Hey Everyone~
Posted 6 years agoHello Guys,
I’m sorry but I’ve been slacking. My bad, it’s been a hard couple of months for me. My mate passed away back in June and his birthday was in July so I haven’t been able to do anything for a while. I’m just getting up and going to work and that’s pretty much it. I’ve been in some dark places again in my head. I’ve trying to get everything back in track but it’s hard. I know I barley post anything but I really wanna get back into things.
I’ve got a lot of projects to finish and a few I’m be starting soon so I’ll be looking forward to that. Hope to hear from y’all again!
And if anyone needs to talk about anything I’m her for ya. I don’t judge and will help the best I can. Friend or no friend I’m here for you. :3
Stay Evil my friends~
Lyrik~
I’m sorry but I’ve been slacking. My bad, it’s been a hard couple of months for me. My mate passed away back in June and his birthday was in July so I haven’t been able to do anything for a while. I’m just getting up and going to work and that’s pretty much it. I’ve been in some dark places again in my head. I’ve trying to get everything back in track but it’s hard. I know I barley post anything but I really wanna get back into things.
I’ve got a lot of projects to finish and a few I’m be starting soon so I’ll be looking forward to that. Hope to hear from y’all again!
And if anyone needs to talk about anything I’m her for ya. I don’t judge and will help the best I can. Friend or no friend I’m here for you. :3
Stay Evil my friends~
Lyrik~
Still Alive.... well Almost! :3
Posted 6 years agoHey guys!
Sorry it’s been a few, been really busy! Lol I finally got Full time at my work! So working a lot more! Woo!
School is killing me also. I’m no longer going for Art/design or Computers. Instead I went for Costuming/Crafts and couldn’t be more excited!
Finally got my truck up and working also, ( then hit a fence... my bad! ) ;.; Will post pictures later~
Anyway. But yeah sorry for not being on for a while Life hits you good! But I’m try a lot harder to post, I’m still drawing but not much, more doodles then art work. I found that crafting is a lot more fun and I’m good at it, not jaw dropping amazing but pretty good.
I’ve got a lot of Cosplaying friends now, and every now and then help make them something for it, not a lot yet but I got a few things done I’ll be post shortly.
I’m going to a lot more cons then I use to so you’ll see pictures soon. Working on two cosplays now for our next one. I do have a Instagram Crafting account if y’all want to see a lot more of my work. Anyone is welcomed to fallow! (Fantasy_Tail_Crafts) Not a hole lot yet, BUT more to come! :3
I’m not sure if I’m good enough to start commissions on stuff so Idk about that right now... but maybe if I get batter.
I hope everyone is going great! I hope to hear from y’all soon, I miss a lot of people I use to talk to. :( I kinda hope I can get back into talking with a few of my old friends and see what going on! But also anyone is welcomed to talk with me when they need it. :3 I’m here at anytime! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YALL!!!
With Love:
Lyrik~
Sorry it’s been a few, been really busy! Lol I finally got Full time at my work! So working a lot more! Woo!
School is killing me also. I’m no longer going for Art/design or Computers. Instead I went for Costuming/Crafts and couldn’t be more excited!
Finally got my truck up and working also, ( then hit a fence... my bad! ) ;.; Will post pictures later~
Anyway. But yeah sorry for not being on for a while Life hits you good! But I’m try a lot harder to post, I’m still drawing but not much, more doodles then art work. I found that crafting is a lot more fun and I’m good at it, not jaw dropping amazing but pretty good.
I’ve got a lot of Cosplaying friends now, and every now and then help make them something for it, not a lot yet but I got a few things done I’ll be post shortly.
I’m going to a lot more cons then I use to so you’ll see pictures soon. Working on two cosplays now for our next one. I do have a Instagram Crafting account if y’all want to see a lot more of my work. Anyone is welcomed to fallow! (Fantasy_Tail_Crafts) Not a hole lot yet, BUT more to come! :3
I’m not sure if I’m good enough to start commissions on stuff so Idk about that right now... but maybe if I get batter.
I hope everyone is going great! I hope to hear from y’all soon, I miss a lot of people I use to talk to. :( I kinda hope I can get back into talking with a few of my old friends and see what going on! But also anyone is welcomed to talk with me when they need it. :3 I’m here at anytime! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YALL!!!
With Love:
Lyrik~
Making Tails Again!~~~ Fun~~~ Maybe Future Raffle!
Posted 7 years agoHey guys, so in the past Ive trying making tails for myself, I’ve only ever got one right lol I still wear it today have had it over like ten years now. But I have been studying and practicing my sewing technics! I’ve ordered a bunch of really really nice fur and I’m gonna try making my tail for my self. It will be hand sowned by myself, if it turns out great I’m try and make others, might have a raffle for one or maybe a contest will see.
I do really hope they come out well when I get the fur cause I love making stuff!! This will be a really fun to do! :3
Let me know what y’all think!?! Right now anyone welcomed to respond watching or not! :3
Lyrik Out~~~~~~
I do really hope they come out well when I get the fur cause I love making stuff!! This will be a really fun to do! :3
Let me know what y’all think!?! Right now anyone welcomed to respond watching or not! :3
Lyrik Out~~~~~~
Alive~
Posted 7 years agoHey all my furs!
I’m well and alive! Lol Been out of a while with other stuff! A lot of anime and cons! Been having a lot of fun! Cosplaying again, been thinkinh about getting my suit done soon so I can go to more fur cons! :3
Anyway will try to be on more see y’all later!!!
Lyrik Out~~~
I’m well and alive! Lol Been out of a while with other stuff! A lot of anime and cons! Been having a lot of fun! Cosplaying again, been thinkinh about getting my suit done soon so I can go to more fur cons! :3
Anyway will try to be on more see y’all later!!!
Lyrik Out~~~
Hurricane~
Posted 8 years agoHey all my Furs in Florida, hope y'all down in south Florida are safe and ready for this hurricane! Stay safe!
I'm in Central Florida so we are going to get hit but maybe not as bad. Mostly wind and rain, but we are prepared for it. Got food and water! I got plenty of books to read and my sketchbook so when the power goes out I'll have something to do. :)
Just wanted to say, STAY SAFE! Don't let this hurricane be us! :3
~ Love Lyrik! 💚
I'm in Central Florida so we are going to get hit but maybe not as bad. Mostly wind and rain, but we are prepared for it. Got food and water! I got plenty of books to read and my sketchbook so when the power goes out I'll have something to do. :)
Just wanted to say, STAY SAFE! Don't let this hurricane be us! :3
~ Love Lyrik! 💚
Adopts~
Posted 8 years agoLooking for a new OC.
Please comment a link to the adopts y'all have! :3 I'll look at anything!
Mainly looking for a Dragon and Cat. Or a hybrid of them.
The dragon needs to be a pure bread Dragon. Not some spices that looks like them.
Please comment a link to the adopts y'all have! :3 I'll look at anything!
Mainly looking for a Dragon and Cat. Or a hybrid of them.
The dragon needs to be a pure bread Dragon. Not some spices that looks like them.
Update~
Posted 8 years ago Hey everyone,
I'm still alive! Been busy the last few months. Work has gotten me busy, especially after I threw my back out. I'm all better now so no worries. We are also working on building my room so that also takes time out of my days off now. It should be done in a week or so, so when I finally have a room again I can pull all of my stuff out of storage so I can start drawing more! I do own some lovely people some art, I am getting to it. Hopefully I can finish them by the end of the month. I am working on some other stuff that I will be posting hopefully soon. :3
Once we get the room up and going, I been on more and drawing more. So throw me a note sometime and we can chat or draw.~
Art~
Posted 8 years agoI wanna get more art of Lyrik and Ajax. Like together and separate.
If anyone has any commissions open or YCH, I would love to see them. Big thing I'm looking at right now is Ref sheet commissions~
Also opened to getting art with others. :3
Here is a Link to my two Sonas~
Lyrik~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20299358/
Ajax~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21670019/
If anyone has any commissions open or YCH, I would love to see them. Big thing I'm looking at right now is Ref sheet commissions~
Also opened to getting art with others. :3
Here is a Link to my two Sonas~
Lyrik~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20299358/
Ajax~ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21670019/
Trade?
Posted 8 years agoGood Bye Xbox.
Posted 8 years agoSo I'm done with Xbox really. I've been turned into a PS Gamer now.
I'm still a PC gamer.
My friends got me into this game OverWatch anyone play on PS4? I got the collectors edistion. Send me a note and maybe we can play sometime. :3
I'm still a PC gamer.
My friends got me into this game OverWatch anyone play on PS4? I got the collectors edistion. Send me a note and maybe we can play sometime. :3
This year..../ Update
Posted 8 years agoThis year has been something everyone. I have learned a lot that's for sure!
It's almost time for the new year, and a new start! :3 Which I plan to do! Next year I'm leaving the past behind me! I'm leaving Nashville behind me and all the pieces of shit heads who still live there! (Y'all know who you are) ;)
At the beginning of this year I regretted moveing to Florida. I had left all my friend behind, school, and the area I loved! I had no choice in moving really, but now that's all changed! I love my life now and wouldn't change it back for anything!
I hate Florida weather with a passion but I would take the heat anytime now just to stay here.
My job rocks, the friends I've made here and online (would never forget you amazing people), are like I said amazing people they are real friends! Im very grateful to have them be my friends and be in my life. I wanna thank all of them for sticking by me and being there for me! <3 If I had stayed in Nashville or even tried to move back I would probably have never met y'all. I'm glad I made the right choice!
The beginning of 2016 was horrible for me and the middle was even worse, I burned bridges I didn't think I would ever do, but it turned out to be the best thing ever! One thing I learned this year is to trust yourself. If you feel something is wrong or someone is treating you wrong then DO something about it! Don't sit and suffer for months on end. You will never get those days back! Never let anyone make you feel like your not worth anything!
The last part of this year has been great! (Let's hope it still going!) I've found real friends! I've gotten a job that pays good, working on my license, and getting into school next year! All this in four months! Who knew you could change your life around in such little time! XD Yeah I'm a 20 year old who can't drive or isn't in school yet, but I was told "it doesn't matter if you start later or even finish later, as long as you finish what you started you can do anything!"
I've got my goals set for 2017. Which I'm already getting started on! Are you? :3
Thanks for reading! Hope this helped if you were looking for a boost! Everyone thanks for watching me! Y'all have a good rest of the year and happy holidays!
-Lyrik
P.s
I am drawing more!
My last post is still good! I'll do some more headshots! Anyone is welcomed, they are free! Only one per person and I'll only do a couple so if you don't get pick don't be sad, I'll do this a lot more so keep an eye out! ;3
-Love Lyrik!! <3
It's almost time for the new year, and a new start! :3 Which I plan to do! Next year I'm leaving the past behind me! I'm leaving Nashville behind me and all the pieces of shit heads who still live there! (Y'all know who you are) ;)
At the beginning of this year I regretted moveing to Florida. I had left all my friend behind, school, and the area I loved! I had no choice in moving really, but now that's all changed! I love my life now and wouldn't change it back for anything!
I hate Florida weather with a passion but I would take the heat anytime now just to stay here.
My job rocks, the friends I've made here and online (would never forget you amazing people), are like I said amazing people they are real friends! Im very grateful to have them be my friends and be in my life. I wanna thank all of them for sticking by me and being there for me! <3 If I had stayed in Nashville or even tried to move back I would probably have never met y'all. I'm glad I made the right choice!
The beginning of 2016 was horrible for me and the middle was even worse, I burned bridges I didn't think I would ever do, but it turned out to be the best thing ever! One thing I learned this year is to trust yourself. If you feel something is wrong or someone is treating you wrong then DO something about it! Don't sit and suffer for months on end. You will never get those days back! Never let anyone make you feel like your not worth anything!
The last part of this year has been great! (Let's hope it still going!) I've found real friends! I've gotten a job that pays good, working on my license, and getting into school next year! All this in four months! Who knew you could change your life around in such little time! XD Yeah I'm a 20 year old who can't drive or isn't in school yet, but I was told "it doesn't matter if you start later or even finish later, as long as you finish what you started you can do anything!"
I've got my goals set for 2017. Which I'm already getting started on! Are you? :3
Thanks for reading! Hope this helped if you were looking for a boost! Everyone thanks for watching me! Y'all have a good rest of the year and happy holidays!
-Lyrik
P.s
I am drawing more!
My last post is still good! I'll do some more headshots! Anyone is welcomed, they are free! Only one per person and I'll only do a couple so if you don't get pick don't be sad, I'll do this a lot more so keep an eye out! ;3
-Love Lyrik!! <3
Practice...
Posted 9 years agoI need to draw more.
Dose anyone want a traditional headshot? Only one per person.
I'll do as many as I want.
So if I don't do yours don't be mad or sad Im gonna do this more often so there will always be next time. :3
Dose anyone want a traditional headshot? Only one per person.
I'll do as many as I want.
So if I don't do yours don't be mad or sad Im gonna do this more often so there will always be next time. :3
Here come Santa~
Posted 9 years agoAsking my friends what they want for Christmas, and ALL OF THEM ARE LIKE SURPRISE ME!!! -.-
LIKE FOR REAL!!
What if I get something y'all already have! >~<
IF I ASKED ANY BODY WHAT THEY WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AND YALL TELL ME "surprise me" y'all fuckers are getting gift cards!
LIKE FOR REAL!!
What if I get something y'all already have! >~<
IF I ASKED ANY BODY WHAT THEY WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AND YALL TELL ME "surprise me" y'all fuckers are getting gift cards!
Nashville MTAC!
Posted 9 years agoSo me and some of my friends in Nashville are talking about going to MTAC next year!
Anyone planning on going?
My friends down here with me we are all talking about taking a rode trip up to TN for the con! We are getting everything planned out. We got the hotel covered and who's all gonna ride with us! We started making our cosplays. I'm thinking about doing one then just wear my tail and ears for the next two days!
This is gonna be a lot of fun! If anyone else is going would love to meet y'all and see what you cosplay!
We are also going to Mega Con down here in FL next year! Anyone going to that? :)
Hopefully we can get everything figured out! I'll definitely be posting picture up of the progress of our cosplays!!
Just a updated for y'all!
~ Lyrik
Anyone planning on going?
My friends down here with me we are all talking about taking a rode trip up to TN for the con! We are getting everything planned out. We got the hotel covered and who's all gonna ride with us! We started making our cosplays. I'm thinking about doing one then just wear my tail and ears for the next two days!
This is gonna be a lot of fun! If anyone else is going would love to meet y'all and see what you cosplay!
We are also going to Mega Con down here in FL next year! Anyone going to that? :)
Hopefully we can get everything figured out! I'll definitely be posting picture up of the progress of our cosplays!!
Just a updated for y'all!
~ Lyrik
Hey everyone.
Posted 9 years agoHey everyone! Lyriks back! :)
I have been way busy! With work and getting school ready, a lot still more to do! Just wanted to give y'all a little heads up so you know I'm alive! Not doing so well though.
Everything has been great these last few weeks. Making new friends, hanging out with them, enjoying life, until it hits you right in the face again. I've been in my depression mode again. It don't seem like I'll be coming out of it for a little while. :(
I had to end a great friendship a few days ago, it was hard but it needed to happen. I was being treated horribly by their mate. We got into a fight and they started calling me names (I did call them names to), but they took it way to far when they started to threaten to kill me, they also where post rude things about my other friends. Now I can handle when people are rude to me, I'll walk away and not let it get to me but when someone starts that shit up with one of my best friends shit is gonna go down! I will not let anyone disrespect my friends for any reason!
When I confronted their mate about it (my good friend) they pretty much told me they weren't gonna do anything about it. That's what really hurt me, they are just gonna sit there and let their mate call their best friend names, threaten them, and disrespect them! What kind of friend would do that! Hmm? I couldn't take it anymore, so I left them.
Just need to get though this and move on. It's really hard.
I've got now great friends who are helping me and listening to me when I need to rant or even cry thing out. :)
I thank you guys for always sticking by myside and dealing with my drama! I love all y'all! QuQ
If anyone has any advise for me I would love to hear it! :)
If anyone ever needs to talk about anything I'm always here! I'll try my best to help in anyway I can! :)
I have been way busy! With work and getting school ready, a lot still more to do! Just wanted to give y'all a little heads up so you know I'm alive! Not doing so well though.
Everything has been great these last few weeks. Making new friends, hanging out with them, enjoying life, until it hits you right in the face again. I've been in my depression mode again. It don't seem like I'll be coming out of it for a little while. :(
I had to end a great friendship a few days ago, it was hard but it needed to happen. I was being treated horribly by their mate. We got into a fight and they started calling me names (I did call them names to), but they took it way to far when they started to threaten to kill me, they also where post rude things about my other friends. Now I can handle when people are rude to me, I'll walk away and not let it get to me but when someone starts that shit up with one of my best friends shit is gonna go down! I will not let anyone disrespect my friends for any reason!
When I confronted their mate about it (my good friend) they pretty much told me they weren't gonna do anything about it. That's what really hurt me, they are just gonna sit there and let their mate call their best friend names, threaten them, and disrespect them! What kind of friend would do that! Hmm? I couldn't take it anymore, so I left them.
Just need to get though this and move on. It's really hard.
I've got now great friends who are helping me and listening to me when I need to rant or even cry thing out. :)
I thank you guys for always sticking by myside and dealing with my drama! I love all y'all! QuQ
If anyone has any advise for me I would love to hear it! :)
If anyone ever needs to talk about anything I'm always here! I'll try my best to help in anyway I can! :)
Fuck people!
Posted 9 years agoLike fucking for real!!!
I swear I hate people sometimes! I'm getting bitched at by some old "friends", if I can even call them that anymore! Well here is what happened.
I'm basically done with Nashville and most of the people there. No one there that called me a friend talks to me anymore. I do get that people are busy and don't have time, but if I never ever hear from you I'm gonna assume you either died or don't wanna be friends anymore. Then I'm gonna move on. Simple as that.
So I got bitched at cause I was posting pictures of my new friends, they pretty much called me a birch cause I don't message them anymore. I'm like WTF? I told them what about you? You don't ever message me! This isn't a one way friendship. You have to do work also! They weren't happy about that.
I pretty much told them to go fuck themselves! I'm not gonna waste my life waiting on people who don't bother to even try to be friends.
Why am I getting bitched at for trying to move on? I would love to know!
I swear I hate people sometimes! I'm getting bitched at by some old "friends", if I can even call them that anymore! Well here is what happened.
I'm basically done with Nashville and most of the people there. No one there that called me a friend talks to me anymore. I do get that people are busy and don't have time, but if I never ever hear from you I'm gonna assume you either died or don't wanna be friends anymore. Then I'm gonna move on. Simple as that.
So I got bitched at cause I was posting pictures of my new friends, they pretty much called me a birch cause I don't message them anymore. I'm like WTF? I told them what about you? You don't ever message me! This isn't a one way friendship. You have to do work also! They weren't happy about that.
I pretty much told them to go fuck themselves! I'm not gonna waste my life waiting on people who don't bother to even try to be friends.
Why am I getting bitched at for trying to move on? I would love to know!
The Future! *^*
Posted 9 years agoSo for a while now I have been dwelling on my past, about Nashville and the people I called friends there. Well been thinking that it's really time to let Nashville go. I do love it up there but I've started to love Florida also! I've gotten use to the weather! It's very pretty here and can offer more for my future then any thing in TN.
I'll still visit my family that's up there and maybe pop in to see some old friends but that's about it. I have made great friends here, an awesome job, and starting school! A couple of people are gonna get mad at me I can already see it coming but when you don't put in the effort to do anything to stay in touch then people are gonna move on with out you. You shouldn't be mad at the person, you should be made at your self.
Me and some friends were planing on going to MTAC but we might not go next year. We found a better con here in FL that's like 10x bigger then MTAC! If anyone is planning on going to MegaCon let me know! Maybe we will see each other there! :)
Also planning on going to some Fur Cons so if anyone knows of any in FL that are coming up note me! :)
I'll still visit my family that's up there and maybe pop in to see some old friends but that's about it. I have made great friends here, an awesome job, and starting school! A couple of people are gonna get mad at me I can already see it coming but when you don't put in the effort to do anything to stay in touch then people are gonna move on with out you. You shouldn't be mad at the person, you should be made at your self.
Me and some friends were planing on going to MTAC but we might not go next year. We found a better con here in FL that's like 10x bigger then MTAC! If anyone is planning on going to MegaCon let me know! Maybe we will see each other there! :)
Also planning on going to some Fur Cons so if anyone knows of any in FL that are coming up note me! :)
There's a rainbow after every storm!
Posted 9 years agoHey everyone!!
So Im off for the next three days! Well unless they call me in, let's hope not!! :)
I have been way behind on my drawings. I'm gonna work on more tomorrow so if I finish them then I'll post them up! So keep an eye out on that! :)
To be real guys things have been going great for me. Like at frist I thought that move to FL was a big mistake, but it turns out that I was a great decision! I have a great job, and I live with my parents so I don't live in filth anymore! I have to all made some friends also!
They are amazaing people! They all are cosplayers, anime freaks, and even furs! We all like the same things! Having friends to talk to and hang out with again is great! Do not worry my internet friends I wouldn't abandoned you! *^*
I love all me friends!
I'm really happy again. I haven't been like that for a long time. :(
My new friends seem to wanna be near me, they wanna talk, they wanna hang out, my old friends didn't. I didn't like they way I was treated by them. And when I said something they just blew me off or just ignored me. That's not friendship. It took me a while to learn that. :s
I'm done being ignored, left behind, and treated like shit! I'm not gonna be bothered with it anymore, I'm not gonna try to keep friendships alive to people who don't even seem to want them to be alive anyway. Friendship is a two way thing.
"A friendship is only made up of what you bring."
Anyway, there's an update for y'all! :3
Anyone is welcomed to note me if you wanna talk or need some to talk and to listen. :3
So Im off for the next three days! Well unless they call me in, let's hope not!! :)
I have been way behind on my drawings. I'm gonna work on more tomorrow so if I finish them then I'll post them up! So keep an eye out on that! :)
To be real guys things have been going great for me. Like at frist I thought that move to FL was a big mistake, but it turns out that I was a great decision! I have a great job, and I live with my parents so I don't live in filth anymore! I have to all made some friends also!
They are amazaing people! They all are cosplayers, anime freaks, and even furs! We all like the same things! Having friends to talk to and hang out with again is great! Do not worry my internet friends I wouldn't abandoned you! *^*
I love all me friends!
I'm really happy again. I haven't been like that for a long time. :(
My new friends seem to wanna be near me, they wanna talk, they wanna hang out, my old friends didn't. I didn't like they way I was treated by them. And when I said something they just blew me off or just ignored me. That's not friendship. It took me a while to learn that. :s
I'm done being ignored, left behind, and treated like shit! I'm not gonna be bothered with it anymore, I'm not gonna try to keep friendships alive to people who don't even seem to want them to be alive anyway. Friendship is a two way thing.
"A friendship is only made up of what you bring."
Anyway, there's an update for y'all! :3
Anyone is welcomed to note me if you wanna talk or need some to talk and to listen. :3
Work is awesome
Posted 9 years agoNot everyone loves their work, but so far I like it. People are nice the work is nice, it's just lifting and scanning. Lol great exercises! :)
The best part though is the people I have meant! There's a group there that loves anime and they collect, watch, and even go to cons and cosplay! I've been making friends with them! So far we are just talking having a great time!
Just a little update! ~ I only work three days next week so I'll be finishing some art and pisting it up! Just keep an eye out for it!
The best part though is the people I have meant! There's a group there that loves anime and they collect, watch, and even go to cons and cosplay! I've been making friends with them! So far we are just talking having a great time!
Just a little update! ~ I only work three days next week so I'll be finishing some art and pisting it up! Just keep an eye out for it!
I need a break..
Posted 9 years agoI'm really considering like turning off the internet for a week or two.
Need to just take a brake, or at least take some time to think. Everything was going well till I started to talk to some people again. Idk what is with all of them! They sit here and tell me I'm their friend, but all they seems to do is hurt me. They only come when they want something, or need something I have. (more then one person btw!)
The only time I ever hear from them is when I make the effort to try and talk to them, but even then they will sit there for five minutes and then leave. Like I would be okay if they had to go do something and come back and talk some more, but when you say you'll be back and leave the person just sitting there waiting for you and never come back.. Your a fucking ass hole. Like for real. This is what really pisses me off! If your gonna sit there and tell someone you'll do something, then fucking do it. I hate liers! That's a big thing with me I'm willingly to forgive and forget but you keep it up and I'm gone. I can only take so much before I start to distrust people. Some people really don't deserve my trust anymore. I hate to say that but it's true.
I'm really at my breaking point. I'm done with all the excuses, Ive heard plenty!!
If your not gonna bother with making an effort to be my friend, then I'm not gonna waste my time and energy trying to be yours. I don't care anymore. I've lost like all emotions, I'm dead inside. I have been for awhile now, just hidden it behind a fake smile.
I'm not posting all of this on here for a pitty party. I just needed somewhere to vent safely. And FA seems to be a good place.
A bunch of wonderful and lovely Furs on here. :3
Need to just take a brake, or at least take some time to think. Everything was going well till I started to talk to some people again. Idk what is with all of them! They sit here and tell me I'm their friend, but all they seems to do is hurt me. They only come when they want something, or need something I have. (more then one person btw!)
The only time I ever hear from them is when I make the effort to try and talk to them, but even then they will sit there for five minutes and then leave. Like I would be okay if they had to go do something and come back and talk some more, but when you say you'll be back and leave the person just sitting there waiting for you and never come back.. Your a fucking ass hole. Like for real. This is what really pisses me off! If your gonna sit there and tell someone you'll do something, then fucking do it. I hate liers! That's a big thing with me I'm willingly to forgive and forget but you keep it up and I'm gone. I can only take so much before I start to distrust people. Some people really don't deserve my trust anymore. I hate to say that but it's true.
I'm really at my breaking point. I'm done with all the excuses, Ive heard plenty!!
If your not gonna bother with making an effort to be my friend, then I'm not gonna waste my time and energy trying to be yours. I don't care anymore. I've lost like all emotions, I'm dead inside. I have been for awhile now, just hidden it behind a fake smile.
I'm not posting all of this on here for a pitty party. I just needed somewhere to vent safely. And FA seems to be a good place.
A bunch of wonderful and lovely Furs on here. :3
Working
Posted 9 years agoSo work is very nice. Everyone here is very friendly. I've even make a friend. :)
I haven't gotten to "work" I am still working on my courses so no floor time yet.
Monday and Tuseday are my days off so will be working on Art and hopefully posting up some more stuffs!~
Working on a picture of Lyrik right now when I can get time!
Working on:
2 request of
1 commission of another friend.
And that's it for now.
I haven't gotten to "work" I am still working on my courses so no floor time yet.
Monday and Tuseday are my days off so will be working on Art and hopefully posting up some more stuffs!~
Working on a picture of Lyrik right now when I can get time!
Working on:
2 request of

1 commission of another friend.
And that's it for now.
Work
Posted 9 years agoSo yesterday was my first day of work and it was awesome! I think I'm really gonna like it there! There is over 200 employees there! I was like wow! Lots of people!
Anyway I go back today and Saturday also Sunday so no major posting till Monday!
Anyway I go back today and Saturday also Sunday so no major posting till Monday!
Holidays! *^*
Posted 9 years agoSo just realized that it's three month away from Christmas..
Idk what I wanna do for Christmas, I would love to go to Disney! But not really with my family again.. -.-
I'm really hoping on of my friends who's say they are gonna try and come down to FL and visit me for Christmas really comes though! It would be some much fun! But I highly doubt any of them will go thought with it. :/ Oh well.
So what are you guys doing for a holiday? Would love to hear! :3 Any holiday!
Halloween I'm gonna try and dress up and pass out candy to the little ones in my neighborhood! Mother and Father won't let me trick or treat. -.- They say I'm "to old"! -.-
Thanksgiving, just gonna eat a lot of good and pass out! XD
Idk what I wanna do for Christmas, I would love to go to Disney! But not really with my family again.. -.-
I'm really hoping on of my friends who's say they are gonna try and come down to FL and visit me for Christmas really comes though! It would be some much fun! But I highly doubt any of them will go thought with it. :/ Oh well.
So what are you guys doing for a holiday? Would love to hear! :3 Any holiday!
Halloween I'm gonna try and dress up and pass out candy to the little ones in my neighborhood! Mother and Father won't let me trick or treat. -.- They say I'm "to old"! -.-
Thanksgiving, just gonna eat a lot of good and pass out! XD
Posting
Posted 9 years agoI have been meaning to post a lot more these last few days, but life has gotten in the way.
I do have some pictures to finish and post up, hopefully I can get them done and up by this weekend. We will see.
I also wanna do some trades so if you would like to note me anytime! :)
I do have some pictures to finish and post up, hopefully I can get them done and up by this weekend. We will see.
I also wanna do some trades so if you would like to note me anytime! :)
Better beyond belief! :)
Posted 9 years agoHey everyone! :)
So things have been getting better sence the last time I've posted something!
I got a job, about to get my license, startin school in a couple of months, and new Friends! (They know who they are! ;>)Things seem to be going well! Now that I got a job we can finally finish my bedroom! Gonna post up pictures of the progress and when we finish! :D
Once we get the room done I'm gonna start saving for a car, well a truck really! *^* I've had my eye out for a Black Ford F150! (It will be mine!) I start school next year also, going in for animation! So while I wait to get in I'm gonna try to draw a lot more!
I'm gonna finish a couple of things and post them up tomorrow.
I wanna start doing trades or commission to practice. :) I'll post everything up hopefully by tomorrow afternoon, depends on if I have work to do.
With everything that has happened in the last few months, I'm just gonna say it's in the past and I have really moved on. I have been though a lot and have learned who my real friends are. I've had several people help me with all this and I thank you guys so much! I wouldn't have made it thought with out you! :) If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, I'm always here. :) I always try to be there for my friends and for new friends.
Will post my trade and commission journal tomorrow so keep an eye out for that!
Have a great day! ~Lyrik Adams
So things have been getting better sence the last time I've posted something!
I got a job, about to get my license, startin school in a couple of months, and new Friends! (They know who they are! ;>)Things seem to be going well! Now that I got a job we can finally finish my bedroom! Gonna post up pictures of the progress and when we finish! :D
Once we get the room done I'm gonna start saving for a car, well a truck really! *^* I've had my eye out for a Black Ford F150! (It will be mine!) I start school next year also, going in for animation! So while I wait to get in I'm gonna try to draw a lot more!
I'm gonna finish a couple of things and post them up tomorrow.
I wanna start doing trades or commission to practice. :) I'll post everything up hopefully by tomorrow afternoon, depends on if I have work to do.
With everything that has happened in the last few months, I'm just gonna say it's in the past and I have really moved on. I have been though a lot and have learned who my real friends are. I've had several people help me with all this and I thank you guys so much! I wouldn't have made it thought with out you! :) If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, I'm always here. :) I always try to be there for my friends and for new friends.
Will post my trade and commission journal tomorrow so keep an eye out for that!
Have a great day! ~Lyrik Adams