But I found that I seem to be surrounded by tigers in my belongings.

If I were an animal, what do you think I would be?

1. You can only answer 'yes' or 'no.'

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming.

3. It's harder than it looks, but NO explanations! Just don't!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- yes
Been arrested? --- No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- No
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes
Been suspended from school? --- No
Experienced love at first sight? --- Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- No
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? --- Yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- Yes
Played spin-the-bottle? --- No
Sang in the shower? --- Yes
Smoked a cigar? --- No
Sat on a rooftop? --- Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- No
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- Yes
Sleepwalked? --- Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? --- No
Dumped someone? --- No
Forgotten your anniversary? --- No
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- No
Shaved your head? --- No
Blacked out from drinking? --- No
Played a prank on someone? --- Yes
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- Yes
Cross-dressed? --- No
Been falling-down drunk? --- yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- Yes
Eaten snake? --- No
Marched/Protested? --- Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- No
Puked on amusement ride? --- No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- Yes
Knitted? --- Yes
Been on TV? -- yes
Shot a gun? --- Yes
Skinny-dipped? --- No
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- Yes
Had surgery? -- Yes
Streaked? --- No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- No
Passed out when not drinking? --- Yes
Peed on a bush? --- Yes
Donated Blood? --- Yes
Grabbed electric fence? --- Yes
Eaten alligator meat? -- Yes
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Written graffiti? --- Yes
Think about the future? --- Yes
Been in handcuffs? --- Yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Yes

As the title implies, I'm suffering a bit of writer's block.
Not only that, but university's currently kicking my ass with finals and projects, as well as a few other issues I'm working out.
For anyone who might actually read my previous journal, sorry. I've been waiting on replies, -any- replies, before trying to start anything.

Plus, for the very few of you I do rp with, apologies for my silence.

Going to and kick myself into gear and push out of it by making a new character on the side, thanks to this http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4452887/.


RESULTS:
family:arthropod
species:dragonfly
sex:male
age:teen
bodytype:leggy
rating : explicit
themes:
-bi
-licking
-heat
-climax denial
-mind control

...

This'll be.. interesting?

All righty then!

In the upcoming journals, I'll be writing down what is essentially a choose your own adventure style story in the World of Darkness setting by White Wolf.

To participate, all you need to do is comment on a journal with whatever action you'd like the protagonist to do, or alternatively backup another person's action. Whatever gets the most votes will be picked. Possibly the two actions with the most votes, depending on the situation and if they don't conflict.

Before I start, however, I'd just like to know how many people are interested? Or maybe someone has a better idea or suggestion?

Comment here or through PM, thanks a bunch guys.

Do you believe in... god? - possible
Do you believe in... an afterlife? - possible
Do you believe in... astrology? - possible
Do you believe in... mind reading? - possible
Do you believe in... luck (not fortune)? - possible
Do you believe in... ghosts? - possible
Do you believe in... seances? - possible
Do you believe in... prayer? - possible
Do you believe in... miracles? - possible
Do you believe in... charms/trinkets? - possible
Do you believe in... magic? - possible

Despite what I'd very much like, I've never had any concrete evidence regarding any of these. Nothing for that couldn't be explained by sheer coincidence or delusions, and nothing outright destroying any possibility.

I'm a scientific sort. :/

Done packing, done moving, and about 80% unpacked.

Should be showing more signs of life now than in the past month or so.

I have a good friend who's trying to do something awesome and amazing for FC.

Give it a look!


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1528833/

I'll get back to you, and I do apologize for any delays.

Between work and university, I'm not finding as much time I would like for the online world.

I'll do my best to set aside some time for you guys this weekend, maybe earlier if I'm lucky.


Sorry ;-;

Music meme! I'm nervous about my magic match-ups tonight, since I'm trying something new. Unwiiii~~~~nd.
01) SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
--What child is this?

02) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
--Jesus' brother Bob- arrogant Worms

03) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-- Maestro - Kaizer's orchestra

04) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-- Blue Flame - 1080 snowboarding OSt

05) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
-- Proud to be a banker - Arrogant Worms

06) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
-- (I want) A girl like that - Lucas Prata

07) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-- Wild Wing - Gundam Wing operation 4 OST

08) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
-- Sex, drugs and Rsps - Arrogant Worms

09) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
--Sam, the guy from 'Quincy'

10) WHAT IS 2 + 2?
-- A ma n has needs - arrogant worms

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-- one step beyond - Karsh Kale

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
-- Drunk - Rucklo

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-- Song of prayer/Ixion - FFX OST

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-- She's an Angel - Renard

15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-- Let there be guns - Arrogant worms

16) WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-- The mountie Song - Arrogant Worms

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-- Half light - the mothman prophecies

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
--Lost - 1080 snowboarding OST

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-- The Traveling song - WIll.I.am

20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
-- Brand New Day - Dr horrible cast

21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-- Big Fat Road Manager - Arrogant Worms

22) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-- Beautiful Ride - Walk hard, the story of Dewey Cox,

Now that I've recovered to the point where I can at least get up longer than ten minutes without having to hold myself on a wall, let's resume my lurking, with a meme.

[] Public Speaking
[] Being Forever Single (Eh....sort of, but not really.)
[] Rejection
[x] Being a Parent (I just know that I'm a terrible role model)
[x] Giving Birth (I'm a guy, so I'll have to go with 'yes, I would be terrified of giving birth')
[] Being the center of Attention
[] Open Spaces
[] Closed Spaces
[x] Heights(and yet, I love walking and balancing on ledges)
[] Dogs
[] Fish
[] Spiders
[] Plants
[] That Scary Guy
[] Being Touched
[] Fire
[x] Deep Water(But I love soaking in water. if it's waist to shoulder height, I'm good for a few hours <3~)
[] Snakes
[] Ocean(s)
[] Failure
[] Success
[] Thunder/Lightning (are you kidding? I thrive on the adrenaline of a thunderstorm <3~~)
[] Amphibions
[] Rats
[x] jumping from high places (Still do it, but it's scaaa~~ry)
[x] crossing hanging bridges (I hate those. >.< Especially when it's one 2x4 board after another, all NOT connected )
[] Death
[] Being Robbed
[] Falling
[] Clowns
[] Dolls
[] Large Crowds
[] Men
[] Women
[] Doctors, including Dentists
[] Tornadoes
[] Hurricanes
[] Incurable Diseases
[] Sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] Ghosts
[] Poverty
[] Halloween
[] School
[] Trains
[] Odd numbers
[] Even numbers
[x] Being Alone (I get panic attacks when I'm alone too long >.>)
[] Becoming Blind
[] Becoming Deaf
[] Growing Up
[] Generally Creepy/Freaky Noises
[] Bees
[] Not accomplishing dreams/goals
[] Needles
[] Blood
[] high speed
[] Throwing Up
[] Falling in Love

Total: 7
==========================
taken from Demonfoxtoy

Well, I'm twenty now, and I feel the same.
Though I think I've got a lot more stress lately.
I mean... I actually have to -work- to keep my grades up.


Lazy me don't like that D;

We'll start with what most would click the journal for, and that's the romantic portion of my characters!

~~~

Fenrir Blazeclaw (M Growlithe) : Bisexual, Dating AngelicImpurity's Vaint the Sandslash.

~~"He just... understands me more than anyone else. I've never opened up like with him. Then again, he didn't really give me a choice."

Martine Mallet (F Mime): Bicurious? Looking, but much too shy to do anything more than stare at the scenery. (And sketch out a few... prize portraits... that will never see the light of day if she can help it)

Proteus Brinecraft (M Mantine) : NA , Not looking.

~~"It's a ridiculous waste of my time. I'd rather read a good book."

Eros Wildwing (M Pidgeotto): Straight, uhmm... looking?

~~"I just want everyone to be happy, is all. Ah! You there! Princess! Angel of my dreams, allow me the honor to walk you home!"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Also, My exams are finally over, after a gruelling two weeks, and now I only have 72 hours to wait until my 16h flight to Seattle. <3<3~~ [Note, I'll be internet less from the 22nd to the 3rd, most likely.]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Revers.....olish_notation


This is reverse polish notation, my homework is to write a program that will take a math expression and turn it into that. Easy shit, I know. But it takes time, ne?

then I have my Software Dev. exam, as well as my philosophy exam tomorrow. >;

And the major project for marketing worth 25% of my grade that I need to get done, but I'm having troubles with my teammates.

*sigh*

The government hates me and keeps shrinking my loan, and I'm not sure I can go see my girlfriend this winter for christmas... living a continent away sucks balls, to tell you the truth..

Here we have my own relatively small stash of mostly unknown characters for the PCA.

Team Ripple

~ Fenrir Blazeclaw (Growlithe, leader/tactician/front line)

~ Martine Mallet (Mrs Mime, support)

~ Eros Wilwing (Pidgeotto, front line)

~ Proteus Brinecraft (Mantine, Strategist/Artillery)

Others
~ Frank Snippet (Scizor, Police - Investigator)

In two weeks, I've stepped on two shards of glass, on the same foot, from the same kind of object (a busted glass), in approximately the same area (the ball of the foot).


Last time I was looking for the scraps of the broken glass that I'd dropped, and found it in my foot half an hour later.

This time, I just waltzed into the kitchen for the first time in a week (took me that long to be certain there wasn't any more hurtings in the near future)... and then my roommate tells me to watch out, he busted a glass and he hasn't found all the fragments. "Really, wh-Ow! Found it.."



This, and I'm still jobless, my money's running out, and I'm not certain I'll be able to actually pay my school year.

FUN TIMES.

1. Are you single or taken?
Yes, but I'm an adventurous sort.

2. Chocolate or flowers?

Ferrero Rocher, plzkthxbai<3

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
have my Girlfriend visit from across the country(ies)

4.Do you like anyone?
I like so many people it's not even funny any
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
Nope... ;3;

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Alive?

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
no.
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Three in three years... what?

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Do so often.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
no.
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
No.

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
No.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
hate them.
15. Is Valentines depressing?
don't care.
16. How do you feel about PDA?
don't mind 'em, though I prefer privacy for my own.

17. How is your love life?
exciting in the written aspect, but I'm still a 19 year old virgin.

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
nope.
19. How many roses would you want?
Only one.
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valenitnes?
I hope to God I do.

1.) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
Magical Ro!

2.) Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you reach?
A box of Ferrero Rocher.

...

<3~~

3.) What is the last thing you watched on TV?
The whole ten yards

4.) Without looking guess what time it is?
10:34

5.) Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:36.

6.) With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Room mate mumbling through his paper thin wall, south park in the background, remixes playing from FA.

7.) When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Four hours ago, going to my astronomy class.

8.) Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
a box of popcorn.

9.) What are you wearing?
my uncomfortably tight jeans I'm too stubborn to stop wearing, and what I deem to be a boy band shirt, due to the irritating ability it has to make the most flacid of nipples seem erect. ... I have a load in the washer, all right?

10.) Did you dream about last night?
Something... quite sexual.

It's odd, I don't normally dream of anthros... YOU PEOPLE HAVE CHANGE ME ;3;

11.) When did you last laugh?
While listening to Just for laughs about five hours ago.

12.) What are on the walls of the room you are in?
absolutely nothing. Can't really hang anything in this dorm.

13.) Seen anything weird lately?
a 14 degree celsius christmas in eastern canada. Yeah.

14.) What do you think of this quiz?
It's a meme amongst others.

15.) What was the last film you saw?
The whole ten yards

16.) If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
crystal chess board, many erotic toys, my entire university tuition, and plane tickets for my girlfriend.

17.) Tell me something about you that I don't know?
I'm going to get completely plastered on my nineteenth birthday, in two weeks.

18.) If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
Making institutions of higher learning offer their services freely.

19.) Do you like to dance?
To wake up a dead conversation in a highly public area, yes.

20.) George Bush:
I ignore what doesn't directly ail me.

21.) Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Assuming I'm going to completely change my mind in the coming years, maybe something like Elisabeth, or Eliza.

22.) Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Following the same condition as above, I think I'd settle for Joshua, or Johnathan. Either that or Jesus.

23.) Would you ever consider living abroad?
I'd love to live abroad. Okinawa, Seattle, London, Paris, I'm in love with the world.

24.) What do you want God to say when you reach the Pearly Gates?

Hey. I don't care, stroll on in.

This is real fun to do!
The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it!
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
Title your response "My Bar Tab is$........"
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.

Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did some X -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with members of the same family -- $50
Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend --$50
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving-- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $100
Spit in someones food --$25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex -- $25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time -- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
Been raped -- $500
Have raped -- $200
Had sex with some one under 16 -- $300
Had sex with a dog -- $25
Had sex with a horse -- $50
Had sex with a cat -- $75 (extra points $50 if you tied it up so you didn't get scratched)
have you ever has sex in a fursuit -- $100
Have you ever had sex wile your partner where a fursuit -- $100
Been spanked by a lover -- $50
Been wiped by a lover -- $ 100
Been fisted -- $150
If you know what "CBT" stands for -- $250
Used whip cream in bed -- $25
Used handcuffs in bed -- $50
Used a whip or pattal in bed -- $75
Ever imagined the person you where having sex with was some one else -- $100
If you have had a butt plug in for more then an hour -- $75
If you ever used any vacuum cleaner attachments -- $100
Had some one come climb in your bedroom window for sex so your parents would not find out -- $100
Used a blow up doll -- $50
Drove away from a car accident you caused -- $500
Cut your self on purpose -- $100
Cut some one else on purpose -- $150
Pissed on some one $10 Add $10 if they drank it
Been pissed on $15 add $20 if you drank it
Shit on some one $20 add $25 if they ate it
Been shit on $25 add $50 if you ate it
If you have ever been shot -- $300
Dyed your hair -- $10
Dyed your pubes -- $20
If you ever ate your own cum (vaginal fluids for females)-- $20
Smoked wile having sex -- $20
Ate a sandwich wile having sex -- $50
Slapped some one across the face wile fucking them-- $100
If ever shoved a candle up some ones ass and lit it-- $200
Fucked some one wile they where crying-- $300
If you have ever fucked a girl on the rag -- $100
If you ate her out after -- $200
If you have sucked you're own cum out of a guys ass -- $200
If you took this test and where completely honest add -- $500
Didn't use a condom -- $50
Got an STD -- $ 25
Have an STD -- $ 100
Planed to kill some one -- $50
Killed somebody -- $1,000
Add $5 for each tattoo and piercing you have
Add $10 for each scar over an inch long that you have

Tally it up and Title it..."My Bar Tab Is $...."

To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."

To every guy that's said, "You're BEAUTIFUL."

To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.

To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.

To every guy who has given her flowers just because.

To every guy that said he would die for her.

To every guy that REALLY would.

To every guy that did what she wanted to do.

To every guy that cried in front of her.

To every guy that she cried in front of.

To every guy that holds hands with her.

To every guy that kisses her with MEANING.

To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

To every guy that calls to make sure she got home even though she went home with that other guy.

To every guy that would sit and WAIT for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.

To every guy that would give his seat up.

To every guy that just wants to CUDDLE.

To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

To every guy who told his secrets to her.

To every guy that tried to show how much he CARED through every word and every breath.

To every guy that thought maybe this could be the ONE.

To every guy that believed in her dreams.

To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.

To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

To every guy that walked her to her car.

To every guy that WASN'T just trying to get laid.

To every guy that gave his HEART and SOUL.

To every guy who PRAYS that she is HAPPY even if you are not with her.


***Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore ... And because of this, there are not many left out there!!!

If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys finish last." in great big letters

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to accomplish even a few of these repost this with: "To the nice guys left behind"

-~~~~~

Wow, I must be WAAAAAYYYY IN THE BACK!!

All right, I want stuff in my gallery, since I'm sick of being a lurker with nothing to do.


If you comment, you're getting a story.
I only draw the line at Mutilation, scat, and babyfurs (or diapers). That's about it.

Anything else, I welcome.

Five open slots, comment away.

-jmac32here
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Since I don't really post anything, I guess I'll follow memes, or something of the sort.


MAybe I'll actually enter live events in here, if I ever get bothered enough to do so.

Nabbed from modemredpill

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.

Oh joy.
I'm expecting half a reply, actually.

Stole this from :Markwulfgar:

Pick the first Letter of Your first Name

A- Fabulous
B-Gorgeous
C-Pretty
D-Popular
E-Gangster
F-Girly
G-Dyke
H-Sweet
I-Retarded
j-Emotional
K-Beautiful
L-Boyish
M-Slutty
N-Preppy
O-Hot
P- amazingg
Q-Punky
R-Hot
S-Sexy
T- Very Sexy
U-Ugly
V-Wonderful
W-Hott
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name):

A-beauty queen
B- skank
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E- God (ess)
F-Retard
G-Queen/ King
H-Slut
I-Girl
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-M-Sex machine
N-Alcoholic
O-Geek
P-Babe
Q-Crackwhore
R-pornstar
S-Prince (ess)
T-Whore
U-Cry Baby
V-Jackass
W-Punk
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic


Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing:

Red- Who's Good With My Hands
purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7k
Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt
Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You
Green- Who will do anything for Sex
Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack
blue- Who wants to fuck everyday
White- Who everyone wants to fuck
Brown- Who Wears Big Sunglasses
Black- Who will rock your world
Gray- who gives great head
None-who is a beast in bed

NOW REPOST THIS WITH THE NAME & STATEMENT YOU GOT
BEGINNING WITH "I'm a..."

---

Hey, I made a journal.

On a side note, I would like to take this space to thank everyone I'm watching, for the delightful eye feast you've given me. Had I the possibility of payment, and less paranoia, I would have asked many of you for commissions a long time past. I'd also like to thank each and everyone of you who've taken the time to watch and or comment on page, even though I've done absolutly nothing and pretty much only been a boring statue that stares at people since I've arrived on this site.
Thanks for making me feel all fuzzy inside.