Something happened today that has affected me far more than I expected it to when the time came. I normally hate this but I'm going to be vague for now as a lot of things are up in the air and complicated right now. I might never publicly post about this in detail, actually. I am, for lack of a better phrase, profoundly damaged and lost. I need to get some of my feelings out. I spent today trying to be strong, a distraction for those who needed it as much as I did. I'm not sure how I feel right now or if I am ok. I likely won't be posting at all for a long while. Or I'll be doing the opposite and posting an insane amount of hard to decipher vent art I'm honestly not sure which it will be. I guess mostly I want to say hold people close. And get distance from people who cause you nothing but harm. Don't let their actions decide your worth and never think you didn't do enough. You can never know what another person thinks or feels fully. You can only hope they are honest with you or care enough about you to let you know. It can be very hard. But have those hard conversations. You never know if they will be your last chance. If your read this far, thank you, and know that no matter what you are feeling right now someone is or would be glad to have you around.

Not sure how active I'm going to be going forward. Have a lot of things going on in life right now. Still going to remain available for commissions but otherwise my work is likely to be few and far between as I focus on tackling stuff going on around me. To those of you still watching, thank you for your interest! Even if passive it feels nice to know folks want to see my work. it has helped build a small bit of confidence. Trying to keep moving. Taking things one day at a time. It's been real hard lately.


Much love to those around me doing their best. And to anyone reading this <3

I am officially open for commissions!
BLFC was a great experience for me, and I'm a little sad to be home. But thanks to some very lovely people I'm finally making the big leap into trying to make money from my art. I'm still terrified, but I have amazing people backing me up and encouraging me. i still have loads of room for improvement, but I will improve. I'm going to keep pressing forward and try to make my life what I want it to be.


Sorry this came out much sappier than intended, and it's about to get sappier :3

Special thanks to the following, people who stuck by me in the worst moment of my life, with no expectations, open arms, and love.

Y'all are family. And I can never express just how grateful I truly am.

Extra special thanks to one in particular. You haven't known me long, but you've done so much for me in a short time. I can't thank you enough.



And lastly, thank you to the watchers, for showing interest when I didn't feel like I was worth it. It may not have meant much to you, but it does to me! <3

I will be at BLFC from the 16th to the 19th!
I am both excited and very nervous, I will mostly be following around my sister  Faeyne-Silvercloud
If any of the handful of you who follow me will be there and want to say hi feel free! You can message me on telegram (@ JellyDog) or you can DM me on twitter (https://twitter.com/dog_jelly) I'll probably be posting lots of pictures when I'm not busy!


When I get back I'll try to get myself in the habit of drawing more often so I have content to post regularly. I also might be opening commissions soon, so keep your eyes peeled!

Due to some life events I deleted my old account, and my work has been removed from a joint account.
I will be posting (mostly) old artwork over the course of today. When things settle I will start posting new work.