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Posted 8 years agohi i.....never post here. i'm considering remaking this account but i might not BIG SHRUG
for now i'm over on twitter acidfelis! as well as tumblr dogflowers! i post lots of art in those places that i just dont have the energy to post here
for now i'm over on twitter acidfelis! as well as tumblr dogflowers! i post lots of art in those places that i just dont have the energy to post here
mff meeeeme 2016
Posted 9 years agoWhere are you staying?
Comfort Inn
What day are you getting there?
wednesday around 4-5pm
How are you travelling?
megabus!
Who will you be rooming with?
queenhyena 
solomonfletcher and another person who's fa i don't know/don't know if they have one
Who will you hang out with during the convention?
the roommates mostly but i'm down to chat and hang out with anyone who seems cool. will be very attached to queenhyena
How can I find you?
uhhhh, ask me for my skype and i'll probably check my phone enough to let you know if you ask! don't think i have any fans who'd want to find me tho
Are there any panels you might be attending?
i haven't checked the list yet but i'd like to go to any trans panels as well as the therianthropy one. mostly gonna decide on panels last minute when i have nothing else to do
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
maybe! don't really know, i'm not huge on plans, i just kinda roll with whatever the people around me want to do or what seems fun at the time
Will you be suiting?
not this year, i don't feel like bringing my suit
Which suit(s) are you bringing?
none
Do you draw?
yeah! probably not much during the con tho
Are you taking commissions or trades?
probably won't start any at the con but if anyone is interested i'll take either to start when i get home
How old are you?
19
How tall are you?
5'5"
Can I talk to you?
yeah, i'm kinda quiet but if i'm comfortable with you i'll get more talkative
Can I touch you?
most likely no, but ask if you want
Can I visit your room?
nope, roommates only
Can I buy you drinks?
i mean if it's soda sure. unless you don't care about giving alcohol to someone under 21, then i might accept
Can I give you stuff?
i require love and appreciation. shower me in compliments and money (serious answer: i don't know why you would but i always accept gifts)
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
maaaybe on the hug, very most likely no on snuggling unless we hit it off really well
What’s your goal for the con this year?
have a good time, meet new people, be really queer, and buy lots of thigs
Are you nice?
yeah i think so o: i can be distrusting tho, especially for particular kinds of people (i'm like....actually terrified of cis guys) but i try to be nice to everyone and give everyone a chance
How long are you going?
30th-6th
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell peridot as loud as you can, i will most definitely respond
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
probably lounging around, i don't walk well and will have a cane with me so if you see a weirdo with a cane and pink hair and piercings, that's me. probably in and out of the dealers den a lot too
What/where will you be eating?
probably mostly snacks in my bag.....gonna try to find a good restaurant with vegan options but i have eating issues so i won't eat much in the first place
Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
as long as i'm comfortable with you and everyone else i'm with is, definitely
Can I take your picture?
maybe, you'd have to ask
END MEME
ohhhhhh boy i'm so excited for this con, a little more anxious this year cos i've developed a fear of leaving the house but i do love mff
Comfort Inn
What day are you getting there?
wednesday around 4-5pm
How are you travelling?
megabus!
Who will you be rooming with?
queenhyena 
solomonfletcher and another person who's fa i don't know/don't know if they have oneWho will you hang out with during the convention?
the roommates mostly but i'm down to chat and hang out with anyone who seems cool. will be very attached to
queenhyenaHow can I find you?
uhhhh, ask me for my skype and i'll probably check my phone enough to let you know if you ask! don't think i have any fans who'd want to find me tho
Are there any panels you might be attending?
i haven't checked the list yet but i'd like to go to any trans panels as well as the therianthropy one. mostly gonna decide on panels last minute when i have nothing else to do
Are you attending any stage or public performances?
maybe! don't really know, i'm not huge on plans, i just kinda roll with whatever the people around me want to do or what seems fun at the time
Will you be suiting?
not this year, i don't feel like bringing my suit
Which suit(s) are you bringing?
none
Do you draw?
yeah! probably not much during the con tho
Are you taking commissions or trades?
probably won't start any at the con but if anyone is interested i'll take either to start when i get home
How old are you?
19
How tall are you?
5'5"
Can I talk to you?
yeah, i'm kinda quiet but if i'm comfortable with you i'll get more talkative
Can I touch you?
most likely no, but ask if you want
Can I visit your room?
nope, roommates only
Can I buy you drinks?
i mean if it's soda sure. unless you don't care about giving alcohol to someone under 21, then i might accept
Can I give you stuff?
i require love and appreciation. shower me in compliments and money (serious answer: i don't know why you would but i always accept gifts)
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
maaaybe on the hug, very most likely no on snuggling unless we hit it off really well
What’s your goal for the con this year?
have a good time, meet new people, be really queer, and buy lots of thigs
Are you nice?
yeah i think so o: i can be distrusting tho, especially for particular kinds of people (i'm like....actually terrified of cis guys) but i try to be nice to everyone and give everyone a chance
How long are you going?
30th-6th
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell peridot as loud as you can, i will most definitely respond
Where will you be most of the time during the days?
probably lounging around, i don't walk well and will have a cane with me so if you see a weirdo with a cane and pink hair and piercings, that's me. probably in and out of the dealers den a lot too
What/where will you be eating?
probably mostly snacks in my bag.....gonna try to find a good restaurant with vegan options but i have eating issues so i won't eat much in the first place
Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
as long as i'm comfortable with you and everyone else i'm with is, definitely
Can I take your picture?
maybe, you'd have to ask
END MEME
ohhhhhh boy i'm so excited for this con, a little more anxious this year cos i've developed a fear of leaving the house but i do love mff
a good thing!!!!!
Posted 9 years agoI GOT A JOB!!!!! FINALLY
I AM A RESPONSIBLE ADULT MAKING REAL ADULT MONEY NOW
I AM A RESPONSIBLE ADULT MAKING REAL ADULT MONEY NOW
augh sorry
Posted 9 years agoi haven't been able to draw properly lately
i'm really stressed about life
i have to move out soon and i've never lived alone
i owe art and need to contact people but it's all
too much right now
i'm really stressed about life
i have to move out soon and i've never lived alone
i owe art and need to contact people but it's all
too much right now
about MEme
Posted 9 years agoi love these things
- Name: Harry/eli/prince
- Single or taken: single
- Gender: agender, transmasculine
- Birthday: oct 13th
- Sign: libra
- Hair color: black
- Eye color: blue/green/grey
- Height: 5' 5"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: uhhh.....pansexual aromantic
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: the cheapest kind
- What are you listening to right now?: my brother talking to my grandma's cat
- Who is the last person that called you?: my aunt
- How many buddies are online right now?: i dunno i'm not on skype
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: hyenas (all kinds)
- Colour: every variation of green/blue
- Drink: tea i guess??
- Element: hmmm. in this life prolly fire
- Food: sushi
- Game: stardew valley and i've been playing skyrim again
- Movie: i dunno, interstellar and zootopia i guess
- Song: everything
- Subjects in school: aaaaart, biology
- T.V.: bojack horseman and steven universe
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: other than a cat and a dog, no
- Smoked?: yea but not anymore. not cigarrettes anyway
- Bungee jumped?: i think i'd die, but i'd definitely try
- Made yourself throw up?: once
- Skinny dipped?: yea
- Ever been in love?: i think
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: i don't think so? maybe when i was little
- Pictured your crush naked?: hell yea
- Actually seen your crush naked?: hell YEAH B)
- Cried when someone died?: yeah
- Lied: when i was little more often
- Fallen for your best friend?: the only time i was ever IN LOVE ayyyyyy
- Used someone?: yeah quite a few years back
- Done something you regret?: i regret everything i've ever done ever
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: t-shirt and boxers
- Desktop picture: a drawing of the dad from wolf children
- CD in player: i don't even own cds
- DVD in player: don't own these either
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: my aunt when i was saying goodbye
- Hugged: my aunt
- You kissed: i dunno
- You IMed: uhhhhhh i think queenhyena
- Talk to online: see above
- You sexed it up with: my ex as of like..... many years ago.....MANY years ago.......
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: i think so
- Open-minded?: for the most part. some people don't think so because i don't deal with bigoted people
- Arrogant?: occasionally
- Insecure?: yeaaaaa
- Random?: not really
- Hungry?: a little
- Smart?: coming to terms with it. i've never really felt smart
- Moody?: definitely
- Organized?: if organized mess is organized then yes
- Shy?: kinda? i feel shy but i don't act shy
- Difficult?: yea i'll be honest. my emotions can get in the way of things a lot
- Bored easily?: yessss
- Entertained easily?: not sure actually
- Obsessed?: with many things yes
- Lazy?: most of the time
- Angry?: not often
- Happy?: not entirely
- Hyper?: about 30% of the time
- Trusting?: too trusting.....
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: i try to go back to sleep cos i don't sleep well
- Love is: hm. difficult. not solely belonging to romantic or sexual partners
- I dream about: weird spiritual things and nightmares lately
- What do you notice first in the gender(s) you're into: appearance tbh......i'm not romantic and have pretty high standards for sexual partners
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: uhhhh probably queenhyena cos i talk to her the most lately
- Makes you smile: see above
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: a funny feeling????like bad or????? i get funny sexual feelings anytime i see someone i'm attracted to
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yes.........
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i hate "opposite sex" questions. i hate them. i hate gendered questions. my gender is the void and i will devour your idea of the gender binary. fight me.
- Wish you were younger?: i wish i were older so i could LEGALLY drink
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yep
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhh a couple times
- Of Cd's: uhhhh i guess i have 3 ps2 video games but no ps2......yet.....
- Of scars on my body: shit um. lemme count. at least 40. probably more
- Of bones I've broken: both the bones in my left arm
- Name: Harry/eli/prince
- Single or taken: single
- Gender: agender, transmasculine
- Birthday: oct 13th
- Sign: libra
- Hair color: black
- Eye color: blue/green/grey
- Height: 5' 5"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: uhhh.....pansexual aromantic
____________________________________________________________________________
S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________
- What kind of shampoo do you use?: the cheapest kind
- What are you listening to right now?: my brother talking to my grandma's cat
- Who is the last person that called you?: my aunt
- How many buddies are online right now?: i dunno i'm not on skype
____________________________________________________________________________
F A V O U R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________
- Animal: hyenas (all kinds)
- Colour: every variation of green/blue
- Drink: tea i guess??
- Element: hmmm. in this life prolly fire
- Food: sushi
- Game: stardew valley and i've been playing skyrim again
- Movie: i dunno, interstellar and zootopia i guess
- Song: everything
- Subjects in school: aaaaart, biology
- T.V.: bojack horseman and steven universe
____________________________________________________________________________
H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: other than a cat and a dog, no
- Smoked?: yea but not anymore. not cigarrettes anyway
- Bungee jumped?: i think i'd die, but i'd definitely try
- Made yourself throw up?: once
- Skinny dipped?: yea
- Ever been in love?: i think
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: i don't think so? maybe when i was little
- Pictured your crush naked?: hell yea
- Actually seen your crush naked?: hell YEAH B)
- Cried when someone died?: yeah
- Lied: when i was little more often
- Fallen for your best friend?: the only time i was ever IN LOVE ayyyyyy
- Used someone?: yeah quite a few years back
- Done something you regret?: i regret everything i've ever done ever
____________________________________________________________________________
C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: t-shirt and boxers
- Desktop picture: a drawing of the dad from wolf children
- CD in player: i don't even own cds
- DVD in player: don't own these either
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: my aunt when i was saying goodbye
- Hugged: my aunt
- You kissed: i dunno
- You IMed: uhhhhhh i think
queenhyena- Talk to online: see above
- You sexed it up with: my ex as of like..... many years ago.....MANY years ago.......
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A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________
- Understanding?: i think so
- Open-minded?: for the most part. some people don't think so because i don't deal with bigoted people
- Arrogant?: occasionally
- Insecure?: yeaaaaa
- Random?: not really
- Hungry?: a little
- Smart?: coming to terms with it. i've never really felt smart
- Moody?: definitely
- Organized?: if organized mess is organized then yes
- Shy?: kinda? i feel shy but i don't act shy
- Difficult?: yea i'll be honest. my emotions can get in the way of things a lot
- Bored easily?: yessss
- Entertained easily?: not sure actually
- Obsessed?: with many things yes
- Lazy?: most of the time
- Angry?: not often
- Happy?: not entirely
- Hyper?: about 30% of the time
- Trusting?: too trusting.....
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R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________
- In the morning: i try to go back to sleep cos i don't sleep well
- Love is: hm. difficult. not solely belonging to romantic or sexual partners
- I dream about: weird spiritual things and nightmares lately
- What do you notice first in the gender(s) you're into: appearance tbh......i'm not romantic and have pretty high standards for sexual partners
___________________________________________________________________________
W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: uhhhh probably
queenhyena cos i talk to her the most lately- Makes you smile: see above
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: a funny feeling????like bad or????? i get funny sexual feelings anytime i see someone i'm attracted to
_____________________________
D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________
- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yes.........
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i hate "opposite sex" questions. i hate them. i hate gendered questions. my gender is the void and i will devour your idea of the gender binary. fight me.
- Wish you were younger?: i wish i were older so i could LEGALLY drink
- Cry because someone said something to you?: yep
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N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________
- Of times I have had my heart broken?: uhhh a couple times
- Of Cd's: uhhhh i guess i have 3 ps2 video games but no ps2......yet.....
- Of scars on my body: shit um. lemme count. at least 40. probably more
- Of bones I've broken: both the bones in my left arm
gods give me motivation (still looking for trades)
Posted 9 years agoi have
0 motivation for art right now
trades tend to help tho so, art trade anyone???? please???
0 motivation for art right now
trades tend to help tho so, art trade anyone???? please???
get your a+ pussysnakes here
Posted 9 years agomy mother i mean friend is selling some super cute adopts you should check them out before i buy them
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20369478/
trades??
Posted 9 years agoi apperantely just can't do art unless it's for other people
anyone wanna do an art trade??
anyone wanna do an art trade??
theres a hole in my shoe (commissions?)
Posted 9 years agoi typed this out already then accidentally went to a different link
;;
so basically, i found a hole in the bottom of my shoe today when a staple tried stabbing in to my foot. i work in a wood workshop, so this is very dangerous for me
i need decent shoes now. i have leg issues where i don't have enough muscle where i need it, so i overcompensate by constantly leaning on my heels, which has now led to a BAD stinging pain in my heel and constant soreness in my feet and knees. i NEED inserts, it's not a matter of comfort but a matter of being really scared i'll ruin my legs further and not be able to work properly later in life. i wouldn't survive on social security, it's not possible for me, it's not possible for anyone
sorry if that sounds really overdramatic i'm just frustrated and scared right now
so i guess if i could get commissions i'd be super appreciative
here's the info: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
if you can't afford that we can discuss a smaller commission for cheaper, like a sketch or just lines or an icon. also if you wanted to just throw a dollar my way my paypal address is elibrady17[at]gmail.com
ALSO, i can use my paypal without a bank account right? people have told me so but i'm not sure cos i haven't had any money sent to me. if so, what CANT i do without having a bank account attached?
so i guess send it as a friend/family thing if you donate
and if you can't throw any money my way maybe boost this? i'd be super appreciative. i know this doesn't really sound genuine, it kinda feels like i'm demanding people give me money, but i'm just bad at this and really worried right now
thank you for reading tho <3<3
;;
so basically, i found a hole in the bottom of my shoe today when a staple tried stabbing in to my foot. i work in a wood workshop, so this is very dangerous for me
i need decent shoes now. i have leg issues where i don't have enough muscle where i need it, so i overcompensate by constantly leaning on my heels, which has now led to a BAD stinging pain in my heel and constant soreness in my feet and knees. i NEED inserts, it's not a matter of comfort but a matter of being really scared i'll ruin my legs further and not be able to work properly later in life. i wouldn't survive on social security, it's not possible for me, it's not possible for anyone
sorry if that sounds really overdramatic i'm just frustrated and scared right now
so i guess if i could get commissions i'd be super appreciative
here's the info: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/
if you can't afford that we can discuss a smaller commission for cheaper, like a sketch or just lines or an icon. also if you wanted to just throw a dollar my way my paypal address is elibrady17[at]gmail.com
ALSO, i can use my paypal without a bank account right? people have told me so but i'm not sure cos i haven't had any money sent to me. if so, what CANT i do without having a bank account attached?
so i guess send it as a friend/family thing if you donate
and if you can't throw any money my way maybe boost this? i'd be super appreciative. i know this doesn't really sound genuine, it kinda feels like i'm demanding people give me money, but i'm just bad at this and really worried right now
thank you for reading tho <3<3
dear lord of light
Posted 9 years agoplease give me the motivation to draw
because i am at -5 draw inspiration
because i am at -5 draw inspiration
tablet pen escape
Posted 9 years agookay i forgot my tablet pen at work on friday and have been worried about it all weekend
but luckily i emailed my boss and they found it
so i can pick it up tomorrow and work on owed art/commissions
i'm still accepting commissions too! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/ here's the info, pm me if you want a commission
but luckily i emailed my boss and they found it
so i can pick it up tomorrow and work on owed art/commissions
i'm still accepting commissions too! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19890604/ here's the info, pm me if you want a commission
100 things about me
Posted 9 years agommmm i have work soon so why not
1. Last beverage: mint condition mocha from caribou i lOVE
2. Last phone call: ahh my insurance i think?
3. Last text message: my best raptor friend ez
4. Last song you listened to: run boy run by woodkid
5. Last time you cried: i don't remember
6. Dated someone twice: i've dated soemone twice two times actually
7. Been cheated on: eeyup
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ooh yeah
9. Lost someone special: yep and i still blame myself :^)
10. Been depressed: since 2012
11. Been drunk and threw up: never thrown up no
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. any variation of green-blue like this http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/b.....greenblue2.jpg but usually darker
13. blue
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yep
16. Fallen out of love: nah
17. Laughed until you cried: i don't think so, yet, i've gotten close tho
18. Met someone who changed you: i don't think so
19. Found out who your true friends were: kind of, that was more last year tho
20. Found out someone was talking about you: as far as i know, only in a nice way. but people probably have anyway
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yep, they're now my partner
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them tbh but i don't want to count right now
23. How many kids do you want: if by kids you mean pets then 30
24. Do you have any pets: only two plants, a succulent and a sunflower that hasn't sprouted yet
25. Do you want to change your name: nah eli's cool
26. What did you do for your last birthday: got kicked out and had to move :^)
27. What time did you wake up today: 5 am kILL ME
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: either midwest furfest or furry migration this year!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: in december when i visited for christmas it was b a d........
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i were happier and had an easier time connecting with people
32. What are you listening to right now: so the person i coppied this from said "THE... dryer?" and actually same, it's the only noise besides my typing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i don't know?
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: myself mostly
35. Most visited webpage: youtube and tumblr
36. Whats your real name: the dragon god (elliot)
37. Nicknames: eli, prince, and that's it. give me nicknames i crave them
38. Relationship Status: in a poly relationship with a cutie and it's been like 2 months now
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female: NEITHER
41. Primary School: --
42. Secondary School: --
43. High school/college: --
44. Hair Color: black right now
45. Long or short hair: short
46. Height: 5'5"
47. Do you have a crush on someone: my partner o: but no one else
48: What do you like about yourself: my hair is cool sometimes...............
49. Piercings: my earlobes are pierced and my septum
50. Tattoos: i WISh none yet
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: had to get a lump taken outta my neck
53. First piercing: earlobes when i was a Tiny Baby
54. First best friend: and ez
55. First sport you joined: never joined one but i liked floor hockey the most in gym (i WRECKED people)
56. First vacation: probably disneyland? that's the one i remember
(there's no 57. way to go, whoever made this.)
58. First pair of trainers: what
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing but my stomach is very angry and growling
60. Drinking: nothin :'^)
61. I'm about to: to work way too early for a meeting
62. Listening to: still the dryer.... just like the person i copied this from
63. Waiting for: being done with this so i can grab my clothes, get ready to leave, and make food
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: no i only want All Pets
65. Get married: i've never really cared about getting married but i'd definitely platonicaly marry someone for the benefits (me n ez always say we're gonna get married)
66. Career: aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs...
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: around the same age, i'm not comfortable with age gaps
71. Romantic or spontaneous: what does this even mean
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomaaaach
73. Sensitive or loud: what
74. Hook-up or relationship: either or. i'm kinda aromantic (tho in a romantic relationship)
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes!
77. Drank hard liquor: yap
78. Lost glasses/contacts: god i hate when i do
79. Sex on first date: kind of? me and my current partner yeah, but we already knew each other
80. Broken someone's heart: i dunno
(this is the 3rd missing question)
82. Been arrested: no thank christ
83. Turned someone down: yes but she pressured me :'^)
84. Cried when someone died: yea
85. Fallen for a friend: yeah of course
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not really
87. Miracles: kind of?
88. Love at first sight: (this is the other person's answer but i agree with it) ""as quoted by princess bubblegum: "What you’re feeling is called “Infatuation.” The pain is the product of you overvaluing a projected imaginary relationship with me.""
89. Heaven: not really no
90. Santa Claus: are you sayin he AINT real
91. Kiss on the first date: sure whatever you like
92. Angels: not in the.... modern sense
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no i WISH that many people liked me (i'm poly)
95. Did you sing today: not yet but GET READY WORLD
96. Ever cheated on somebody: yeaaaa he had it comin
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: ew no shit gross my entire life has been CRAP
98. The moment you would choose to relive: never
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: kind of?? just cos. so many people i've loved have. left me.
100. Are you afraid
of posting this as 100 truths: why would i be i wear my heart so far out on my sleeve it's practically in your face lmao
1. Last beverage: mint condition mocha from caribou i lOVE
2. Last phone call: ahh my insurance i think?
3. Last text message: my best raptor friend ez
4. Last song you listened to: run boy run by woodkid
5. Last time you cried: i don't remember
6. Dated someone twice: i've dated soemone twice two times actually
7. Been cheated on: eeyup
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ooh yeah
9. Lost someone special: yep and i still blame myself :^)
10. Been depressed: since 2012
11. Been drunk and threw up: never thrown up no
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. any variation of green-blue like this http://blogs.discovermagazine.com/b.....greenblue2.jpg but usually darker
13. blue
14. purple
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yep
16. Fallen out of love: nah
17. Laughed until you cried: i don't think so, yet, i've gotten close tho
18. Met someone who changed you: i don't think so
19. Found out who your true friends were: kind of, that was more last year tho
20. Found out someone was talking about you: as far as i know, only in a nice way. but people probably have anyway
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yep, they're now my partner
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them tbh but i don't want to count right now
23. How many kids do you want: if by kids you mean pets then 30
24. Do you have any pets: only two plants, a succulent and a sunflower that hasn't sprouted yet
25. Do you want to change your name: nah eli's cool
26. What did you do for your last birthday: got kicked out and had to move :^)
27. What time did you wake up today: 5 am kILL ME
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: either midwest furfest or furry migration this year!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: in december when i visited for christmas it was b a d........
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i were happier and had an easier time connecting with people
32. What are you listening to right now: so the person i coppied this from said "THE... dryer?" and actually same, it's the only noise besides my typing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i don't know?
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: myself mostly
35. Most visited webpage: youtube and tumblr
36. Whats your real name: the dragon god (elliot)
37. Nicknames: eli, prince, and that's it. give me nicknames i crave them
38. Relationship Status: in a poly relationship with a cutie and it's been like 2 months now
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female: NEITHER
41. Primary School: --
42. Secondary School: --
43. High school/college: --
44. Hair Color: black right now
45. Long or short hair: short
46. Height: 5'5"
47. Do you have a crush on someone: my partner o: but no one else
48: What do you like about yourself: my hair is cool sometimes...............
49. Piercings: my earlobes are pierced and my septum
50. Tattoos: i WISh none yet
51. Righty or lefty: right
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: had to get a lump taken outta my neck
53. First piercing: earlobes when i was a Tiny Baby
54. First best friend:
and ez55. First sport you joined: never joined one but i liked floor hockey the most in gym (i WRECKED people)
56. First vacation: probably disneyland? that's the one i remember
(there's no 57. way to go, whoever made this.)
58. First pair of trainers: what
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing but my stomach is very angry and growling
60. Drinking: nothin :'^)
61. I'm about to: to work way too early for a meeting
62. Listening to: still the dryer.... just like the person i copied this from
63. Waiting for: being done with this so i can grab my clothes, get ready to leave, and make food
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: no i only want All Pets
65. Get married: i've never really cared about getting married but i'd definitely platonicaly marry someone for the benefits (me n ez always say we're gonna get married)
66. Career: aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs...
69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: around the same age, i'm not comfortable with age gaps
71. Romantic or spontaneous: what does this even mean
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomaaaach
73. Sensitive or loud: what
74. Hook-up or relationship: either or. i'm kinda aromantic (tho in a romantic relationship)
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yes!
77. Drank hard liquor: yap
78. Lost glasses/contacts: god i hate when i do
79. Sex on first date: kind of? me and my current partner yeah, but we already knew each other
80. Broken someone's heart: i dunno
(this is the 3rd missing question)
82. Been arrested: no thank christ
83. Turned someone down: yes but she pressured me :'^)
84. Cried when someone died: yea
85. Fallen for a friend: yeah of course
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: not really
87. Miracles: kind of?
88. Love at first sight: (this is the other person's answer but i agree with it) ""as quoted by princess bubblegum: "What you’re feeling is called “Infatuation.” The pain is the product of you overvaluing a projected imaginary relationship with me.""
89. Heaven: not really no
90. Santa Claus: are you sayin he AINT real
91. Kiss on the first date: sure whatever you like
92. Angels: not in the.... modern sense
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no i WISH that many people liked me (i'm poly)
95. Did you sing today: not yet but GET READY WORLD
96. Ever cheated on somebody: yeaaaa he had it comin
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: ew no shit gross my entire life has been CRAP
98. The moment you would choose to relive: never
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: kind of?? just cos. so many people i've loved have. left me.
100. Are you afraid
of posting this as 100 truths: why would i be i wear my heart so far out on my sleeve it's practically in your face lmao
i don;t
Posted 9 years agoi don't like talking to people
i ignore messages half the time cos i just don't want to deal with them
i'm very tired
and anxious
i ignore messages half the time cos i just don't want to deal with them
i'm very tired
and anxious
haven't been feelin it (trades anyone??)
Posted 9 years agoi haven't been drawing much lately
it looks like my art kick that happened around december and into this year dried up a while ago and everytime i try to draw everything looks so stiff and boring and i can't do anatomy right
it's really annoying because i WANT to draw, it's not like my art blocks where i try to draw and i'm not feeling it, it's like, i really CANT draw and it's a pain in the ass
maybe i'll do trades, i'm always better at drawing other people's characters
yeah that sounds good, if you wanna do an art trade, hmu, your skill doesn't matter i really don't care i just want something in return for my art. i'd want to do full body pictures, possibly with 2 characters as i'd like to experiment with stuff since they're trades
i'd also be looking to do character trades, so if you have any characters lying around that you don't want, and you want either a character OR art of another one of your characters, go ahead and send those my way
please before i art d i e
(save a dying artist)
it looks like my art kick that happened around december and into this year dried up a while ago and everytime i try to draw everything looks so stiff and boring and i can't do anatomy right
it's really annoying because i WANT to draw, it's not like my art blocks where i try to draw and i'm not feeling it, it's like, i really CANT draw and it's a pain in the ass
maybe i'll do trades, i'm always better at drawing other people's characters
yeah that sounds good, if you wanna do an art trade, hmu, your skill doesn't matter i really don't care i just want something in return for my art. i'd want to do full body pictures, possibly with 2 characters as i'd like to experiment with stuff since they're trades
i'd also be looking to do character trades, so if you have any characters lying around that you don't want, and you want either a character OR art of another one of your characters, go ahead and send those my way
please before i art d i e
(save a dying artist)
whos ready for entertainment
Posted 9 years agoi'm really high and gonna try to draw eventually
while also super depressed and in somewhat of a panic attack
NICE who's excited who wants to laugh at my pain i do
while also super depressed and in somewhat of a panic attack
NICE who's excited who wants to laugh at my pain i do
Commissions update
Posted 10 years agoi made a new commission sheet where i'm not underpricing myself so much
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/ here's the link to my commission journal with the link to the new sheet
please spread the word if you can!! thank you again to those of you who have already <3<3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/ here's the link to my commission journal with the link to the new sheet
please spread the word if you can!! thank you again to those of you who have already <3<3
PLEASE READ in need of money
Posted 10 years agoso yesterday my unlimited bus pass i was getting from school finally got canceled because i stopped going to that school. which means i now have to pay for bus tokens to get to and from work. i make hardly any money (working only 9 hours a week for $9) but i need to get to other places to, like doing apartment tours because i'm still looking for a place to live, meeting with my case manager, going to therapy (which i haven't started yet, but soon enough), and various other important things.
so here's my commission info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
so if you could commission me i would be super grateful!!
so here's my commission info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7327062/
so if you could commission me i would be super grateful!!
fursonia meme
Posted 10 years ago• What is the name of your fursona?
Tureyr // Prince
• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
i tried looking it up but i can't remember/find the meaning and language of tureyr but it's an african native language and means something like changed or altered (cos his name used to be altered) // prince is cos i am a prince of hyenas
• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
spotted hyena because i'm a hyena // aardwolf because another hyena and really cute
• What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eye/ect.
brown with black spots and cream underbelly with an orange mane. he actually dyes it orange and it's naturally a dirty blonde color similar to his underbelly // prince is pretty straightforward aardwolf colors, light sandy base, white underbelly and arms, with black stripes. also has light blonde hair
• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
• What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
wow tureyr you're an asshole but also HOT // yOU'RE SO CUTE PRINCE A++ DESIGN BY ME
• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
tureyr would be flattered about being called hot // prince would be really confused and probably just want to leave
• How has your fursona changed over the years?
tureyr has stayed pretty similar to his first design, but various things that have changed: he was a lion hyena hybrid at one point, changed his spots to dark brown, he had a gray tattoo at one point, his muzzle used to be gray, his mane style was more mohawk less pomp // it took me a while to find a design i liked for prince cos originally he was a yellow color and i hate the color yellow so i finally changed him, then he looked very.... basically bad marking design. so we're on like prince 3.0 right now and i'm really pleased with his look now
• How long have you had this fursona?
i actually have their birthdays in my phone tureyr: march 17th, 2013 prince: may 2nd, 2014
• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
i want to look more like tureyr as far as body type goes // not really for prince he shares most of my anxieties
Bonus Information:
tureyr is a piece of shit brother of prince and prince is the scared brother
is mom of both of them
prince is adopted
\.u./
Tureyr // Prince
• Where did the name of your Fursona come from?
i tried looking it up but i can't remember/find the meaning and language of tureyr but it's an african native language and means something like changed or altered (cos his name used to be altered) // prince is cos i am a prince of hyenas
• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
spotted hyena because i'm a hyena // aardwolf because another hyena and really cute
• What color is your fursona and why? Hair/fur/eye/ect.
brown with black spots and cream underbelly with an orange mane. he actually dyes it orange and it's naturally a dirty blonde color similar to his underbelly // prince is pretty straightforward aardwolf colors, light sandy base, white underbelly and arms, with black stripes. also has light blonde hair
• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
• What is one thing you think you would say to your fursona if you could meet?
wow tureyr you're an asshole but also HOT // yOU'RE SO CUTE PRINCE A++ DESIGN BY ME
• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
tureyr would be flattered about being called hot // prince would be really confused and probably just want to leave
• How has your fursona changed over the years?
tureyr has stayed pretty similar to his first design, but various things that have changed: he was a lion hyena hybrid at one point, changed his spots to dark brown, he had a gray tattoo at one point, his muzzle used to be gray, his mane style was more mohawk less pomp // it took me a while to find a design i liked for prince cos originally he was a yellow color and i hate the color yellow so i finally changed him, then he looked very.... basically bad marking design. so we're on like prince 3.0 right now and i'm really pleased with his look now
• How long have you had this fursona?
i actually have their birthdays in my phone tureyr: march 17th, 2013 prince: may 2nd, 2014
• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
i want to look more like tureyr as far as body type goes // not really for prince he shares most of my anxieties
Bonus Information:
tureyr is a piece of shit brother of prince and prince is the scared brother
is mom of both of themprince is adopted
\.u./
a friend needs a binder
Posted 10 years agomy friend needs a binder!! and binders are important for feeling comfortable so they are taking commissions to be able to get one!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
help them if you can <3<3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18880648/
help them if you can <3<3
*COMMISSION INFORMATION*
Posted 10 years agoso i'm gonna start taking commissions because if it works out with my friends, i'll be moving out around may
SO i really need to start raking in some funds
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18972580/ here's my commission sheet and here's the rules/more examples (cos the examples there are a bit older):
-paypal only
-payment up front
-i will not draw anything hateful to any groups, i.e. racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc.
-i have the right to refuse drawing anything without explaining myself
-the buyer, and only the buyer, has the right to repost whatever i make for them, provided they source it back to me properly
-i will not give refunds, but if you aren't please with the work you receive, i will, within reason, try my best to redo parts of it
-I WILL NOT MAKE NSFW ART FOR MINORS. in my country, the US, under 18 is a minor. if you lie about your age, you will be permanently blacklisted on a possibly public list of mine
I WILL NOT DRAW
-rape or any kind of forced situation. this includes characters under the influence, unless they're already in a relationship where both have consented to it
-underage characters in sexual situations or situations where they're being harmed
-feral characters in sexual situations
-scat, watersports, etc.
-incest
-bestiality
-'babyfurs' or any adult characters in adult-baby themes
I WILL DRAW
-gore
-most kinds of sexual situations as long as i'm personally comfortable with them
-pretty much anything that doesn't go against the above terms??? i'll add here if i think of anything
SKETCH EXAMPLES:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18803057/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18757725/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18736583/ (doodle)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18710505/
FULL COLORED, LINED:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18344215/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18522265/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18246432/ (NSFW)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18522225/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18395917/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18451626/ (reference sheet)
talk to me about the price for shading, reference sheets, or backgrounds, which will cost more, or the price for a doodle, which costs less
i'll add things here as they come up!! hopefully it wasn't too long a read
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SO i really need to start raking in some funds
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18972580/ here's my commission sheet and here's the rules/more examples (cos the examples there are a bit older):
-paypal only
-payment up front
-i will not draw anything hateful to any groups, i.e. racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc.
-i have the right to refuse drawing anything without explaining myself
-the buyer, and only the buyer, has the right to repost whatever i make for them, provided they source it back to me properly
-i will not give refunds, but if you aren't please with the work you receive, i will, within reason, try my best to redo parts of it
-I WILL NOT MAKE NSFW ART FOR MINORS. in my country, the US, under 18 is a minor. if you lie about your age, you will be permanently blacklisted on a possibly public list of mine
I WILL NOT DRAW
-rape or any kind of forced situation. this includes characters under the influence, unless they're already in a relationship where both have consented to it
-underage characters in sexual situations or situations where they're being harmed
-feral characters in sexual situations
-scat, watersports, etc.
-incest
-bestiality
-'babyfurs' or any adult characters in adult-baby themes
I WILL DRAW
-gore
-most kinds of sexual situations as long as i'm personally comfortable with them
-pretty much anything that doesn't go against the above terms??? i'll add here if i think of anything
SKETCH EXAMPLES:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18803057/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18757725/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18736583/ (doodle)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18710505/
FULL COLORED, LINED:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18344215/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18522265/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18246432/ (NSFW)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18522225/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18395917/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18451626/ (reference sheet)
talk to me about the price for shading, reference sheets, or backgrounds, which will cost more, or the price for a doodle, which costs less
i'll add things here as they come up!! hopefully it wasn't too long a read
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i have the body of an old person
Posted 10 years agoi've had a lot of trouble walking this winter because of how bad my legs have gotten and the cold has made it a lot worse
i had to get a cane
yesterday i feel halfway down the stairs and really hurt my ass and right hip so all day at work i was getting shooting pains in my hip
luckily i did a lot of sitting down work so i didn't have to just leave
i can barely stand up in my own room because of how stiff my legs get sitting down
i can't type properly half the time cos my fingers freeze up in the cold
i feel like my body is giving up already and i"M ONLY 18 CMON BOD GIMME A BREAK
excuse me while i play video games and try not to die of pain
i had to get a cane
yesterday i feel halfway down the stairs and really hurt my ass and right hip so all day at work i was getting shooting pains in my hip
luckily i did a lot of sitting down work so i didn't have to just leave
i can barely stand up in my own room because of how stiff my legs get sitting down
i can't type properly half the time cos my fingers freeze up in the cold
i feel like my body is giving up already and i"M ONLY 18 CMON BOD GIMME A BREAK
excuse me while i play video games and try not to die of pain
a home???
Posted 10 years agoso, there's a good chance that, come spring, i'll have a place to live here in the cities. the couple of friends i'd be moving in with are an inseparable couple who could basically be attached at the hip. they're also both hardasses when they need to be, so they could help me with school and therefore i could do online school without failing
that does mean that i need to start making more money though. the one of them is almost 18, so we're only waiting on them to turn 18 so they can move away from their horrible parents. the other one is 19 and he's basically ready to move to a place since he's been living with his partner as their mom's pca, which is apparently terrible cos she won't even talk to him without talking through his partner
i might actually have a home
that does mean that i need to start making more money though. the one of them is almost 18, so we're only waiting on them to turn 18 so they can move away from their horrible parents. the other one is 19 and he's basically ready to move to a place since he's been living with his partner as their mom's pca, which is apparently terrible cos she won't even talk to him without talking through his partner
i might actually have a home
it was terrible
Posted 10 years agothe ending to that book
i liked the book
but i hate books that end when it feels like their should be more
even tho it ended at the perfect time
i want to know more
i live inside books better than i live in my own life
i guess that's what it's lik when you're as mentally ill as i amm
maybe one day my life will be as interesting as a book
maybe one day i'll run away and whore myself off in los angeles
maybe
i liked the book
but i hate books that end when it feels like their should be more
even tho it ended at the perfect time
i want to know more
i live inside books better than i live in my own life
i guess that's what it's lik when you're as mentally ill as i amm
maybe one day my life will be as interesting as a book
maybe one day i'll run away and whore myself off in los angeles
maybe
how do you even get a fanbase
Posted 10 years agoalright i need some explainin
so i've been on this satan-forsaken website for probably over 3 years now
and i have 72 watchers
i mean
i'm not that bad at art i don't think, and i was decent before i guess, and i still only have 72 watchers
i dunno maybe i need to be more modest but i like my art. i really do. i think it's pretty good especially now. but like. am i wrong??? is my art actually shit??? what am i doing wrong???????? why aren't more people interested in my art?????????? i just don't get it like.... how did people develop a following of a good amount of watchers???
i dunno it's just
really disheartening
and while i love everyone of my current watchers!!! it's just hard to see your art, that your proud of, just go unnoticed
i dunno
so i've been on this satan-forsaken website for probably over 3 years now
and i have 72 watchers
i mean
i'm not that bad at art i don't think, and i was decent before i guess, and i still only have 72 watchers
i dunno maybe i need to be more modest but i like my art. i really do. i think it's pretty good especially now. but like. am i wrong??? is my art actually shit??? what am i doing wrong???????? why aren't more people interested in my art?????????? i just don't get it like.... how did people develop a following of a good amount of watchers???
i dunno it's just
really disheartening
and while i love everyone of my current watchers!!! it's just hard to see your art, that your proud of, just go unnoticed
i dunno
