What I mean by 'request art' isn't what you think. What I want to know is what kinda stuff you guys would like to see from me.What kinda stuff do you like?

I'm 27 now and I'm actually going to celebrate today....once I figure out how.

Pretty soon is the day of my birth, or as the common folk call it a 'Berfth Dai'. I'm actually going to celebrate it this year but i'm not really sure how.

What would YOU guys like?

An old art friend of mine  razrroth i struggling because life was a bitch to her. She's a great artist with commissions open right now. Please If ya'll can do anything to help them it would be appreciated!

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/razrroth/ Please help them out however you can.

but feeling pretty uneasy and I guess…lame? Is that a good term? Like…idk. Is this normal?

I'mma be doing an egglocke for a bit to see how i feel about it. I mean if I want to try out a few nuzlocke comic pages.
IF anyone's got any eggs they'd like to send my way I'd appreciate it.

That was over 7000 submissions I haven't gone through. FUCK ME!

I'm getting low on money and bills keep coming in. So I'm going to do a single commission. This will also be to figure out a better commission system for myself as the last ones turned out terrible.

You'll give me the info, refs, ect and I'll send you several updates on the pic. Then When you think it's good enough to be finished THAT'S when payment will go through! There will be also a 7 day deadline on my end.

IDK if anyone's interested in a comm from me, but with work alterations and mental illness shitting all over my life I'm low on options.

https://picarto.tv/alorix I'm world building

I’m gonna mess around with a Kaiju Girl idea for a little while. The idea came from, what if monster girls didn’t act sexy, what if they STILL acted like monsters. More Animalistic than Eechi.

So Working on Onnaiju which is guess is kinda like:

https://www.deviantart.com/amrock/a.....s-it-439212610

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Art by Amrock

Potag is a transfer student to a Japanese High School and eventually can transform into an Onnaiju-a Kaiju Girl and fights other Onnaiju. But they act like animals/monsters, not big boobed power girls.



Think Magic Girls but with Kaiju or Monsters and a dash of Slice of Life, Monster Collector and MAYBE Harem.

Or I guess Sailor Moon/Monster Musume/Dragon Ball Z

But I’m not sure if I’m making a spoof, inspiration or just using typical Anime as a base for this idea.



What should I do for “research”?
IDK if I can just start look up some info or if I should actually WATCH certain shows.

And if that’s the case WHICH shows?

Are there tropes I should follow avoid.

How do Parodies/Homages work?

Do I only watch good examples, bad both?

ECT.

I just realized my birthday is Saturday and I have no Idea what to do.

https://www.gofundme.com/cupie-doll.....eeds-your-help

Please. This friend means a lot to me and I always help them when I can. But I am currently broke. :(

...yep...

From my understanding of what I’ve read it’s when an autistic person is obsessed with something for a while then one days instantly loose all interest.



That’s why I always give up on projects.

That’s why I always come up with new ideas i can’t get out of my head.

That’s why I constantly break my promise of ‘I WILL finish this one’!

My brain is so broken and malformed I’ll never be able to follow though on my goals and dreams. Cause I’ll just get bored and move on to something else. Awesome! Now I know for a FACT that there’s no point in me doing or even TRYING anything. Fuck this worthless broken brain!

You are all amazing ppl. Beyond kind and caring. I don't deserve you as friends and followers.

I spent the majority of my life with anxiety, aspergers, schizophrenia, paranoia, childhood abuse and heavy depression and…fucking…no one knew or even noticed.



I wonder how much better my life and I would be if these had been taken care of early on. Now i’m just a “broken little toy”

THIS ONE!!! XD

I'm so sorry for worrying you all. I was stupid and immature. Can you forgive me?