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Posted 14 years agoIn muddy grass we stand side by side
With our knuckles interlocked
Black dresses flood the cemetery
In this cliche tragedy
Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
In gentle greens we stand side by side
With your head buried in my chest
Black veils send me shivering
The fear that part of me is dying
Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly, quickly
Goodbyes are said and roses thrown
And the crowd starts to weep
But the irony of the story is when I fell to my knees
And began clawing at the dirt in front of the tombstone
Of my bashful childhood
With you by my side, you're screaming at the
Top of your lungs, "let it go"
And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
"The ceremony was not proper, there was not enough people,
And who picked the music?
Those melodies almost made me physically sick"
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
~The Spill Canvas
With our knuckles interlocked
Black dresses flood the cemetery
In this cliche tragedy
Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
In gentle greens we stand side by side
With your head buried in my chest
Black veils send me shivering
The fear that part of me is dying
Just do as you're instructed and....
Take this razor and cut your palms
I'll do the same until a river of crimson begins to flow
Now drip your ruby red over the casket
A funeral for my once loved youth
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly, quickly
Goodbyes are said and roses thrown
And the crowd starts to weep
But the irony of the story is when I fell to my knees
And began clawing at the dirt in front of the tombstone
Of my bashful childhood
With you by my side, you're screaming at the
Top of your lungs, "let it go"
And I'm screaming at the top of my lungs
"The ceremony was not proper, there was not enough people,
And who picked the music?
Those melodies almost made me physically sick"
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But in this Bonnie and Clyde kind of romance
Tell me what would you do?
My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you
But when your precious life is at stake
Tell me would you die for me too?
The quivering liquids in your stomach
Will eat away at the bad habits that have made you
A real character in the story of your now distant life
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
Goodnight and goodbye, quickly
~The Spill Canvas
Layers of me
Posted 14 years agoLAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Stephanie
- Eye Colour: Hazel
- Hair Style/Color: Dark brown/almost black, and always in a ponytail.
- Height: 5'5
- Clothing style: t-shit and jeans. Almost always casual
- Best physical feature: My eyes. I have an awesome/weird discoloration in my right eye
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: Spiders, snakes, deer, insects, heights, and being alone
- Your guilty pleasure: Smoking
- Your biggest pet peeve: Liars
- Your ambitions for the future: Graduate from pharmacy school and travel the world
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: How many more times can I hit snooze?
- What you think about most: Money. It means everything in today's society
- What you think about before bed: Everything. What has happened, what I want to happen, what will probably happen. Anything and everything!
- You think your best quality is: I'm nice...way too nice
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Single or very small group, like 4 people max
- To be loved or respected: Both would be great, but i'd probably have to go with love
- Beauty or brains: Brains, nerds are sexy!
- Dogs or cats: I love both. I have a cat, but I really want an Australian Shepherd/
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: Yeah. Depending on who it is... Meh!
- Believe in yourself: Not really, but occasionally
- Believe in love: Of course. I'm a hopeless romantic
- Want someone: Depends on the day, and my mood. I want someone, but nothing real serious.
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: Yeah.
- Done drugs: I've been to college :3
- Changed who you were to fit in: Who hasn't done this when they were younger?
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favourite colour: Blue and green
- Favourite animal: Australian Shepherds and Ragdoll cats
- Favourite movie: How to Train Your Dragon
- Favourite game: Anything Mario related
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: June 18
- How old will you be: 22
- Age you lost your virginity: 15
- Does age matter: Yes. Anything that is 15+ years difference is just weird
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: Not an asshole
- Best eye colour: I'm a sucker for blue eyes
- Best hair colour: Anything that doesn't look like it was from Hot Topic
- Best thing to do with a partner: Just spend time with each other. I could lay for hours with someone, not say a word, and i'd be happier than ever
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: Sleeping
- I feel: Tired
- I hide: My problems. No one really understands what makes me tick, and probably never will...
- I miss: My kitty Louis. RIP baby boy...Mommy loves you!
- I wish: I can't tell you that or it won't come true
Rolling In The Deep-Adele
Posted 14 years agoThere's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,
There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,
The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it with a beating,
Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside of your hands,
But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
I'm expecting!!!
Posted 14 years agoIs EXPECTING!!! I know, i know, its crazy isn't it? I can't believe it myself. I was not going to put it on here because it's obvious, but wanted to make it official... I mean who would have guessed that we are expecting!! Yup its official... We are expecting rain tonight and again tomorrow! :3
My weird dream
Posted 14 years agoI had the strangest dream last night...
I was out in the country with all of my friends and the sun was setting. Everyone was standing around talking, and suddenly I saw a black shadow appear and walk towards the woods. I started screaming for everyone to look at what I saw, but only one other friend turned around in time before the figure disappeared. The others who didn't see the figure went into the woods to see if there was anyone there, but there wasn't.
After being pushed into the woods by my "friends" I happened to see a muddy piece of cloth out of the corner of my eye. I picked it up, wiped the majority of the mud off, and discovered it was a hat. The hat was old, and it was obvious because of the style and condition. So I took the hat and got into the car with my friend who had seen the mysterious figure as well.
With all of the rain in our area, the road that we usually took home was closed, and we decided to try a new way home. We drove until we came upon an enormous white mansion with a red door and shutters. The place was clearly an old colonial home that had been abandoned for years, and since no one was around, we (which means him forcing my out of the car and dragging me to the doors) decided to investigate.
It was dark out on the property, and he refused to keep the headlights on because he was afraid of getting caught. We walked up to the porch and he tried to open the door, but it wouldn't budge. So he walked back to his car and told me to stay on the porch or else he'd leave me. I waited for him to come back, but he never did. I screamed his name, and there was no answer.
In fear, I twisted the door handle to the house and it swung open.
I ran inside and shut the door behind me. I did NOT want to be outside with what/whoever else was out there. The moon flooded in from some windows down a hallway, so I headed toward the moonlight. As I entered the room with the large windows, I noticed something swaying back and forth next to me. I looked out of the corner of my eye and slowly turned my body to face the object. I screamed immediately, the swaying that I hoped was caused by a tree, wasn't a tree. My friend was hanging by his neck from a beam on the ceiling, and he was wearing the muddy hat I picked up from the woods.
I woke up after that, but it was quite strange and very realistic. =/
I was out in the country with all of my friends and the sun was setting. Everyone was standing around talking, and suddenly I saw a black shadow appear and walk towards the woods. I started screaming for everyone to look at what I saw, but only one other friend turned around in time before the figure disappeared. The others who didn't see the figure went into the woods to see if there was anyone there, but there wasn't.
After being pushed into the woods by my "friends" I happened to see a muddy piece of cloth out of the corner of my eye. I picked it up, wiped the majority of the mud off, and discovered it was a hat. The hat was old, and it was obvious because of the style and condition. So I took the hat and got into the car with my friend who had seen the mysterious figure as well.
With all of the rain in our area, the road that we usually took home was closed, and we decided to try a new way home. We drove until we came upon an enormous white mansion with a red door and shutters. The place was clearly an old colonial home that had been abandoned for years, and since no one was around, we (which means him forcing my out of the car and dragging me to the doors) decided to investigate.
It was dark out on the property, and he refused to keep the headlights on because he was afraid of getting caught. We walked up to the porch and he tried to open the door, but it wouldn't budge. So he walked back to his car and told me to stay on the porch or else he'd leave me. I waited for him to come back, but he never did. I screamed his name, and there was no answer.
In fear, I twisted the door handle to the house and it swung open.
I ran inside and shut the door behind me. I did NOT want to be outside with what/whoever else was out there. The moon flooded in from some windows down a hallway, so I headed toward the moonlight. As I entered the room with the large windows, I noticed something swaying back and forth next to me. I looked out of the corner of my eye and slowly turned my body to face the object. I screamed immediately, the swaying that I hoped was caused by a tree, wasn't a tree. My friend was hanging by his neck from a beam on the ceiling, and he was wearing the muddy hat I picked up from the woods.
I woke up after that, but it was quite strange and very realistic. =/
Stop
Posted 14 years agoDear me,
Stop stressing out about everything. You're tearing yourself apart. Stop it. Blarghaflargha
Stop stressing out about everything. You're tearing yourself apart. Stop it. Blarghaflargha
Girl Confessions (Why not?)
Posted 14 years ago1. Do you sleep in your bra? - Nope
2. Do you sleep with socks on? - No
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else? - With someone
4. Do you enjoy drama? - Not really
5. Are you a girly-girl? - Hahaha...Nooo
6. Who was the last person you hugged? - Sawyer
7. Small or large purse? - Small (ish)
8. Are you short? I consider myself short
9. Do you like somebody? - Meh
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy? - No
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? - Depends
12. Do you think you’re conceited? - Nah
13. Do you dress up on Halloween? - Not any more
14. Are you double jointed? - No. I'm not that special
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? - In a bathtub...lol
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? - No
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? - Not as far as i'm aware of
18. Do you call anybody by their last name? - Yeah. lol
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"? - Probably not a lot XD
[1/2x ] I do wear make up.
[x]I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing? - Cheetah print
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? - Either
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? - Meh
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them? - Be himself
5. Do you have a best friend? - Yes
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? - Yeah =/ It's a terrible thing
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? - Yeah, but who hasn't thought about it?
8. Do you like your life? - Most of the time. Yes
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? - No. LMAO
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? - Yes
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? - Boys
13. How long have you had a facebook? - A while now
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? - Nope
15. What are your biggest fears? - Being alone in the dark
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? - Yes
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? - Oh yes
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?" - Yes
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? - Yeah
20. Do you ever wish you were famous? - Eh, maybe just for the money
21. Are you currently missing someone? - Meh
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy
Preppy or Punk?
Preppy
Face or Body?
Face
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook
Sweet or sexy?
Sweet
Armani or Abercrombie?
Armani
Contacts or glasses?
Glasses
2. Do you sleep with socks on? - No
3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else? - With someone
4. Do you enjoy drama? - Not really
5. Are you a girly-girl? - Hahaha...Nooo
6. Who was the last person you hugged? - Sawyer
7. Small or large purse? - Small (ish)
8. Are you short? I consider myself short
9. Do you like somebody? - Meh
10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy? - No
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? - Depends
12. Do you think you’re conceited? - Nah
13. Do you dress up on Halloween? - Not any more
14. Are you double jointed? - No. I'm not that special
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? - In a bathtub...lol
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? - No
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? - Not as far as i'm aware of
18. Do you call anybody by their last name? - Yeah. lol
19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"? - Probably not a lot XD
[1/2x ] I do wear make up.
[x]I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a bad influence
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing? - Cheetah print
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? - Either
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? - Meh
4. What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them? - Be himself
5. Do you have a best friend? - Yes
6. Have you ever had your heart broken? - Yeah =/ It's a terrible thing
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery? - Yeah, but who hasn't thought about it?
8. Do you like your life? - Most of the time. Yes
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you? - No. LMAO
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? - Yes
12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? - Boys
13. How long have you had a facebook? - A while now
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? - Nope
15. What are your biggest fears? - Being alone in the dark
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? - Yes
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? - Oh yes
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?" - Yes
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? - Yeah
20. Do you ever wish you were famous? - Eh, maybe just for the money
21. Are you currently missing someone? - Meh
THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy
Preppy or Punk?
Preppy
Face or Body?
Face
Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good cook
Sweet or sexy?
Sweet
Armani or Abercrombie?
Armani
Contacts or glasses?
Glasses
Picking apart my brain
Posted 14 years agomeh
Posted 14 years agoIs ready to have a happy fucking new year. yay rah =/
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