Hello everyone. I'm okay.. I guess. To sum things up, I'm working full time in the hospital and going to school full time for my post-graduate degree. I hope everyone is staying safe during the COVID-19 pandemic. Hopefully I get to see you all once I'm done with school c:

May you all be having a merry time .o.' and a Happy New Year c:

So.. I went to BABsCon2018 .o. and this was my first convention ever!

My roomy,  Durpy337 and I got to meet with  flarity,  YurAdHear,  DigiveeMHF,  NightshadeSFM, and many others [I only state that because I don't know they have FAs .x. since it is a brony con .x. ... and I'm not much of a brony, more of a supporter of the fans]

It was an interesting experience. I had a whole experience of culture shock tho!

But, what amazed me was the enthusiasm and energy at the convention. It was great! And I miss it already, especially the socializing between my friends and new acquaintances/friends I made!

Overall, I think I'll go again next year :3 as long as I'm with my friends, of course .x. Maybe I'll put in more time in MLP and understand the basics of the show .x.' because when they made references, I was like.. "Uhh... yuh! Okay!"

And now.. it's back to normal life. This, for sure, was a MUCH NEEDED vacation! Now with this refreshing feeling, I have a better outlook that the future will be a bit brighter. My goal in these coming months are to make more time for my long-distant friends.. I just hope work doesn't sap everything away from me so quickly D;

So.. I've come to realize that the unit I work on is basically the 'Abandoned Child' Unit. What I mean by that, is that the other hospital units will transfer the 'troublesome' patients to our unit. I'm not sure why this trend is occurring and why it's deemed as fair. My unit gets a lot of total care patients, meaning patients that need assistance with bathing, feeding, turning, using the bathroom, etc. This also explains why many of my co-workers are burned out [jaded or tired of their job; lost their way in a sense]. I'm starting to feel that way too, unfortunately, but I'm trying to stay positive in it all. I know for sure, that I don't want to stay there forever, so I think I can tough it out for another year.

Additionally, there is a bit financial crisis occurring within my family, so, members of my family have come to me for loaning purposes. I'm happy to help, as long as they're willing to help me later down the road as well.. and as long as it's within my budget and I don't go under as well.

Just giving you peeps an update as to why not much art flow is coming through and what I'm currently dealing with [if any one is wondering and stoof]

Anyways~! I hope you peeps are having a wonderful year and it's better than mine. I'm hoping and praying that my year will get better and that I don't lose my spark and passion in nursing.

As a side note, I'm still grateful and appreciative that I have friends I can talk to this about, I have a job that pays decently to help not only myself but other peeps in my family, a car, warm water, an apartment, the opportunity to get food when I want, and a whole lot of things. ... I know things will get better. I just have to be patient.

My dreams of working on a pediatric floor... have been shattered. Hopefully.. it's just temporary... just gotta... stay positive.. right?

I posted some of my work of my friends~! [these were done over time of course .x. i'm no machine ;A;']

Using just a mouse es muy dificil [i can't find the accented 'i' .x. kill me.]

... but! It's really fun x: I really like Paintstorm Studio .o.

So thank you to  Tanks for referring to it .w.'

... I shall get a tablet one day to further hone my chibi/cutesy art style.. but for now.. mouse .w.'

Should I make a nsfw account? .x.' Even though I rarely have any nsfw to put into it currently .x. what do you peeps think? x:

 kidcub reminded me of this idea .w.' thank you~

I hope everyone is having a good start to the new year. Good luck to all of those who are starting diets and exercise stoof.. I myself will start doing that.. who knows when though. Also may start taking up doodling again .x. but hopefully.. this year is much nicer and kinder to us all than 2017. Much love to y'all~

Happy Holidays everyone ;w; Hope it's better than last year .x.

I got it because  Tanks suggested it ;w; It's fun. I get to doodle and stoof.. and be proud of my amateur work .w. Speaking of arts tho.. anyone got tips? I'm having trouble handling the program.. .x.; I don't think I'll get seriously into art .o. I'm liking my mouse art so far

In other news,  Hriscia is having a free art raffle for those who have been naughty or nice .3.

Check it out here .o. I like their art style.. reminds me of paintings :3 also .o. watch 'em :]

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8511520/

I may.. or may not have... went overboard with commission requests this month =w=;

Dear Almighty Lord in Heaven ... may you have mercy on my pocket book this month .w.; Amen.

Hey friends .x. I've been away from the furry community for a bit, because I'm dealing with some stoof in life that require a lot of my attention. It will be resolving soon and then I can come back and hang out with you lovely peeps ^ ^! And also putting my spare muns into commissions :]! I miss you peeps and I hope everything is going well in life <3

Kind of a conceited journal entry .x. but I just need something to improve my view on my self-worth. My past birthdays weren't really celebrated and were undermined a lot.. but.. this year! I'm making an effort to make it a big thing :] especially since I got to plan an event for my birthday .x.; So.. so..! I hope today goes well.. and that I learn to love myself even more :3 Wish me luck peeps! ^ ^

I passed my licensing exam. You know what that means? I'm a Registered Nurse now! ^(.O.^) With that, I'm learning to manage my stress that comes with this new chapter in life. As always, I hope life has been favoring you peeps well. I hope to come back into contact with you peeps. I'll do my best to make time for you peeps >3<

Hello peeps! It's been almost.. three years since I've really been on this site (excluding the times I go on just to favorite something now and then). A quick update! I'm okay. I'm finishing my nursing education and I'll be graduating on June 10! Afterwards, I'll be dedicating a month or two for the licensing exam, and then hopefully, start working in September :] I hope all my peeps have been well! And I've missed you all :]

I'm learning more about my self as I go through life... and as I learn more about the truth... I feel more content and one with the universe~ It feels nice... and I'm able to comprehend and understand things better.. and I feel happier as well.. :]

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
HAPPY HANUKKAH!
HAPPY KWANZAA!

And all that good stoof ^-^!
I can only hope and wish you peeps that the new year will bring great opportunities and experiences that will positively affect you peeps in the future and as a better human/furry~! Much love to you guys

Also! Don't be discriminatory. We all have been discriminated before... so keep an open mind. He's a great artist :]! Don't let your 'views' influence your choice in helping him out. Thanks guys :]! Love you all :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4066330/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4066330/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4066330/

... my relationship just ends. 10/15/2011 - 10/24/2012 ... I don't know what else to say.

[UPDATE] Patching things up with him. I don't know if I'm being foolish or naive ... or both. But hopefully something good comes out of this.