To see all the new sights <3

See you all again soon!

A fresh start to healing.

Come follow me on the platform that is not the dead bird app!

I follow back as well.
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Hey everyone.
As some of you might already know, I have not been well for a couple of years now, and it's constantly feeling like there's no end in sight. I have developed PTSD from past events and struggle with it every day. I've become overwhelmed with paranoia and the stress is already starting to take its toll.

I have virtually no support here in Arizona, and most days I'm wishing for an easy way out, but I simply can't bring myself to do it. The way it feels is like if you're 100% suicidal with an honest danger to yourself, people will take you more seriously, where if you're like me and can't go through with it, nobody will ever come to your aid or listen.

All I ever wanted in life was to be loved, until this fucked-up fandom showed me that its air of caring and love was a massive lie.
I need to get out of this place. I don't know what will happen if I can't...

If anybody is interested in following me on an alternative to Tw@tter, I just made an account on Mastodon! I'll follow back!

https://mastodon.social/@AcheronTheFox

 Araivis-Edelveys is offering some free art to those who enter here! She does amazing stuff guys <3
SFW/NSFW allowed!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50724086/

Haven't posted a journal since my 29th birthday. There's a reason for this, and it's very long. However I'll give you all the short version.
An ex of mine made up a trauma story about me and aimed it at all of my friends in Arizona. People being gullible as they are took her side at face value and I became a pariah in my own homeland, where more and more false witnesses (and false friends) made up more stories about me to support her. Hardly anyone asked my side of the story. It's long, and I don't wish for more drama, so I kept quiet, and still will. People who know me better, know the whole thing, ugly truth and all, and these are my true friends.

This drama happened 4 days after my birthday gathering, where I invited friends I thought I had. A large chunk of them abandoned me, and I felt betrayed on all sides. Nothing made sense to me for months, I was depressed and anxious, and literally became afraid to leave my house. These people knew where I lived. The power of lies, filth, and betrayal is really fucking strong, especially to someone who always wanted the best for everyone, the kind of person who buys happiness out of desperation due to abandonment issues, finding it was all for nothing.

Anyways... I didn't want this to be a sob story, just an update. It hasn't been easy. I'm doing a fair bit better now, as I've discovered friends who have learned the full story, complete with what my faults were, and they're still here. I can count them, and I know they support me as true friends should. The drama has died down, but I cannot trust people around home anymore. Arizona is tainted for me. One day I'll move to start over, and I know it's a big decision to go from familiar to unfamiliar places, but that day is still very far off.

I hope I haven't gotten any of you down with this, but I still hope all of you have a very Merry Christmas. Keep your loved ones close.

I feel old. Though I'm sure next year I'll feel dramatically older

Russia...

Thanks Putin, you absolute disgrace of a human being.

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Please send your prayers to Ukraine and the others inside Russia who didn't want this to happen at all. Everyone's lives are now at stake.
I'm not sure what else we can do as ordinary people.

Just wanted to let you know I am still alive :)
I post every now and then as you all know, but this one is mainly to cover the 5-year gap between relevant journal entries x3

Tell me, what's going on in the lives of my followers?

Sooo as the title states, I got a tacvest for MFF to cosplay as my character's role in Major\Minor.

http://imgur.com/a/M6WTB

I need ideas to put in the pockets of this vest, to fully complete the role! Here's what I have so far:


3 water bottles in bottom left pockets
Phone in pocket above that
Might be able to bring an unloaded airsoft spring pistol in checked bag
Sour candy spray (as pepper spray)
Flashlight in a pocket above holster,
Cuffs
Baton (maybe)

I'm open to the idea of crafting some props too, like fake shotgun shells for the shell loops

What else?
Deck me out guys!

Yeeeeeah this is a few weeks late since the release, but figured it would be worth mentioning once more!

If you like furries (duh) and/or visual novels with captivating story and branching storylines that you can choose to determine its course, then come check out Major\Minor! It's a story about mysterious murders, alternate realities, and two vastly different worlds, that only -you- as the protagonist must decide if they're worth saving, or to let them fall.

Acheron plays a major role as a highly regarded private security force contracted to protect the members of a pop/rock tour group in Tokyo. If anyone has a chance at fighting the evil forces at work, it's him.

Come check it out on Steam!

http://store.steampowered.com/app/475490/

Major\Minor by  Klace

Acheron by  AcheronTheFox

Yep!

Figured I should try using these things. I'm 23 today, so there's a start!