Hey guys, it has been a little over a month since my last post.
On January 13th hellishwolf5 asked me to marry him, and I said yes.
We plan on getting married August 17th 2019.
We will not be making a wedding registration, but instead accept monetary gifts.
Reason being, we're moving Sept 1st into a one bedroom apartment and it'd help us furnish the apartment and get needed things. If you'd like to send anything let us know. Thank you everyone for the continued support and love. Excited to share this journey.

Earlier today hellishwolf5 proposed to me and I said YES! We will be getting married August 17th 2019 and then spending a week out in Colorado for our honeymoon!

Well, holy shit! I did not foresee things going as they have been! For the past 5 months things have quickly changed, and for the better. It is like everything is finally falling into place. I moved this monday to live with hellishwolf5 and it is amazing coming home to him every single day. On the last day of moving, my tension pully locked up on my dodge neon and that repair alone is $900+, not including everything else that was wrong with that car. I ended up just scrapping the car and putting a down payment on a 2012 Ford Fiesta! So to say the least, things have quickly fallen into place for not only myself, but for hellishwolf5 too. I could not be happier.

Yup, that's right! Within a week I will be moving in with hellishwolf5 I am beyond excited to take this next step with him. So if it seems like I am busy or ignoring you, I am not. Been spending the better part of a week packing and cleaning. I still have a bit to do, but I am in the home stretch!!

As the title says, I honestly couldn't be happier right now with life. Back in September I was hanging out with hellishwolf5 at a local apple farm and we were on our way home and I remember looking at him and thinking "god, is he really cute today..." I kept this to myself til that night when I went home. Glenn just told me "well, it is up to you to choose what you want to do with that." We ended up agreeing to go on a date and see where things went. Needless to say, we have been together nearly two months and I couldn't be happier.

Glenn and I tried dating back in 2014, but it didn't last long due to it being awkward. We have been friends since 2012, so of course it was going to be weird. We chose or rather, I chose to end it because I feared of hurting him and losing him. This time, we were able to work past that "this feels taboo" feeling and I honestly am so in love with this guy. He has been my rock, my sanity, my world for nearly 6 years; and now he is my best friend and lover. Who knew I would fall for my best friend , as Glenn says "Everyone knew, but you."

Honestly, I always knew I had feelings for him; but allowed fear and immaturity stop me from being with him. He is literally the best thing to ever happen to me. I am head over heels for this boy, he makes me smile like no other. I seriously love you babe. My past and all of my ex's, have made it to where I appreciate you so much more. All of my mistakes, broken hearts, and wrong paths lead me to you. You have always been my source of happiness, comfort and love; it only makes sense for us to be together. I am just sorry it took me so long, but now that I have you again; I am not letting go...

On the subject of good news, I also put my two weeks in at my current job (school bus driver) because I got a new job in a plastic factory. It is going to be a big change switching from 1st shift to third, but it is going to offer me so many more opportunities. Glenn and I were already talking about moving out together before we began dating, but now we are getting more serious about it. I am hoping around spring him and I will be in our own place.

I just had a dream of a past life. It was in the Victorian Era and I was in my wolf form. I sadly don't remember much. What I remember was that I was laying on the ground, covered in blood. There was a crow sitting next to me, saying I was about to pass. My breaths were getting more shallow. The people that were gathered around me had a book, they showed me it and written said something along the lines "We will be saved when Aiden Wolfe arrives". Right before I woke, I was about to go fight someone... I remember there being a human male there, I seemed to have a bond (not sure what kind) to him. I wished I remembered more.... I've always had issues remembering my dreams ever since I was a kid.