How we met, why we met, what we've gone through, what times we've had, and the shit we've caused each other..

God knows why people I know disappear... why some just fall from the plain of exsistance, and why some never say goodbye.. but then...

There are those that just quiet themselves... and no longer say anything.. when they're right there... when they're silent...

Could it be one of the reasons I'm missing...? Could it be a way to just.. use me till I'm no longer needed?

Why...

Massage me... it HURRTS... x.x

Mrf, army is good though... it's nice here in Georgia...

Hoo boy, did I have FUN! <3

Day one was a bit of a mess up with reservations, but in the end that was all fixed by two lovely ladies at the hotel~. Thanks to them, I had my fun all weekend!

It was awesome too, because that night I met so many awesome artists I never thought I would.. names need not be mentioned because I can't remember most of them... TOO MANY OF THEM!! AWESOMNEESSSS!! I mean.. GNAW and Max Blackrabbit was there, as well as BAR-1, the guys from Bad Dragon, Lizardbeth, Ayloth (Kill me, I spelt that wrong..) and so many more.. hell.. I think I'll take a photo of JUST my fucking business cards I have!

All the lil' knick-knacks and buttons and lights and raves and stuff and junk AND... AND... -Foams at the mouth-

I also made about 20$ from actually offering comms at the Artist alley there... I.. kinda felt good knowing my stuff was nice enough for others to buy from me... ^^

So many nice fursuiters and designs too! I got so many photos and vids that I need to upload... and mrf.. so many nice people... DEFINITELY not going to miss any more~! <3

And I end my thing here because I'm too hyper to really sit down and type! I gotta catch up on me gamin! X'3

Day one done, and I'll tell you what people: this place is amazing! @w@

So many new faces, nice people, great artists, amazing and detailed and SOOOOFFTTT AND FLUFFEEH Fursuits! Haha, I loved snuggin' em when I got the pictures. I'll need to hunt em down for their names when I get the chance after uploading~!

As for the Artist valley, well, I'll be there tomorrow, maybe bombin', or maybe makin' a few bucks, who knows? I mean.. we're not ALL starving artists! X'3

As for sleep? Fuck Sleep! I've not gone to bed yet! It's too ama-... okay, I'll nap a few hours... but that's it! Too much awesome everywhere! <3

I hope to see anyone else on day 2! It's a brand new day, and new hopes call to us!

LET THE PARTY BEGIN!

-Flumps into bed- x.x

Yes'm, going to FWA! Takin a cab for 40$ from Fort Benning, Bringin a small duffle of clothes, and my backpack of assorted arts and compy suffs. I hope to see some people there!

Oh, I made it! I managed to get my blood drawn without passing out! \o.o/

Likerawrandstuff! <3

See ya all there in a bit!

I mean... really... I came home to nothing really...

Meh... shit happens I guess...

EDIT: Okay, lawls, no, I know you guys all care and support me, it's just that I mean like in the case of relatives and things like that, even relationships. This was my 19th year without a date! D:

Okay, so, I'm on a pass right now. Giving you all the low-down of my training and stuffs. Direct all your replies and shit to  luvythicus and shit.

- Been driving the M3A3 Bradleys, and hoooo BOY those fuckers are loud. It was a cool day to be a Scout.

- Fired the Mark 19 recently too, 40mm automatic Grenade launcher. It's all good and shit, but weeee, lots of explosions at long range! Fuck the Bad-Guys X'3

- Passed the PT test with a 206. Busted ass while doing the sit-ups, and it stank so bad, I laughed while struggling to get up, and the Commander was right next to me. "Shit man, you need to shit more often!" X'3

- And.. ya.. got 2 weeks left. Been writing a story, about Vox's history, and got a few new chars. 109 pages down so far! @w@

- Vox went under a redesign... I love the new look...

Anyways, if ya wanna keep in touch, write me:

PVT V[-]X Chapple
I-Troop 1/18st AR
BLDG# 5922
Ft. Knox, KY 40121

I'd like some pen-pals before I ship. :3c

Well, catch you soon! 3 more weeks!

Hey all, VOX here. Gonna miss ya all.

Sorry this damn journal is so short and unlived, fucking FA and it's first crash of the new year..

Look and listen, gonna miss you ALL. I love ya all, and so on and so forth.

And.. Luvy? Take care of my page, and keep in touch with Cyen.. same drill.. ^^;

Take care all; through the fire, mud, and steel!

PVT Benjamin Chapple

Or... just V [ - ] X ..

PS: Ask luvy for my station address if you wanna write!

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

I deploy.. back to AIT I go!

Talk to  luvythicus if you wanna have him write something to me, or just ask him for my address.

No candy, pron, or other contraband; last thing I want is to get in trouble with the sarge! x.x

Love ya all, and thank you for your support!

Oh, and Luvy? Take care of my page man, and keep in contact with Cyen for me.

Sup all! Been a while!

Got myself Minecraft, and most of you have probably heard of it. Well, I'm addicted! It's so fun to fuck around in that game! :3 I'm really looking for others to mess around with, so maybe if anyone wants to host, let me know!

Now comes the serious news...

I have learned that once I got back on the 2nd, I won't be coming back; I got straight to my unit after only a day-pass... that's right, your Vox won't be around for a LONG while. Now I don't know the rules of my unit, so it's a definite MAYBE that I'll be on in the evenings.

But.. GAH.. so tired.. need.. sleep...

HOOO-AHHH!! SCOUTS IN THE HOUSE!!

Alright, a quick update from Luvy, Vox's friend. This was a lil request by him, and since he was so kind to share his password, I could log in quickly to post this here lil journal.

He sends me the occasional letters, which is nice. I love reading those, hehe. Vox is like a brother to me, so.. It's wonderful to not have lost him as my friend forever. The training is hard and it's tough for him, but he's doing well and doing a fine job as a soldier. I do believe he's found true love in his M4, lol. Then again, I can fully understand that.

I'm not really sure what to say otherwise. Vox really misses you guys and gals and wishes he could be here.. So do I.. I think he's coming home for a lil while during Christmas, though, so y'might be able to get replies from him personally, then! For now, let's keep him in our minds and wish him the best of luck and strength for the hard challenges up ahead. I know he can do it, though!

I really mean it.. this was a long time coming.. and very few of the people I know know this... I'm sorry if anyone I truely know doesn't know this yet... but from the time I post this journal on FA...

I'M JOINING THE MILITARY...

I ship this Tuesday to Fort Knox... Kentucky; and during the winter season no doubt.... honestly.. I'm sorry to all of those I never told.. I type this through wet eyes...

To... ALL of you who I know.. who will find this page, this journal.. I wish you good tidings.. young or old, male or female, gay or bi or straight...

If I am ever to return to retype this, I will... but for now.. I give myself a day.. a day to see how many people truely hate me for this.. I've lost friends because of my decision: Yes I like to shoot guns, yes I think combat is thrilling; BUT I DO NOT CONDONE KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE! What I'm doing.. who I will be dropping.. are people who kill innocents... people who do what they do because they believe falsely.. and I don't speak of the religion.. I speak of just ethics in general...

I'm sorry to all of you... Your Vox is not bloodthirsty... to him.. to me.. this is my last chance at my dream of college.. no loans, no grants, no scholarships.. Vox never got that... but when 80k worth of cash.. a 2k paycheck monthly.. and health benefits for life were waggled in front of my face.. with training to better myself?

I would've been stupid to turn it down...

All my fears... all my hate, set aside...

I love you all...

God Bless America... and god bless you...

-Vox ; AI ; Ben

I'm currently out of the loop updating these things.. and 20 bucks says I don't get a reply to this... heh...

ANYWAYs, yadda yadda, Starcraft II is the shit, yadda yadda...

Expect Fanarts... in my own way... >W>

FFFFFFFFF.... so, I got my headsets microphone jack yanked from it's socket; clean tear, I can repair it, but it's the thing... my Yawb at T-Bell is stealing my life, but the cash I'm making is sooooo good.. how can I complain? > w >

Anyways, right down to it: I need commissions.. I sorta don't like having nothing to draw. > o <

Sooo... ya... ehm.. COMMISSION me bisches! You'll like the results! :3

That's what happened man, I'M DONE! 12 YEARS OF HELL FINALLY DONE!!

WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!

SEND ME MONAYH!