Hi everyone.

I'm moving to a new account in order to organise my professional and personal life.

This means that very soon, this account will cease to operate, and you won't be able to see my art or posting.

Please go over to the new account and +watch it. I'll be adding content as soon as I can.

This account will be cancelled by 1700 AWST Friday 14th, August.

If you have any questions or queries, please contact me here, or on my Skype account.

Thanks in advance,

Cormac

Go! See! Love!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17105422/

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
80% Exhibitionist
80% Switch
75% Experimentalist
75% Voyeur
71% Non-monogamist
66% Primal (Predator)
65% Bondage Giver
65% Bondage Receiver
63% Primal (Prey)
61% All-Rounder
58% Daddy/Mommy
58% Dominant
58% Submissive
57% Pervert
50% Masochist
50% Master/Mistress
46% Brat
46% Brat Tamer
46% Girl/Boy
46% Slave
46% Vanilla
45% Degradation Receiver
41% Degradation Giver
41% Sadist
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=64988

I'm currently working on paid commissions!

I am CRAZY busy, but happy to do quotes on commissions now.

I've been working on a book cover (!), four paid commissions (including two refsheets), a showreel/scholarship entry for my new uni course, and I've even updated my logo, as well as provided a logo for the local Furry Convention, Furwag.

If you're looking for Commission pricing, check below:

http://www.furaffinity.net/commissi.....s/aescapulius/

Starting to get the intimation that I should start designing the fursuit for Cormac.

Help and ideas appreciated.

As it says. Ask me any question, recieve an honest answer.

Feeling a lot better now!

Aaaaaand Cormac now has anatomy.

So, I've fixed my computer and I should be productive and happy and so on.

I'm really not. I feel trapped in a tiny little house and nothing seems to take away the mind crushing boredom that threatens to swallow everything down into this void of ennui.

Stupid brain. Take some meds. Hope for the best.

So, have been mercilessly ribbed and snerked at by my partner and friends about my interest in someone from FurWAG 2013, I now find myself forgetting how to approach said person and advertise my interest without sounding like some form of predatory sociopath.

Also kind of hoping I'm not misinterpreting signals and inadvertently about to make it very awkward in the near future.

How do I society?

I have had the best time :D

Made so many friends (that I'm still struggling to find online) and enjoyed myself immensely :).

I kind of feel put out now that I was only the AD for this performance because the Rebel Empire group looked amazing :D but I temper that by remembering that I was deeply involved in every aspect and was thanked by everyone as the AD. My heart is too full for words on that front.

In any case, it was fantastically entertaining, and raised a huge amount of money for the charity, and I got to let Cormac run wild.

Also might have an interstate gig with confurgence - :D

Wanna do that again real soon!

So I thought it high time I actually started using my journal.

Beware, I'm massively opinionated, usually crass, and I argue because it's fun. If that doesn't appeal, I'm not apologising. As a corollary, I try to be insightful and speak my mind and heart at all times.

I am so very new to the furry scene, and I'm currently still slightly wide eyed about the whole thing.

My partner, K, has had a fursona since forever, and when I thought about it personally, I couldn't see myself with a fursona. There was never really a defined mental image for me of what an inner personality would look like.

And then someone posed the question to me, 'What kind of animal would you be?'
I saw myself as some sort of dog, but when they suggested a labrador or doberman, I couldn't see it.
Someone suggested a husky, but that wasn't right, either. I had given up hope of ever really relating to my partner and his furry side, because I couldn't find the right shape in my mind.

Then it clicked: Like a brush of fur on the side of my cheek, Cormac was born.
An Alaskan Malamute, huge, hopelessly happy and awkward, and endearingly friendly and open minded.
Cormac's a reflection of the side of me I never really got to share when I was getting my ass or heart kicked in highschool, but he soon became an integral part of me and my reality. I've never really gotten what a fursona brings, and now...

I get it.

Cormac isn't a representation of myself as an avatar - he's an aspect of me that has taken on shape and has a name. And he gets to be that without all of my baggage and fuckery. I get to be that through him.

I don't know if this is the same for everyone, but it's the experience I've had.

I'd love to know what other people have experienced or gained from their furry side.