Hi guys!!
I've gotten a lot of questions about if I'll open the pride blanket ychs again this year and unfortunately, I think it may be a no

I want to finish or refund the previous ones I've taken before I take on new ones! I have another idea for pride month in mind but the blanket ychs are a larger order to fill and they take a lot more time. So, I'd rather have the ones I owe finished before I take more orders!!

That being said, I'm working on pride blankets this week! For those waiting on one, please note me if you have any questions!! 💕

Hey guys!!
As you all know, FWA is coming up!! So per usual, I'm doing badges!
You don't have to be going to FWA to order a badge tho! I can ship them to you for a small fee to the US. International shipping I will pay for half!!😊

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Badge Order Form: https://forms.gle/kqLbyLtng9EBRHu57

My prices are as follows:

Teeny Bust new offer
30$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination]

Mini Bust Badge
45$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

Large Bust Badge
65$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

KH Health Bars
45$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
INFO HERE
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

Mini/Chibi Fullbody new offer!
50$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

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Examples of each!!

Teeny Bust
No Examples Yet!!
but they'll be close to this style: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28372242/

Mini Headshot
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014064/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014098/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014291/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27222055/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014226/

Large Headshot
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014186/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26832808/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26663454/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26716164/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26832854/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26716152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014280/

KH Health Bar
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31315669/

Mini Fullbody
No Examples Yet!!

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Thank you for taking a look!! 💖

Hey guys!!
As you all know, FWA is coming up!! So per usual, I'm doing badges!
You don't have to be going to FWA to order a badge tho! I can ship them to you for a small fee to the US. International shipping I will pay for half!!😊

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Badge Order Form: https://forms.gle/kqLbyLtng9EBRHu57

My prices are as follows:

Teeny Bust new offer
30$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination]

Mini Bust Badge
45$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

Large Bust Badge
65$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

KH Health Bars
45$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
INFO HERE
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

Mini/Chibi Fullbody new offer!
50$ (free fwa pickup | 5$ for US shipping)
for international shipping, I will pay half!
[comes with lamination and badge clip]

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Examples of each!!

Teeny Bust
No Examples Yet!!
but they'll be close to this style: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28372242/

Mini Headshot
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014064/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014098/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014291/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27222055/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014226/

Large Headshot
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014186/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26832808/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26663454/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26716164/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26832854/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26716152/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27014280/

KH Health Bar
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/31315669/

Mini Fullbody
No Examples Yet!!

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--If Shipping, Please provide address:
Paypal (For payment):
Additional Comments or Questions:

Thank you for taking a look!! 💖

Okaay, so since I've gotten a comments and a rude note or two, I'd like to expand on what wiping my gallery is going to mean since it seems some people only read that journal and assumed I'm entirely packing up and leaving!

I'll only be removing a majority of the images in my gallery. The ones that I feel no longer reflect the type of artist I am or would like to be. There will still be stuff up in my gallery!

I don't really feel any shame in doing this, as it's a personal choice and I feel it'll help my own mental health. I'm sorry if I've upset any of you with this decision! But being rude to me is not exactly the way to go about expressing yourself. I appreciate critiques and criticism but straight up being mean is something I don't pafticularly like or enjoy.

I'm sure if you look, there is a lot of my work on e621! People have been uploading things of mine up there quite often. (which I don't mind btw, I just like credit <3)

Anywho tl;dr, I just wanted to say that I'm not going away or anything! Just removing art that doesn't reflect who I am anymore!

Okay, last journal for today!!

In the spirit of wanting to start with an absolutely clean slate, I'll be nuking a good portion of items in my gallery!! So, if you'd like to save anything that I've done, please do so! I just want to clean a lot of things up!!

Okay guys, please hear me out on this journal.

I'm going to be doing things a little differently. I know I've come here with countless journals explaining how I'm going to do things "differently" but I've gotten to a point where I really need to do something about what I owe.

And I've done a lot of thinking on this.

I feel like I need to start from a clean state. Rather than doing things from my workload AND doing refunds, I've decided I need to just refund everyone who I owe something to. I think my problem is the idea of what my workload looks like and it gets me more than flustered and anxious about how long it'll take.

I'll be compiling everyone on a list in a spreadsheet as a visual to see where I am what I owe for refunds. It'll be easier to take a look at for people who also want to see where I am! (I love working with spreadsheets now)

What starting from a clean slate means: It's exactly that. I want to start from bare minimum and take on stuff at a pace where I'm able to actually finish it. That means, I won't have to worry and I can work on taking on things to both take care of things I need to irl but also take care of the refunds I will be owing. It's going to take me some time but not having the stress of completing work, while also taking on work, while also trying to take care of refunds and irl stuff has been frying me. I think I owe too much work and too many types.

And my other problem was, taking on more work that I realized I could handle in order to cover all these things. So, it's just been putting me deeper and deeper in the hole. I want to have one commission type, at a reasonable price. Something I can handle. And I want to take on one or two pieces at a time and complete those before taking on more. I'm not going to be dumb about this.

So, my owed work trello will be changing a lot here. I won't be completing anything on that list besides sending refunds out to people. Unless otherwise talked about and agreed upon, I will not be doing the commission work from my lists and instead will be refunding them. You can note me and we can talk about this but I can't guarantee anything.

I still, greatly, greatly appreciate everyone's patience with me and how much you all have worked with my mistakes. Nothing could ever make me forget what you all have done. And it's because of everyone's care and understanding that I just want to get this all taken care of.

I hope you can all understand this. I know there will be some people upset about this and I'm so very sorry. In fact, I know a lot of people will be upset about this. And I'm scared to even try this because I know just how upset everyone will be.

Today and tomorrow, I'll be working on getting everything set up and then I'll be noting everyone that I owe artwork to to get paypals and more info. If you have the time and would like to note me without waiting, please do! I appreciate people reaching out to me no matter the reason!

Thank you all again. I could never say thank you enough!

I'm going to close the comments on this journal, just for the sake of wanting people to note me specifically! Please don't hesitate to do so to tell me what you think or to give me the info I need to deliver your refunds as quickly as possible!

Aright guys, I know I've been absent for quite a while here and I'm really sorry. There was a lot of taking care of our oldest cat before she went out and having the loss of both her and our dog in such a short period of time...has really hurt me.

We lost our cat about a week ago. She was our oldest living pet and it stung just as bad as when we lost our dog. Two pets in a month's time. It just...hurts a lot.

Between that time and now, I've been doing a lot of thinking too. About where I want to go from here when it comes to getting caught up on all my owed work and all that. I'll put all that in another journal to keep it from getting clogged up.

Again, I'm really sorry for my absence here. I'm going to try to be more on top of things. I really appreciate your guys' patience with me during this time.

Hey all, just letting you know Im going to be starting work on my owed stuff again today!

I'm going to go ahead and knock out as many pride ychs as I can!

Thank you all for your support on my last journal. Things are still really hard because the house is so quiet and we're all anticipating the passing of our 16 year old cat in the very near future. So, it's very heavy right now. Tho, I can't afford to keep putting off the work.

I'll be checking the couple notes I have now, that pertain to pride ychs, just to see what they're about and make sure people haven't changed their minds.

Thank you all for your patience with me <3

Hey guys
I'm sorry I've been so quiet since my last submission. I had my surgery last friday and everything went just fine. Nothing much to really report from that yet. I've been too doped up on pain killers to notice anything.

But on Sunday, our family dog Roxie began acting really strangely. My parents took her in to the vet Monday morning and she had to stay for an ultrasound. My parents went to go visit her and see what was going on later in the day and they returned home with some bad news. That we'd have to say goodbye to Roxie the next day.

It was such crushing news and so sudden. The family spent the rest of the night and the day with her, saying our goodbyes and making sure that she knew we all loved her and then 5pm Tuesday evening, we all went together with her to the vet and said our final goodbyes.

The house feels so empty without her here. My littlest brother has been taking it the worst out of the kids. I had to sleep with him the night we said goodbye to her because he was inconsolable. We've had Roxie for 9 years and he was...5 or so when we got her? So he grew up with the girl.
I hung out with my dad pretty much the moment he came home from work the day after she was put down. Out of everyone, he's taking it the hardest. I've never seen him so sad before and it's so hard to see. He can barely talk about her without breaking down...It really hurts.

We all miss Roxie so much..she was such a good dog.
The vet said there was absolutely nothing we could do. We allowed him to go inside before she would be cremated, to see what was going on and he said she had one of the most aggressive and fast moving tumors he had ever seen in his career and he's been a vet for 40 years. He said Roxie would have died on the operating table if he had suggested they operate and we said yes.

So...that's about it. This week has been real rough for all of us. I've been through a really weird mix of emotions, thanks to my meds.

Well...anyways. I figured I'd update you all on what was going on. I may need to take a couple more days. Depending on how my doctor's visit goes tomorrow and if I'm getting my drains out or not. I feel like they need to be in a little bit longer but we shall see. I'd really like to stop having to take pain meds, they make me feel awful. Takes the pain away but they make me feel so gross.

I hope you all are doing well <3

Hokay so its been a couple of days since Ive finished the game, as I was giving myself some substantial "mourning" time!

I don't really have anyone to talk to about the game, thats as dedicated to the series as I am, so I figured I'd make a journal to try to reach people who love it just as much as I do and talk about what happened at the ending!

FIRST OFF, I respect people's opinions on them feeling like this game didn't live up to the hype and it "didn't feel like a Kingdom Hearts" game. Though, I don't want to get into a debate on why it was good or bad because personally, I felt it was phenominal! Please don't come here looking to argue or crush mow I feel about this game. Thank you!!

SO, //why// did I have to give myself some mourning time?? Because of the creators' choice to "kill" Sora at the end of the game! I won't lie and say I didn't cry like a bitch baby at this reveal. And I'm not talking a lip quiver and some tears, I'm talking full on cry for like 20 minutes. Having played the games for as long as they've been out, Sora was like a best friend to me and he was someone I really wanted to model myself after. His positive attitude and optimism for everything despite his hardwhips, wanting to make friends wherever he went, etc, he is just a very impressionable and admirable character. So this was a HUGE blow for me and it literally broke me. Each game, when Sora is involved, they've ended with Sora alive and having a fairly happy ending. I respect Nomura switching up the game and doing the exact opposite of the norm. And the fact he did it one a big KH title, rather than one of the side games is a great choice too (despite it horribly killing me).

I am really hopeful that the next game, we have a chance to bring him back, like what happened with Aqua. She was lost to the darkness when she saved/protected Ventus and Terra and she was able to be saved by Sora, Riku and Mickey. Given the ending of KH3, I think he will come back. Young Eraqus tells young Xehenort that he heard of a new game and he sets up 7 pieces for Xehenort which symbolize the original 7 Masters from Back Cover and Eraqus picks up one piece for himself and that's the white crown piece and it ends with him putting it down. And I FEEL like that's going to be Sora up against the original 7 Masters because Luxu is obviously a villain and brought the Masters back for whatever plans he has. (Maybe it'll be the original 6 because I don't know if the Master of Masters will finally make an appearance) Atleast, I really HOPE that'll be the game because not only would it be really cool, I just don't think this could really be the end of Sora. Not with the way they ended it.

I feel like Sora's end would have been made a bigger deal, involving a big battle, emotional scenes, etc.

So, that's my thoughts about the ending in itself. As for the whole game? I LOVED IT. It was absolutely worth the 13 year wait and I'm honestly glad it took this long to get it because Square really delivered such a pretty game. Each and every character model has so much time spent on them and the backgrounds were stunning. The gameplay too was SO SMOOTH. Every world was really thought out and thorough, like, there was about 3-4 hours of game play for each one! Also, can we talk about the Pirates level because DAMN was it fricken pretty!! Also also...Yozora.
It really disappoints me to see the game get the hate that it's getting!

What did you all think?? What are your thoughts on the end of the game and what it means for the next one??
Also, what worlds would you like to see in the next one? If they do indeed use Disney Worlds again. (For some reason, I feel they may move away from the Disney themes for the next one)

Hey guys!! I meant to do this earlier, around when I found out, but my surgery dat has been rescheduled!

I had to go into the urgent care on the 1st of this month to get antibiotics. They said I had an upper respiratory infection, prescribed me for two weeks of antibiotics.
My surgeon called and said he wanted to reschedule for two weeks after my treatment and make sure I'm all better from being sick.

SO, it's going to be on the 8th of February, which I'm okay with! I don't need anymore added complications to this healing process. I'll be relaxing for a week and then I have my post-op and I should be all ready!

The extra time is nice to be able to get a bunch of work done! I've got work scheduled through now until the end of February but I have wiggle room if you check my trello and don't see your name in the workload for the next month and a half, message me and we can talk about it! ^^
I'm spending today putting up my workload on trello! So by the end of today, if you don't see yourself in my scheduled work and you'd like your piece done? drop me a line!!

Hope you all are doing well!

Hey guys!!
Building my commission worklist for this month! Usually I go through and pick ones to work on but I like to give the opportunity to the people I owe comms to to request that their commission be put into the worklist queue!

Just note me if youd like your comm finished this month!! I have people who have requested slots already! Please dont be shy! ^ v^/

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!!

Building my worklist for the upcomming days/weeks of december!!

I usually go through and choose what Im working on on my own but Im always open to people requesting I work on their owed work!

So, if youd like to have me put your commission in the worklist to have finished this month, please send me a note!! ^^ Otherwise, I go through and choose what I work on~

Thank you!!

Wanted to sit down and write this journal for a little while now but didnt quite know how to put it into words

So, with my surgery coming up and the very real possibilty of me getting 1000× better has me hoping for things to go back to the way they used to be. Mainly, me. My whole self had changed gradually as I got sicker and sicker and many things have suffered because of it. Some things can go back, like my body and my health and my well-being and my mentality. While a lot of other things I cant ever fix again, like friends who Ive hurt or relationships Ive ruined. And its something Ill eventually have to come to terms with. You can apologize to people you may have hurt but you cant force them to accept it. As sad as it may be..but at least I can find comfort in knowing Ive reached out to apologize and at least tried.

Maybe things can get better in time and I really hope and want that more than anything because these are people I miss so much. However, if people dont want me around or theyve moved on from me, thats okay. I still tried.

But mainly, what this journal is about is my art. I feel like my art has suffered as well, moreso in the past couple of years. What started out, after the first signs of being ill, was my drive to complete and the motivation to get things done steadily became harder and harder. Which, probably in hindsight, it was a bad idea to get into freelance artistry with a work ethic like that.
But nontheless, its a decision Ive made and I have to stick with it and make up for my growing mistakes, especially as of the last couple of years. Ive already made great strides in trying to right my wrongs...hell, I gave back over 6k in refunds at the beginning of October.
I still have a lot of work to do but in time Im sure I can right my wrongs.

The second aspect of my art thoughts, is the quality (for myself). I always strive to make the best thing I can for people who have bought art from me. But what Ive suffered from is the mentality that I want to be as great as Artist A or I want to have lineart like Artist B and a bunch of similar thoughts. And my art has steered from what it could have been into something that is not inherintely....me, ya'know. My art had always been molding into some bastard form of someone else's art while trying to hold onto "my flare", which was essentially like starting off at the beginning stages of producing artwork.
Which is fine for people just starting out. Starting off by micking aspects of a style you like but still trying to make it your own eventually molds into you having an entirely unique style as you figure out what works for you and what doesnt. What sets you apart from a unique artist is if you continue to adapt all these same quirks from other artists instead of letting yourself naturally produce a style thats unique to you.

And what Ive learned when thinking about this is; people love different styles and no matter how or what you draw, there will always be someone out there that has ideas or wants that fit your niche. So you dont have to draw like Artist A or have same linework or use the same brushes as Artist B. Just continue adapting the style youve been growing and learning and dont try to force your mind or hand to work differently than what youve known. Especially if youve been drawing for as long as I have, or even longer.

So, I looked back at my old artwork. I did so after having a long and hard think about the abilities Ive lost along the way, due to forcing myself to change the way I drew. An example of this would be that I used to draw some pretty great hands. But now? Hands are so difficult for me to draw and thats because I didnt nurture the ability I had already learned.
Granted, some of it is very much due to my illness and the deterioration of my health and mind but a lot of it is also due to a toxic belief that my stuff wasnt good enough so I had to change what I was doing because I thought that would bring in more people and sell more things.
In reality, it did the opposite. And it caused me to end up in these feelings of floating in limbo and finding something I once enjoyed with all my heart to be this huge massive burden. And that was the last thing I ever wantef to happen with this hobby of mine.

Wrapping everything up though, I just want to point out that my art may start looking a little differently than what its been looking like the past 2 years. Finding myself easing back so comfortably into how I used to draw or sketch has resurged a new flow in me and Im actually excited to produce artwork. And that excitement grows with the thoughts of my health getting exponentially better in the upcoming months. There wont be anything holding me back at that point.

Regardless of this, my desire to make something I am inherintly proud of and think is the best work I can put out there hadnt stopped and it wont stop. Thats always my ultimate goal.

I appreciate people sticking around and reading my ramblings if youve gotten this far! But its been something Ive had brewing in my mind for a while now.

Thank you~

Hey guys!!
Trying to stream on join.me which is a site I used to use before picarto! Picarto doesnt have a screen sharing aspect to their app which is super lame so Im trying this!

THERE IS NSFW IN HERE!!

Let me know if works for you guys! ^^
https://join.me/900-754-052

UGH FORGET ITTTT. Apparently screen share doesnt want to work on that either smdh.

Just wanted to see if anyone knows if you can nsfw stream art on twitch!! I want to stream my work today buuuut idk if thats allowed. If not, Ill figure out if I can stream to picarto from my ipad! ^^

Hey guys, its been a little while since Ive put something up here but its something I feel is important to say.

I want to first start off with, Im woring. Even if it doesnt look like anything is happening because I dont post daily, it doesnt mean Im not working. Refunds have been a sort of standstill for a little while because I feel I cant keep asking for work and make more money unless Ive put something up that proves I AM working. Because if I do, I get a slew of notes asking me about their own commissions theyve been waiting on. Im an artist, trying to fix my situation in a whole vicious cycle.

The problem, currently, is Im chronically ill. I cannot move for very long without my whole body being in horrible pain. And I dont say this just so I dont have to do any work or as an excuse to not to work. Im saying this because thats why work is so slow and has progressively gotten slow as time goes on. Im saying this because regardless of my pain, I try to do what I can before that pain comes in and Im bedridden for the rest of the day because I cannot move and if I do, I end up not being able to breathe because of the pain.

Which is why, when it comes down to it, I only take on so much work. Which, in a perfect situation, would go immediately to refunds because then I could work fast and pump out owed work and also new work and take on more things to take care of other financial obligations. Like medical bills, medication costs, phone bills, paying back the person I borrowed that large sum of money from, etc. And right now I only make enough to take care of a few of those things and I cant devote what money I want to to pay people back.

And this isnt because I dont want to do things. Its because I can only do so much right now.

I have what is known as Breast Implant Illness. Ive already talked about this before in a previous journal so I wont go too far into it. But Im having surgery in the beginning of January and Ill have a week to recover and things will be infintely better. But up until that point, I cant do as much as I could be able to. Im not asking for people to tell me to forget about x or y and to give me a pass to not work because thats not what I want. I want to be able to work and to give back what I can in the time being while also being able to take care of other financial obligations. Im asking for people to understand that Im working at the best of my ability and have been for a while now. At least up until the point I can fix this. And its only a month away.
I feel like this is saying more than most people.

I myself have a hard time asking for donations and for help because with ko-fi being around, it gives the impression that people cannot ask for donations without giving something back and people are under the impression that they cant give without receiving. Most people anyways. People also cant ask for donations if their popularity isnt as great as some people or if they have an influence on fa/facebook/twitter because people like their character or they have a cute suit etc

So ultimately, asking for donations doesnt work for me unless Im giving something back and with my current state, I cant give back.

I can only work as fast and get remaining refunds and owed worked out and taken care of and all Im asking for is a little more patience for me to get the ball fully rolling. Like I said, Im working as best as I can despite my illness and not using it as a free pass to not get any work done. It may not be the quickest but its what I can do right now until Ive had my surgery in the beginning of january and after Ive healed. And thats only a little over a month away.

I havent forgotten anyone, I dont intend to just write people off and Im doing the best that I can. Please just understand this and give me a little slack until I can fully make this right again.

And I repeat. This is not me trying to get a free pass to not do any work. This is me saying that despite not uploading something daily or raking in tons of cash to take care of financial obligations AND refunds, Im still working. I upload my trello immediately after completing something and it will always say what Im working on next. So please refer to that if you have any questions! If I dont have you scheduled for the current week or the next, ask for your commission to be finished the next week (as long as it says Im still accepting finishing slots).

Thank you guys again for your patience this far, its been incredible. But I just need a little longer to get myself on the path of recovery and to be able to work at everyone's expected and accepted rate of speed!

(also, im in no way blaming anyone for everything thats going on. i take the responsibility that i took on more work than i could handle and im paying back for it. but im not blaming anyone at all.)

Want to have an example for a future commission option, so Im doing a free one for the first person who comments!!

And you MUST comment with this form! Not just with a "me" comment!!

Character Name:
Reference:
Activity:

"Activity" could be drinking tea, apple picking, swimming, etc! Just please keep it to a reasonable activity~
Bonus points if its fall related ;P or winter or holiday!

GOOD LUCK!

SO, Ive gathered up every single name that had chosen to keep their art slots and other owed artwork and Ive finally compiled it onto my trello!!

I feel so accomplished over the past week and it feels pretty nice. Ive got a much clearer goal to look at now!

I still have refunds but it doesnt compare to the huge amount I faced before and its going to be much more manageable this time around. Not to mention my owed art queue isnt as massive.

HOW TO FIND YOURSELF ON MY TRELLO
press ctrl+F on a PC keyboard or command+F on mac keyboards and then type in the first three letters of your username. It should pull you up!!
If for some reason you cannot find yourself, send me a note! Id be happy to pull up the link to your card on trello for you!

Im pretty sure Ive covered absolutely everyone so far. Still waiting on some responses from people which is okay! I will keep updating as I continue to get notes in!

THE WAY ILL BE HANDLING MY OWED ART QUEUE
I will be selecting a handful each week to tackle (cheeb and mini headshots will be finished this weekend). Ill be choosing artwork that I owe from each year, that way I can satisfy as best as I can. Im hoping to get this queue knocked out very soon and just start from a fresh clean slate.

Im going to continue the method I was using before which was a weekly schedule. It will be viewable on both my trello and my front page on FA. Youre more than welcome to request that your commission be finished within that week! If I dont feel up all slots I have for the week Ill choose the commissions I will be working on myself. No year is going to have precidence over the other. I just honestly feel this would be the best way to go about and handle these things.

Ill of course need to take new commissions to pay off the remaining refunds and to handle my monthly financial obligations! So, I may dedicate a day or two out of the week to give that full on attention!

SO YEAH
If you notice anything wrong or you cant find yourself on my trello, please feel free to note me! <3

hey guys
i just wanted to give an update after my large refund spree that i did on sunday!! i took care of A LOT of stuff and I do mean a lot!!!

the number i ended up giving back is soooo high! high enough that i'm not even going to say how much it was! if people were really curious, they can go on the refund trello and count it out! but for sake of not wanting to gossip about my own self lmao

there were still quite a few people that didnt get back to me and the cutoff for that mass refund spree was Sunday afternoon because that's when i was getting help.
doesnt meant i wont refund anymore people!! ill just need to segment whatever else comes trickling back in from all the notes i sent before. ill handle those myself each weekend should people decide they dont want to keep their slots!!

the rest if this week is going to be me organizing my owed art trello and handling the trickling in of the people im still waiting on! monday was just me needing a break from all that work over the weekend and today was dedicated to me cleaning up, since my space was a horrible mess.

when it comes to art for the rest of the week, i want to finish those headshots i took the other week! and theres a couple things ive been working on that i want to finish up as well! i have a wip i need to get to someone and then theres a fullbody sketch i want to complete.

ive got a couple non-refund/keeping art notes to respond to, so ill do that tonight! not many to take care of in that front.

thanks so much everyone for your patience and i look forward to going from here with a clean-ish slate!!
thank you to everyone who's decided to stick by me despite the wait and to everyone who received refunds, i have no ill or negative feelings towards you and im happy we could finally come to a resolve!

alright guys, im going to be sending out refunds here shortly. just wanted to make sure i updated everything i got throughout the night.

im still waiting on A LOT of responses, so PLEASE get back to me asap!! thank you!

Ive just finished noting absolutely everyone I could find!!
AND I AM EXHAUSTED PHEW

If youve got a note from me PLEEEEASE please respond!! I want to make sure I get you this weekend if you want a refund!!
And if for whatever reason I havent noted you, PLEASE NOTE ME!! (most of the people I didnt note were people who already said they wanted to wait for the commission before or said they wanted a refund before!)

SO IF THERE WAS ANY CHANGE TO THIS, please note me!!
Thank you so much!!

Just throwing another reminder out there that Im taking care of refunds this weekend!!
If I havent messaged you yet about whether or not you want a refund, go ahead and throw a note my way!!
If you dont, Ill most likely be messaging you here soon about if youd like to keep your slot or if you want a refund!

Thank you!! ^^

SO, I just finished getting notes sent out to everyone on my trello list!! and it literally took the rest of the night last night until now to get that taken care of!!

If you havent gotten a note from me, its because you were either on the confirmed refund cards on my trello or reach out to me very recently to get one! So Ive got you down!!

Im getting to bed now and then tomorrow Im building the list on my trello to reflect the information I have. Everything will be separated into two cards; messaged, refund, keeping art. Everyone will be separated into that list!!

Ive only gotten around to messaging everyone on my trello for right now! Tomorrow Im going to finish up by messaging the lingering people (people waiting on sketches, pride month, references or anything else). Ill be doing a lot of digging and finalizing the process!

It looks like with how much time it actually took to get everything together and get messages out, refunds will be going out either tomorrow night (saturday) or by sunday at the ABSOLUTE latest. this is going to get taken care of this weekend no matter what.

Then Ill be updating my art trello to reflect how things will be going! I plan to have that one organized and showing off exactly what I owe art wise. It may not be correct at first because Ill be waiting for people to get back to me and Im hoping I can get a good chunk of responses by sunday so I can be nice and ready by the time monday rolls around!!

very excited to get this ball rolling and to have this clean slate to work off of. ive been so stressed and ill for two years...i can already feel the stress seeping away and the confidence returning!!

Thank you all for hanging in there!!

AND AGAIN, if you're newer commissioners and youd prefer a refund, please dont hesitate to note me! And even if you want the art, PLEASE still note me. Otherwise, expect a note sometime early tomorrow!!