unpacking boxes, dividing stuff into 'goodwill' 'trash' 'keep' piles

open box: a FACEFULL of furry porn

"oh"

quietly sets porn aside, thanks the lord i'm doing this alone

you know how it's supposedly really bad to jump into a relationship really soon after you finish the last one? because, you know, it's just a rebound and you're emotionally volatile and all

i know these things intellectually. in my brain, i can think "yes, that makes perfect sense. i don't want to jump into something too quickly and run the risk of having an emotional mess on my hands"

but man. being alone blows. no wonder i desperately avoid it