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Posted 11 years ago1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
ty
2. How did you two meet?
at a halloween bonfire on october 27th 2012
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
about 11:30 at night on december 21st 2012 but we consider our anniversary the 22nd since it was so late at night
4. Did you meet online?
no
5. What attracted you the most to him/her (ha they aren't either of those they're agender)?
i dunno really i just liked them but the reasons i'm still with them now aren't any of the reasons i originally got with them (except that they're cute)
6. Is he/she what you expected?
not really no
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
lmao we kissed like 3 days before we actually got together
8. When did you first have sex?
we're in an asexual relationship
9. Do you live with them?
yea because i'm homeless
10. Are they snugglers?
kind of??? but not that much
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
i can't remember (not that they don't compliment me i just have memory loss)
12. How long have you been dating?
2 years and some months
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
i think so yeah
14. When will you see them next?
at 7 (it's 6)
15. What interests do you share?
rocks and cool minerals, dragons, being super kin (otherkin & fictionkin), social justice stuff, more i can't think of
16. Is there something you regret?
yes but it's dealt with
17. What was the last thing they gave you?
i don't remember
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
i don't remember
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
i don't know
20. Have they given you a ring?
yes but it wasn't like a big gift thing it was more like
me: hey this is a cool ring you have
them: do you want it?
me: yessss
(i'm paraphrasing but that's the jist of it)
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
shorter and i hate it i hate being shorter than people
22. What is their personality?
kind of a dick but a likeable dick
23. Are they a furry?
kind of. they have a fursona (3 actually)
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i'm on the left cos i like sleeping against the wall. but i don't let them sleep with me very often because i don't sleep well when i'm on a twin bed with someone else
ty
2. How did you two meet?
at a halloween bonfire on october 27th 2012
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
about 11:30 at night on december 21st 2012 but we consider our anniversary the 22nd since it was so late at night
4. Did you meet online?
no
5. What attracted you the most to him/her (ha they aren't either of those they're agender)?
i dunno really i just liked them but the reasons i'm still with them now aren't any of the reasons i originally got with them (except that they're cute)
6. Is he/she what you expected?
not really no
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
lmao we kissed like 3 days before we actually got together
8. When did you first have sex?
we're in an asexual relationship
9. Do you live with them?
yea because i'm homeless
10. Are they snugglers?
kind of??? but not that much
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
i can't remember (not that they don't compliment me i just have memory loss)
12. How long have you been dating?
2 years and some months
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
i think so yeah
14. When will you see them next?
at 7 (it's 6)
15. What interests do you share?
rocks and cool minerals, dragons, being super kin (otherkin & fictionkin), social justice stuff, more i can't think of
16. Is there something you regret?
yes but it's dealt with
17. What was the last thing they gave you?
i don't remember
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
i don't remember
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
i don't know
20. Have they given you a ring?
yes but it wasn't like a big gift thing it was more like
me: hey this is a cool ring you have
them: do you want it?
me: yessss
(i'm paraphrasing but that's the jist of it)
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
shorter and i hate it i hate being shorter than people
22. What is their personality?
kind of a dick but a likeable dick
23. Are they a furry?
kind of. they have a fursona (3 actually)
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
i'm on the left cos i like sleeping against the wall. but i don't let them sleep with me very often because i don't sleep well when i'm on a twin bed with someone else
hhhhh sorry
Posted 11 years agohey i haven't been posting much cos my tablet kinda crapped out
my only access to a tablet is through my digital imaging class which i have every other day on school days
i'll try to scan more stuff but i haven't been drawing much in general
i should probably mention i also have a place to stay more permanently
other than that, mff was super fun! me and everyone i was with didn't get hurt by the chlorine thing that went down, and i had a really good time and got a bunch of furry things woooo
christmas was also fun, and i got a 5 pound hershey's bar because after-holiday candy sales are my favorite holiday and it was only $24. i also got new clothes and some drawing stuff and i'm gonna try to start coloring with markers. i also got some money i might use to get a new tablet but i'm not sure yet cos it's not a lot and i might get one from a friend
yeah that's it, hope you're all doing well!
my only access to a tablet is through my digital imaging class which i have every other day on school days
i'll try to scan more stuff but i haven't been drawing much in general
i should probably mention i also have a place to stay more permanently
other than that, mff was super fun! me and everyone i was with didn't get hurt by the chlorine thing that went down, and i had a really good time and got a bunch of furry things woooo
christmas was also fun, and i got a 5 pound hershey's bar because after-holiday candy sales are my favorite holiday and it was only $24. i also got new clothes and some drawing stuff and i'm gonna try to start coloring with markers. i also got some money i might use to get a new tablet but i'm not sure yet cos it's not a lot and i might get one from a friend
yeah that's it, hope you're all doing well!
MFF meme redo
Posted 11 years agoStaying at: A hotel just outside of Chicago called Days Inn
How are you traveling? : Taking the greyhound bus from saint paul, MN at 7:40 AM Friday so if you’re taking the same bus and see me say hi O:
Who are you rooming with?:
two of her friends and my friend
Who will you be with?: same people as I’m rooming with and maybe anyone I meet while there
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?: my snapchat! Add acidfelis and I’m going to be snapping and adding stuff to my story the whole weekend and it’ll include where I am at the moment. Be warned that unless you’re a friend I’ll be unadding everyone who adds me
What do you look like? I usually wear jeans, a tail, and a dark blue turtleneck. I also have short blue hair. I also willbe wearing a fursuit is bringing for me. I’ll snap what I’m wearing every morning
What is your gender? Boy who uses it/it’s pronouns
How old are you?: 17 so like if you’re 18+ don’t hit on me. Don’t hit on me either way I’m not interested
Are you mated/in a relationship?: Yes but it’s a polyamorous relationship
How tall are you?: 5'5"
Can I talk to you?: Yeah go ahead! I’m pretty nice but just a nervous and quiet person but I get talkative when I’m interested in the conversation
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?: out of fursuit you can hug me if I know you and you ask first. In suit I’m more willing to hug people but ask first. I’ll probably only snuggle with the people I already know IF I snuggle at all
Are you nice?: I think so o: unless you’re an asshole. If you say something rude don’t worry I’ll let you know because I’m very blunt
Are you cliquey?: tbh kind of but I usually invite people into groups if they seem lonely or I give quiet people in the group a chance to talk if they aren’t. I’m all about making sure everyone feels involved and I’d appreciate if I’m really quiet and not really participating in the group if you gave me a chance to talk to cos sometimes I’ll think I’m annoying people and stop talking
Are you fursuiting?: yep!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?: make really loud hyena noises (probably introduce yourself and if trying to get my attention probably say “hey prince!” or s/t like that)
Can I ask you to dance with me during the dances?: I can’t dance but if you’re willing to deal with my slow reflexes you can try and teach me something o:
Can I buy you drinks?: as long as they’re non-alcoholic and I see you buy it. I’m sorry I won’t accept anything that you bring to me I’m really nervous about being drugged. (also I like dr pepper if we’re at a place and you’re ordering me something)
Do you attend parties?: biiiiig maybe but go ahead and invite me if you’re interested
Can I take your picture?: ask first but I’ll probably be a bit confused if you’re taking my picture out of suit
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?: see my friends, make new ones, and have lots of fun!
How are you traveling? : Taking the greyhound bus from saint paul, MN at 7:40 AM Friday so if you’re taking the same bus and see me say hi O:
Who are you rooming with?:
two of her friends and my friend Who will you be with?: same people as I’m rooming with and maybe anyone I meet while there
Where will you be? How is the best way to find you?: my snapchat! Add acidfelis and I’m going to be snapping and adding stuff to my story the whole weekend and it’ll include where I am at the moment. Be warned that unless you’re a friend I’ll be unadding everyone who adds me
What do you look like? I usually wear jeans, a tail, and a dark blue turtleneck. I also have short blue hair. I also willbe wearing a fursuit
is bringing for me. I’ll snap what I’m wearing every morning What is your gender? Boy who uses it/it’s pronouns
How old are you?: 17 so like if you’re 18+ don’t hit on me. Don’t hit on me either way I’m not interested
Are you mated/in a relationship?: Yes but it’s a polyamorous relationship
How tall are you?: 5'5"
Can I talk to you?: Yeah go ahead! I’m pretty nice but just a nervous and quiet person but I get talkative when I’m interested in the conversation
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?: out of fursuit you can hug me if I know you and you ask first. In suit I’m more willing to hug people but ask first. I’ll probably only snuggle with the people I already know IF I snuggle at all
Are you nice?: I think so o: unless you’re an asshole. If you say something rude don’t worry I’ll let you know because I’m very blunt
Are you cliquey?: tbh kind of but I usually invite people into groups if they seem lonely or I give quiet people in the group a chance to talk if they aren’t. I’m all about making sure everyone feels involved and I’d appreciate if I’m really quiet and not really participating in the group if you gave me a chance to talk to cos sometimes I’ll think I’m annoying people and stop talking
Are you fursuiting?: yep!
If I see you, how should I get your attention?: make really loud hyena noises (probably introduce yourself and if trying to get my attention probably say “hey prince!” or s/t like that)
Can I ask you to dance with me during the dances?: I can’t dance but if you’re willing to deal with my slow reflexes you can try and teach me something o:
Can I buy you drinks?: as long as they’re non-alcoholic and I see you buy it. I’m sorry I won’t accept anything that you bring to me I’m really nervous about being drugged. (also I like dr pepper if we’re at a place and you’re ordering me something)
Do you attend parties?: biiiiig maybe but go ahead and invite me if you’re interested
Can I take your picture?: ask first but I’ll probably be a bit confused if you’re taking my picture out of suit
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?: see my friends, make new ones, and have lots of fun!
MFF meme
Posted 11 years agoi think it's close enough to do this
Where are you staying?
at a hotel outside chicago
What day are you getting there?
the 5th around 4 pm
How are you traveling?
bus
Who will you be rooming with?
and a couple other people
How is the best way to find you?
i might update here or my tumblr (princehyena) otherwise look for a scared, blue-haired boy
Are there any panels you might be attending?
i haven't looked at the panel lists yet but probably
What do you look like?
blue hair and eyes, really white, lots of freckles on my arms but not my face but i have face moles
Will you be suiting?
i think so o:
Do you do free art?
ONLY if i feel like it and you have a ref for me
Do you do trades?
yeaaa! but i probably won't do more than sketches
Do you do badges?
nah
What is your gender?
the void (it/its pronouns. seriously use my pronouns or i will devour you)
How tall are you?
5'5 AND 3 QUARTERS
Can I talk to you?
yea but i might be nervous
Can I touch you?
DO NOT. i can't stress this enough i hate being touched by people i don't want touching me
How can I find you?
draw a pentagram in blood on the floor, put a spotted hyena plushie and aardwolf plushie in the middle of it and cry. i will then appear and want food. sushi will pleas me
Can I visit your room?
probably not unless i already know you ahead of time and trust you
Can I buy you drinks?
yea but keep in mind that i'm a minor
Can I give you stuff?
PLEase give me stuff i like stuff
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
no snuggling unless you're a friend but if you ask nicely and i say yes you can hug me but don't squeeze hard i have messed up ribs
Are you nice?
fairly as long as you are
Do you have an artist table?
nah
Will you be going to parties?
probably not
Will you be performing?
no
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell out "you're majesty! i've been looking everywhere for you!" and give me money and/or food
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
probably following around or in my room sleeping
What/where will you be eating?
shrugs. i don't have much money so i won't eat much outside my room
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
maybe
Can I look in your sketchbook?
not unless i let you
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
ONLY if you draw hyenas
Can I take your picture?
if you ask first
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
meet people, have fun, and learn about the con so i'll be more ready next year \o/
Where are you staying?
at a hotel outside chicago
What day are you getting there?
the 5th around 4 pm
How are you traveling?
bus
Who will you be rooming with?
and a couple other peopleHow is the best way to find you?
i might update here or my tumblr (princehyena) otherwise look for a scared, blue-haired boy
Are there any panels you might be attending?
i haven't looked at the panel lists yet but probably
What do you look like?
blue hair and eyes, really white, lots of freckles on my arms but not my face but i have face moles
Will you be suiting?
i think so o:
Do you do free art?
ONLY if i feel like it and you have a ref for me
Do you do trades?
yeaaa! but i probably won't do more than sketches
Do you do badges?
nah
What is your gender?
the void (it/its pronouns. seriously use my pronouns or i will devour you)
How tall are you?
5'5 AND 3 QUARTERS
Can I talk to you?
yea but i might be nervous
Can I touch you?
DO NOT. i can't stress this enough i hate being touched by people i don't want touching me
How can I find you?
draw a pentagram in blood on the floor, put a spotted hyena plushie and aardwolf plushie in the middle of it and cry. i will then appear and want food. sushi will pleas me
Can I visit your room?
probably not unless i already know you ahead of time and trust you
Can I buy you drinks?
yea but keep in mind that i'm a minor
Can I give you stuff?
PLEase give me stuff i like stuff
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
no snuggling unless you're a friend but if you ask nicely and i say yes you can hug me but don't squeeze hard i have messed up ribs
Are you nice?
fairly as long as you are
Do you have an artist table?
nah
Will you be going to parties?
probably not
Will you be performing?
no
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
yell out "you're majesty! i've been looking everywhere for you!" and give me money and/or food
Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
probably following
around or in my room sleepingWhat/where will you be eating?
shrugs. i don't have much money so i won't eat much outside my room
Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
maybe
Can I look in your sketchbook?
not unless i let you
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
ONLY if you draw hyenas
Can I take your picture?
if you ask first
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
meet people, have fun, and learn about the con so i'll be more ready next year \o/
birthday
Posted 11 years agoit's my birthday
i was gonna draw something for it but i'm too sad lately
i was gonna draw something for it but i'm too sad lately
homelessness
Posted 11 years agoso we're getting kicked out on the 30th of this month and i don't know if where i'm going has wifi so i might go completely inactive for some amount of time (not sure how long)
yeah
i might add donation info soon but right now i still can't use my paypal cos i still don't have a bank account
so i'm like
kinda struggling so even if they do have wifi i don't know if i'll find time for drawing
yeah
i might add donation info soon but right now i still can't use my paypal cos i still don't have a bank account
so i'm like
kinda struggling so even if they do have wifi i don't know if i'll find time for drawing
I'm afraid of 26 out of 72 fears
Posted 11 years ago[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 3
[x] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 9
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[x ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 18
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[x] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty (funny cos i am under the poverty line)
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total so far: 24
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 26
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of 26 out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal. *
if you get under 10, you're fearless.
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 3
[x] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 9
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[x ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 18
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[x] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty (funny cos i am under the poverty line)
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
Total so far: 24
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 26
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of 26 out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal. *
if you get under 10, you're fearless.
mff?
Posted 11 years agoi'm still planning on going to that
so i was wondering if any of my watchers is going to mff?
so i was wondering if any of my watchers is going to mff?
updates
Posted 11 years agoi updated my profile some
cos things have changed
so yeah
.o.
cos things have changed
so yeah
.o.
what
Posted 11 years agomy art is all crap lately and for some reason fa keeps ruining the quality of everything i submit
like i keep getting super lazy and my coloring comes out shit
whatever
just thought i'd post why everything looks worse than usual
like i keep getting super lazy and my coloring comes out shit
whatever
just thought i'd post why everything looks worse than usual
school
Posted 11 years agoi have to leave for school in like 15 minutes
expect me to be even less active this week
i'm getting money from my dad tomorrow though and he owes me $100 so that should be cool
gonna register for mff then get my bus tickets and put away money for food and hotel with that
then my birthday is in a little over a month and i'm just gonna ask for money from everyone
yeaaaah
expect me to be even less active this week
i'm getting money from my dad tomorrow though and he owes me $100 so that should be cool
gonna register for mff then get my bus tickets and put away money for food and hotel with that
then my birthday is in a little over a month and i'm just gonna ask for money from everyone
yeaaaah
wow... [not a vent for once]
Posted 11 years agoi just saw the paramore and fall out boy concert at the minnesota state fair and i'm still in post-concert shock. it was so good and gosh i went for fall out boy and stayed for paramore. i loved the ain't it fun performance and it was so good wow
i'm in a really good mood but it's time to sleep cos i'm going to the fair again tomorrow
just thought i'd share after all the vent
i'm in a really good mood but it's time to sleep cos i'm going to the fair again tomorrow
just thought i'd share after all the vent
hmm [vent]
Posted 11 years agoi'm really at a loss about what to do with my art
it seems like no one is interested in it and i don't know what to do to make it look more interesting
and i don't even have the motivation to do that
school starts soon too
and i'm really just
not feeling good about anything
it seems like no one is interested in it and i don't know what to do to make it look more interesting
and i don't even have the motivation to do that
school starts soon too
and i'm really just
not feeling good about anything
anyone interested in a collab?
Posted 11 years agoi kinda want to do a sketch and see how other people would line/color my art but i'm also willing to do the sketch and lines and have the other person do coloring/maybe shading?? i dunno matters on what you want to do i'd just prefer to sketch cos i don't like my lineart it's boring to me
i can also line someone's sketch and color that
i honestly don't mind i just really want to do a collab .u.
so yeah comment or note me if you're interested
preferably an experienced artist but i don't really mind all that much
i can also line someone's sketch and color that
i honestly don't mind i just really want to do a collab .u.
so yeah comment or note me if you're interested
preferably an experienced artist but i don't really mind all that much
WOAH 30 WATCHERS
Posted 11 years agoam i popufur yet
no
no updates on getting a bank account but hopefullt that'll happen soon
i start school soon tho so i'm kinda
panicky
but yeah that's about it
except those requests are the last requests i'll be doing because i want to be commissioned
except for friends of course and i'm working on one for a friend but it keeps not working so that'll happen eventually
yeah that's it
no
no updates on getting a bank account but hopefullt that'll happen soon
i start school soon tho so i'm kinda
panicky
but yeah that's about it
except those requests are the last requests i'll be doing because i want to be commissioned
except for friends of course and i'm working on one for a friend but it keeps not working so that'll happen eventually
yeah that's it
commissions? life stuff? yeah that
Posted 11 years agowill they ever open?
not for now because i'm housesitting (and have been sine like 2 weeks ago) until the 13th (like tomorrow cos it's 2am right now) and still haven't gotten a bank account
does anyone know another way to use paypal without a bank account? my dad says a prepaid works too but i don't know if i want a prepaid and i wanna know my options
i also have to get a doctor's appointment for multiple reasons including my toe being really infected and swollen and filled with puss
and then i start school on september 2nd, which is my biggest stresser right now and i'll probably get even more inactive
i'm also on a big art block right now so i'm just kinda like not wanting to touch my tablet
which reminds me that the cord is getting loose and it'll stop working randomly and i'm worried it'll just stop working all together ;; anyone have any advice on fixing loose plugins?
sighs
i'm stressed
not for now because i'm housesitting (and have been sine like 2 weeks ago) until the 13th (like tomorrow cos it's 2am right now) and still haven't gotten a bank account
does anyone know another way to use paypal without a bank account? my dad says a prepaid works too but i don't know if i want a prepaid and i wanna know my options
i also have to get a doctor's appointment for multiple reasons including my toe being really infected and swollen and filled with puss
and then i start school on september 2nd, which is my biggest stresser right now and i'll probably get even more inactive
i'm also on a big art block right now so i'm just kinda like not wanting to touch my tablet
which reminds me that the cord is getting loose and it'll stop working randomly and i'm worried it'll just stop working all together ;; anyone have any advice on fixing loose plugins?
sighs
i'm stressed
just another mediocre artist (VENT)
Posted 11 years agoi'm really put down right now like
i can't stop thinking about how a "bad" art blog reblogged my art like a month ago and i feel like i'm never going to excel with my art and other people are so much better than me
i'm not even a terrible artist, i'm just mediocre and my art is boring and plain and all other artists at my level at least have an interesting style of coloring or lining and i'm just sitting here barely able to do anything for whatever reason
it's taken me 16 years to get this good at drawing shitty stuff and i feel like i'm at a stand still and even when my art gets better it's still so far behind everyone else and no one is interested in it
and since my anxiety shot up sky high i'm pretty much relying on commissions but 1) my dad keeps saying he's going to open a bank account for me to connect to my paypal and 2) no one's even interested
so now i'm scared i won't be able to go to mff when i've been looking forward to it all year now
and my family is too poor to give me enough and even when they have money i'm the very last person they think of
and wow all this topped up on all these other problems in life has got me in a hole dug too deep to get out of
not to mention school is starting soon and i don't even fuckin know if i made it past 10th grade because of all the fucking shit i went through including my house burning down, being out of school for a whole semester, and then not knowing what the fuck i was doing 4th semester and only passing one class
and then there's the issue of not knowing if i want to be with my boyfriend anymore because of that fucking trip to arkansas where he spent most of the time being around the guy he wants to fuck rather than me (keep in mind we're polysexual) so normally i wouldn't mind and i'm not super clingy i don't need a lot of attention but he was keeping secrets from me and spent barely any time with me and i was so fuckin scared he'd break up with me after we got back to go with this kid who just turned 15
and fuck can't i have any friends who aren't always thinking about sex because he was so nice and innocent and then my boyfriend comes along and decides to corrupt the fuck out of him and now all he talks about is sex and it doesn't help that i'm sex repulsed 80% of the time
i thought it'd be all over and the bad feelings would go away once we got back but i'm still being resentful because i do that when i feel hurt naturally to protect myself
and it's basically my fault because he's oblivious and has no idea there's any issues but i just don't know how is it that he doesn't/didn't notice that i was being ignored
i seriously have never felt such strong feelings like that before i thought i was going to burst and i still do i want to cry so much but i can't and i don't know why
sorry i don't normally vent here but it's the only place i feel comfortable venting because i don't want certain people to see it
man i just want things to stop being a huge fucking issue because that's all i have right now
huge issues i can't handle
sorry
i don't understand how you read this far but congratulations
i can't stop thinking about how a "bad" art blog reblogged my art like a month ago and i feel like i'm never going to excel with my art and other people are so much better than me
i'm not even a terrible artist, i'm just mediocre and my art is boring and plain and all other artists at my level at least have an interesting style of coloring or lining and i'm just sitting here barely able to do anything for whatever reason
it's taken me 16 years to get this good at drawing shitty stuff and i feel like i'm at a stand still and even when my art gets better it's still so far behind everyone else and no one is interested in it
and since my anxiety shot up sky high i'm pretty much relying on commissions but 1) my dad keeps saying he's going to open a bank account for me to connect to my paypal and 2) no one's even interested
so now i'm scared i won't be able to go to mff when i've been looking forward to it all year now
and my family is too poor to give me enough and even when they have money i'm the very last person they think of
and wow all this topped up on all these other problems in life has got me in a hole dug too deep to get out of
not to mention school is starting soon and i don't even fuckin know if i made it past 10th grade because of all the fucking shit i went through including my house burning down, being out of school for a whole semester, and then not knowing what the fuck i was doing 4th semester and only passing one class
and then there's the issue of not knowing if i want to be with my boyfriend anymore because of that fucking trip to arkansas where he spent most of the time being around the guy he wants to fuck rather than me (keep in mind we're polysexual) so normally i wouldn't mind and i'm not super clingy i don't need a lot of attention but he was keeping secrets from me and spent barely any time with me and i was so fuckin scared he'd break up with me after we got back to go with this kid who just turned 15
and fuck can't i have any friends who aren't always thinking about sex because he was so nice and innocent and then my boyfriend comes along and decides to corrupt the fuck out of him and now all he talks about is sex and it doesn't help that i'm sex repulsed 80% of the time
i thought it'd be all over and the bad feelings would go away once we got back but i'm still being resentful because i do that when i feel hurt naturally to protect myself
and it's basically my fault because he's oblivious and has no idea there's any issues but i just don't know how is it that he doesn't/didn't notice that i was being ignored
i seriously have never felt such strong feelings like that before i thought i was going to burst and i still do i want to cry so much but i can't and i don't know why
sorry i don't normally vent here but it's the only place i feel comfortable venting because i don't want certain people to see it
man i just want things to stop being a huge fucking issue because that's all i have right now
huge issues i can't handle
sorry
i don't understand how you read this far but congratulations
i never expected...... (nsfw)
Posted 11 years agowhen i was younger, i never expected to end up drawing a chocolate reindeer getting his dick bitten off by his pinata boyfriend
don't worry it doesn't hurt him
but yeah that's a little sneek peak to a future submission which i may or may not finish, might just submit the sketch and never touch it again
don't worry it doesn't hurt him
but yeah that's a little sneek peak to a future submission which i may or may not finish, might just submit the sketch and never touch it again
doing this again cos it changed some and i like it
Posted 11 years ago[center]First Fact: i love these things
Name: Elliot
Nickname: eli, prince
Location: usa minnesota
Age: 16 (17 on the 13th of october)
Height: 5'4" and a half
Zodiac sign: libra
Any pets: none
Favorite thing about yourself: uhhhh that i'm really accepting and nice and educated about social justice stuff
Fan Fun about yourself: uhhhh i barely live at my house. my parents are divorced and i hate being at my dad's house when my siblings are over (it's super small) and i refuse to go to my mom's house (horrible grandmother and last time i went there i ended up going to the hospital)
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: male with it/its/itself pronouns
Sexual preference: pansexual panromantic
Relationship preference: monogamous romantic wise and polysexual
"Kinsey Scale" score: the kinsey scale is really off and a terrible thing to use
but as far as for fun i'm a 3 (equally heterosexual and homosexual) i.e. pansexual
Relationship status: with someone romantically
Myers/Briggs type: i have no idea everytime i try to take the test i can't find it
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": night owl
Bath or shower: shower. baths make me feel gross
First thought in the morning: everyone needs to shut up i am sleeping
Last thought before falling asleep at night: probably something gay
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: student who needs a job
What do you do well: panicking over small things
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: i'm hoping that by then the apocalypse would have happened cos that's the only chance i got
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: no
Smoke: no
Do Drugs: yea
Exercise: sometimes i bike to the store
Have a go-to comfort food: any food really. matters on how i'm feeling
Have a nervous habit: everything. no i'm actually mostly good at not showing how i feel so all i do is very vague like putting in headphones and listening to sad music and isolating
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): my eyes and my chest when i'm binding
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): my mentality is literal shit but when it comes to helping friends i'm good at being positive for them
Mental/emotional quality (in others): honesty and respectfulness
Food: suuuuuuushi
Drink: tea with honey and hot chocolate
Animal: hyenas
Artist/Band/Group: regina spektor at the moment
Author/Poet: right now it's the guy who wrote the name of the wind but i can't remember his name
TV Show: uhhhhh right now i think.... free iwatobit swim club? does anime count? WAIT NOT avatar the last airbender. that and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood are my all time favorites
Actor/Actress: laverne cox
Blogger: dogrot on tumblr
Name: Elliot
Nickname: eli, prince
Location: usa minnesota
Age: 16 (17 on the 13th of october)
Height: 5'4" and a half
Zodiac sign: libra
Any pets: none
Favorite thing about yourself: uhhhh that i'm really accepting and nice and educated about social justice stuff
Fan Fun about yourself: uhhhh i barely live at my house. my parents are divorced and i hate being at my dad's house when my siblings are over (it's super small) and i refuse to go to my mom's house (horrible grandmother and last time i went there i ended up going to the hospital)
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: male with it/its/itself pronouns
Sexual preference: pansexual panromantic
Relationship preference: monogamous romantic wise and polysexual
"Kinsey Scale" score: the kinsey scale is really off and a terrible thing to use
but as far as for fun i'm a 3 (equally heterosexual and homosexual) i.e. pansexual
Relationship status: with someone romantically
Myers/Briggs type: i have no idea everytime i try to take the test i can't find it
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": night owl
Bath or shower: shower. baths make me feel gross
First thought in the morning: everyone needs to shut up i am sleeping
Last thought before falling asleep at night: probably something gay
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: student who needs a job
What do you do well: panicking over small things
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: i'm hoping that by then the apocalypse would have happened cos that's the only chance i got
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: no
Smoke: no
Do Drugs: yea
Exercise: sometimes i bike to the store
Have a go-to comfort food: any food really. matters on how i'm feeling
Have a nervous habit: everything. no i'm actually mostly good at not showing how i feel so all i do is very vague like putting in headphones and listening to sad music and isolating
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): my eyes and my chest when i'm binding
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): my mentality is literal shit but when it comes to helping friends i'm good at being positive for them
Mental/emotional quality (in others): honesty and respectfulness
Food: suuuuuuushi
Drink: tea with honey and hot chocolate
Animal: hyenas
Artist/Band/Group: regina spektor at the moment
Author/Poet: right now it's the guy who wrote the name of the wind but i can't remember his name
TV Show: uhhhhh right now i think.... free iwatobit swim club? does anime count? WAIT NOT avatar the last airbender. that and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood are my all time favorites
Actor/Actress: laverne cox
Blogger: dogrot on tumblr
COMMISSION INFO
Posted 11 years agoCommissions Status: Closed until I open a bank account and get more examples.
Note: Just getting this all down before I forgot. I'm hoping to open a bank account soon (I was told paypal worked without one but I can't figure it out) and I should have more examples out soon. Look out for free art possibilities! I'm more creative with other peoples' characters so I might want to do free art to use as examples.
Contact Info/How to contact me: You can note me here, message me on tumblr my tumblr at Hyenaprince (though sometimes tumblr eats messages so that's less reccomended), or email me at acidfelis@gmail.com. If you want we could also use skype to communicate considering it's probably the easiest way to get a hold of me though i'd be unadding anyone I add after their commission is finished and sent to them.
Icon: (Headshot/busts only)
Base: $5
Colored: $7
Shaded: $8
Fur details: $10
Extra Character: +$5
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14106497/ (Bust colored)
Note:[b] Simple backgrounds are free. If you want something more complicated we'll discuss a price.
[b]Sketch: (No background available)
Base headshot: $3
Base Bust: $4
Base Torso up: $5
Base Full Body: $8
Colored: +$3
Shaded: +$3
Fur Detail: +$2
Extra Character: +$5
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13924190/ (Bust with coloring and fur detail)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13912145/ (Bust)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13719275/ (Torso up. For commissions i would draw more of the torso)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13589779/ (Torso up. Older drawing, blood and nudity warning. All sketches would be cleaner in commissions.)
Note: None
Lineart:
Base Headshot: $5
Base Bust: $6
Base Torso Up: $7
Base Full Body: $10
Colored: +$4
Shaded: +$4
Fur Detail: +$5
Extra Characters: +$8
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14093316/ (Full body, colored)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14058994/ (Full body, colored, shaded, fur detail)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13930199/ (Full body, colored, shaded, fur detail)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13930606/ (Full body, colored)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14097551/ (Torso up, colored, slight fur detail, extra character. There will be more fur detail in commissions.)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13900971/ (Full body, colored)
Notes: See my gallery for more, I didn't realize how many of these I made.
Backgrounds:
Simple: Free
Detailed Simple: +$3
Detailed Complicated: +$10
Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13900129/ (Detailed Simple. Blood and gore warning.)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14058994/ (Detailed complicated)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13900971/ (Simple)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14097551/ (Detailed complicated)
Notes:: Prices will vary according to complexity.
I will draw:
NSFW (nothing hardcore)
any animals (be aware that some I don't draw as well as others)
Nudity
Feral or anthro
I will NOT draw
Hardcore kinks (scat, piss)
Rape
Shemales/herms or anything as transphobic as those. I will draw trans characters as long as it's not something transphobic.
Feral NSFW
Diaper furs
Underage NSFW
Rules:
Contact me through one of the contacts I provided. If you request a commission through a comment on a journal or something I will not reply.
Payment through paypal only unless you're in the area where I live and know me outside of the internet.
I have the right to refuse any commissions I don't want to draw.
BE RESPECTFUL. If you are disrespectful while commissioning me, you will not get a commission.
You may post the commission anywhere when you get your commission so long as you credit me. ONLY the client can repost art unless you commissioned me for someone else, then they and the client are allowed to repost it.I think that's it for now, this will be updated when information changes.
don't judge me i really like these
Posted 11 years agoRL Name: elliot
Nickname: eli or prince. or jesus
Location: usa, minnesota
Age: 16 (17 in like 2 and a half months)
Height: 5’4” and a half
Zodiac sign: libra
Any pets: nooo sadly not
Favorite thing about yourself: sometimes i do things
Worst habit: procrastination
Fun fact: i can lick my nose
--Identity, Sexuality & Personality--
Gender identity: hyena (boy with its/it pronouns)
Sexual preference: ew sex (sex repulsed half the time attracted to everyone the other half)
Romantic preference: people
"Kinsey Scale" score: is highly inaccurate
Relationship status: with a person but having troubles with it
Hogwarts house: hufflepuff!
--Routine--
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": night owl. it is 5:44am and i'm getting read to sleep
Bath or shower: shower
First thought in the morning: everyone needs to shut up before they wake me up to the point i can't get back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: probably hyenas
--School/Work--
Do you work or are you a student: student who really needs a job
What do you do well: cry. that's a lie. i have dry eye syndrome and can't cry without causing myself horrible pain
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: probably with a crappy job or working with animals which is the opposite living with my friend and not going to college. but i'll be happy.
--Habits (Do you…?)--
Drink: no
Smoke: can't, i have asthma
Do Drugs: yea
Exercise: hAHAHAHA i get up every once in a while to go to the bathroom
Have a go-to comfort food: food. just food. any food
Have a nervous habit: i shut down when i get too nervous and it gets to the point where i'll start to chew my knuckles until they're bloody
--What is your favorite…?--
Physical quality (in yourself): uhhhh my chest when i'm wearing a binder
In Others: everything i love everything about everyone. as long as they clean themselves
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): uhhh i guess that i'm really caring and accepting
Food: suuuushi
Drink: hot chocolate and tea with honey
Animal: yeeeeeenas
Artist/Band/Group: i dunno. i reall like gorillaz
Author/Poet: shrugs probably the guy who wrote the missing piece and it's sequel
TV Show: avatar the last airbender and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood
Actor/Actress: lAVERNE COX
Blogger: dogrot
Nickname: eli or prince. or jesus
Location: usa, minnesota
Age: 16 (17 in like 2 and a half months)
Height: 5’4” and a half
Zodiac sign: libra
Any pets: nooo sadly not
Favorite thing about yourself: sometimes i do things
Worst habit: procrastination
Fun fact: i can lick my nose
--Identity, Sexuality & Personality--
Gender identity: hyena (boy with its/it pronouns)
Sexual preference: ew sex (sex repulsed half the time attracted to everyone the other half)
Romantic preference: people
"Kinsey Scale" score: is highly inaccurate
Relationship status: with a person but having troubles with it
Hogwarts house: hufflepuff!
--Routine--
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": night owl. it is 5:44am and i'm getting read to sleep
Bath or shower: shower
First thought in the morning: everyone needs to shut up before they wake me up to the point i can't get back to sleep
Last thought before falling asleep at night: probably hyenas
--School/Work--
Do you work or are you a student: student who really needs a job
What do you do well: cry. that's a lie. i have dry eye syndrome and can't cry without causing myself horrible pain
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: probably with a crappy job or working with animals which is the opposite living with my friend and not going to college. but i'll be happy.
--Habits (Do you…?)--
Drink: no
Smoke: can't, i have asthma
Do Drugs: yea
Exercise: hAHAHAHA i get up every once in a while to go to the bathroom
Have a go-to comfort food: food. just food. any food
Have a nervous habit: i shut down when i get too nervous and it gets to the point where i'll start to chew my knuckles until they're bloody
--What is your favorite…?--
Physical quality (in yourself): uhhhh my chest when i'm wearing a binder
In Others: everything i love everything about everyone. as long as they clean themselves
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): uhhh i guess that i'm really caring and accepting
Food: suuuushi
Drink: hot chocolate and tea with honey
Animal: yeeeeeenas
Artist/Band/Group: i dunno. i reall like gorillaz
Author/Poet: shrugs probably the guy who wrote the missing piece and it's sequel
TV Show: avatar the last airbender and fullmetal alchemist brotherhood
Actor/Actress: lAVERNE COX
Blogger: dogrot
almost back
Posted 11 years agooooka i've been drawing a lot but not working on what i promised
might just give up and post something i'm proud of for m 100th post
might be before i go back home but more likely after i get back
still in arkansas until tuesday or wednesday
i'm having fun for the most part so yeah uwu
might just give up and post something i'm proud of for m 100th post
might be before i go back home but more likely after i get back
still in arkansas until tuesday or wednesday
i'm having fun for the most part so yeah uwu
wooo vacation
Posted 11 years agoso i'm going to arkansas on vacation and it takes about 2 days to get there so i won't be able to touch my tablet at all
so you'll have to wait a little longer for that 100th submission
so yeah
i leave tomorrow around noon and i'll be in a packed tight car for 13 hours
even if the hotel has wifi i'll be too exhausted to stay up
so you'll have to wait a little longer for that 100th submission
so yeah
i leave tomorrow around noon and i'll be in a packed tight car for 13 hours
even if the hotel has wifi i'll be too exhausted to stay up
almost 100 submissions...
Posted 11 years agoi've got over 400 pageviews now, 99 submissions, and 22 (?) watchers
so right now i'm working on a big art project and it's gonna be a full background scene with shading and a fire and multiple characters
which is something i obviously don't do often
it's gonna involve akila and altered but that's all i'm gonna say
until then i'm not gonna post anything
so right now i'm working on a big art project and it's gonna be a full background scene with shading and a fire and multiple characters
which is something i obviously don't do often
it's gonna involve akila and altered but that's all i'm gonna say
until then i'm not gonna post anything
hi
Posted 11 years agomy computer works i forgot to mention
but the keys are super sticky and it's working slower
so i still need to get it professionally cleaned and looked at to make sure there's no internal damage
yeah
i haven't been drawing much to post lately so lots of sketches and unfinished stuff
but the keys are super sticky and it's working slower
so i still need to get it professionally cleaned and looked at to make sure there's no internal damage
yeah
i haven't been drawing much to post lately so lots of sketches and unfinished stuff
