you ever barked at someone?
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else?
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal?
5. () Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl?
6. () Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. (x) Do you like to look at furry porn all the time? Only checking this because I actually have a life, but I do parouse through the site for specific topics.
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character?
9. () Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail?
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. () Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. () Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. () Are you well known in the furry fandom?
14. () Do you dream furry while you sleep? now and then
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. () Have you ever worn a collar?
17. () Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. () Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. () Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you?
20. () Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries?
21. () Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA?
22. () If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. () Do your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. () Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years?
Total: 7

Well, according to the chart, I am a newcomer.
And I am OK with that.