This weekend had it all! (exageration of course but it was still really fun) This was a great con, and it was exactly what I needed. I finaly got to enjoy my summer, act like a teenager, a geek and a fanboy. Come close and I shall tell you my tale of Condition: Red!

So as you guys know from my previous journal, I headed up to London for Condition Red, a small furry convention that is on its second year. So I ended up ariving in London at 10:50am and waiting for me at the greyhound station was Dustoxin. We decided to walk from the station to the con... We ended up getting lost on a really hot and sunny day and got to the con around 2:30-ish... I was burnt all down my arms, my face and the back of my neck and kept mentioning to Dusty (Dustoxin) all weekend to make him feel bad (lol) First thing I did was go find Sammy Stripes, who was conveniantly at the regestration desk, I got my con pass and room key from him than headed to go take a shower. On my way to my room I bumped into Scani and then met my second roomy Dodge who was hanging out with Dumpling. After my shower I walked around getting a feel for my suroundings and hugging all the people I knew. Next was opening ceremony which was well done followed by the preshowing of FanboyConfessional's Furry Episode which I have to personally say was fantasticly done! After this I went to the dealers' den where I got my mate Surprize#1 bought a hat and (this is gonna be shocking for anyone that knows me well) spent 25$ on a badge comission, than met a bunch of new people. I went for supper with Dumpling and Dodge at the food court for TACOBELL!!!!! Danced a bit at the con's dance than hung out at the zoo with an artist from the states. Than went to bed at 2am.

Day two I ended up buying Dar surprize #2. I met a few mor people and than went with Dusty and some of these people for sushi. We ended up lost again and found an asian food store and bought a huge thing of pocky (this is a majour plot point) than we found the right place. Food was good and I had a great time there.

Here I am surounded by stange people, on a leather seated greyhound bus, Cafe Mocha between my legs, phone in my paws and happy hardcore puming in my ears consoling me that everythings gonna be fine. Tonight I am taking a midnight bus to Toronto than from there to London to attend Condition Red by my self... This is the first convention I attend by myself and I hope all goes well. This a big step for me, which is ironic converting I just recently moved out of my parents' place lol But yeah... I'm rooming with people I don't really know that well but things should be fine. I forgot to pack my collar and badges... Was pretty bummed about that but meh... Any ways that's all for now folks.

Ttyl
Foxen

Ok, not on my own, but moved out of my parents' place. My mate and I moved into our apartment yesterday and its really nice! Mom and dad got me the essentials and i should be well off for now :3 mind you I saw I a cockroach yesterday O.o I need to get the building manager to get an inspecter or a fumigator in here ASAP!!!

I might be getting an other room mate, her mom is pretty much throwing her out for changing her mind from nursing school to hairdressing school :/ So Im gonna let her live here cause I cant leave a friend in peril, plus she's a fur so its a plus.

I plan on hosting small furmeets here; its a big enough aprtment. Movie nights and gaming nights, etc...

Also now that I live in town, Ill be eventually getting good internet and it now takes less than 10 minutes to make it from home to work, Ill have alot more free time :3 might open up for comissions soon :3 That'll help with money for on the side plus Ill to practice a whole bunch :3

Btw my only link to the net is my phone o.o

anyways bye lol

Au have curently been awake since 9am yesterday... im so tired it hurts... School just ended... Now I wait till 7 to go to work... Im working till 11 and I still yave to finish the seminar... This project is so fucking long o.o everything os blurring together... I need sleep bad....
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"ok class so remember, it may be only the end of February at the momement, but May will be here faster you know... Trust me"

Wow was my english teacher ever right... i have a seminar due TOMORROW and Ive hardly started it... So Im gonna be working on this for a LONG time... I hope that I caj finish it... If I dont I think she'll kill me o.o

Its a seminar on The Time Machine by H. G. Wells. Great book abd stuff but not having a physical copy of it is gonna make things harder for me... I only have the eBook om my Android o.o (and also the audio book, but still) so intead of being able to just photocopy a page, I have to find it in the text, find thr text on the net with a computer, than print out the needed text area...

Hopefully this wont take all night... I work tomorrow and dont wanna be tired cause I think Om working with the manager that doesn't like me though I get the feeling he might be gay... My feelings are usually acurate enough, i guessed one of my co-workers was bi last night :P.

But yeah, anyways, omg seminar!!! I have until third period (semester school) tomorrow, mind you I cabt work through my two art classes; period one and perioad two. So yeah wish me luck! I hope I finish it, thus dont get in $#!+ by my teacher... The people that are probably NOT done this yet are tge procrastenatores (me) and the permafried burn outs (not me).

Well thats all for now :P ttyp :D

Foxen V.

I just had the most F-ed up experience ever... I fell asleep at 3 and had a long terrifying dream... than woke up at 3:25.... this dream was so long I was half expecting my alarm to go off any moment near the end... but the most fucked up thing was "Cody"... there was this kid in my dream maybe 10 years old and he was talking to me and stuff... I had control over everything in my dream cause I knew I was asleep but I couldn't get rid or effect him... be would randomly be a voice in my head at times, and some times I would regain semi contentiousness and feel him moving around on my bed but I couldn't move. To wake myself up I had to make my body rock back and forth to agitate myself awake... But before I was able to wake myself up I could feel him getting off my bed and walking to the door, than I herd it open and close... This really freaked me out... I'm afraid to go back to sleep cause I feel like my only safe place, my mind, was broken into or something... I dont know what happened but i don't want to experience it again... he used my fears against me.....

Anyone have thoughts on this D:

Hey everyone,

Just thought I'd share with you all that I've been working at A&W for a couple weeks now and so far I love it! The managers aren't so bad, the supervisors are funny and full of energy and my other front coworkers a awesome. It's a really cool job, I've never worked front anywhere before really, but my supervisor Keri says I'm doing awesome! (Durp *face paw* I just realized I forgot my tips at work ._.) She's so cool, she's really energetic and always seem really happy.

Sure it's not a MAJOR job, but it's really kinda fun, it's fast paced and I think I'm getting a hang of it. Also it only pays minimum wage (10,25$/hour) but at least I have my own income again!

Speaking of income, I got my first check last Thursday (the 7th) and I got to go out for dinner with a couple friends. It was nice to go out for Sushi and not have to depend on my parents for my account to have money in it. An other thing I'm spending (wasting) my money on is a new phone!!! I've had this phone for 2 years now, it's really scratched up, it's getting chipped and the locking switch thing on the side (kinda like what an MP3 has) is worn out completely. So instead of this stone aged MotoROKR (lol) I'm getting a space aged Samsung Galaxy S Captivate (sorry I promise that's the last cheesy pun). This phone is an Android and has a beautiful 720p resolution touch screen that is amazingly vibrant! I really can't wait to go get it on the 19th.

Hmmm... What else can I say...? Oh yeah! I'm also trying to save up (after I get the phone) for the move to Toronto. After I graduate in June I plan on moving to Toronto to live with my mate Dar, unless he decides to move up here to Sudbury. Personally I really don't mind as long as I'm with him. I was using school as my primary excuse for moving over there, but all in all it's real reason is love. (*blushes*) I could just as easily take an animation course in Sudbury if I wanted to. You get the same degree thingy and all, I just want to live with my mate <3

Speaking of Dar, his birthday is four days before my prom! June is gonna be a VERY expensive month! Cause I need to get Dar something, plus I need to get Dar down here for prom, PLUS I need to get us our suits and stuff for prom! Btw if you're wondering, we're gonna be matching (or at least that's the plan). I'll be in a white suit with a purple vest and tie while Dar is gonna be in the matching black suit with the same vest and tie <3

Anyways, this Journal is REALLY dragging on :P

See ya, thanks for reading XD

~Foxen~

Here's a link to a great deal by my friend  aelyrin please check it out she's an amazing artist and she needs people to commission her.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2180122/

Here's a link to a great deal by my friend  aylerin please check it out she's an amazing artist and she needs people to commission her.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2180122/

Hey everyone, I just came up with an amazing little project for myself to do; Organization XIII Furs.

I have everyone but some are responses are pending

I Xemnas:  ex626akakeon (confirmed)
II Xigbar:  dairu123 (confirmed)
III Xaldin:  garretc (confirmed)
IV Vexen:  sakra-reed (confirmed)
V Lexeaus:  tiger_sammy (confirmed)
VI Zexion:  mune (answer pending)
VII Saïx: :  James_bluewolf (answer pending)
VIII Axel:  Dar_Huskybutt (confirmed against his will)
IX Demyx:  DieselCub (confirmed)
X Luxord:  RaverFox420 (confirmed)
XI Marluxia:  Ghostt (confirmed)
XII Larxene: Yuri (confirmed)
XIII Roxas:  AgileFoxen (confirmed [duh])

I'm gonna draw each fur as the character, pictures in little groups and than draw us all together it's gonna be AWESOME!!!! o.o

After all this time waiting, I'm finally 18! But I have nothing to do, no where to go tonight to celebrate... Not to mention lots of homework due tomorrow... 18 really doesn't feel different from 17... but hey at least now when I'm looking at porn it's legal :/ Plus my parents don't need to sign anything for me anymore. And last but not least I'm no longer jailbait, but I'm in a relationship so it didn't really make a difference anyways XD

Anyways guess that's about it :P

Bye

Hey everyone,

My friend  Spysatuplink, his friend  Yaegashi and I have been working on a mock debate, and it's finally done! It's pretty funny if I should say so myself, I LOLed.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5182122/

It's in two parts, part two is linked on the page of number one.

Hope you guys check it out and show some love :D

If this kicks off well we already have plans for the next few to come :P

With 2010 gone, I have a lot to look forward to this year, hopefully it all goes well.

This year I have a bunch of plans, first off is exams at the end of this month, then I'm turning 18 in February, than I'm going to FE in March. Right after FE is March break, hopefully I'll be able to stay in Toronto with Dar for my vacation. Three months later I graduate and with graduation, nothing is holding me in Sudbury and I can move to Toronto with Dar. I then need to find a job and start saving up for college in 2012 cause I'm taking on year off cause I can't afford College plus I need to practice my arts. So after then move I'll be practicing my art more and possibly FINALLY opening for commissions, if all goes good I may start before I move... but with school I don't know... Hmmm... what am I missing... I plan on saving up ALSO for a tablet PC, more precisely an Archos 9, and also I want to start saving for a full fursuit.

So I have planed up until summer so far... But one thing I'm most excited for is to move in with my mate <3

*raises a paw holding a drink in it*

Here's to the new year: let it be better than 2010! *chugs down the drink*

I stole this from  DieselCub

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

Sorry those of you that are waiting for me to start making badges... I've all over the place and don't have time to myself. Not to mention my attitude is all over the place, and I can't draw when I'm in a bad mood... It only turns out decent when I'm happy and "in the zone".

Dar came over and met my parents the other day, it was a pretty nice weekend, my parents seemed to like him, which is good, but the moment he left I've been feeling alone and kinda sad... I really miss him already... Hopefully I'll be able to hang out with him during Christmas break or something.

Anyways, I'm still up to my muzzle in school projects, not to mention having to think about applying for college soon to be able to get in for next year. I wanna put one at Seneca, and one a Sharadin just for shits and giggles. Sharadin WOULD be nice, considering I could get a bachelors in animation there opposed to just a normal degree at Seneca. Like i said I applied for shits, so I don't think I'll get in anyways :P

Anyways as soon as I feel better I'll start making the badges not sure where that will be... Hopefully it's soon... Post visit depression, as put by one of my friends, is terrible... As soon as they leave, you feel the distance 10 fold :(

Messed up fox ._.

Hiya,

the most astounding thing happened yesterday, my parents gave me permission to have Dar over this weekend! They had a random change of heart and I was so happy ^^ Dar was happy to, that is until we found out the latest bus to Sudbury is at 5:15 which in most cases is fine, but he doesn't finish work until 6. D:

My sister and her baby are getting on my nerves... she acts like a total bitch (no offense to the female K9s out there :P) and expects me to bend to her every will... I don't like babies, they cry, they poop, they pull my hair (no offense to the babyfurs out there :P) I just don't have the patience to take care of her... And somehow that makes me a bad person D: Considering I'd probably get frustrated with the baby, being stubborn like this is probably the best thing I can do for the baby.

So yeah back the paragraph one, I'm kinda disappointed that Dar is unable to come down this weekend, but I guess he's just thinking about me, he'd like to spend more that a day and a half down here, which I guess is good :3

My parents had one thing they HAD to add, "No sex in the house" Dar says the key word is "IN" :P Well I do live in the bush so maybe we could go for a "walk" jk.

I really hope I can bring him to a nice restaurant ^^ Spend some quality, him and I time that way we can get to know each other better, I mean I know him pretty well and he knows me pretty well, but bonding IRL is so much better than online ^^ Plus the food IRL is more filling and tasty, mind you there are more calories :P

Any ways, things are getting better for me it seems, I just have to wait an extra week before I get to see him <3 I can't wait ^^

Excited Fox :3

Hey,

I've been feeling so down, unmotivated and mopey lately... My parents think I'm depressed, doctors think I need more iron or sleep... Well I can flat out give you my prognosis, I'm love sick...:( I miss my mate, he lives in Toronto while I live on the outskirts of Sudbury. Mind you the distance isn't that much of a problem, it's my parents. They're homophobic. So they won't allow me to go to Toronto to go see my mate, and they also won't let him come visit me here... They tell me that "it's weird", they "don't understand it", that they "don't want to see my kissing guys" or "don't want me having sex under their roof" ... And yet my dad is somehow a HUGE fan of lesbian porn, which I catch him fapping to every time I leave my room. (BTW EEWWWWW) Not to mention my sister and her boyfriend have sex here EVERY TIME they come down to visit from Ottawa. NOT TO MENTION, my sister thinks that my mate is going to get me into bad things, he cares about me thank you very much and would prefer I stayed out of drugs, plus I would never start doing drugs. Also, her and my dad think that I'm going to go there and end up getting beaten by my boyfriend... He would never hurt me, not even if I deserved it! Not to mention, they think I'm gonna end up with AIDS >.> NOT EVERY GAY GUY ENDS UP WITH AIDS!!!! OMG and they wonder why I never leave my room... Why in the world would I pick talking to them, complete hypocrites, over talking to my friends on here, furs who understand and listen to me. What else... Um... my great uncle died >.> but I don't tend to get bothered by death unless it's someone I'm close to or a pet... To add to all this, I'm getting very low grades in all my courses and I'm behind on all my projects :(

So yeah... that's a look into my life for anyone who's curious...

I can't wait to move to Toronto...

Hey everyfur,

I'm doing commissions for badges, I'll be happy to do anything as long as it's PG, I've got two people waiting on the list so far, I'll be making a list but there is no limit like last time where people were waiting to come on (cause technically that meant they were on the list XD).

Again, it's first come first serve :P but the only difference is it's strictly badges unless you REALLY want just a picture and make me an nice offer. ($_$)

So any ways the badges are 10$ hand drawn, inked and colored, not to mention customized how you want it :P

Here's an example of one I made for my mate Dar Huskybutt:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4753139

Post on here first saying you want one than send me a note with info.

I plan on starting this weekend, I'm busy with school atm D:

Hope you guys like it, and I hope to make an nicely sized list :P

Hey furs,

A fiend of mine Arcot (  wobby1108 ) has been bugging me to start doing commissions, but I don't even know where to start... what should i charge? I need feedback, cause I'm in dire need of money with no hope of landing a job any time soon D:

Hey guys!! Diesel is live-streaming, come watch :3 come watch his 133T skills X3 plus you might see me in the background!! XD

clcik the link

http://www.livestream.com/diesel_wolf

Wow I'm at 31 watches, and not the "I know you let me watch you" watches, the legit "I like your art watches"! I'm so happy! I'm curently doing requests but I'm taking five names at a time ATM just so that I don't get to overwhelmed. Mostly. they're free for purpose of practicing and bettering myself and also to try and get my name out there and make friends on the way. ^^ So if you want to have a request done, PM me and I'll tell you if or not my list is to full ^^

I seem to fail at committing to anything... even my own art >.> man I'm lazy... *is writing this instead of doing homework* Does any one know any ways to get me out of this cycle of lazy do-nothingness? *sigh* I'm hopeless...

Unfortunatly I have been SOOOOOOO busy lately i've had absolutly no sketch time... :( Plus I had forgotten my sketch pad in my friend's school bag so I had no access to it for a small while... D:

I kinda feel like I'm cheeting myself by not comitting enough to my art... and I also feel as though is gonna be viewed by maybe 3 people... and read by maybe 1...

ANYWAYS I'm gonna keeps sketching and try to commit more to my "at least 1 a day"

BTW still waiting for requests... :P

Hey, I've decided that starting tomorrow, I'm going to try and make at LEAST 1 sketch a day. ^^ My furries need practice and it'll give me something productive to do :D

BTW I'm not procrastinating until tomorrow, it's cause I have a religion project I have to do today... (which I procrastinated until today -_-')

So if any one has any requests, I'd be happy to try to make anything furry... I kinda need the practice bad... :P

and btw yes I am having fun with the B I U