Hello everyone I'm hoping to spread the word and help our friend Drifty out after his dad fell victim to a shit bag scammer.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:60917446

Please go on over and show your support. Either by donating on his kofi or just sharing his story. You can also purchase a cute picture from that lovable minx star

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59571428/

Hello everyone for those who don’t know my birthday is on the 16th. Normally this would be a happy time, just not for me this year. Been having some trouble with my marriage and last month was served divorce papers and she wants me to move out. So this year I will spend my birthday alone and looking for a new place to live and a divorce lawyer.

If I could have one wish this year it would to be with friends who will help me get into little space and maybe a mommy or daddy to show me the love and acceptance that I really need in my life right now.

Thanks to everyone who helped by donating and sharing my go fund me page. It’s been just over 3 months since my surgery and recovery has been a lot slower than expected, but I can once again touch my toes. Unfortunately I’m nowhere near being physically able to return to my career as a auto technician/fabricator best estimate is may of 2022 before I’ll be able to get back to full time work as a tech. Currently I’m looking for a job that uses my knowledge and experience without the physical labor part but haven’t been able to land a job yet. Really hoping I can find something soon as bills have been piling up and even with the help I’ve received from friends and family it’s like a hammer hanging over my head about to come crashing down.
On the brighter side my overall pain has been significantly reduced! The only real pain I have now is from the vertebrae that was filed down and the surrounding muscles that need to be rebuilt. Still haven’t regained my ability to control my bladder (fortunately I already have experience with proper protection) but it’s still possible I’ll regain control since it can take a long time for nerves to heal. Overall I’m hopeful that this surgery was the right decision and I will be able to live my life again without constant pain.

My go fund me page is still up if anyone wants to help spread the word or possibly donate. Every little bit helps. https://gofund.me/510255d5

Again thank you to everyone who has been there for me, I really don’t know how to express just how much it means to me to have wonderful friends like you.

Hello everyone I know I don’t post journals very often but things need to be said. I’m currently preparing for spinal decompression surgery on Tuesday after being fired from my job of over 8 years two days after I gave my boss my work restriction paperwork. If that wasn’t bad enough he also contested my insurance and got it canceled. This was a man that I use to think of as a friend and really went above and beyond for his shop and he was the last person I expected to treat me like this. It really made a difficult situation damn near impossible.

That is when I was reminded that I still have awesome people in my life (even though I haven’t met them IRL) who actually care and are willing to do what they can to help me get threw this. If you fallow my page than you probably already know these awesome individuals  BabyStar and  gamer2 I can’t thank them enough for sharing my story and helping me get the support I need to get threw this impossible situation. If you aren’t already watching them than I would highly recommend you check them out. They are both amazing people and their art really is a reflection of who they are the quality of their character.

Thank you both so much I can’t tell you just how much this means to me.
If anyone else wants to help spread the word here’s a link to my go fund me page
https://gofund.me/7fc6a248

Hello I don’t post much but this really hits home for me. Bid if you can otherwise please spread the word. https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:54835443

The last 3 weeks have been some of the most depressing of my life. Days before my birthday one of our oldest cats suffered stage 3 kidney failure and I had to make the decision to put him to sleep rather than watch him suffer a painful death, he was a good cat who loved everybody including my German Shepherd who regularly groomed him. Always made me smile to see a 90lb gentle giant grooming a 8lb cat. Then Monday I took My dog to the vet as he wasn’t eating and seemed a bit unsteady walking, he had a cancerous lump on his spleen that spread to his lungs, and once again I was given the choice of letting him go peacefully or watch him suffer. I held my friend in my lap as he passed away. It’s been a long time since I have cried so hard, he was my best friend and I feel like part of my soul has vanished. I have lost track of how many times I’ve reached down to pet him the last few days.

So it's that time of year again, my birthday is this month and I'm kinda wierded out by it this year. My birthday this year falls on Easter Day. Yeah so what right? The part that has me creeped out is I will be turning 33.... (just in case some do not know this Jesus was 33 when he was crucified) so I'm torn on going out and living it up or staying home and watching out for romans! What do you guys think?

Hello all my FA friends. sorry if I've been unresponsive or not my usual self as of late. To those who may not know I live in the coastal Carolina's and was hit pretty hard by hurricane Mathew. Just about got all the damage repaired but had a loss that will be affecting me for some time. Right before the storm hit one of my dogs injured her leg while playing. Normally not a huge deal but during the storm it became infected and without the ability to take her to the vet for treatment and antibiotics it became septic despite my best efforts to keep it clean. I did my best to keep her alive and fight the infection for 2 days before the roads reopened and I raced her to the emergency vets office. While I had successfully fought the infection she had a massive fever spike that caused her to go brain dead during the trip. 😞 She passed in the vets office while hooked up to life support as I petted her and begged her to come back to me. Even now as a write this I feel tears coming to my eyes. I miss her so much.

Thank you everyone who showed their support for porthos over the last week I really can't thank you all enough. Porthos is not at peace, his kidneys suffered to much damage and shut down Thursday night. Our vet did everything possible but at 12 pm Friday I had to make the hardest decision any animal lover can make. I only want my furry family to have the best life possible but porthos was in constant pain with no hope of recovery. As much as I love him it would be selfish to prolong his suffering simply because I wasn't ready to let him go. Even in his final moments while I was saying goodbye and petting him he still looked to me and purred. It was like he knew what was happening and was telling me it's ok he was ready to move on. Just how endless is the love between humans and their furry friends?

We had a rather intense morning when we found our porthos Kitty sick in the hall this morning. He developed a urinary blockage and was close to dying. We got him to the vet in time and he will be alright but the bill is far more than we can pay. I have started a go fund me page to see if we could get some help. https://www.gofundme.com/2ktearch If anyone here can donate or share it would mean the world to me. Or you can send donations to pyro_nate[at]hotmail.com via PayPal. Anything would help.

Till further notice I will no longer be buying commissions. I'm just done with it. I have been waiting for stuff to be done now for years, I paid for the commissions and was promised that they would be done by a certian time, then given exçuse after excuse as to why they aren't finished. Have I been to nice and understanding of people's life outside the fandom? I don't know why it is others get their commissions done before mine I try my absolute best to be nice and understanding, but I just can't do it anymore I work my very hard for the money I have and I can only afford to buy a commission every few months so it really hurts when someone takes my money and gives me the run around.

So for now I'm not going to put myself in this possition again. I know not every artist out there is like this and there are plenty of good ones but I just can't do it. Not only am I out the money that I spent but now I can't even look at the stuff these artist draw, I love their work but now all I feel is cheated when I see the new art they produce. I don't want to feel that way with any more of my favorite artist.

Even at this point I can't bring myself to report anyone to fur affinity, its not in my nature to do that, maybe that's why it keeps happening to me. They know who they are and I have serious doubts they will even read my journal, but if they do let me just say I'm done. I can no longer hope to finaly get my art from you and all it's doing is tearing me appart, so congrats you got free money enjoy it all you had to do was make promises to a man who works a honest job and gives his blood and sweat for every dollar he makes.

hello everyfur needs to check this out. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6014255/

so diaper buns has 700 watchers now and is doing a special stream in thanks. check out the journal and get a spot before they are gone http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5752581/

I had one of the worst calls last night from my parents. They told me the only grandparent i have ever known passed away yesterday. even in his late 80's this surprises me as he is a very stubborn and strong willed. I truly believe even with his recent health problems over the last few years that he had actualy given the grim reeper a weggy and kicked the bag of bone down a flight of stairs. He is like a old german sheperd (incredibly sweet and loyal to his family and quick to act when they are threatened) I will miss him...

well it's official i have turned 30............ I mean 3 years old but still toddling around in my pampers.

since Thursday My head has been really fucked up. dizziness lightheaded and headache. It has prevented me from going to work and so far the doctors have no idea whats causing it. I need this to go away asap so I can start making money again and quit spending my savings at the doctors office. anyone have any ideas?

hello all I may be alittle behind the times in my mlp trivia but i was linked a very awsome short episode on youtube. i believe it was done by the actual staff that create the popular show. heres the youtube link
ENJOY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jW5n3k2VgZE

just ten days till my bday and not sure what I want to do to celebrate.

just ten days till my bday and not sure what I want to do to celebrate.

hello again well i just got back from the hospital not to long ago. turns out even with all my tried and true methods for wound care there was just to mutch damage that lead to a cellulitis infection. had to be hook to a iv and pumped full of antiboatics for a few hours. And the whole time I was wishing that i hadn't changed out of ny diper before heading to the hospital.

4am this morning my wife wakes me up to tell me one of the foster cats has found it's way into the garage sometime during the day and is nowcrying to be let back in. So being the nice guy i am i goto the garage to bring her back into the warm house only to have her run around the garage with me trying to calmy catch her so i can go back to bed. now she finaly corners herself and lays down(usualy at this point she will let me pick her up and she did for about 15 secnds till she flipped out clawing and biting my hands. she then leapsfrom my hands and runs back into the house through the open door leaving me dripping blood rapidy onto the garage floor. countied 14 puncture wounds and 8 deep slashes from her claws on bothof my hands.

I have been bitten before and know how to clean and dress the wounds that now leaves my hands and both index fingers in guaze bandages. this is somereally intense pain from my hands and I have no pills to help withit.I had some from a root canal i had a few yers back but used it all up.Now i'm kicking myself in the ass for not saving acouple of those vicodins. this really has to be one of the most painful injuries i have endured and thats saying alot as i've been hit by a car and thrown from my motorcycle and dirt bike on a few occasions. so the quesion is how the hell can a cat cuase this mutch pain??

Hey guys Free fur suit being given away at http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:24071657

Well it looks like the chrismas spirit is alive and well. At this moment someone is getting the gift of a new kenwood cd/dvd deck for their car. The only problem is Someone first removed it from my car. I came out this morning and found my car was broken into and the dash was completely torn apart. Apparently I'm the first person in this town to have my car broken into this year. Lucky me. No other car breakins all year then somebody decides that they deserve My stuff more than I do. All i had to do was throw out my back and cut up my hands on a daily basis fixing other peoples cars, While this jackass had to go through the effort to completely shred my dashboard in the middle of the night. Then on top of that I get a letter from the irs saying I owe them a additional 400 bucks from my 2010 tax return. All in the same day. Guess it's no longer the season for giving as mutch as taking everything you think your entitled to no matter how much it hurts the person your taking from.

Hey Everyone,
I have an Auction going for a Winnie the Pooh Solid wood twin panel bed frame that I know a number of Furs, Babyfurs and Cubs would love. It's an Official Disney licensed product that was a limited edition run and VERY RARE!!!! I have it up on Ebay and this auction will be going for about a week. By all means, have a look, pass this link along or repost it anywhere if you think you know anyone or anyplace that might like and appreciate something like this. I hate to sell this just because it's so cute, but house hold stuff is expensive and I don't have the room anymore to keep it. Thank you much everyone!!


http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dl.....m=230651658697