https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61388362/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61388362/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61388362/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61388362/

50$
SFW or tasteful nudity/lewd (65$ for 2 versions), any gender. Two characters on one picture will count as 2 slots.

Payment through Hipolink/Boosty/PayPal

Open slots: 4

Will be finished in July-August

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58260829/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54694080/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212123/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52710896/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57211884/

Hello! I got a shout from user  SubtleNoodle94
that someone on discord uses my furaffinity username and icon and tries to scam people.

Just letting everyone know that I have a different username and icon on discord for ages! I never write people and offer them stuff myself. I take commissions mainly through furaffinity, and recently been trying out Bluesky and twitter, that’s all!

And I don’t really participate at any discord server activities or post info about myself anywhere, just private chats with some of my friends and commissioners.

Honestly, I thought such kind of things only happen to popular artists. I barely even sell something myself 🥲

I don’t know what else can I do about it. If you have any advices let me know 😭

UPD: they’re also impersonating me on telegram now. Please be cautious!!!

Long story short. In a period of 3 months I lost both my grandmas. 1 of them fell at her kitchen and couldn’t stand up, she spent a bit less than a month in hospital and then passed away. 2nd was on the last stage of Alzheimer’s and she fell really sick with stomach infection right after funeral. We provided constant care and medical support, she needed 24/7 supervision like a toddler, but then after 2,5 months of fighting her lungs got inflamed too and we lost her as well. 2 weeks after her funeral we found out that my mother’s lung tumour has been growing actively for the last 6 months (previous checkup she had in September and it was a small lump). Now she needs another surgery. 2 years ago she was diagnosed with kidney cancer and had a tumour removed with a 20% part of her right kidney, ever since then her health state was declining, and now this another strike, right after loosing her mother. She can’t visit doctors alone because of weakness, so I accompany her everywhere, I learned well enough what help and medicine she might need to relieve pain and dizziness, I always have some sort of 1st aid kit with me, but anytime she gets unwell it’s still a huge stress.

These 2 years after discovering mom’s illness and until now changed me a lot. I feel cracked. My whole life turned into serving my family and feeling helpless and miserable as nothing I did seemed to really change things for the better. Lost all my grandparents and now really afraid for my parents too, especially mother. My primary stress reaction is to “freeze”. And all I was doing facing sicknesses and deaths inside my family was freezing and freezing and freezing over and over again just to save what was left from my nervous system. All I could do was staying around relatives and trying to provide them with what they needed. Any minor responsibility aside that was completely impossible to take care of, and of course it massively affected my work on commissions.

During this period my family got into debts. Taking care of grandma with Alzheimer’s right after grandpa passed 1,5 years ago was taking 70% of all time and a lot of mental and material resources. Me and my dad drained all our credit cards, then we sold part of our property to bounce back but it wasn’t enough, so things aren’t great for us at all, especially after funerals, but we will keep trying to fix things while we can.

Of course I didn’t plan to abandon furaffinity or my job as an artist at all, I remember about my art debt and I’m willing to take care of it now. I already started sending out finished commissions with expired deadlines this winter, but things happened and unfortunately I was unable to continue this journey. My mom is going through medical examination for her surgery now, the date is unclear yet, but most likely in June or July this year, it will be another stressful period for my family, during which I’ll most likely take a break to freeze and cope with reality. But I will try to be more open and present as much as I can.

Even though dealing with art debt will be my main focus, I will have to take a few commissions every month just to survive and take care of my credit card bill. To prove myself that I’m stable and capable of working, I finished around 10 expired commissions this month and will be sending and posting them in the nearest future.

Honestly, I’m terrified to get back. What if my art isn’t needed here (or anywhere else) anymore… what if people get hateful of me for taking so long and not being able to take care of my shit.
To not get outdated I created a bluesky (https://bsky.app/profile/adorableinall.bsky.social) profile and regained access to my twitter page (https://x.com/adorableinall_). I never really used these so I’ll need some time to figure out how things work, will be grateful for your help and support on these apps. Will possibly host some raffles there to accumulate watcher growth. I’m also planning to keep these places to post my WIPs and current news to keep everyone updated since FA suits more for finished artwork.

I’ll make a couple more journals with updates on my queue and everything this week and send out the notes. Thank you for reading! I wish you all to have a great week 🤍🕊️

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59250386/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59250386/

SFW or tasteful nudity/lewd (60$ for 2 versions), male or female. Two characters on one picture will count as 2 slots.

Payment through Hipolink/Boosty/PayPal

Open slots: 4

Will be finished in November

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58260829/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54694080/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212123/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52710896/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57211884/

SFW or tasteful nudity/lewd (60$ for 2 versions), male or female. Two characters on one picture will count as 2 slots.

Payment through Hipolink/Boosty/PayPal

Open slots: 4

Will be finished in October
You can claim a seasonal/Halloween theme

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58260829/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54694080/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212123/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52710896/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57211884/

SFW or tasteful nudity/lewd (60$ for 2 versions), male or female. Two characters on one picture will count as 2 slots.

Payment through Hipolink/Boosty/PayPal

Open slots: 4

Will be finished in September
You can claim a seasonal/Halloween theme

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54694080/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212123/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52710896/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57211884/

SFW or tasteful nudity/lewd (60$ for 2 versions), male or female. Two characters on one picture will count as 2 slots.

Payment through Hipolink/Boosty/PayPal

Open slots: 4

Will be finished in August

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54694080/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212123/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52710896/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57212041/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57211884/

I'm open for 3-4 sketch commissions without bg - 65$ for half body, 85$ - full body.

SFW or NSFW, will finish next weekend.
Comment or note me if you're interested

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47140928/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46947158/

I'm open for 3-4 sketch commissions without bg - 65$ for half body, 85$ - full body.

SFW or NSFW, will finish next weekend.
Comment or note me if you're interested

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47140928/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46947158/

I'm open for 3-4 sketch commissions without bg - 65$ for half body, 85$ - full body.

SFW or NSFW, will finish next weekend.
Comment or note me if you're interested

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47140928/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46947158/

Payment through boosty

3 slots open, SFW or NSFW, example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54951241

Will finish in 3 days

I'm open for 2-3 sketch commissions without bg - 65$ for half body, 85$ - full body.

SFW or NSFW, will finish next weekend.
Comment or note me if you're interested

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47140928/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46947158/

This is a long read. And it's a sad one. But if you were worried about where I was and have 5 spare minutes, here's what happened.
This whole summer I lived in a nightmare that I still can't talk about without crying. My mom was diagnosed a right kidney carcinoma, and all our family went through... A lot of pain. I won't dig into details too much, because coming back to these traumatic memories is still too hard for me... she had a surgery, the huge tumor and part of her kidney are gone, she's still healing now because the scar is very big, and she's still on further examination, as there is another lump in her lung, and who knows what it is and where else can be something...
When mom was in hospital and a while after, all the responsibilities we shared (taking care of the crops in the garden, bringing veggies to grandparents, caring about my granny with last stage of Alzheimer's and grandpa with cancer) fell on my shoulders. I also cooked for mom and brought some neccessities to the hospital everyday during her stay (she could only eat plain chicken broth and they didn't cook it in the hospital). I mobilized all my resources just to help my family and be there for them for as long as I could, while my own health, both mental and physical were declining dashingly due to terrible stress and anxiety.
All I could do when I stayed alone after a hard day was crying or staring at the wall. I lost a lot of weight, to this point I have almost no fat left on my body. When I caught a chance to hang out with friends, they would always feel uncomfortable, because I was just, not there. I couldn't smile or laugh, I was quiet, secretly happy that I don't have to stay alone with my thoughts. My clinical depression was back, and this time I was helpless against it.
In the middle of August my boyfriend broke up with me after 2 years of relationships. He said: "Everything just feels wrong. And I don't think we can fix it." Since then it worsened even more... I lost sleep, appetite was gone completely and all my chest felt clinched. Breathing, drinking or eating was painful and immediately lead to crying. My adrenal glands were driving me crazy, I kept feeling as I was falling down from the skyscraper everytime. Only doing cardio would temporarily bring the tremor and fear away, as though speeding up wasted the adrenaline I was producing for no reason. So I started running outside and learning playing basketball at the free pass school playground. My friend who has depression too returned from Thailand and moved in with me. We lived together for 3 weeks, and thanks to her I was able to stay home and work, less effectively than usual, but at least I was able to function somehow. After she moved out, my state worsened again. I avoided staying home at all cost, I did all kinds of free outside activities and sports while Autumn was still warm. Just staying home for a day alone brought me a lot of pain, like I was about to die. Then I caught this new type of covid and it knocked me out of life. At least, thanks to this illness, I slept well first time in an entity. However, one after another, my chronic diseases started to escalate. For a couple of week's now I have stomach ache and nausea that needs medical checkup. The worst thing is I still love my ex so much, but I will have to learn to let it go, I pray to get through it with dignity, too...
I drained my credit card for medical supplies, food and bills, I have a 2500$ debt and I am absolutely exhausted.
I feel terrible about my disappearance as well, the more I was absent the harder it was to come back, read notes from people with violated deadlines and etc. Because I'm depressed, it feels like everyone hates me, and even if someone doesn't, they definitely will. I feel very fragile and helpless, but it's been burdening me. I really want to heal, accept my fate and live happily. And I really-really want to come back here and fix everything. I already finished some artwork that I could, and I'm planning to dedicate November to taking care of all my debt art.
However, I will have to continue taking commissions and making YCHes, because I need medical help, I am completely broke and have nowhere to borrow from or get support for myself.
I don't feel like I deserve it at all, and I'll be honest, I probably won't be able to do anything in return if you'd want to support me, but if you do, you can do it through my boosty: https://boosty.to/adorableinall
Again, I am so terribly sorry. I really am. I'm just asking you to please be kind to me and wait a little longer for your arts, even though I know, I made some of you wait forever. I promise to do my best and complete everything as fast as I can. 💔
Thank you for taking time and reading my story! I hope you're doing alright.

Open for 3 painted bust commissions for August

60$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51166312/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50020909/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50580328/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50820696/

Open for 4-5 slots this month

Price 45$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52031686/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51277058/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51190037/

Open for 4 painted bust commissions for Aril-May

60$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51166312/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50020909/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50580328/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50820696/

Will open 4 painted bust commissions for March

60$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51166312/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50020909/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50580328/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50820696/

Will open 4 more painted bust commissions for February

60$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50020909/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50580328/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50820696/

Will open 4 painted bust commissions for February

60$

SFW or NSFW (+15$ for both versions)

Payment through boosty (you can pay through paypal there)

Examples:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50020909/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50580328/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49802109/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49764137/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49661515/

Great news!!!!
Thanks to your AMAZING support I was able to sell enough commission slots and afford a new ticket back! Now I can stay with my friend during her surgery and take care of her after!
Honestly, when I posted my previous journal (https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10405582), I didn't expect it to actually do anything! It was just a cry of despair, and now I feel beyond blessed with how responsive and mindful everyone was!
Thanks each and everyone of you for commissioning me during this time, sending donations and supporting us morally!
I even cried several times because I felt how everyone actually care, it is hard to describe, I'm just beyond grateful 🙏🙏🙏

I still need to earn a little more for transport, accommodation and food expenses, so I will make a couple of new YCHes in the nearest future, and you can still donate to https://boosty.to/adorableinall to get a sketch portrait of your character, more info here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10405582

Again, this really felt like a Christmas miracle, thank you so very much!!!

Hello, guys!

As many of you know, I live in Russia and current situation with war makes a lot of people abandon the country.

In February, when all this started, my closest childhood friend moved to Turkey with her husband. We used to live far from each other already and I visited her in Moscow once a year, and since she left it became almost impossible to meet her with my lvl of income.

In December she returned to Moscow for 3 weeks to finish some business here and get a medical checkup, so we decided that I'll take a flight to see her, because next time may only come in years.

I was supposed to turn back home this weekend, but something unexpected happened. Yesterday, during an ultrasound, doctor found a tumor, so now my friend will need an urgent surgery to remove it and test for cancer cells. Surgery is scheduled next Wednesday (14th of December), my friend is very scared and worried, she asked me to stay till then and take care of her at least a little after (she arrived alone). My Sunday plane ticket is irretrievable, which means I'll need to buy a new one and get some money for an extra stay.

I want to stay and help her out, but I have absolutely no savings, I can only implement this by selling some extra art in the nearest future. I will post some YCHes and commission offers, will be very grateful if you consider partaking. 🙏
Also, if there's anything you'd like to get from me art wise that I'm not currently offering, or you have some future YCH ideas you may want to get, let me know in comments, please!

Currently open YCHes:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....nd-commissions

Doodle commissions:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49657478/

Bust commissions:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10396533/

You can also donate any sum to: https://boosty.to/adorableinall

For any donation that exceeds 500 rubles you can get a simple monochrome sketch portrait of your character (just note me with your ref and username/e-mail you used on boosty)

For any donation that exceeds 1000 rubles I'll make a colored one!

If I won't be able to earn 200-300$ needed for a ticket back and other expenses by Sunday I'll probably have to leave as planned, and my friend will stay here alone. I know she's gonna make it anyways, but I just so wouldn't want her to come through all this shit by herself.

Update on the situation: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10406867/