One of my friends is doing this for MDA,
Ok peeps and peepets, I need your help to raise money for Muscular Dystrophy Association. We at my store are trying to raise as much money as we can to help send kids with Muscular Dystrophy to camp. Ive setup a paypal to receive money online the email is john_kirby40@yahoo.com. Please guys help me raise money for these kids. Repost this tweet this whatever you have to just spread the word. I will be dyeing my beard and hair to spread awareness for these kids. Again the email for paypal is john_kirby40[at]yahoo.com please help me guys.

I have come to see that to most of my friends I am a friend to them when ever they need me as s friend but when I try to be a good friend I'm ignored till they need me I guess I'm just a pushover and never really a friend to anyone at all times

go check out the auction that ends tomorrow that  Silver_Shadowheart is doing lin below
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13991384/

Bondage 100%
Switch 93%
Submissive 93%
Experimental 89%
Masochist 68%
Dominant 64%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur 50%
Sadist 50%
Vanilla 14%

Link here: http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/Sex/poe.....bdsm/index.php

Sine qua non. Without which not. Those things we deem essential, without which we cannot bear living, without which life in general loses its specific value... becomes abstract.

yay, this wolf is finally 21 as of today

I've lost the light in my world and all direction from my life

i miss all the people that make and made my life special and all those that truly care for me and those that i truly care for. i miss you and hope to hear from you again.

I'm so excited for AFC and who is going to be coming to it with me, the one and only fabulous  garrou

ill be gone for who knows how long sense ive got no real reason to be on here

i know this is just another rant no one will pay attention to but here it goes....

why is it that who ever i know and meet only a few seem to talk to me even though many have promised to be there for me it just makes me feel unwanted and so alone i dont know why i still even try when most people just end up forgetting about me only a few are still around me and talk to me but two are people i love and a few others are pretty much family but yet im still so alone

You Scored as Bondage

Bondage 100%

Submissive 93%

Experimental 86%

Masochist 79%

Degradation 79%

Exhibitionist / Voyeur 68%

Sadist 54%

Switch 36%

Dominant 14%

Vanilla 11%

well i guess it is all over now *digs into school supplies and finds the design knife and keeps it by me*

no one ever really wants to talk to me so why do i even try and talk to people when i make the feel like they have to talk with me because of costant messages to them

As the sun sets sorrow rises.
As the sun rises so does passion.
Forever cursed to walk alone through the shadow of time.
Only love will bring forth the light.
Pain and suffering mean nothing without the site of You.
Forever cherished and cared for, an everlasting tenderness always pursued.

ask me stuff and ill give you your answers

for all my watchers and friends on here im entered in Garrou's kiriban contest and would like to see you all vote in it on which art you think is the best
the journal for voting can be found here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4586246/

I hate being emotionally hurt because every time I'm starting to feel even a little better the pain I had previously comes back with a doubled effort to make me feel worse and keep me down and I fight back the best I can alone but alone I'm nothing i need my wolfy the one I love my heart to be whole again and no longer feel this pain

It has only been getting harder for me so far but a few special people are helping out and its only going to get tougher as I add school into the mix i hope it is not over whelming. I am deeplya missing a very special person in my life and well that has only been adding to my stress because he still holds my heart and i never want him to let go of it

i see no point in living anymore im just a useless person that will never be happy and that was just confirmed so i know what im saying i am not putting this up for pity or for people to comment on and try to change my thoughts so if that is your intent when you see/read this just dont and ive never been this hurt before i thought my last pain was unsurpassable but i was wrong i love you all and especially my ex mate and first and only true love  garrou i hope you all will treat him well and help him reach his goals

go here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4396945/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4375378/ go here and check it out

iI should have seen this coming but well here i am single on another valentines day i had high hopes to be mated for this valentines day but that did not happen and the person that is my valentine i have not been able to get a hold of during the past couple of days so well i dont know if he even remembered but well i do and i hope to get to talk to him today im afraid that i may have lost his the last time he and i talked but i dont know for all of you that actually read my journals thank you for putting up with my ranting and all my problems

well as stated by the journal name yes it is my birthday

I am needing advice from those that are close to me on here