Hey, missed me? Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not dead and I'm doing well. Didn't mean to wait half a year before posting something and all the notes and shouts I got where very encouraging. So much stuff has happened that it'd take a dozen paragraphs but most importantly I have a job now (as many close friends know). I've kept in touch with Manu of my closest of friends and made other accounts but I thought it's time to dust this account off and repay all the heartfelt words to me. Alot of things have changed and I'm a different person in some ways but I can't just keep moving on without saying hi again to old friends. I'll mostly submit music here from now on and communicate. I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas season and that a few of you still remember me =p

Thx for so many wonderful comments, it really helped me so much. I felt to give a better explanation and description on my FA page. My parents where ok with me being Bi but not with being a furry. This is something I need to reconcile with them but until them my page is in hiatus. I still care about all your art and that so I'll still view but my page is absent for now. I agreed to stop with my FA page until I get my goals and priorities straight. I'm going toward getting a part time job, going toward a masters degree in Music and being more social in life and to better myself. I will need to balance on my rl life to better my self, so next time this page is active, I'll be a dependent person. I will focus on that and notes of help and advice will be appreciated. I am a furry and nothing will change that. I greatly appreciate the love and support I've received and with enough hard work and balance, I'll revive this page. Thx so much and I hope all of you will be ok, I am the same person but I need to work toward dependence. I am always all your friends.

I don't know if I'll be back, I was found out to be a furry and bi and now family is demanding to get rid of FA. I have to make changes in my life. I hope I see you guys again.

OKie....I pre-registered for Rainfurrest 2010 in Seattle! I was super nervous (being a closet furry and never before traveling on my own outside of my stat) but it's something I've had an undying urge to do! I felt so strong especially after all the fun I heard my friends had at FWA 10!

So...I'd like a little advise and help since this will be the first con I've ever been to and my first time out of California. I'm a bit nervous about where I'd sleep so I'm really hoping I could share a room with friends I've met here or at least a friend of a friend. I know it'll be so fun but I also thought about my parents being concerned (being first time traveling alone) and really wanting to keep being a furry to myself. I was thinking of saying it's a game or comic con.

So yeah, I really hope some of you guys are going cause I'd really love to finally shake your hand/paw, cuddle so much, and hopefully find a room we could stay at. RF10 here I come!! =)

Okie I was having a conversation with a friend about characters we liked as kids and he said he noticed I had a odd trend O,O

I said as a kid, my fav characters I remembered where Timon (lion king), Iago (Aladdin), Mooshu (Mulan), and Tod (Fox & Hound). I also noted non Disney characters I loved like Daxter (Jak & Daxter) and Dagget (Angry Beavers).

With the exception of Todd, I noticed I had a affinity toward small, furry critters with attitude O.O though I also liked other furs like that Panther and Snake from The Jungle Book but I thought it was funny I liked some similar characters that popped in Disney movies. XD

Hey just a little update, sorry I haven't responded to submits and journals, been exeededly busy with homework (can't wait for thi semester to end >.>)

Two big things, one is I pre-ordered the Bg Boss bundle for a PSP and Peacewalker!! Hopefully my bro will help kick in for that xD
looks like it's gonna be amazing like any Kojima game.
I'd like to know what games are good for the system? I already know obvious ones like Dissida an Crisis Core (FF fan people XP)
but more hidden gems

Also, some of you know I've been thiking about altering my fursona with a hybrid of a dog to match my uber goofy and friendly attitude, and I'm now split between a husky or German shepherd. I told some I was leaning golden retriever but I think that's more of another I have in mind :3

Hope everyone is doing good and I'll try to read all the journals an submits piling up in my inbox O.O

To those who bore us and raised us. To be with us through all the pains of life and hold us in our dire hours. To those who cheer for our dreams and goals. To those who sacrifice there wants and time for our care. Please go and hug the one person who we'll never have a closer bond with anyone else. Remember even if she has treated you badly, she went through the pains and sacrifice of raising you. No gift is more overlooked or more important. Those without them have my sincerest feelings cause I could not make it without mine. Today go and tell your mothers how special and important they are. Without my mother I wouldn't be here with you. She has always been in my heart and it'll be more empty when she's gone, until then I will cherish her. I love you mom...tell that to yours.

Taken from  DannSaintAugustin

Post any comment here and I'll:

1. Respond with something random about you.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what animal you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Tell you my least favorite thing about you.
8. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

Don't be shy...xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nluD.....eature=related

AHH!! This is just so beautiful! This is perfect music for the scene I'm working on (yes, I'm still working on 2nd chapter, it's just been thrown and beaten from work) *2ND CHAPTER FORESHADOW*
This sounds great for when Aaji is protecting Vaan >.< Some music you wish you'd come up with! Now I just have to steal this XDD joking of course >.> *sees copyright police*

Hey a thx for all the help from last journal, I really apppreciate the chats I got and sorry to the ones that offered and I did t respond, been extremely hectic day today.

Thx for the views, really nice if y'all!
Today was really up and down, Good part, found out Hollywood video was closing and got some killer deals like Red Faction: Gurilla and Final Fanatasy 3&4 on DS for 75% off =D
Gonna be busy on my DS and PS3 (with free time I have)
Got a bunch of junk to the dump too and made some much needed space!
Bad part, I had a panic attack, just alot stuff happening, mom was pissed, bro was pissed, gram feeling terrible, was just awful this afternoon, got so bad I just drove off and cooled off at a park listening to music. Didn't feel like chatting with ya guys, just needed a escape for a minute. Felt like I was hyperventalating and my heartbeat felt irregular. You can't believe how stressful it can get around here.

So yeah, just taking a breather and trying to just calm down, maybe a few chanting monks around the house will be nice XD
Sorry for another downer journal, FA us a pretty good stress reliever though. Thx for the support guys, I'll be venting on my DS now, 3D Final Fantasy 4 is awesome ^~^

I'm having some issues...religous ones. I've just been going through an odd time with it and I just have been kavetching about it. I was gonna say note me if y wanna talk about it but I'm not scared if no trolls >_>

I'm having issues with the Bible, Christianity in particular. It's surfaced again cause my mom talked about going to church, something I've discussed with all of you my distaste for, and I think it stems to some issues I have. What issues you ask? Well about wether stories in the Bible are allegorical or literal, God controlling everything, old archaic laws to follow and not to follow. Wether to be peaceful or kill for virtues. If ya wanna chat with me about this with comments, shouts or notes, or MSN please do, I could use some counseling about it. DON'T WORRY! I'm not depressed or sad, just struggling with my insides, questioning my beleifs.

And please save your breath if your a zealot of any religion or non-religion. I don't need idealogues shouting at me, I've had that all my life and am perfectly capable of turning off the discussion. I want factual, level-headed, fair talking, not hot-blooded preaching. =/

Thx and I hope everyone has a wonderful night, this wuffy needs sleep, chat with ya tomorrow. ^_^

I know I haven't done this awhile but I did a journal a few months ago about what music is inspiring me http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1203111/ and I wanna update what songs are really influencing my music and on constant repeat on my iPhone XP

Sulyya Springs by Masashi Hamauzu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzyGHuizHVA
Such a soothing, beautiful melody, my fav parts are the flute, that violin that is preeminent in later part and the hypnotizing vocals <3<3 really puts the mind at ease. You can tell some if my calming rhythm is influenced by stuff like this.

Star of Tears by Yasunori Mitsuda
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRRvMPHQDl4
Wonderful Vocalist, has perfect pitch, love the acoustic guitar in this, wonderful strumming and the Celtic style is very Mitsuda, not much Celtic music in games >.> amazing

Your Affection by Shoji Meguro
http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=IDv.....eature=related
So upbeat and catchy! I think I need to work on making a happy, energetic scene! Excellent drums and synthesizers!
Reminds me of a scene with Vaan teasing and goofing with Aaji XP

Never More by Shoji Meguro
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NK8dacA2CBI
SO CATCHY!! Like previous song, same game, wanna make something this happy and upbeat =)

Wow all game music, well you know what's stuck in my brain, a bunch of Japanese composers XDD
Tell me what you think of each song and what was your fav and should I implement something from these songs =)

MEEEEP! My finals are coming into sight so I might randomly go into fetal positions and screaming to God for more time XP

Little incident happened with my puppies. I use the term little badly cause they where able to bring down an entire chester drawer down O.O Full of shot glasses and glasses my parents got from Cobo and a bunch of shot glasses collected form all over -w- I wanted to punt those chihuahuas so bad...

I was thinking of changing my fav pretenses. I notice pics I truly love get buried under a bunch of favs I do for people I watch and not really blown away from their stuff. Yet, still I find like 5 pics a day that I find astounding but I think I'll fav every 3 days so you can get a good view of a pic I REALLY SUPER liked so don't be upset if you don't get favs from me right away, I might just be waiting for the right time when your get faved and stay on my page for 3 days =)

So to wrap up, it's still extremely stressful around here and with finals soon, I might be a little cranky so forgive me =p
Have a nice day =)

I'd like to thank my friend  tsukimaru-sama
He showed me and helped get me FL Studio 8 for absolutely and I can't thank him enough. It's completely broadened my musical abilities and I think it will be a spring board to my music sounding alot more professional and better quality in it.

Give Tsuki a big hug and thx from me and expect more intricate beats from me, this really made my day =)

Got done finishing Heavy Rain and now trophy hunting in it. This game really blew me away with it's cinematic presentation. It feels like playing an amazing thriller/mystery like Seven or No Cointry for Old Men. It's dark, gritty and immensily emotional, something I think modern videogames tend to massively suck at.

I'll give you a hint, it's the first time in a game I questioned myself shooting someone and feeling bad for killing the other person. A far cry from most shooters where you happily gun down countless faceless soldiers, this game makes you feel like taking another persons life.

The most profound aspect is the main protagonist in the game, Ethan Mars, and the lengths you decide for him he'll take to get his son back. His son is kidnapped by a serial killer, who leaves trials for Ethan to complete to get clues to his sons wherebouts.
The game makes you question what you'd do for a loved one. Would you drive on the wrong side of the freeway for 5 minutes?Would you chop off your finger? Most questionable is would you kill a complete stranger for your loved one? This trial really got to me. It conflicts with two of my major beliefs, doing anything for your family or loved one and nor killing.

I think that's the sign of a great story, one that makes you question your beliefs and ideas and puts you in a grey area. Too many times in stories, the author makes the descision for us what is the good choice and bad.

In the comments, consider what you'd do in the situations. Could you kill a innocent stranger for the life of a loved one? Sounds like a complete conundrum to me. Also, what do you think tells the mark of a great story? Curious wolfy is curious =p

ARRGHH!!! I submitted and finally made a Twitter account cause a lot of my friends have em -w-

http://twitter.com/FluffyVince

Follow me if ya want some crazy, incoherent ramblings from a zany wuff =3

Also working for my bro Toki on some music, very exciting for a project he's working on ^.^

Leave some comments about why Twitter drawed you in or how your still fighting the black mist that is Twitter XO

Yayz!!! I got my 2000 views and 100 watcher on the same day yesterday!!  aonym being my 100th watcher! Don't know was my 2000th viewer >_>
Thank you all so much, not sure why so many furs check my page XD *goes back to rapidly hitting F5*

Oh, I also bought a new studio quality microphone today, it's really great, my latest song sounded crystal clear! Expect more diverse tracks from me in the future along with my story I'm writing =}
Oh, if anybody has Hardcore (guitar pedal program) could you give me pointers on how to record it and use a electric guitar for it.

Thanks so much for checking my page and the 101 watchers of mine, means so much to me =3 *massive group hug*

YayzIftar, interesting meme=p tagged by the :thetrickyhusk: if you were a type of cereal what kind would ya be?..
and do try to explain why.. haha
Rules: meh.. no rules.. lol just tag whoever you want XDD HUSKY PWNED!

I'd be...fruit loops cause I have a colorful attitude and I'm very loopy! XP

Meh, if I tag anymore, I'll get shanked by someone DX

Okie, I was gonna post that get to know you journal but I saw everone was doing it so I decided to modify mine to slant to my oddity XP

1. What nickname do you wish friends would stop calling you?

2. What song makes you stop what your doing and turns up the volume for?

3. What word do you find yourself always fudging up?

4. Which type of person annoys you the most? Cocky or shy?

5. What's better? A comment or a fav for your work?

6. How much time your on FA? You use more than Facebook and Youtube?

7. Why or why don't you have a Twitter account?

8. What videogame do you still play even though no one else is?

9. What game, movie, and book do you think was completely overlooked?

10. If we met in real life, what's the first thing you'd say to me?

11. If someone was talking behind my back negatively, how would you respond to them?

12. What character from any medium would you say represents you the most?

13. What's your favorite actor and actress?

14. Which would you have, a device that does everything (iPhone, Droid) or multiple devices (iPod, normal phone, gps, DS)?

15. Do you think it's good that we're moving away from newspaper and paper books or internet and Kindle all the way?

16. What modern trend do you hate so much you wished you lived in the past?

17. What famous person do you think is a closet furry? Why?

18. If I said I was changing my fursona to a elephant, how would you react?

19. What's your biggest like and dislike about my fursona (features, personality, descriptions)?

20. What fetish do you find cute, hot, odd, and disgusting? Name all four seperatly.

21. What rare cartoon do you secretly like?

22. What's the most important feature do you like a computer?

23. What's the best part about our relationship? What do you like the most about me?

24. If our furs where in a anime and I was the lead character, what of comrade would you be? Brotherly, lover, protector, ally in fights, or make the horrid comic relief?

25. What's the best memory you have of us?

26. How many truth journals have you already read?

27. If you where in a room alone with Fender, what would you do or say to him?

28. What thing do you really wanna know about me?

29. Tell me something I don't know about you.

30. Your done! How did you feel about journal? Hungry, lonely, annoyed, constipated?

If ya want to use this, it's ok but I'm not asking ya to repost =3

Got tagged by my bro Jake! X3

1. I have a strong love to cartoons. I'm a moody person, but watching a toon really brightens my day, especially lots of goofy violence XP

2. I played the guitar for 5 years but I always wanted to learn the violin and love to play Smith and Smashing Pumpkins songs

3. I knew about FA for a year but wasn't social, just secretly viewed art. I became one after reading an article about furry cons and how fun it'd be to go to one, but I wanted to get to know some furs first.

4. I had a crush on Morrissey for awhile when I was young. It wasn't sexually, I just loved him for representing me at that age. Still love him to this day but I know he's human now XD

5. I rarely cry at movies or stories things, I get teary eyed alot but waterfalls. Only things I remember I broke into tears the endings to Final Fantasy X and Chrono Cross.

6. Oh, I was almost ran over when I was 14 for lighting a firework during Independence day XP

7. I have an amazingly pessimistic and nihilistic side to me but I rarely ever take it out on my friends *eyes flash red* XD

8. I actually like memes ^^ guess I'll wait a few more months before hating them =3

8 friends to tag:
 LonelyLionHeart777
 NezzShadow
 wayco
 firefox266
 lupire
 fenrirkar
 ThunderWolf78

OKie, thx Jake XP

Now for the phone that will surpass the iPhone!
Let Ed Begley Jr. explain this revolution in phone technology

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Wyz.....eature=related

Wasn't that better than Dragoneer's link? XP

Hey, it's spring break and I have no money to go anywhere!! Yayz!! =p Hope something pops up, my family said we might do something together, cause my friends near me don't have anything planned XD

Happy with the time I've had with my friends on FA and MSN but it's still pretty hard to watch vids, chat with 8 windows, read all the news and journals and work on music 83
Really glad with the short break, cause work, family, and my sick grandma has been really a lot of pressure. Wanna spend Wednesday playing around with my music. Brain needs to unhinge, still pretty wound up.

I really wanted to make it to my furry brothers place, Red_Wolf.
Unfortunately, some personal and financial issues are restricting me. I' m just gonna try and rejuvenate cause I really need to bounce back on my deterring homework.

Expect me to put out another Smiths song and a Beatles song that's much over due from my long forgotten request songs xD

I'll also be enjoying finishing up Final Fantasy 13 and God of War 3! Also have some shows I have to catch up on Owo

Bleh, this is turning into streaming conscious journal XD just a quick window on oddity of this school semester.

Leave some comments on how your spring break has been (or was for most since Cali was late with break this year). And yes, I'll dive into my monster inbox and respond from all the pawsome pics and interesting journals from FWA =3

Jeez, I've deleted like 8 paragraphs trying to express my happy yet frustrated state. So happy meeting new furs and yet frustrated with my time restraints. I want to be more social and outgoing with new furs but my schedule is just so fucking tight. I need to concentrate on my current friends and fa family (some of which I haven't spoken to in a week >>) plus some of my loved ones are going through tough times with their families and issues. I'm really sorry but my work really is important and furry family come first priority. =/

Please send me a shout. I always love getting a nice reminder but please understand when I can't stay in long conversations TwT it makes me really happy meeting new furs but I don't wanna make you feel like I'm avoiding you in MSN or here, I'm just dealing with lots of work and close friends in tough spots in there life. They needs me =p

To make this not a complete downer journal, my bro bought God of War 3!!!!
Holy shnikey is it epic, bloody, and astounding 83 it actually tore me away from FF13 which is really something XD but now my brain is warped between the two << >> << >>

Thx so much to all my friends and fam who are understanding and patient with my lack of conversations, you know I love you ^^

HEY!! I hope everyone will inwind and chillax for St. Patty and have a good time! Time for all the drama to wash away iin the Guinness @w@
And a thank you to all the poor designated drivers on St. Patties, your doing God's work XDD

Safe happy St. Patty everyone!!

Yayz! My chance to gloat and puff my chest out! ...until I see that Fender gets that daily TwT
Thx everyone for watching, chatting, and commenting me ^^ I hope to be even closer to my friends and meet new ones!

For the 1000th viewer, send me a note of you accompleshment and I'll do something for you. I'd say request, but I'm so booked up now, so something funny but not perverted please =p

Thx everyone XP