Sorry it's only in Spanish ^^; ... y el titulo no tiene nada que ver, jajaja.

Si! Comenzaré el cole el 5 de Junio estoy muy emocionada y algo nerviosa a la vez. Han pasado más de 10 años desde que estudio en un escuela Americana, así que estoy poquito preocupada por mi vocabulario en Inglés =X (tengo miedo a que ls chavos me albureén). Tambien tengo algo de buenas noticias el Lunes tengo una entrevista de trabajo en un restaurante. Espero me den trabajo!

Qué más...? Ah... hace poco probé el sushi por primera vez en mi vida... y siendo sincera casi no me gusto =/ algunas cosas estaban muy sabrosas pero en realidad el pescado crudo no es de mi total agrado (la única manera que como pescado crudo es en ceviche con tostadas y mucho limón, mmm...).

Algo más? Ultimamente tengo muchas ganas de dibujar. Al fin tengo inspiracion y siento que estoy mejorando poco a poco aunque soy muy floja y no he subido mucho al FA, casi siampre me la paso en SheezyArt o deviantART.

Finalmente dibujé a mi fusona! Es una completa aberración pero sirve para hacer a ninos reír! Ella es un hibrido entre un león y tigre (aunque también tiene forma humana). Dibujarla es divertido, próximamente la dibujaré pero esta vez será más sexy (lo prometo!!!).

Bien ahora me retiro y subiré mis dibujos recientes que no he puesto en FA. Se cuidan mis niños y aquí les dejo la frase del día:

"El pedo siempre anuncia la llegada de su hermana la cagada!"

Thank God Christmas is over! Don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't like the holliday (it's my favourite one actually), the thing is that I got so damned depressed... AGH!!! It wasn't cool :( I was really sad not having my family for Christmas but tried ignoring it just having fun anyway. Sadly I forgot to call my parents via webcam so my dad left me a really cold IM the other day... it was harsh and made me cry (and if you know me in real life it's hard making me cry), it also messed me up and got me into thinking that moving to Los Angeles was a mistake...

I haven't entered college and if I do get in I can't study the career I want since I'm not going to recieve financial aid from the government. So I have to study in comunity college and get my GED (I don't know how long this will take) and THEN go into an art school and study illustration... or to another college and study psychology... OR BOTH! DOUBLE MAJOR YEA BTCHZ!

So yes that had me depressed... oh and the fact that I still don't have a job... it makes me feel like I'm a parasite in my sister's house ^^;. I know she doesn't say anything but I want to earn my own money so I can pay for the things I like or want and hopefully pay a bill or two for her. I DON'T WANNA BE A PARASITE!!! They're icky... I had parasites some time ago... not pretty y'know... ^^;.

So yush... I was depressed... BUT NOT ANYMORE!!! Because I realized that right now I'm going through a shitty time. But bah, that's just the way life is. It slams the door shut in your face but you can't just break down and cry forever, you have to keep looking for other alternatives... or simply... BREAK THAT FRICKEN DOOR OPEN AND BARGE THROUGH!!! It's hard and might seem impossible at times but hell just go for it and give it your all. Enjoy all the moments of life, the good and the bad. Haha if life was always pink and pretty I'm sure it would be... BORING!!! I SEE FRICKEN PINK FLYING PONIES EVERYWHERE AND THEY ARE SHITTING SUGAR COATED TURDS ON MY HEAD!!!

Lol, sorry that was pretty random but yes. My advice to you and myself (yes it's one of my multiple personalities typing), enjoy life no matter what. Value your life, family, friends, your home, tell them how much you love them or even how much you hate them, lol... because when they're gone is when you will trully realize what you've lost.

I know it's early but I wont update this journal for a while so... HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS!!! I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST AND MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND ASPIRATIONS BE ACCOMPLISHED IN THE 2008!!!

I love you all!

Meli

My amazing Mexican friends:  Juano  Almasy

The rules:
1) Post these rules
2) Each person must tagged after 8 random facts about themselves
3) Tags should write a journal / blog of these facts
4) At the end of the post, 8 more persons are tagged and named
5) Go to their page and leave a comment telling them their tagged

1. I'm not sure if all of you know but i have a phobia to loud noises and blood... T_T
2. When I go to the supermarket and touch things my hands can get really swollen and itchy... it's not fun having sensitive skin ^^;
3. I am an oxymoron... I'm afraid of blood but when I see intestines I get hungry... nommy tripas 8D~
4. People have claimed that I am bipolar or have personality disorder... oO;
5. I am kind of tomboyish, but one of the things that makes me girly is that I like to smell good... DOG NOSE! WOOF! :3
6. I have a tic on my right leg... I always bounce it when I'm sitting ^^; *is doing it at the moment*
7. I like to name random objects and give them personalities for no reason really... like my electric sharpener... his name is Jorge or my bear Roy that tries to rape my Squall plusie everynight.
8. I can sleep for 20 hrs or more straight not being tired... yes I love to hibernate, lol.

I tag... I... uhh... I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TAG!!! ToT *isn't very popular*

Just do this... DO IT!!! Or I'll do to you what I did to the men in white coats and the very clean hands... keh heh heh heh... >:3

WHOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!! I'M 18 NOW LITTLE BASTARDS!!! I'M GONNA GO BUY A PACK OF CIGARETTES TO CELEBRATE!!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

...Ok... my birthday was on December 1st but I forgot to update that information here... sorry guys ;w;

I had a lot of fun! I didn't want cake or a big dinner this year, hahaha I wanted to make it something to remember so I asked for tacos :drool: they were ok... but I miss the ones in the motherland (Mexico) those simply had no comparison, I didn't get much presents or anything of the sort but my wonderfull big sister Gabby baked the most wicked chocolate chip cookies EVER!!! Hehehe and my big bro chicken had originally gotten me RE4 as an early birthday present, but the CD wouldn't read when you got to fight Krauser (sp?) :( so we returned it and I got KH2 instead! LEON IS SO FUCKING SEXY!!! AND HOLY CRAP I'M ADDICTED TO THIS GAME!!! I LOVED THE 1000 HEARTESS BATTLE IT WAS AWESOME!!! AND DEM DEM!!! 8D!!!

And of course I also got some beautiful pics from some of my friends! :hug: THANKS!!! GRACIAS!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

I also chatted with my mom and dad via webcam... I miss them so much. It was my first birthday away from them so I feel really sad, kind of depressed actually... but I try to not letting it show, I don't want them to worry or get depressed seeing me all emo. They have enough problems as it is.

Hahaha the plan was to have me get drunk on my bday^^; but I didn't drink BWAHAHAHA TAKE THAT GABBY YOU COULDN'T SEE ME GET DRUNK LIKE THE OTHER DAY!!! No I am not an alcoholic for your information, but my sis and big bro want to see me all moody and stupid again... damn them.

HEEEEE~... here are the lovely birthday presents my wonderful friends made for me! I LOVE YOU!!! LOS QUIERO MUCHO!!!

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(and more to come :D)

Anything else new besides the fact I can buy p0rn and cigarettes now? Well yeah... I'm going to enroll for college tomorrow, sadly I wont be studying art... there is a problem that wont allow me to get financial aid from the government so I can study in a state university... but beh I wont go into details. Just know that I'll be back in school next semester... hopefully ^^; and I'll also be working soon... if I get the place... ;o; yeah I'm going to be quite busy next year...

What else...? Ah yes you may have already noticed that my latest pic is photoshopped... well I didn't know this computer had the program installed so I plan to make good use of it... >:3 hehehehe...

ANYWAYZ DAT'S IT FER NAO!!! PEACE BITCHZ!!! 8D!!!

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* YOUR MOM!!! PWNZD!!! :P ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

ABOUT REQUESTS, ART TRADES, GIFTS AND CHIBIS... CLOSED!!!! THAT'S RIGHT CLOSED!!! I'M NOT DRAWING YOU ANYTHING 'TILL I'M DONE WITH THESE OR I FEEL LIKE IT!!! HEAR THAT LITTLE BASTARDS!? BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

~REQUESTS: WHEEEE HAAAAW! Just one more to go! :D
Pheonix for marushi-dracul on dA

~ART TRADES: I need to finish these FAST!
Kiba from Wolf's Rain for 9taria6 on dA
Ulrich and Gaz from Code Lyoko for Ulrich101692 on FAC
Ichigo with Kon on his shoulder for  Suneku
Juano's Fursona as a Chibi for  Juano

~FREE CHIBIS: 4/10 Complete

1. Chibi Fixel for symphoniadancer on dA *COMPLETE*
2. Chibi Snake for  Suneku *COMPLETE*
3. Chibi Zoey for  xxdarkdemonessxx911
4. Chibi Terra for  darkmoogle121
5. Chibi Lee Shaoran or Sakura for  Almasy
6. Chibi Coyote for jesslovesbilly82 on FAC *COMPLETE*
7. Chibi Sesshoumaru for iconsallycharlotte on dA
8. Chibi Broly for videl-bideru-devil on dA
9. Chibi Seianna for tainte-truffle on dA *COMPLETE*
10. Chibi Fox McCloud for  Juano

~COLLABS: Procastinating on it sorry Alex :(
Lazy Bisshie Adventures with  darkmoogle121

~GIFTS: ... Must... finish... soon...
Birthday present for my brother David
Birthday Present for jesslovesbilly82 on dA

~CONTESTS I'M ENTERING: Deadline is December 26
Something that Describes me for marushi-dracul on dA

~100 THEMES LIST: procastinating on it ^^;

~ MY OWN PROJECTS: Has no time for them...
Septiembre Mexicano
My Fursona Elaissa
LoZ & RE4 crack crossover
My OC's redesign
Colouring Pencil Tutorial
Nyu's Art Meme (got tagged by sardonyxweapon on dA)

Ok it is a well known fact that I am a HUGE procastinator... so here's a list with the stuff I have to draw. I have no scanner at the moment but I'll take a photo of your picture and submit it. If it's taking me a long time to finish your picture feel free to poke me telling me to hurry up, that way my lazy butt will get working, just don't over do it and everything is cool ^^;

~FREE CHIBIS (1 place left)

Ok I wont ask you to draw 10 free chibis, it's up to you if you decide to do this or not.

1. Chibi Fixel for Symphoniadancer on DA
2. Chibi Snake for  Suneku
3. Chibi Zoey for  xxdarkdemonessxx911
4. Chibi Terra for  darkmoogle121
5. Chibi Lee Syaoran or Sakura for  almasy
6. Chibi Coyote for jesslovesbilly82 on FAC
7. Chibi Sesshoumaru for sallycharlotte on DA
8. Chibi Broly for videl-bideru-devil on DA
9. Chibi Mickey or Seianna for tainte-truffle on DA
10. Chibi Fox McCloud for  juano

Along with your request include at least 1 reference pic please!

ABOUT REQUESTS AND ART TRADES... CLOSED!!!!

~REQUESTS
Marina x Marth for minathedestroyer on FAC (complete/needs to submit)
Nana for  xxdarkdemonessxx911 (complete/needs to submit)

~ART TRADES
Kiba from Wolf's Rain for Taria on DA
Ulrich and Gaz from Code Lyoko for Ulrich101692 on FAC
Ichigo with Kon on his shoulder for  Suneku

~COLLABS (procastinating on it T.T sorry Alex)
Lazy Bisshie Adventures with  darkmoogle121

~GIFTS (SO MUCH BDAY PRESENTS I OWE!!!)
Birthday present for  fox_kid
Birthday present for Illusionist on FAC
Birthday present for Symphoniadancer on DA
Birthday present for jesslovesbilly82 on FAC

~CONTESTS I'M ENTERING
Something that Describes me for VampireMarushi's contest on FAC

~100 THEMES LIST (procastinating on it)

~ MY OWN PROJECTS (procastinating on these)
Septiembre Mexicano
Oreo Boy (complete)
My Fursona
ToS Chibi Series
LoZ & RE4 crack crossover
My OC's redisign and give them sex changes
Colouring Pencil Tutorial

Well I am now living in Los Angeles and wow America is very different from Mexico... IT'S TOO ORGANIZED HERE!!! IT SCARES ME!!! AND THE BUS DRIVERS ARE FRICKEN TURTLES!!! I'M USED TO THE CRAZY SPEED IN GUADALAJARA!!! Hehehe, but anyway I thought I should mention that although I do have access to a compu it's not mine (it's actually my sister's) and I also don't have a scanner, so pics won't be up for some time... I'm sorry.

Seeing that no one is requesting chibis from me on DA (T___T...) I thought I'd bring the challenege here =D

The first ten souls to request a free chibi get one. HOWEVER, if you request one, you have to do the very same thing in your own journal or else you don't get one from me. It's the rules buddies, you gotta do it too.

So... First ten to request one AND put it in their journal that they're doing the same thing get one, so please leave a reference in your reply here!

1. Chibi Fixel for Symphoniadancer on DA
2. Chibi Snake for  Suneku
3. Chibi Zoey for  xxdarkdemonessxx911
4. Chibi Terra for  darkmoogle121
5. Chibi Lee Syaoran or Sakura for  almasy
6. Chibi Coyote for jesslovesbilly82 on FAC
7. Chibi Sesshoumaru for sallycharlotte on DA
8. Chibi Broly for videl-bideru-devil on DA
9. Chibi Mickey or Seianna for tainte-truffle on DA
10.

Along with your request include at least 1 reference pic please!


ABOUT REQUESTS AND ART TRADES... CLOSED!!!!

~REQUESTS
Marina x Marth for minathedestroyer on FAC (complete)
Scorpion ripping Subzero's head off for jeffhardy2345 on FAC
Nana for  xxdarkdemonessxx911

~ART TRADES
Kiba from Wolf's Rain for Taria on DA
Ulrich and Gaz from Code Lyoko for Ulrich101692 on FAC
Ichigo with Kon on his shoulder for  Suneku

~COLLABS
Lazy Bisshie Adventures with  darkmoogle121

~GIFTS
Birthday present for  fox_kid
Birthday present for Illusionist on FAC
Birthday present for Symphoniadancer on DA

~CONTESTS I'M ENTERING
Something that Describes me for VampireMarushi's contest on FAC

~100 THEMES LIST (in progress)

~ MY OWN PROJECTS
Septiembre Mexicano (in progress)
Oreo Boy (complete)
My Fursona
ToS Chibi Series
LoZ & RE4 crack crossover
My OC's redisign and give them sex changes
Colouring Pencil Tutorial

Hehehe, my sister went back to LA and on the 23 (correction) I'll be meeting up with her in Tijuana. I'm a little bit afraid since I'll be flying alone *gulp* But hopefully everything will turn out well. ^^

Oh btw! This is the 1st time I've met a lot of mexican artists on a website! Lots of hugs to  Juano and  Almasy my mexican buddies!

In other news, to celebrate Mexico's independance I will be drawing all my pics with a Mexican theme! You know you want to see a chibi with a big sombrero or eating a giant burrito! Hell yeah you do! 8D

I'll also be taking requests and doing trades now, I figured I'm not fast at making them but I'll try anyway since I have nothing to do. I´ll try drawing just about anything but If I'm having trouble with your request I'll let you know and you may request something else if you desire. Oh and as a note during september all requests are gonna have a mexican theme. Sorry but I'm very patriotic even if I'm a pocha ^^

Oki so here's the list with all the stuff I have to do! It's a LOT! But It needs to be done before the year ends! YEAH!

Requests:
Mina x Marth for minathedestroyer on FAC (complete)
Scorpion vs Sub Zero
Nana for  xxdarkdemonessxx911

Art Trades:
Kiba from Wolf's Rain for Taria on DA
Ulrich and Gaz from Code Lyoko for Ulrich101692 on FAC
Ichigo with Kon on his shoulder for  Suneku

Gifts:
Birthday present for  fox_kid (sketching complete)
Surprise pic for Marushi-Dracul on DA

Contests I'm entering:
Something that represents me (deadline september 28)

My own projects:
My Fursona
Septiembre Mexicano (8D A HUEVO!)
ToS chibis
LoZ RE4 crack crossover
Bisshie Characters
100 themes list on DA (T__T ... I'm lazy on this one)
Oreo Boy (photoshopping/hand colouring)

Yeah I'm just going to ramble on about my life issues now (feel free to skip it in case you're not interested)... I had my art stolen on FAC and also gained a flamer there. Why I have no idea... I'm pretty pissed off because of it...

(get ready for my verbal wrath now)

...

... HIJOS DE TODA SU PUTA MADRE!!! WHY THE FUCK ARE THESE GOOD FOR NOTHING BASTARD MAGGOTS DISSING ME!? SOME FUCK FACE BITHC STEALING MY FUCKING ART AND ANOTHER BASTARD WITH A TURNIP STUCK UP HIS ASS FLAMING ME WHEN I WAS ONLY HELPING HIS MEDIOCRE IGNORANT ASS ON HOW TO PASTE IMAGES ON YOUR PROFILE!!! DAMN THEM!!! ANNOYING PRICKS!!! CABRONES SOLAMENTE SE LA PASAN CHINGANDO A SU MADRE!!! PUTOS PUTOS PUTOS PUTOS PUTOS!!! WHAT A PATHETIC PAIR OF MISERABLE IDIOTS!!!

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I'm sorry about that... you have witnessed my verbal wrath. I'm just really mad that after taking so much time to wok on my Roy (SSBM and FE) pic only to have it stolen by some idiot. And then get dissed for trying to help some retard...? what the hell is wrong with all these people!?

*sighs* Anyway onto other news I'm moving to America on september 16th... don't get me wrong I want to move really badly but I'm just... I dunno feeling wierd about it. I'm going to miss all my friends here, my parents and bro... oh and my dog XD I try not to think about it much but when I do I have my second thought about moving alone and if I'll be able to progress in America or if I'm better off staying in Mexico. Another thing that makes me upset is that on the 16th is the Mexico's independance... I really want to go to the town plaza and give 'el grito' with all my friends, get drunk at some bar, make out with a statue etc...

I'm all emotional now T____T ... but I can't look back I need to always look forward. *sighs* Mmm... as for art I've been drawing a lot but they're only sketches and I'm never satisfied with them. Hehehe, I guess my style of drawing is changing. Oh well... mmm... that's about it. Oh and I'm still not taking requests or doing trades, sorry ^^;

Hey guys! I've been drawing more now since I got an Ipod nano X3 It's so cool no more mp3s on the dvd for me! I'll post my pics here in a few minutes. Uhm... I'm out of high school, going to move in August (hopefully), I am still a crazy hobbit on crack, hmm... and I have a lot of crack ideas I want to share with you soon XD

some projetcs I'll be working on are:

my fursona
Tales of Symphonia Chibis
RE4 and LoZ crack crossover
and other stuff like the 100 themes list, requests I owe people etc.


Yay the quiz! Answer if you want to XP

1. Whats your name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. would you shag me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If you had me for 30 Mins what would you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do you still think the same?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. Whats the worst thing bout me?
14. What do you like best about me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18. Are you gona put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
19. Anything to say before you go?

Yes I have returned... well I was actually back a while ago but I am a lazy bum so I forgot to upload my journal, sorry if I caused confusion guys ^^;

I haven't been drawing much, just quick doodles since I have an artist block. I'll get over it soon hopefully ^___^ but expect lots and lots of chibis to come!!!! 8D

Whazzup people? Hey I wont be online next week or at least not very often since I'll be at the beach. I just thought I should let you guys know. Well take care!!!

-Meli